OLLIE
Ollie had his life planned for the next ten years. He knew exactly where he’d be, what he’d accomplish, and how he’d get there. Nowhere in that carefully curated calendar had he ever planned to be obsessed with a woman who didn’t even know his name—who didn’t care to know his name. He didn’t need anyone to tell him how fucked up that was. June had become his religion, and she had no idea what his goddamn name was. To her, he was just another faceless man in the crowd. Yet, she was wreaking havoc in his mind. She’d slipped through the cracks of his perfectly, structured life, and now he was drowning in thoughts of her. His fingers drummed against his leg as he tried to focus on the chess game, but his mind was stuck. Obsessing over her. Obsessing over the kiss. Sex wasn’t something he ever obsessed over, let alone a kiss. Hell, he didn't even enjoy the act itself. It was laborious and it left him feeling drained. But for some reason, he thoroughly enjoyed the lust-drenched kiss they shared at the club, and now he couldn’t stop thinking about taking it further. Just like he’d said, the kiss had been a treasure that he’d thought of every goddamn minute. Seconds. Milliseconds. The memory played through his mind on an endless loop. Even as he stared blankly at the chessboard his friends were engrossed in, all he could think about was the kiss, her plump lips, her soft curves, and those doe-like brown eyes. Every detail of his life was planned, but this? This was chaos. And he hated chaos. She was stubborn, unbending, and unwilling, and everything he usually avoided in women. Normally, that kind of attitude was a turn-off. But with June, it was otherwise. He enjoyed the chase, her biting remarks and he hated himself for it. He couldn’t go on like this. He needed her out of his system, fast. He needed his life back, where the only thing that mattered was his work, his projects, and his endless contracts. He needed his carefully planned life back. He dragged a hand over his face, trying to focus on the chessboard and lockout June, but his thoughts refused to cooperate. No matter how hard he tried to keep his mind in check, images of June and the kiss flooded back. He could feel his control slipping, and it terrified him. “Unfuckingbelivable.” Landon's voice of disbelief barely grabbed his attention. Ollie folded his arms across his chest, glancing at the chessboard. Landon had lost, yet again. "No, it's pretty believable. You lose every single time." He said with a sardonic voice. Landon shot him a scowl before turning back to Maxim. “One more round.” “Aren’t you embarrassed enough?” Ollie cocked his head. Landon's eyes flickered. “How about we bet? I need a motivation to beat you.” “Not interested in gambling. It's illegal,” Maxim replied coolly, not looking up. “Right, I almost forgot I was playing with a self-righteous bastard.” Landon’s tone was thick with sarcasm, but Maxim didn’t flinch. Exactly as Landon said, Maxim was a stickler for rules. He was an FBI agent and came from one of the most powerful old-money families in New York. The Carter-King family. A family that supposedly built half of New York. While Landon was the youngest son of Astor Tech, a multi-generational technology giant. Both his friends came from wealth. But him? Not exactly. He had to claw his way up the ladder, building his real estate empire from the ground. Landon set the pieces on the chessboard again. “I’m determined to beat you this round.” Maxim gave a lazy shrug. “Come back when you become a real challenge.” “Fuck off,” Landon shot back before turning to Ollie. “You want to play? I bet I can beat you.” Ollie scoffed. Landon always lost to him. “No, I’m heading out.” "Where?" Maxim’s eyes flickered with interest, and Landon’s curious gaze followed. He shifted in his seat. He couldn’t exactly tell his friends that he was going to a strip club just to catch a glimpse of the woman. He cleared his throat. "Somewhere important for my new project." "I'm sure it is." Max was the first to call his bullshit. “It is. The success of my next project greatly depends on it,” Ollie doubled down, though it did sound like bullshit to his ears. "I don't believe you." Landon shook his head. "Don't care," he retorted, not that it stopped Landon from prodding further. "You’re always enthusiastic about sharing what you’re working on. Now you’re being vague,” Landon studied him. He was mostly unserious, but if there was one thing he was good at it was being observant. True. He loved talking about his work. It was his life. It was all he knew. "Can’t a man change? Maybe I want to keep some things private now,” he shrugged, deflecting. "You are the most private person I know, except when it comes to work," Max said. "That's it." He stood to his feet before his friends could prod him more about his very unfortunate situation. Today was a Friday, and even though he told himself repeatedly over the week that he wasn't going to seek out June when Friday came. He was merely deluding himself. He was halfway across Aureate club’s dimly lit chess room when he caught a glimpse of June. Brown hair pulled up into a tight bun, lips pressed in a hard line, eyes focused, and slightly annoyed. It could only be June. If it wasn't, and he was merely seeing things, then he needed to check himself into a mental hospital. It was in fact June with the most unimpressed expression on her face. The type that would make you want to go over and beyond just to impress her. She was attending to two men playing chess at a table, and when she finally saw him, she had this deer caught in a headlight expression. She quickly averted his gaze and took a long route around the table just to avoid him. Guess, he wasn't leaving after all. When he walked back to his friends' table, Landon raised an eyebrow at him. "Thought you were leaving." "Well, plans changed." He slid into a chair at the table. "Why?" "Because," Ollie grumbled, downing the whiskey like it might burn away whatever this was. "You need an exorcism or something?" Lan asked out of nowhere. "No?" He wasn't even sure what he was answering for. "Why?" "You are acting weird, man." "He's always acting weird," Maxim added without looking up from the chessboard. "Great, love the support." Ollie took a sip of the second glass he poured. Was he now? Landon should witnessed what he became when June was involved. Max and Lan focused back on their game while he zeroes his attention on the real reason he was still there. He kept his eyes on June as she went about doing her work, watching and tracking her every movement. Once in a while, June gave him a brief, disinterested flick of her eyes, and every time it felt like he could breathe better. Unlike the other girls, she didn’t smile or flirt for tips. And yet, she still got them. Her deliberate indifference to men around her would always work in her favor because of men's ego. He wasn't so sure it wouldn't work on him too. Maxim called June to their table, and He suddenly found the whiskey bottle in front of him far more interesting than it had any right to be. "What can I get you?" Soft, sweet voice, he didn't know she had it in her. "Anything you'd like to offer," he blurted out before he could rein it in. Three pairs of eyes turned toward him. And the best Ollie could come up with was clearing his throat. "Forgive my friend's rudeness." Maxim cut in. "It's fine. I'm used to rude men like him." June threw a jab at him. Landon choked back a laugh, and Ollie tilted his head to hide the grin tugging at the corners of his mouth. See, this was what he was talking about. Her biting remarks did nothing but intrigue him. "True. They are everywhere." Maxim said. "Halmore 62, please." "Okay," June said and she was turning away. When she was out of earshot, Maxim asked. "Know her?" He rubbed his thumb over his jaw with feigned indifference. "Kind of." "Ah, She looks like she wants nothing to do with you," Maxim said with a trace of amusement in his voice. "Don't I know it?" His lips pulled into a smirk. "It isn't a call to get competitive, man." "Should have talked sooner." His eyes continued to follow June until she was out of view. Landon glanced at her too. “She looks familiar, or is it just me?” It was fair Landon didn't recognize her. He was so drunk out of his mind the day they went to the strip club. I doubted he remembered any faces he met there. "She works here, and you’re a regular,” Maxim replied dryly. Landon furrowed his eyebrows, genuinely confused. "How do you know that?" Max sighed as he pressed his thumbs against his eyes. "Jesus Christ." He would be exaggerating if he said his friend was hit in the head as a kid. "What?" Landon eyed him, still confused. When he turned his attention back to the chessboard, he said, "No foul move. No way I'm accepting it." June came back with their orders, served to his friends, and left without so much as a glance in his way. He zoned out his friends and turned his full attention back to June. It gave him a strange satisfaction that June was disinterested in men generally. Sadly, he was included too. Though with him, her disinterest looked like she was putting in extra effort. Thankfully, June's shift ended sooner than he expected. The worker's entrance was different from the main entrance, so he didn't say his goodbyes before he moved out of the chess room. To his luck, she was only a few steps ahead when he stepped outside. As he caught up with her, her scent wrapped around him, heady and intoxicating. He fought the urge to reach out, just once, to feel the softness of her skin again. One touch had never been enough. "Couldn't even tell me you won't be at the strip club today?" he asked, shoving his hands into his pocket. She didn't even glance at him. "Oh, my bad. I'll be sure to send an email next time." He played along anyway. "That'd be so sweet of you." She side glared at him, and he couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out. "What is it, Ollie?" June bit out. Nothing," he said, moving around her to position himself by the side of the road. "Just extending my greeting to an acquaintance." "Acquaintance?" She gave out a huff. "I don't even know you." "Wow, baby. You do wonders to my ego." He turned slightly toward her. "Because I've made it my mission to help men with overinflated ego like you." "Is that concern in your voice?" He dragged his eyes over her body in a slow, appreciative sweep. Baggy top. Baggy pants. Nothing remarkable, and yet, the way she filled them out made everything about her feel extraordinary. She let out a sigh. "You are so insufferable." "I'll take that as a compliment, baby." "Of course, only you would." Her words lacked the usual bite, and as much as he hated to admit it, he was excited over his little progress. His gaze flicked to the street behind them before he turned back to her. "Where are you headed?" "Why?" Her shoulder bunched up instantly and she shot him a wary look. "Because I want to give you a ride," he replied. Her shoulder slumped, but she still asked, "Why?" "It’s a gentleman thing to do." She scoffed. "You consider yourself a gentleman?" "I can be. Sometimes," he added with a playful smirk. "Is that what you're into, gentlemen?" "Get off my back, Ollie." She walked past him, the slight brush of her shoulder against his sending a jolt of electric wave through him. Fuck him. "Let me give you a ride and I will." "No, thank you." She said and walked ahead of him, but he caught up with her effortlessly, this time he was the one who brushed his shoulder against hers just to get as close to her as possible as he could. She eyed him but didn't say a word. "What're you doing, Ollie?" She asked as they walked a few paces together. "Walking." He feigned ignorance. "You're following me." "Or, I'm going the same route at you." "That's a lie." "Prove it." She stopped in her tracks, fixing him with a stare that could cut steel. But all they did was make him fascinated by her brown eyes. "What do I need to do to get you off my back?" "You know what." He winked at her as her frown deepened.JUNE The distant hum of the traffic matched June's restless thoughts. Should she run? hide? If she did, Ollie wouldn't find her for sure. Quite frankly, she couldn't understand why she was here, waiting for him. She'd only agreed to the ride to get him off his back, not that she meant it, right? So why was her feet somehow rooted here and ummoving? Getting into his car was probably a wrong move. What if he misread this? Or worse, what if he expected something in return for a ride? As the thought churned her mind, June decided leaving was the best option. It was better to be gone before he showed up. She started walking away when she noticed a sleek sport car pulled up beside her. She didn’t have to look to know it was him, but she didn’t stop walking either. The car window rolled down, and that smooth, velvety voice she hated how good it sounded drifted her way. "Didn’t take you for a promise-breaker." She rolled her eyes. Damn his voice. "You were taking too long." she mutte
JUNE June’s lips curved into a small, involuntary smile despite her best efforts to stay indifferent. God, he had a way of getting under her skin. She would be sure to completely avoid him when next she saw him. When she got near the apartment complex she lived, the moment was soon replaced by a souring mood. Of course, the universe couldn't let her have this one night. It would be too much. She walked past her mother, completely ignoring her, but then her mother followed her in staggering steps. "Those little fuckers wouldn't let me into the house." Her mother complained with think anger. June’s jaw tightened, her hand clenched into a fist as her frustration mounted. "I own the fucking house, yet they locked me out." She spat. “Those little fuckers are your children,” June shot back sharply, whirling around to face her mother. “And I own the house. I’ve been paying rent for years.” Her mother waved her off dismissively. "Common June, you are still as cranky as ever."
JUNE The excitement June felt after making over two thousands in one week was unreal She couldn't wait to break the news to Amy when she got home. Her sister had been on cloud nine all week, taking her practice seriously, doing everything she could to prepare for the competition. She talked about it nonstop, and watching Amy's dedication brought a rare joy to June. Unlike Aiden, Amy wasn’t zealous about school, but when it came to swimming, she was a natural talent, which she hadn’t taken it seriously until now. June didn’t want to be the overbearing sister, but she was worried about how aimless Amy seemed towards life. So seeing her this committed about the competitiom was a delight. It had only fueled June to take on all kinds of jobs just to make the entry f*e for the competition, and she in fact did. Though the sleepless nights had taken their toll on her, she didn’t regret a thing. It had been worth it. June turned back to the counter, and offered the cup to the man standing
JUNEFinding Echo wasn’t hard, since it was one of a kind in New York, and June didn’t have to tell the taxi driver twice before he drove her there.Her fingers tightened around her phone as her gaze rose to the towering casino building. The glass wall gleamed under the city lights, making the four-story building of the casino seem almost otherworldly.The opulent appearance of the casino scared her. What the fuck was John doing in an expensive casino like this?She tugged the straps of her baggy jeans, feeling completely out of place as she moved around the line of sleek cars moving in slow procession. She wasn’t used to the luxury that surrounded her but she squared her shoulders, lifted her chin and steeled herself. She had bigger concerns than worrying about whether she belonged here or not.As she approached the revolving doors, stares followed her, judging and scrutinizing her, but she gave no fuck about them. Not when her brother was set to ruin both her life and her sister's.A
JUNEJune sighed as frustration bubbled inside of her, threatening to spill over. He just had to be the only one who could help her."So..." He leaned forward, invading her space in a way that made her suck in a breath. He trailed a finger along her shoulder. "Do you want my help or not?"She swatted his hand away with a glare "Want me to go on my knees and beg?"An amused smile spread across his face. "Goddamn, June. A simple yes would have done the trick."She cleared her throat. "I guess, yes."He flicked a finger against her ear softly, making her scowl. "Who are you looking for? Your boyfriend?"She didn't have the time to explain the details to Ollie so she agreed with his absurd assumption. "Yes." Bold of him to think anyone would want to be with her.He nodded nonchalantly. "Let's go."She spun around, deciding to wear her cropped top properly. She didn't want to follow after him looking so out of place compared to his pristine, and perfect look.She had her hand around the hem
OLLIE Ollie should have collected June’s number instead of giving her his, knowing the probability of her calling him was almost zero. At least, now he would have been able to reach her. He’d gone back to the security room and confirmed that she found her boyfriend, but for some reason, Ollie still wanted to know how it went. ‘Boyfriend.’ The word left a sour taste in his mouth. He’d never felt such deep hatred for a stranger than he felt presently for June’s boyfriend. The rage that twisted inside him was irrational and almost primal. He didn’t know this guy, had never even seen him, yet he wanted to hurt him—badly. He could already tell that her boyfriend was a jerk. June, coming to the casino looking disheveled because of him had Ollie’s blood boiling, and he’d never wanted to smash someone’s face in more than he did now. Ollie prided himself on not caring about petty things like this, but here he was, fuming over a woman who wasn’t his. What was his life turning into? T
OLLIEOllie’s head lifted as the door to his office swung open with a muted creak. Wearily, he rubbed his eyes with his thumbs, feeling the grits of sleepless nights. “Do you have it?”“Yes.” Seth strode towards him, pausing at the edge of the desk before holding out the file containing June’s details. He couldn’t turn a blind eye to it. He needed to know what really happened and why June was crying?When last had he been this worried about someone?Seth had worked for him for years, handling tasks his secretary couldn't. Seth rarely ever talked and was stoic to the fault. One of the many reasons the both of them lasted together for this long—never too many words, never too many questions.Ollie’s fingers closed over the file, the soft crinkle of paper filling the room as he flipped through the pages.“It’s her brother,” Seth said flatly with no further explanation, but Ollie already understood what he meant.He looked up from his file. “Her brother?” Not her boyfriend." His voice hel
JUNEJune had gone through the excruciating, tormenting moment of telling Amy that she couldn’t cover the entry f*e for the swimming competition because John had squandered it and left her penniless—though she’d skipped that part—. It felt as though she’d swallowed shards of glass when the words left her lips.Amy hadn’t questioned her, she’d shrugged, “I didn’t really want to go anyway. It was just some stupid competition.” But June had seen the spark die in Amy’s eyes even as she tried to brush it off. She, more than anyone, knew her sister’s genuine excitement and how much she actually wanted to do this. Watching Amy’s enthusiasm fade felt like a knife to her gut. The one time Amy took something seriously, June had failed her. Again.She despised the recurring feeling of being a disappointment to the twins.She worked so hard to be able to provide for the twins, yet, it was never enough, she was never enough.The twins were always so understanding and too mature for their age. They
Two years later. She did it. Finally, she was a certified interior designer. Today was another great milestone for her. With the help of the twins, her friend, Lola who couldn’t be here because she was several countries away And most especially her man. Who’d been with her through thick and thin. Whose loyalty never waver. Whose patience never ran thin. Whose love multiplied daily. Even when she moved across the country, to California, he’d followed her, he’d took charge, he’d been there for her. He’d stayed with her. He’d and made her take the backseat which she was very much pleased. He’d made her the happiest woman on earth. Her heart swelled with the ceremonial gown on her. “Oh my fu—“ Aiden’s exclamation was abruptly cut off when his eyes locked with hers. “Oh my.” He muttered under his breath. He’d become grumpier as he grew older. “What happened?” Amy’s puzzled gaze scanned the surroundings, searching for the cause of Aiden’s displeasure. A gasp escaped her lips, and she
Ollie had been practically glued to her side. He hadn’t been apart from her for more than a minute. And that was a stretch. He followed her around the house like a lost puppy. Whenever she took a step, he was around by her side. “What did you want? What do I need to do? Where are you going?” He would say with so much love and care. She wasn’t complaining at all about his clinginess. As a matter of factly, she loved so much. She missed him so much. Now that he was finally with her, she was never going to let go ever again. Being with him felt like she could finally breathe. She was genuinely happy. She couldn’t explain the level of joy his presence alone brought to her. They’d been indoors for four days without a pint of curiosity for the outside world. It could be burning down and they wouldn’t even care. As long as they were with each other. During those periods, they’d caught up with each other’s life. They’d shared their deepest insecurities. They’d made love so many times. Th
She was just out of the restaurant she worked part time when she bumped Rachel, Ollie’s step mother. When Rachel’s eyes met hers, the smile on her face broadened and Rachel instantly enveloped her into an embrace. “Isn’t this a pleasant surprise?” Rachel’s voice carried a warmth of genuine delight. June returned the hug. “It is.” As Rachel withdrew, she added, “How have you been?” “I’ve been good. Thank you. What about you?” June asked. “I doing well dear. What else can this old lady do?” a shared laughter echoed between them. “What are you doing here?” “I work here.” June answered, her eyes meeting Rachel wrinkled corners. Rachel said with a low hum. “I’m a regular here and I never stumble across you.” “I work the evening shift.” She’d switched shift with one of her colleague who’d pleaded with her. “Must be the reason.” Rachel said, her hand resting on June’s shoulder. “By the way, I heard you broke my son’s heart.” June tensed up, unsure of what to response. “I…” She st
Max: Are you busy?Ollie: Yes. Max: See you by 7. At Eden.It wasn’t hard to make out Max in the bar. His blond hair stood out like a beacon in contrast with the subdued ambiance of the bar and his outfit. A black turtle neck with matching trench coat. When he flopped on the chair opposite Max, he said. “This has better be for a good reason or I might just kill you. ” Max leaned back, no words just a raised brow as Ollie’s hand sought for bottle positioned between them. Not caring what it was, he poured himself a generous measure into the glass. It felt dull as it slid down his throat. He’d gotten accustomed to the taste of liquor. They almost tasted like water to him. “Take another swig, you will need it.” Though, Confused at what Max was implying, he took another swig. The burn of the drink a familiar comfort. This was how he kept his sanity. This was how he kept going after June. She ruined him and he couldn’t even hate her for it. He'd accepted June the type of love he co
She’d been an unfixable mess since the breakup. Firstly, because there had been an unending swirl of chaos within her. Secondly, because life was still life. A colossal mess. She had no luxury to mourn a broken heart. Every morning, she rose to her feet, not because she wanted to but because she had to. She showed up at multiple part-time jobs until she broke a nail because she had to. To top it, she had to read for the exams.When she’d told the twins and Lola about her ambition, they were so proud of her. They mattered to her but deep down she wanted someone else praise. The persono who’d told her it was okay to dream and instilled this confidence into her to take a step towards her dream. The actual person who’d motivated her to take this risky step wasn’t there. At 2 am or 6 pm, when she ate, when she slept when she worked, when she studied. He was a constant pillar in her mind. She had no right to think about him but she couldn’t help it. He was everywhere. He was in every
It always worked. Work had always been a perfect distraction for him anytime he needed to push something aside and not think about it. Until now. Workloads upon workloads. It couldn’t stop the image of June burning the pages of his mind. It haunted him with vividness that made it impossible for him to concentrate. Her anguished voice echoed in his ears, refusing to fade. Her cruel words whipped him like a lash. Her pained face that he wanted to console even after everything.His brain had been on a maddening repetitive loop. We’ve had our fun. Fun?The word taunted him. All he wanted to do was drown thoughts of June out of his mind but everything he’d done proved futile. Seated at his cluttered desk, surrounded by towering stacks of paperwork, but the weight of his workload did little to divert his thoughts. Three days. Twenty hours. And June hadn’t left his mind for a millisecond. Twenty hours of work a day had done little to distract him. June, even in her absence, was a r
He’ll leave you. He’ll regret ever being with you and he’ll leave you. Ollie’s father's words stuck to her, not leaving her mind for a tiny moment just like the ghost of his hand on the skin of her neck, she could also his word strong invisible vise choking her. That’s all it is to you. You don’t deserve him. Shaken by the incident, June’s hand trembled as she extended an arm to the car’s window control panel, her index finger pressing down as if seeking escape from the stifling words that had choked her She’d hoped that the breeze would ease the ache she was feeling. No, it didn’t Instead, it stung her skin with its painful lash. June was quick to wind up the window before slumping into her seat. The more her mind pounded on the words, the more it churned her inside and broke her into pieces. Her insecurities build with thick layers.He would leave you. Soon. He would. The words echoed once more, cutting deeper than any physical wound. An involuntary sob broke out of her m
A week later, June was meeting John at the said hotel. June found it weird that the hotel was deserted, and her eyes darted around in search of signs of life. They were just an old red peacock car and a surprisingly manicured lawn in sight. Before June could change her mind, she made a beeline to the lobby’s entrance. She just wanted to be over it as soon as possible. When she entered, her eyes glanced through the person seated in the corner of the lobby. He wore a fedora. John waved to her from the far end of the lobby. His face was hidden behind a baseball cap, casting a shadow over his features. She hadn’t recognized him at first, her eyes narrowing as she squinted to make out his identity.She sighed with relief and made her way to him. The creak of her footsteps on the grimy floor echoed through the desolate lobby. John’s eyes met hers as she approached, and he smiled croakily, the lines of worry etched on his face evident even in the dim light.“Hey,” she said as she droppe
A sense of uneasiness swept over her when she pulled open the door to reveal John. Her brother whom she’d forgotten existed until now. John's hand shot up, his fingers moving in a stiff, awkward wave as his lips formed a tight smile. “Hey.” “What are you doing here?” June raised a brow. It was a surprise that John had stayed away when she asked him to. But she was determined to report to the cops if he showed up at her doorstep back then. Now, three months had passed. It would be a big joke if he thought she would let him in again. John chuckled nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. “Our reunion went a lot better in my head.” His eyes darted through the dimly lit porch. Her lips pulled into a deep line of scowl. Reunion? After what had happened? The memories of the past twisted her inside into a tight knot.Her grip clenched around the doorknob. “Can you at least invite me in?” John raised a hopeful brow.“No.” she gripped the door’s edge and closed it in on her body, leavi