I've been searching for my mate since I turned 16, which was 8 months ago.
On the first of each month, I visit different packs to hopefully find my mate. So far, I've had no luck.
I don't know but I always have a weird feeling that my mate's close but then the feeling disappears for s little while and then comes back. I don't get it.
I got into the car and waited for Daniel to start the car. "Where to today, Alpha" he asked.
Daniel was a man in his early 50s. He's been with out family for a very long time, even before I was born so he was one of the most trusted members. Whenever I visit these different packs, he always drives.
"The Darkhide Hounds. They actually called me and asked me to visit them so that's where we'll go today" I told him.
He nodded and started the car.
We arrived to the Darkhide Hounds at around midday so it was about a three hour drive.
"Hello, Alpha Nicholas. It's great to see you" the alpha of the pack said. He was young but a bit older than me.
"Of course, Alpha Alaric. It's my pleasure" I shook his hand that he had exended when introducing himself.
"Let's head inside, shall we? Maybe our pack is the lucky pack and you'll find your mate" he said and started walking towards the pack house.
"We will just have to wait and see but yes, hopefully, I have been looking for my mate for quite some time now" I told him honestly.
Visiting so many packs and then getting disapponted was getting really tiring. I hated it.
"I've heard. News travel quite fast. Especially when a fine young alpha is looking for his mate" as he spoke, we arrived at the front door.
I'm guessing the door wasn't locked since he opened the door without a key. We walked inside. The hope of smelling my mate's scent was strong but something is telling me this wasn't going to the the pack I'd find my mate in.
We walked into the living room. There sat multiple women. Sure they were all beautiful and attractive but none of them captured my attention like my mate should.
"So?" the alpha asked.
I shook my head "I don't think so, but thank you. I appericiate you inviting me here."
"It's alright. I was hoping someone from our pack would be your mate but you can't choose what fate has planned for you, can you?" he shrugged.
"I'l see you out" he said.
We left the living room and walked towards the car.
"Well, I wish you well and hope you'll find your mate. Be sure to give me a call when you do find this lucky girl."
"Thank you and I will." I got into the car and Danile started driving.
"No luck?" he asked.
"Not yet."
We drove for about an hour before I wanted to go for a run. "Hey, Daniel. I'll run home. I need to let out some frustration. Can you drop me off here?" I asked.
"Of course" he pulled over the car. I got out and shifted.
Why do you think we're not having any luck finding our mate? My wolf, Silver asked.
I don't know. Maybe she hasn't turned 16 yet. I suggested even though it was highly unlikely to be the reason.
I doubt it but you already knew that, didn't you?
Doesn't hurt to think so. I mean, it's better than to think we don't have a mate at all, 'cause I probably will start thinking that if our mate doesn't show up.
Suddenly a smell hit my nose. It smelled like waterfalls and just nature, pure nature. No mixed smells from other things like humans or cars. It was refreshing.
MATE! My wolf yelled.
I started running towards the smell. Her scent was getting stronger and stronger as I ran. But for some reason the smell just disappeared. What the hell? Where did her scent go? It doesn't just disappear like that.
I was wondering the same thing. The scent of a mate doesn't just disappear like that, it wasn't possible.
I continued running, hoping to find the source of the amazing smell again but nothing. It was like it vanished into thin air.
Nicholas's POVAt least now we know we have a mate. My wolf said.Yeah, that's good, I guess but still. I've never heard of a story that someone loses the scent of their mate. It's just not possible.Let's not assume anything yet. We should ask the pack doctor and then talk to our parents. I started running towards the pack house, to the medical wing. The pack doctor was there most of the time so I knew he was there."Hello, Alpha Nicholas. What can I help you with today?" the doctor, Axel Deacon, asked. He was a kind man in his 40s. He had been with us for as long as I can remember so a really long time."I wanted to know if it was possible to lose the scent of your mate? I was on a run today and smelled it but it felt like the closer went the more far away the scent went. Then I lost i completely" I told him."Hm, I've never heard of anything like this before. I doubt that it's anything in you. I mean, you are the alpha and you are very healthy" he wondered."I know, but can you ju
Alpha Nicholas had been so busy with trying to figure out the mess I created, he didn't have time to torment me. I was glad about that. Today was my official moving day. I had packed everything and was ready to leave. I wanted to be as far away from this place as possible so I'm moving to another country. I felt kind of bad leaving Alpha Nicholas, but it was meant to be like this. If he had actually just ignored me, I probably wouldn't have taken things to this extent. I decided to write him a note instead of facing him. If I didn't, then the guilt would probably eat me alive. Once I was done, I went to his room and placed it on his bed. I knew he was training right now, so I didn't have to fear him catching me. I went back to my room. Most of my stuff would be shipped to my new place, but things such as clothes or some necessities would come on the plane with me. I had also packed a couple of books with me so I wouldn't be bored. The flight was a little over 11 hours, so I th
After hours of traveling, I finally arrived to Glantonbury. It looked a lot more beautiful than in the pictures that I saw. Even though my cousins lived here, I had never visited this place before. "Eleanor! Duncan! It's good to see you two, it's been so long" I said, hugging them both. The last time we saw each other was a few years ago on Christmas. I had managed to escape the torture but was found very quickly after Christmas. That one night changed a lot. Although it was worth it. I got to spend the Christmas with the people that cared about me."I missed you" Eleanor says as she pulls away."I missed you too and now you're stuck with me for a little while!" I exclaimed. We had been pretty close for as long as I could remember, Especially when my dad was still alive. We met up every now and then, plus all the family holidays. After dad died. I had no way of contacting them."I know! It'll be great. I already have a lot of things we can do. Some of them include Duncan but most o
I trashed my room. I was furious. How dare she leave me? Leave us?*I had a pretty good day today. Although I didn't see Athena at all today. It souldn't concern me but it did.I don't even know why I started bullying her but I think a part of that reason is the fcat that I had feelings for her. Ever since we were little.I know bullying is not a way to show your feelings but I had tp bury it. She was the outcast ever since her dad died. I couldn't be seen with her.I went up to my room. My room felt different. It smelt different. It had a light smell of my mate. Was she here?There was a little note on my bed. I recognized it far too well. It was Athena's. It was recognizable. The paper was folded from the right upper corner and the paper had little stars printed on it.Why would she leave a note for me?I sat on the bed and opened the piece of paper.Dear Nicholas, by the time you're reading this, I'm probably gone already. I didn't want to leave without telling you the truth, the gu
"Surprise!" I yelled when I saw aunt Aria and uncle Finn at the dining table. They flinched at the sudden sound but soon relaxed. "Thea? Oh my god, I missed you so much" aunt aria said, getting up and walking towards me with open arms. Uncle Finn was also getting up but aunt Aria was first one to walk towards me so I ran into her arms. A tear slipped down my cheek. "I missed you" I missed this. I missed being in her embrace. When I let go of her, I was full on crying. I turned to uncle Finn and hugged him tight too. I pulled away from him and tried to stop the tears. "My darling, it's been way too long" aunt Aria said as she wiped my tears but they just kept coming. "I know, I'll never stay out of contact for that long ever again" I said, hoping I'd be able to keep that promise. There's only two reasons as to why I wouldn't be able to keep the promise; one, I'm dead and two, they got to me. "Look at yourself, kid. You're all grown up now" uncle Finn says as he ruffles my hair
I pulled my hair in frustratinon. It had already been days and we haven't been able to pin a location to her. It was like she had completely vanished off the face of Earth.My wolf was growing relentless, knowing our mate was somewhere out there. We didn't even know if she was still alive but for our sake, we had been convinsing ourselves that she was still alive.I was feeling helpless. I hated it.Where the hell could she be? The one question that I desperately needed an answer to."Calm down, son. We'll find her" my dad said, trying to calm me down but it clearly wasn't working."I really hope so, dad. I'm losing my sanity" I said, lifting my head up. We have been trying to find her, using the best tech there was but it was hard finding a person who didn't want to be found."Come on, love. Let's go have dinner. You haven't eaten anything since the morning" mom said, coming over.I didn't even realize I hadn't had lunch or dinner yet. It was already quite late so I suppose mom and t
"Alpha, I have bad news" Mason said."What is it?" I asked."W-We couldn't find her in any of the hotels. We had a few names that could've been her but I dug a little deeper and they weren't her" he explained, showing me some names and pictures on his computer."Fuck's sake" I muttered. "I need a moment" I said before leaving. I went to my office and processed what Mason had just told me. I was so fucking sure we'd finally have her.I pushed everything off my table in frustration. I couldn't really concentarte, after reading the letter she had written.I was determined to find her and make everything up to her, even if it takes years.With that thought in mind, I went back to office where the team was working. "Attention!" I said, gaining the attention of everyone in the room."Mason, you will gather a team together to go to London. You'll knock on every single door of an apartment, a hotel, a house, doesn't matter. I want you to gather a team big enough so you can do this in seven
I had gotten a job at a nearby restaurant. It was temporary until I'd be able to get a job in my field.The diner had two TVs and they played the news all the time and since Nicholas was also pretty known in the normal world, his face was almost constantly on the TV.This town was mostly just full of mundane people. Aunt Aria had told me all about this town and who were werewolves, like us.The town was lovely. Almost everyone knew everyone.Seeing Nicholas on the TV brought me joy but also sadness. My wolf is refusing to talk to me since I left him almost immediately when I found out. I've tried to explain to her countless of times but she just doesn't listen. I don't blame her but it wasn't really my fault either.I still went by the name Athena but in official papers my name was Valentina Sinclair. Valentina was my wolf's name and Sinclair was uncle Finn's last name. Aunt Aria took it atfer their marriage so I took it too.They were more than happy that I officially had the same la
I rolled my eyes at his rather bold statement. It was ridiculous that he thought he could just watlz into my life, acting like he's been a saint all his life when he tormented me for years with no mercy or regret.The only reason he even was here was because I was his mate. If I wasn't, he would've never been here."That's rich coming from you" I stated, helping Ethan on one of the benches.He sighed. "Can we talk? Please?" he pleaded.I looked at him shocked because according to all of the rumors in the pack when I was still here, he never said the word 'please'.I shook my head, no matter how much I wanted to say yes. "No.""I... I want to make things right between us. I know you won't forgive me easily but I'm willing to work for your forgiveness. Please, just 5 minutes, that's all I ask for.""No, I need to get back to work" I said. Ethan stood up and walked out of the room, making sure I was following him.I looked at Nicholas one last time before following Ethan out of the room
Soon he left to get our drinks."Colton, say something about me going to the bathroom or something. I need to go see her" me nor my wolf could resist the urge. I just had to see her.He nodded. "Of course, go" he said.I nodded, getting up. I followed her scent but also the place she went earlier.The scent was getting stronger as I kept walking. I took a deep breath before opening the door, seeing the mutt hugging my mate.All I wanted to do was rip his head off and feed it to the rogues.She looked up at me through her tear-stained eyes."Oh darling" I whispered as I went closer. She stood up and took a step back in fear.I felt hurt. My own mate was afraid of me but I also understood why."Athena" I tried again, her name rolling off my tongue so satisfifactorily. I loved her name, I loved her."D- Don't come closer" she stuttered, hiding behind the guy.I growled at him. "Get the fuck out of my way" I said, giving him the time to move."No. I know who you are to her. She's told me
"Why are you taking so fucking long?" I asked Colton. He had been in the bathroom for quite some time and it was getting on my nerves."Chill out, Nick. I want to look good when meeting our Luna for the first time in a while," he said, making me growl at him."Get the fuck out here, Colton" I said, getting more annoyed by the passing seconds."A man's gotta look good and looking good takes time" he continued."That's fucking it. I'm leaving" I said, loud enough for him to hear. I stood up from the bed and walked towards the door.As I was opening the door, the bathroom door was finally opened. I continued walking, not stopping even when I heard Colton's whining.I got to the car, getting in the backseat. Now that Samuel was here with us, he'd be driving."Alpha Nicholas" he greeted.I nodded. "Wait a second, Colton's supposed to be here in a bit" I wasn't actually going to leave Colton. I don't know if bringing him is a good idea but I don't think I can go meet her alone.Either I'd be
I got to the restaurant about fifteen minutes earlier than usually. I finally got an interview to a better job. It had been months since I started looking but I only landed one today.The interview was in a week.When I was done changing my clothes, I went out to the restaurant.It was a Saturday which means we were going to be extra busy today. It was also going to be a long day for me because I had offered to cover for a co-worker's shift so I was staying lated today. She said her mom was sick or something and I needed any extra money I could get so it didn't take a lot of convincing for me to take the shift."What's happening?" I whispered to Ethan, seeing that the restaurant was empty and we were all standing in a line."You didn't check your email? We have a VVIP coming today so the restaurant is closed to the public. Boss didn't mention who it was but apparently he is a very respected business man, and an alpha" he lowered his voice on the last part.I nodded. "Do you know wher
It had been two days and 56 minutes since we found her. In exactly 18 minutes, we were leaving for the airport. I hadn't packed much, but enough for about a week. If I had to stay longer than that, I'd just buy new stuff or have someone do the laundry for me.I probably could do it by myself but I never learned how to and we always had someone do them for us so I never had to worry about itI don't know if Colton can do them either but I believe Joseph can. Who knows.I walked towards the front door, seeing my mother standing there with a smile."Hey, love." "Hi, mom. What are you doing here?" I asked her. "I'm just here to say goodbye and good luck" she said, still smiling."And to apologise about Brittney. I should have never dona what I did. I should've believed in your ability to find your mate" she said, the smile dropping."It's okay, mom. I understand. I didnät really belive I'd find her either but thank god, we did" I said with a smile, remembering how she looked like."I'm
8 months later Luck didn't seem to be on my side lately, and I had constantly gotten shitty news with no good news following. But finally, after what seemed like forever, Joseph said he had found a security footage of her in a grocery store. "Here," he said, playing the video and stopping when she was on footage. She seemed to be buying groceries. A lot of them. Which was good because it mostly likely meant she was living there. "I went through the list of citizens in the town but didn't find her name. But as expected, she had family there. An aunt, uncle, and two cousins. I looked up their last names and found Aria, Phineas, Eleanor, Duncan, and Valentina Sinclair." "I went through their files. Valentina Sinclair is our Luna, " he confirmed. I looked through the papers he had printed out. I smiled. I was finally getting my mate back. After months and months of searching. "Good job, Joseph. You will be rewarded for this, " I said, getting up from the chair. "Thank you, Alpha,"
"Okay guys, ready to go?" Duncan asked.I looked at the suitcase and nodded. I had left a few outfits in my room here but most of it was coming with me to my new apartment.I looked at El to see is she was ready. "Yup" she said."Alright then, let's go" he said, taking the suitcase from me."Thanks" I said, walking behind him to the car.Today was the day we'd finally be seeing my new apartment.It was probably pretty empty since there was really no furniture yet and it hadn't even been decorated. I haven't been to the place yet because I really wanted to get the first look with Eleanor and Duncan.Duncan drove to the apartment. It wa about a 10 minute drive from teir house to my apartment."Here we are" he said, getting out first. He always insist on opening my door for some reason. I think it was to annoy El since he did not open the door for her. It always causes a little bickerig between them but I think Dunc is enjoying annoying her.He opened my door again. "You know, you should
I had gotten a job at a nearby restaurant. It was temporary until I'd be able to get a job in my field.The diner had two TVs and they played the news all the time and since Nicholas was also pretty known in the normal world, his face was almost constantly on the TV.This town was mostly just full of mundane people. Aunt Aria had told me all about this town and who were werewolves, like us.The town was lovely. Almost everyone knew everyone.Seeing Nicholas on the TV brought me joy but also sadness. My wolf is refusing to talk to me since I left him almost immediately when I found out. I've tried to explain to her countless of times but she just doesn't listen. I don't blame her but it wasn't really my fault either.I still went by the name Athena but in official papers my name was Valentina Sinclair. Valentina was my wolf's name and Sinclair was uncle Finn's last name. Aunt Aria took it atfer their marriage so I took it too.They were more than happy that I officially had the same la
"Alpha, I have bad news" Mason said."What is it?" I asked."W-We couldn't find her in any of the hotels. We had a few names that could've been her but I dug a little deeper and they weren't her" he explained, showing me some names and pictures on his computer."Fuck's sake" I muttered. "I need a moment" I said before leaving. I went to my office and processed what Mason had just told me. I was so fucking sure we'd finally have her.I pushed everything off my table in frustration. I couldn't really concentarte, after reading the letter she had written.I was determined to find her and make everything up to her, even if it takes years.With that thought in mind, I went back to office where the team was working. "Attention!" I said, gaining the attention of everyone in the room."Mason, you will gather a team together to go to London. You'll knock on every single door of an apartment, a hotel, a house, doesn't matter. I want you to gather a team big enough so you can do this in seven