CHAPTER 65

Dahan-dahan kong itinapon ang puting rosas sa kabaong habang unti-unting palubog. It's my father's coffin. Naugat na ang mga paa ko sa panghihina. I can't move. Breathing was an ache in my chest. Gusto kong magtago. Gustong kong magwala at magalit.

Lahat naman tayo balang-araw maglalaho sa mundo. Walang pang-habang-buhay. Walang nananitili sa mahang panahon. Lahat tayo ay maiiwan o mang-iiwan. But those leaving that are painful the most are those who wasn't able to said goodbye. 

Because you were unprepared. Sobrang saya, sobrang buo at kompleto tapos bigla nalang kukunin sayo. Sobra namang daya. The most agonizing part is that, you will never have it back. Nothing will ever be the same.

Life is fleeting. What makes it wonderful is the people you make memories with. Those who you love and loved you back. Those who will move mountains for you and those who you are willing to put yourself in just for the sake of them.