JUNE
June was starting to regret gulping down five shots of gin just for five hundred bucks. The money was too much to pass up, too tempting, so with a forced smile, she'd poured them down her throat. Now she was paying the price. Five hundred dollars had felt like jackpot earlier, but now with her vision blurring and her legs barely holding up, she wished she hadn't taken up the weird man's offer. He got off watching her get drunk, and she was stuck with a throbbing headache. She'd thrown up twice, and a third was coming up fast. A high-pitched ringing in her ears turned every sound around her into a distant echo. God, she hated this job, but it paid well and for someone responsible for fending for four mouths, she had no choice. But it was becoming too much for her, like she was teetering on the edge of a literal breakdown. June groaned, slumping down on a crate in the backroom before burying her head between her knees. This night needed to end already. June stayed like that, hunched over, until the spinning stopped and the pounding in her head dulled enough for her to stand. Her legs trembled beneath her, but she forced herself to move and staggered to the sink. She avoided her reflection as she rinsed her mouth under the tap, not needing to see the mess she was right now. When she finally left the restroom and stumbled into the hallway, her gaze landed on a familiar girl standing by the wall with a huge guy looming over her. She vaguely remembered the girl's name as Lola because they both worked part time at the same cafe. They didn’t talk, mostly because June sucked at making friends or even small talk. She preferred staying in her lane, keeping to herself. The hallway by the strip club’s back entrance was almost always deserted, so it was just the three of them. Lola was tall, but the man easily towered over her. He was built like a linebacker and his face screamed trouble. They were talking, but June's head was still too foggy to make out what they were saying. She decided to hurry along in case she was interrupting something when she heard a smack. The sharp sound stopped June in her tracks. She snapped her head towards them, blinking through the haze. Lola was clutching her cheeks, glaring hard at the man. "I don't know where the hell your money is." She yelled at the man's face. The man wasn't done. He grabbed her throat, shoving her against the wall. "You fucking slut, I gave you my card last time. Where is my money?" "I don't have your card, or your money, piece of shit." Lola clawed his hand. He let her go with a shove. "Where is my fucking money?" June's stomach dropped, and the dizziness she felt cleared in an instant. Before she knew it, her legs were carrying her to Lola. She crouched beside Lola to check her face. "You good?" Lola gave a shaky nod, though her face was twisted in pain. Anger heated her blood, she straightened and squared her shoulder to face the man. "What the hell?" "None of your business." The man glared down at her with a dismissive look. "Walk away." It wasn't her business, she barely knew Lola, but she couldn't let this asshole hurt Lola because of some stupid cash. "No, you walk away. She said she doesn't have your money." The guy’s face twisted into a sneer. “You better walk away, bitch,” he said, shoving her by the shoulder. June stumbled but caught herself. She shot back "Your mother raised you to hit women?" His eyes flashed with anger, and he took a step toward her, making her brace herself for his worse. “You wanna repeat that?” June knew she should shut up. Should walk away like he said. But maybe it was the gin, or maybe it was that part of her that couldn’t stand assholes like this, she shot him a cold smirk. “Bet the bitch is your mother. Clearly, she didn’t teach you not to hit women." The man lunged at her, his hand swinging before she could react. She dodged it but the slap still landed on her neck with a sharp sting. It snapped the last bit of fogginess right out of her head, leaving her glaring up at him. “You feel better now?” she spat as she ignored the sting radiating through her skin. “Did that slap boost your fragile little ego?” With the way she loved to run her mouth, one would think she would know how to defend herself, but no, she couldn't hold her punch. Not against this huge man anyway. "What?" The man cocked his head, equal parts disbelief and rage. Well, that made both of them. The alcohol in her system was still working its magic, apparently. "Need me to repeat that too?" He looked ready to take another swing when two bouncers appeared from nowhere, dragging him back. He shouted and struggled, cursing she and Lola as he was hauled away. She crouched down again and lifted Lola gently by the waist before leaning her back against the wall. “You good?" "Yeah." Lola pressed her hand against her head. June's eyes caught a drop of blood trailing down Lola’s face. “Your head’s bleeding. You should probably get to the hospital.” Lola wiped at her forehead with her hand, pulling it back to see the smeared blood. “Shit... guess I’ll use his money to pay for it.” June blinked. “Wait… you took his money?” "Yep." A wheezy laughter escaped her mouth. “You’re insane,” June said, though she couldn’t stop the incredulous smile spreading across her face. "Whatever. They are just assholes anyway." Lola shrugged, pulling a pack of cigarettes from her pocket. She lit one up and took a slow drag before blowing the smoke toward the ceiling. June shook her head, half in disbelief, half in admiration. “Unbelievable,” she muttered, and glanced down the hallway where the bouncers had dragged the guy away. “You planned that, didn’t you?” The bouncers were here at the right time for it to be a coincidence. She had someone call them. The ways she shrugged was enough answer for June. "What if he tracks you?" June asked as she eyed the bleeding cut on Lola's forehead. Smoke curled from her mouth as she wiggled a wristwatch in the air. The glint of gold caught in the dim light. “Doubt it. The guy’s so rich, he probably doesn’t even care. Look.” She smirked. “He wears a Rolex.” "You stole his watch too." This girl was something else. "He dropped it," Lola corrected. "And I picked it up." She was amused by this as she lowered herself to the floor, her legs folding beneath her as she sat beside Lola. "I deserve a cut for taking a hit for you." "Not my fault you jumped in." Lola's eyes flicked sideways, though her voice held no malice. "So, I guess it's my fault for helping you." "Not my words." A small chuckle broke through her words. They both laughed quietly before silence settled in, broken only by the soft sizzle of the cigarette as Lola took another puff. Smoke swirled around them, and June found herself staring at it, momentarily lost in thought. "You know smoking isn't allowed in the club." She glanced at Lola out of the corner of her eye. June doubted that she cared. "Don't care," Lola's shrug proved her right. “Of course.” June let out a small sigh as the strangeness of the moment hit her. She wasn’t used to this—talking, laughing, sitting next to someone like this. She usually kept to herself, kept others at arm’s length. And yet here she was, feeling oddly… okay. Lola pulled her cigarette from her lips and let dangle between her fingers. "You know I always think you were a stuck-up bitch." "What?" Lola waved the cigarette in the air as if explaining the obvious. “I mean, you never talk to anyone. Not here, not at the café.” June raised both of her eyebrows. "Yeah." "I—." June started, but stopped herself. She was about to explain that it wasn’t because she thought she was better than everyone. But because she didn’t know how to connect, she was awkward as hell. Instead, she muttered, “Whatever.” Lola chuckled before her expression shifted into something mischievous. “Oh, by the way, I saw your VIP walk into the club earlier.” June’s heart skipped, knowing who Lola was referring to, but she kept her face passive. “I don’t have a VIP." Lola raised an eyebrow, cigarette dangling between her lips again. “Please. The man only shows up here every Friday just to see you.” “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” She mumbled. "Oh, please you're blushing," Lola teased. "I'm not." She shot back, though the heat rising in her cheeks betrayed her. "I find him extremely annoying." And she did so much. He was a perfect picture of a cocky, handsome, arrogant and rich man. He seemed bored to death and was using her to pass the time. She could tell he just wanted a plaything, a body to warm his bed and June refused to be such for any man. "Sure," Lola snorted. She furrowed her forehead. "how did you even know this?" Lola took another drag, blowing the smoke out slowly before smirking. “You’d be surprised how much people know about you.” June’s lips twisted into a thin line. “I’m honored, I guess.” "You don't want to keep him waiting." Lola said with a knowing voice, and she rolled her eyes. For a few minutes, she stayed seated just for the love of it. As she finally stood to leave, she hated the way anticipation coiled in her chest. There was something about the idea of seeing him that unsettled her. Annoyance, sure. Irritation, definitely. But the thrill? That she couldn't help.OLLIE Ollie cursed his friend, Landon, for dragging him to come to the strip club with him that night, a month ago. It was that night he met June— his obsession and his dark fantasy—, and he hated it. That night wasn’t supposed to be about her. It was about proving Landon wrong, showing he could have fun if he wanted to. But instead, he’d proven himself wrong. His supposed disinterest in everything had been a lie. Since then his life had spiraled out of control. He hadn't been unable to shake off the hold she had on him no matter how much he tried He had gone through five stages of grief over how one encounter with a woman could ruin him so completely before deciding to just ride it out. Besides, he hadn't had fun in a long time, and June was a lot of fun. At the sound of the door, his head snapped toward it with anticipation that he hated to acknowledge. Something untamed kept him on the edge whenever he came here to see June. It was as though she was a drug and he was a j
JUNE June winced as she stumbled into the hallway. Her stomach tightened with each step she took. What the hell had she done? She’d broken the one rule she swore she’d never break. No messing around with VIPs. Most especially this VIP. Even though the kiss was undeniably electrifying, she regretted it the moment their lips parted. She took pride in her professionalism and never mixed pleasure with work. Especially in her line of work where it was far too easy to mix the two. But today? She didn't know what had come over her. This VIP was everything she disliked. Cocky. Smug. The type that only saw her as another plaything and an arrogant confidence she couldn't stand. So why? Why the hell had she kissed him? Yeah, sure, he was good looking, but he wasn't her type. Hell, she wasn't his type either. Knowing all this, and yet... she kissed him. As she stepped into the dressing room, her fingers unconsciously brushed against her lips, still warm from the kiss. Before she
OLLIE Ollie had his life planned for the next ten years. He knew exactly where he’d be, what he’d accomplish, and how he’d get there. Nowhere in that carefully curated calendar had he ever planned to be obsessed with a woman who didn’t even know his name—who didn’t care to know his name. He didn’t need anyone to tell him how fucked up that was. June had become his religion, and she had no idea what his goddamn name was. To her, he was just another faceless man in the crowd. Yet, she was wreaking havoc in his mind. She’d slipped through the cracks of his perfectly, structured life, and now he was drowning in thoughts of her. His fingers drummed against his leg as he tried to focus on the chess game, but his mind was stuck. Obsessing over her. Obsessing over the kiss. Sex wasn’t something he ever obsessed over, let alone a kiss. Hell, he didn't even enjoy the act itself. It was laborious and it left him feeling drained. But for some reason, he thoroughly enjoyed the lust-drench
JUNE The distant hum of the traffic matched June's restless thoughts. Should she run? hide? If she did, Ollie wouldn't find her for sure. Quite frankly, she couldn't understand why she was here, waiting for him. She'd only agreed to the ride to get him off his back, not that she meant it, right? So why was her feet somehow rooted here and ummoving? Getting into his car was probably a wrong move. What if he misread this? Or worse, what if he expected something in return for a ride? As the thought churned her mind, June decided leaving was the best option. It was better to be gone before he showed up. She started walking away when she noticed a sleek sport car pulled up beside her. She didn’t have to look to know it was him, but she didn’t stop walking either. The car window rolled down, and that smooth, velvety voice she hated how good it sounded drifted her way. "Didn’t take you for a promise-breaker." She rolled her eyes. Damn his voice. "You were taking too long." she mutte
JUNE June’s lips curved into a small, involuntary smile despite her best efforts to stay indifferent. God, he had a way of getting under her skin. She would be sure to completely avoid him when next she saw him. When she got near the apartment complex she lived, the moment was soon replaced by a souring mood. Of course, the universe couldn't let her have this one night. It would be too much. She walked past her mother, completely ignoring her, but then her mother followed her in staggering steps. "Those little fuckers wouldn't let me into the house." Her mother complained with think anger. June’s jaw tightened, her hand clenched into a fist as her frustration mounted. "I own the fucking house, yet they locked me out." She spat. “Those little fuckers are your children,” June shot back sharply, whirling around to face her mother. “And I own the house. I’ve been paying rent for years.” Her mother waved her off dismissively. "Common June, you are still as cranky as ever."
JUNE The excitement June felt after making over two thousands in one week was unreal She couldn't wait to break the news to Amy when she got home. Her sister had been on cloud nine all week, taking her practice seriously, doing everything she could to prepare for the competition. She talked about it nonstop, and watching Amy's dedication brought a rare joy to June. Unlike Aiden, Amy wasn’t zealous about school, but when it came to swimming, she was a natural talent, which she hadn’t taken it seriously until now. June didn’t want to be the overbearing sister, but she was worried about how aimless Amy seemed towards life. So seeing her this committed about the competitiom was a delight. It had only fueled June to take on all kinds of jobs just to make the entry f*e for the competition, and she in fact did. Though the sleepless nights had taken their toll on her, she didn’t regret a thing. It had been worth it. June turned back to the counter, and offered the cup to the man standing
JUNEFinding Echo wasn’t hard, since it was one of a kind in New York, and June didn’t have to tell the taxi driver twice before he drove her there.Her fingers tightened around her phone as her gaze rose to the towering casino building. The glass wall gleamed under the city lights, making the four-story building of the casino seem almost otherworldly.The opulent appearance of the casino scared her. What the fuck was John doing in an expensive casino like this?She tugged the straps of her baggy jeans, feeling completely out of place as she moved around the line of sleek cars moving in slow procession. She wasn’t used to the luxury that surrounded her but she squared her shoulders, lifted her chin and steeled herself. She had bigger concerns than worrying about whether she belonged here or not.As she approached the revolving doors, stares followed her, judging and scrutinizing her, but she gave no fuck about them. Not when her brother was set to ruin both her life and her sister's.A
JUNEJune sighed as frustration bubbled inside of her, threatening to spill over. He just had to be the only one who could help her."So..." He leaned forward, invading her space in a way that made her suck in a breath. He trailed a finger along her shoulder. "Do you want my help or not?"She swatted his hand away with a glare "Want me to go on my knees and beg?"An amused smile spread across his face. "Goddamn, June. A simple yes would have done the trick."She cleared her throat. "I guess, yes."He flicked a finger against her ear softly, making her scowl. "Who are you looking for? Your boyfriend?"She didn't have the time to explain the details to Ollie so she agreed with his absurd assumption. "Yes." Bold of him to think anyone would want to be with her.He nodded nonchalantly. "Let's go."She spun around, deciding to wear her cropped top properly. She didn't want to follow after him looking so out of place compared to his pristine, and perfect look.She had her hand around the hem
JUNEJune woke with a satisfied smile. The same smile that had rested on her lips when she’d drifted off against Ollie’s chest after he’d fucked her senseless. The soreness between her thighs and the scent of sex still clinging to the sheets were undeniably proof.Burying her face into Ollie’s sheets, she inhaled deeply, a soft hum vibrating in her throat. God, it should be illegal for someone to smell this good.Still half-dazed in the golden afterglow of sleep, she reached out, and her fingers blindly searched for the familiar heat of his body. Instead, they met cool, empty sheets.Her eyes fluttered open. Empty.A knowing sigh left her lips. There was only one place Ollie could be. She’d bet her last dime he was in his study, hunched over his laptop, completely engrossed in work.Jeez, he was a chronic workaholic. Most people worked to survive. Ollie worked because he thrived on it.Shaking her head, June slid out of bed, stretching before padding toward his sanctuary. The moment sh
OLLIEHe opened his eyes to the soft glow of the moonlight filtering through the window, and there on the couch was June. She lay curled, chest rising and falling in every breath.The soft curve of her face was bathed in silver light, and for a moment, he forgot everything else.A smile tugged at his lips as he watched her.He stared at her for a long while, just savoring the sight of her, feeling a rare sense of peace. Finally with a reluctant sigh, he slid off the bed, and moved toward her quietly. When he reached her, he bent down slowly, carefully intending to lift her into his arms and move her to the bed. But just as his fingers brushed her shoulder, she stirred.Her eyelids fluttered, and she blinked in confusion as she met his gaze in the dim light. “Sorry,” he whispered. “I woke you up.”She groggily shifted, a frown pulling at her lips. “What?” Her voice was thick with sleep, and her eyes were still hazy. She quickly reached up, pressing her hands to his forehead. “How’s yo
JUNEJune knew Ollie to an extent, and she knew that when he was hurting, he would retreat into himself like a hermit. He would never reach out. He was stubborn like that. He would isolate himself until it passed over.Today was the anniversary of his mother’s passing, and that couldn’t actually be easy for him. Not that he would admit it aloud. So, June took it upon herself to invite herself into his house, hoping her presence might help him.It wasn’t exactly an intrusion. Ollie had given her the access card himself, but that didn’t stop her from feeling nervous. Her heart pounded and her hands were clammy. Ollie’s reaction couldn’t be predicted and this could go very wrong. Maybe it was just her overthinking talking, but still. She had been waiting for over an hour now, sitting alone in his living room. Calling him wasn’t an option, she was too anxious to face his reaction over the phone. So she waited as each passing minute amplified the tension in her chest.After what felt like
OLLIEThe longer Ollie stared at his late mother’s memorial picture, the more he realized that he shared zero resemblance with her—except for his eyes.Every defining feature he possessed came from his father, man he despised with every fiber of his being. It wasn’t just unfortunate. It was a curse. A colossal, cruel curse.To be the living reflection of the man who had haunted his life? It was enough to drive anyone insane.He should’ve felt something standing here—grief, sadness, anything. But instead, all he could do was compare. His mother’s face, captured forever in a frame, and his own. No sorrow. No anger. Just an aching numbness, lodged so deep in his bones it felt like it had always been there.There was a time when he would’ve been furious. When moments like this would’ve filled him with rage. But the older he got, the more that fire cooled, replaced by grim understanding. His father had hollowed his mother out. Shattered her at the height of her success, then dragged her dow
JUNEJune didn’t protest, didn’t question him. The only thing she knew was how badly she wanted to feel him between her legs.He moved between her legs, fitting his broad frame in the space she made for him. Slowly, he bent down, and slid her legs over his shoulders.She sucked in a breath in anticipation as he traced the soft curves of her thighs. When his fingers hooked around her thong and pulled it aside, she felt a flush spread over her skin, her body tingling with raw desire.A low, throaty groan that Ollie let out vibrated through her, his breath caressed her pussy. Ollie didn’t rush as he alternated between teasing her clit and sliding deep inside of her. He dragged out her pleasure until she was a mess of frustration and needs.“Ollie, please,” she whispered “I need…” She bit her lip, unable to finish her sentence as another nibble of his teeth on her clit cut off her thoughts completely.“What do you need?” he murmured against her.He knew exactly what he was doing, and it
JUNE“Are you even listening?”June heard Lola’s voice vaguely“Of course,” she said on autopilot as her lips curved into a small smile at the text Ollie had sent her. It had been a long day filled with back-to-back shifts, and she could finally reply to his message.“What was I saying?”Lola said, and June blinked, raising her gaze to meet Lola’s. Her arms were crossed over her chest, and a frown was etched on her face.“Uhm…” June’s voice trailed off as her eyes darted away as though the answer might magically appear in the air between them.“See? You weren’t listening.” Lola’s frown deepened as she gestured toward her with a pointed look. “Ever since you got yourself a boyfriend, you’ve become insufferable.”“I haven’t,” June gasped dramatically.Lola shook her head as her eyes narrowed. “Knew there was a reason I didn’t like him,” she muttered under her breath, but it was loud enough for June to hear. “He’s here to steal my girlfriend.”June rolled her eyes at her friend’s dramatic
OLLIEIt had been four weeks since Italy, and he’d never been happier than he was now.Crazy.He never thought he’d describe himself as happy. It felt strange, but he was.Every day, he found himself genuinely looking forward to something. Or, rather, someone. At twenty-eight, it felt surreal, as if life had suddenly clicked into placeBeing with June made sense. She was the spark that lit up his once colorless life. The vibrance of his monotonic life. It was like stepping into the light after walking through a long dark tunnel. Everything with her felt new, strange, and calming all at once.Over the past few weeks, their relationship had blossomed. They’d gone on dates, talked late into the night, learning about each other. And yeah, they’d had sex. A lot of it.But now, they were countries apart. Two days, and he already missed his girlfriend like hell. He used to look forward to this annual conference, but not anymore. Now, he just wanted to be home with her.Sure, they’d stayed in
JUNEWhen he finally pulled back, it wasn’t far. His forehead rested against hers, their breaths mingling in the inches of space between them. His hands slid down to her waist, and his fingers splayed possessively as if he feared she might vanish if he let go.A wide smile spread across her face. To her delight, Ollie smiled too. His smile was warm and boyish. The moment felt surreal. For so long, she’d convinced herself that Ollie would never see her that way, but here he was, looking at her like she was the only thing that mattered in the world, like it had always been her for him.His hands slid lower, pausing at the hem of her dress. His silver eyes searched hers for permission, and when she gave the slightest nod, he pulled the fabric over her head in one fluid motion.Stepping back, he let his gaze roam over her. His eyes gleamed with an intensity that made her pulse race.“You look divine, baby,” he breathed.June’s cheeks flushed under his scrutiny as heat pooled in her belly.
JUNEThe awkward silence continued to press down on June as they made their way back to the house. The sidewalk was bathed in golden glow of the lampposts by each side. Italy had been beautiful, and she had enjoyed herself—thanks to Ollie—but now, everything felt off.It all started with her suggestion that they stay in touch. A harmless attempt to hold onto him without appearing too eager, yet it had landed all wrong. Now, she couldn’t escape the endless loop of overthinking, and the nagging tension at the back of her head made it worse.Why had he even told her he liked her? If he hadn’t said that, she wouldn’t have been so desperate to push for more. But now, it felt like a mistake, and she was sure he regretted it.He probably meant it platonically. But damn, how her heart had soared when he said it. It had leaped, somersaulted in her chest, butterflies spreading through her belly. She had forced herself to calm down, knowing all along that it wasn’t meant the way she had hoped. Ho