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CHAPTER 38
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2021-12-04 08:43:40"Kael, let me go." Pinaningkitan ko siya ng mata.
"And why are you topless? Magsuot ka nga ng damit baka mapulmunya ka niyan," puna ko ng napatitig sa maskulado nitong pangangatawan.
Dear God, ilayo niyo po ako sa temptasyon.
I have weak immune system to these kinds of worldly things. Specifically, Kael is my kryptonite.
"Not until you tell me what's bothering you. I saw you spacing out. Dalawang hotel rooms ang binobook mo para hindi tayo magtabi sa pagtulog. You're distancing yourself from me but I never question it because I know you're busy and I don't want to get in your way. Pero hanggang dito ba naman? Did I do something wrong?" He's so confused and vulnerable at the same time.
Hindi ko tuloy alam kong matutuwa ba ako dahil para siyang bata na may ginawa kuno na masama. O maaawa dahil kahit wala naman siyang ginawang masama ay sinisisi niya
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"I have a traumatic childhood." Bigla akong nanigas sa kinatatayuan ko. Dahan-dahan akong lumingon at nakita siyang nagpupunas ng pawis gamit ang puting towel."I have a traumatic childhood,” he repeated. “One that you wish you didn't experience at all... one that a child shouldn't experience... one that opens your eyes to reality... and one... that proves hell does exist," he said while slowly wiping the sweats on his arms.Nanghina ako sa mga sinabi niya."Stop please. If you don't want to talk about it, please don't," I told him pero parang mas sinasabi ko sa sarili ko ‘yun. Dahil parang hinihiwa ang puso ko gamit ang matalim na sandata sa isipin na sa murang edad ay may naranasan na siyang hindi dapat."Can you come here and wipe my back?" he asked like he didn't hear me at all.His eyes turned emotionless. Or being defensive, I guess. I noticed that w
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"I was," he said while carefully watching my reaction."What happened?""She divorced me." Mainam niya akong tinititigan."Why?" I pushed harder.Biglang nanigas ang katawan niya pero agad na nakabawi. "Tanungin mo siya,"Nagsampok ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya. Hindi ko alam kung nagiging sarcastic ba siya o hindi. "Are you serious?"Iniwas niya ang tingin niya sa akin. Parang ayaw sabihin ang rason ng divorce nila. "Is she the doctor you were hugging in the picture?" I raised my eyebrow.Matagal siyang natigalan bago dahan-dahan na tumango. "She’s a nurse. She was a friend when I was in the army.”Something inside me fell. Like how he casually said it— break something in me. I can feel the heaviness of those words.Magkasama sila sa kasagsagan ng gyera. That m
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I woke up with a sore body. Hindi ko mabilang kung nakailang round ba kami ni kagabi pero alam kong marami dahil knock out na ako ng matapos. I reached out for my shoulder and massaged it. I tilt my head sideways and rotated it for a bit.A smile slowly creeped on my lips. Proud ako sa sarili ko dahil medyo nakakasabay na ako sa kanya pagdating sa kama. Kung minsan ay dalawa, tatlong putokan lupaypay na ako— ngayon ay nakakaya ko na hanggang lima. Magaling talagang guro si Kael.Medyo nakakasabay lang dahil parang wala talagang kapaguran si Kael. Mukhang may balak yata akong patayin. Ayaw paawat hangga't hindi pa nakikitang halos malagutan na'ko ng hininga.Kung ano-ano ng posisyon ang nagagawa namin. And even if we do it the same way, with Kael, it will still be mind-blowing.His hands know what part of me should be rubbed and grazed, his lips mastered the art o
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Bumalik na ang sales manager dala ang isang paper bag. Nadatnan niya kami sa ganoong posisyon kaya naman namula ng husto ang mukha nito."H-here, Ma'am." Abot nito pero di ko tinanggap agad."Pwede bang pa-wrap nalang po? for birthday present," I politely asked."Oh sure!" Nagtawag siya ng isa pang sales lady at may inutos dito.Naiwan siya at pabaling-baling ang ulo kay Kael. Naiinis na ako kaya habang naghihintay matapos ang pag-wra-wrap ay umalis muna ako doon. Nilibot ko ang shop habang tumi-tingin sa mga alahas na display. Naiwan doon si Kael at ang sales manager.I’m just giving the sales lady an opportunity to try her best shot.While bending down a little, I indulged myself in mesmerizing the intricate details of different rings in the glass box.Pati ang mga pendant ng neckl
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Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni Tita pero sa huli ay ngumiti nalang.I know. I am happy for myself, for us, too. In fact, hindi pa ako naging ganito kasaya. Tita Karina gently squeezed my arm. Nagkamustahan pa kami ng ilang sandali at nagpaalam na siya dahil kailangan niya pang i-welcome at i-entertain ang ibang bisita. Dumaragsa na din kasi ang iba’t-ibang socialite. I even saw few politicians.I sipped from my champagne glass and eyed Kael over the rim. He was talking with Ace and there’s an ease around his eyes. Bahagya siyang natawa sa sinabi ni Ace. Ayaw ko munang gumalaw. Ang sarap niyang titigan sa malayo.Siya palagi ang nakaantabay sa akin, ang nakamanman sa bawat galaw ko. His eyes were always trained on me when I’m not looking. And even if I am, he was still there, gazing at me with soulful eyes.Ngayong ako ang nakamanman sa bawat galaw niya ay para ak
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Ngumiti siya at tumayo na din. He led the way to his bedroom. May iilan kaming nakakasalubong sa daan papuntang kwarto niya, nangamusta at bumabati.A familiar woman approached us. Siguradong nakita ko na siya pero hindi ko lang matandaan kung kailan at saan. She’s a classic beauty. With her brunette curls and tanned complexion. She was dressed in a tight body con that gave away her cleavage and round buttocks.Tumaas ang kilay ko ng nakitang nakatingin lang siya kay Kael.“Ezekiel,” she said in a breathy tone.“Ynna.” Tumango siya sa babaeng minamata ang kabuoan niya.His arms tightened around my waist. Muling naglaro ang hinlalaki niya sa tiyan ko.Dumapo ang tingin ng babae sa doon bago nag-angat ng tingin sa akin. I just gave her a poker face. With the emotions in her eyes, hindi la
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Pagkatapos ng musika ay huminto din kami sa pagsayaw. Huminto pero hindi niya ako binitawan. We stayed like that. I would like to stay like that for days. Habang nadidinig ko ang tambol ng puso niya, damang-dama ko ang init ng kanyang palad habang hawak ko siya.He was so near, so mine, I can’t find the will to let go.Pero lahat ng bagay ay may hangganan. Everything has its end. But even endings carry its own insignia of beauty, their purpose.And that is, every end is the start of new beginning. An end is the catalyst for a new start. An ending means a new hope was dawning. Endings bring changes. Changes can either be good or bad, but at the end we learn something. We attain morals from growing hope, to adopting to changes and welcoming the ending.Hope change us. Changes change us. Endings change us.Nasa sa atin kung anong daanan ang tata
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Sa sobrang kapayapaan ay hindi ko namalayang nakatulog na pala ako. Pagkagising ay ganoon pa din ang posisyon namin ni Kael. He was asleep. Napangiti ako dahil ang gwapo niyang matulog.Gusto ko nalang titigan siya buong magdamag. Because looking at him sleep was like also watching the dragon sleep for hundreds of years. Every second slowed, every moment count. Katulad ng isang dragon na sa alamat mo lang makikita, so is Kael.Ezekiel Fortez is a myth for me. Something I thought that will never ever happen.Kinagat ko ang loob ng pisngi. Ni minsan hindi ko siya naisip bilang bida sa nobelang nababasa ko. It was always him being the villain and traitor of the story. And now I compared him to a dragon.It’s never white for him. But always black. He’s a darkness. My soul was already twisted because I loved darkness when it’s with him.
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