Love is like a war; easy to begin but very hard to end.
Chapter Five
N O E L
Dumb face, leave me alone. I'm trying to concentrate here.
I squeeze up the paper and throw it at Aaron when Ms Jenkins back was turned. He has refused to let me be, I had up to five papers under my foot that he threw at me. I wonder what his problem is. Although I'm not concentrating on what Ms Jenkins is saying, I still don't like paper balls being thrown at me by an annoying person.
In less than a minute another paper hits me; I sigh and pick it up. I could just ignore it and leave it on the floor but he'll keep throwing more and a little tiny part of me was curious to see what he has written this time.
Dumb face? Is that a code word for 'attractive, handsome, gods- worthy, drool and swoon worthy face’? I know it is, get more creative Noel, I can see past your code.
I scoff, this is unbelievable. I quickly tear out a paper from the back of my jotter and scribbled quickly.
'Attractive? Handsome, gods-worthy? drool and swoon worthy face?' Yea, keep telling yourself that until you believe it. It's not your fault you're shy of an ape.
I smirk and I throw the paper at him. He really is something else. Yes, he is attractive but that's for us to see and judge not for him to build his ego around. Another paper hits me and I pick it up.
Ape? That's not what your heart was saying when you were about to kiss me yesterday.
My jaw drops down, seriously? I furiously tear off another paper.
Kiss you? I think you really injured your head when I hit you. You're confused. And now you read hearts?
I throw it at him without checking on Ms Jenkins and I see the smirk on his face his blue eyes practically sparkling. Noel you're falling into his trap, this is exactly what he wants, for you both to be exchanging paper balls when class is going on. Another paper hits me and I reluctantly bend to pick it up but before I do, another hand beats me to it.
I look up and see Ms Jenkins; she was glaring at me as she opened the paper. I gulp waiting for the embarrassment that's bound to follow after this. She clears her throat and reads out loud.
"Yes, but I don't read all hearts, just yours. Only you, Noel." The whole class starts "wooing" and a few whistles and cat calls are heard here and there. Only Ms Jenkins had a stiff frown on her face.
"Mr. Altamira, Ms Atkins, I would really appreciate it if you stop writing and sending love notes in my class. Last warning." She throws the paper to me and I catch it giving her an apologetic look.
As soon as her back is turned, my neck snaps to Aaron giving him the iciest glare I could muster. This is his entire fault. He shrugs smiling sheepishly. I shake my head at him and mouth that he should leave me alone. I turn back to Ms Jenkins, making up my mind not to spare him another look. During the last few minutes of class, all I was able to grab was that we were discussing a book. Which book? I have no idea.
I leave class packing all the papers from under my foot. I wanted to throw it into the trashcan but I feel students’ eyes on me. If I throw it in they might come and pick them out then use it to make fun of me or laugh behind my back or spread unnecessary rumors. So instead I put them all in my locker, one day I'll through them out and burn it.
I start walking hoping to head to my next class fast so I won't be late. I feel a presence behind me and a slightly familiar scent of masculinity. I frown hoping that if I pretend not to know he is behind me he would go away. But that doesn't happen, he keeps following me and when I've heard enough, I stop and turn to face him.
"What?!" I shout, if I was a Disney cartoon character or any cartoon character he'll be seeing steam coming off my nose and ear.
"Calm down," he says smiling like this is funny.
I release two long breaths, "why are you following me?"
"I'm not following you; I'm just escorting you to your next class." He says dumbly.
I clench my fist, "why are you escorting me?"
"Because I want to. I'm protecting you from the dangers of the hall way." He says looking around like some spy detective.
"You're not funny," I say.
"Really? Girls always smile and laugh when around me though," he says smirking.
"Leave me alone Aaron," I turn to continue my journey.
"Its Aaron or AL".
"Al?" I ask pronouncing it like the first syllable in Alfredo. Al- fredo.
"No not Al, AL. A and L." He says.
"Boring it's either I call you Aaron or I call you Lee, pick one." I say.
"But my name's Aaron, together," he whined, it was cute.
"How about I don't call you altogether and you leave me alone," I suggested glancing up at him. He was really taller than me. I reached my class and I turn to tell him goodbye forever but he beats me to it.
"Aaron," he says, I'm startled and I don't say anything, mainly because his blue eyes were looking at me intensely. My teacher says something and I turn my flustered self around entering the class neither of us saying anything. He doesn't move until somebody maybe Jesse calls his name and he walks away.
What's with him looking at me like that? And what's with me too getting lost in his eyes. He's dangerous specie, I have to stay away before I find myself doing things I don't want to.
*
Lunch rolls around and I have second thoughts about going to the cafeteria.
"Noel you can't avoid Nadine forever, besides she seems nice and maybe, just maybe it would be good to know at least somebody in this school," I say to myself, as I walk to the cafeteria.
I choose a slice of pizza with apple juice and water. As I was moving over to my new spot-- the secluded seat near the door-- I heard my name being called. I turned around and saw Nadine waving at me to come over.
"This is it Noel, run." I tell myself but my legs do the opposite and walks to her, taking a seat in the seat of six, I being the sixth person.
"Noel, you came." Nadine says excited, I smile at her. "Guys this is Noel, a new student from California. Noel these are my friends, Liv, Raymond, Peyton and Luke."
I wave at them sure that I won't remember their names. They wave back, all looking at me like I’m some alien.
"I love your beanie," the dark haired girl with huge glasses said. Since I remember the first girl as Liv, she's the only girl left and she's not Nadine, I'm guessing she's Peyton.
"Thanks," I say unconsciously reaching up and touching my black beanie, my prized possession.
"I think you're in my gym class," a blond boy says, Duke I think.
"I don't know," I say truthfully.
"Guys Noel and AL is a thing," Nadine says excitingly.
"What?!" Everybody asks in the table including me. They all turn to me confused. I raise my brows at Nadine.
"What? Aren't you guys a thing?" She asked clearly confused.
"Um...No...no." I say feeling as if the rumor was choking me up. "I just came here like...Yesterday. I'm not a thing with anybody."
"Ok, that's the point. You just came here like yesterday and you guys are already exchanging notes," she nudged me winking an eye, "he even followed you to class today."
"Wait like, Aaron? The AL?" Peyton asked her eyes looking really big through her glasses. Nadine nods so fast and continuous I think her head is going to fall off. Peyton mouths drops open.
"Wow, so she's the lucky one?" Duke asked. They all look at me and I start laughing uncomfortably my hand going to massage my now cramped neck.
Rumors...I hate them.
"Guys we're not a thing," I say hoping the message gets through.
Nadine wanted to speak some more but she gets interrupted by the other guy at the table that has been quiet all through. "Ok stop it people. Noel says they're not a thing, so then they're not a thing. End of discussion." He says with finality.
Nadine and Peyton shrugged, "okay."
"Too bad," Duke says.
I look at him and his grey eyes are already looking at me. I nod at him saying thanks with my eyes. He smiles at me. "So, you're from California eh?"
"Um...yea?" I answer thankfully we were no longer on the Aaron topic.
"My grandma lives there," he says biting off his sandwich.
"Really? Where,"
*
Lunch ended well, I had small talk with everyone mostly Raymond. He is really nice and fun to talk to. It is funny how I want to be alone and stick to myself but here I find myself in the company of people actually bearable to talk too.
It’s my free period and I'm in the mood for a good swim. I’d like to wash away all the stress and everything. I'm sure a bath already did that but... a swim never goes wrong.
I find the pool and I'm about to go find the janitor to help me with keys but I see the door already open. I shrug and get in, locking the door behind me. We don't want anybody to come in and see my lovely bikini now do we?
I walk and stand beside the blue pool. It's very quite in here, just the way I like it. I start with my converse taking it off first. Then my jacket, my shirt and when I'm about to take off my shorts, I hear a noise, like someone's cough.
I quickly pull up my jacket to cover my exposed chest, "anyone there? Hello?" I don't hear anything. I walk around but I don't see anything. Its pitch black in here, the only source of light is the bright blue pool.
I shrug, moving back to my clothes. I remove my shorts, then reach for my beanie and take it off, running my fingers through my light blond hair. "Here it goes, I'm coming for you pool." I say laughing as I wiggled my ass like a duke. I laugh some more at my childishness before taking a deep breath and jumping into the pool, the splash disrupting the perfect silence.
I do two laps, and then surface for air at the middle. "I'm the queen of the world," I laugh to myself swimming on top the water and splashing my hands on the water.
"You're the queen of something alright," a voice says startling me. I yelp and sink into the water, hiding.
Slowly I reveal my head and my eyes immediately met sparkling blue ones. My mouth opens slightly, a little pool water getting in. He looks so beautiful; his hair looks more ruffled up than it was this morning. With the water reflection, he's just about the most beautiful person on the planet. I spit out the water from my mouth, shaking my head slightly. "What...what are you doing here Aaron?"
He shrugs, "relaxing."
"Uh...relaxing?" I asked feeling like pulling my hair out. "And for how long were you relaxing?"
He smirked, "as long as needed."
I gasped, "Pervert!" I hit the water causing it to splash loudly.
"Hey hold it," he says using his hand to cover his face, so the water splash doesn't touch him. "I closed my eyes."
"Liar," I punched the water again feeling as if my rights were violated. "You totally looked."
"No I didn't," he defended, and then smirked. "I just stole a peek."
I huffed turning all red. Then I suddenly got an idea. I smirked, turning on my sultry voice. I do have one, every girl has one and I'm no different. "Just a peek?"
He looks confused by my sudden change in attitude. "Yea, just a peek."
I swim to him, helping myself up; I sat down on the edge leaning into him, exposing my fine boobs to him. Oh my dad would be turning in his grave. "Liked what you saw?"
He backed away a little, his eyes moving from my chest to my face. I could see and feel his struggle. I smirk and grabbed a handful of his shirt pulling him into the water. He fell with a mighty splash, the water splashing everywhere.
He fell like a drowning person clearly taken by surprised. He struggled to the surface, spitting out water and shaking his head to get his hair out of his eyes. I burst out laughing, the scene in front of me too hilarious to ignore. "How are you like'in me now boy?"
He frowns then grab hold of my legs, I yelp as I'm pulled into the water. I surface ready to tear his head off but he takes me by surprise, his hand go below my back pulling me to him. I gasp as our body come in contact with each other.
"Truthfully?" He asks his hot breath fanning my face. I try to concentrate on the water droplets all over his face but I can't. My eyes move up to meet his and I gulp. "I'm like'in you real good.
My heart does a strange flip and I jerk away from him quickly, like he was fire and I was ice. He slowly let's go of me, looking disoriented.
"Bye," I squeak out. I jump out of the pool gathering my clothes ignoring the fact that I'm giving him a fine view of my ass.
I need to get out of here.
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I choose you. And I'll choose you, over and over and over again. Without a pause, without a doubt, in a single heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you.Chapter SixA A R O N "See you later man," I told Jesse walking off. He looked like he was going to faint anytime soon."I wish I had a free period now too. I really don't fancy seeing Ms Plankton's face right now," Jesse muttered to himself, before dragging his feet into his Art class.I laughed moving on, free period without my best friend is usually a really boring time but I make it Aaron's time. The time where I'm all alone letting my thoughts wonder around. I could go assist the Coach or the nurse Lady or involve myself in one productive thing but...I'm feeling really lazy now.I go over to the field but I see juniors practicing on the field, gah...I can't relax here, the noise is too much. I go to the library but I see the librarian walking up and down like a soldier on duty, if I go in here I'm going to get busted for not reading. I
Love is not something you go out and look for, love finds you and when it does, it'll be the best thing that has ever happened to you.Chapter SevenN O E L"So, do you have a date for homecoming?""Yea, Luke asked me out already," Liv answers, grinning from ear to ear.Yep, I finally found out his name was Luke and not Duke. It was really embarrassing coz I was busy calling him Duke and he wouldn't answer. I thought he was deaf."How do you guys communicate with Duke," I had asked Nadine during lunch the day before yesterday."Who's Duke?" She asked me talking so slow like we were some kind of spies."The guy with the brown eyes, sitting and talking to Liv," I whispered back pointing subtly at him."Oh that's not Duke, its Luke. I don't know any Duke except Channing Tatum in She's the man." Nadine whispered back."Oh," I say loudly, everybody in the table turns to look at me and I decide to test him. "Luke?"He raised his brows, "yes?""Hmm you're not deaf." I say quite surprised."Y
If I know what love is, it’s because of you.Chapter Eight N O E L "Ten points to Corner view’s Timberwolves." "Ah!" Nadine and I screamed on the top of our voices, turning to each other to clap hands excitingly. "You guys are so embarrassing," Peyton says shaking her head as she face palms herself. "My boyfriend is playing out there, yet I'm not even as excited as you two." Liv says with a smile on her face as she looks at us. "Did you see that hit Tyler gave to the guy on the other team?" Nadine asks me. "I don't know who Tyler is but that game was legit!" I say my cheeks hurting from smiling too much and my throat dry from all the shouting. This game didn't turn out as I expected. I expected it to be boring and time wasting like all high school footballs usually is but I was wrong, I was very wrong. It was really exciting, our school is winning and the playing techniques are so superb. Every throw, every hit, every sprint, every goal was so exciting. I was on my feet most of
In other to be happy with oneself it is necessary to a make at least one person truly happy.Chapter NineN O E L"One, two, three, four, I declare thumb war," I say to myself as I bring my two thumbs together. "Come on Lefty, come on righty. Grab his hand nail, grab his hand nail. Aish. And the winner is lefty!"I burst out laughing, "You did this to me Alex Russo." I would forever miss wizards of Waverley."Someone seems to be in a good mood," my mum said her head peeking into my room."Hi mom," I greet her pulling my legs to me as I sit upright."Hello," she sings coming in and sitting on my bed. "You're laughing."I roll my eyes playfully, "yea mum, it's a thing people do.""What's making you laugh?" She asks eying me suspiciously.Well, for starters. I can't stop imaging what Aaron's face will look like when he realize I didn't come to homecoming and let's just say I'm feeling giddy. "Nothing mum, I'm just not sad this evening." I say."Hmm, ok." She gets up to leave then looks a
Better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all. Chapter Ten N O E L "NOEL, WHY ARE you so late?" My mum shouted. "I overslept. I overslept!" I screamed coming down the stairs why struggling to put on my converse, I missed a step and soon I was sent tumbling down the stairs. "Ow." "Are you ok?" My mum said materializing in front of me fully clothed. "You look beautiful," I groaned getting an upside-down vision of her. "Thank you," she said curtsying, "I have to look presentable." "You got the job yet?" I asked pulling myself up and hearing something snap back to place. "No," her face fell as she walked back to the counter, "tip for you and other youngsters, major in something more productive than history." I tried not to laugh, "Mum people who majored in history are somewhat successful." "Yep because they didn't start looking for a Job at 44," she dropped her head to the counter dejectedly. "Mum you're still young and pretty. You'll get it," I encouraged her hop
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, loving someone deeply gives you courage.Chapter ElevenN O E LI entered into my chemistry class feeling all kinds of emotion. I wanted to skip this class but I didn't have the courage to do it and I don't want Aaron to be the reason I'd skip class."Hi," he said the minute I arrived our seat. I ignored him I didn't even look at his face; if I do I might see reason to believe that he is good."Noel," he called and I just stared ahead, he poked me with his finger, "Noel. No- No- Noellll?" I bit my lip, he was trying to be funny but I just bit my lip and stared ahead. "Noel couch potato Atkins!""Would you leave me alone," I asked turning to glare at him.He released a breath, "phew, I thought I was a ghost or you are ghost. Or I was in another dimension. Or a parallel universe or a sp..."I cut him off, "I get it you watch too many movies, happy now?"He clicked his tongue, "So why are mad at me?""How do you know I'm mad at you?" I as
Don't forget I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her— Anna to William in Notting Hill.Chapter TwelveN O E LI rush out of my warm house and run out to the streets like a maniac. I don't think I'm alright. Its cold out here, Aaron would have gone home a long time ago. Why would he wait when he could still see me in school tomorrow? We don't have any matter of emergency to discuss. I turned back to head home but the feeling kept nagging me."Ok let me just check to be sure," I said to myself stopping a taxi and going to Runglobe. I reluctantly paid the taxi missing the money as soon as it left my hand.If this was a waste of time I'd really feel bad. I looked around; it was my first time being in a place like this. I don't know if it’s because its night but the whole place looked beautiful. Lights were glowing everywhere in different colors and there was a big earth- like globe on the top of the building with the words "Runglobe" surrounding it."Wow, beautif
The greatest happiness in the world is the conviction that we're loved, loved for ourselves or rather; loved in spite of ourselves.Chapter ThirteenN O E L"I'm going to die, I'm going to die, and I’m going to die!" I mumble clutching Jesse harder and hiding my face--- ok trying to hide my face on his body. "I've never ice skated, jumped off a cliff, sky dived, drew a bird, or even helped a lady delivered before. I'll never do them. I won't and now I’m going to die. I'm just Seventeen..."Jesse does a wild zig zag turn then comes to a hard rough stop that sends the back of the motorcycle lifting up a bit, before coming back down. I scream at the top of my voice and hold him tighter.I hear his laughter echoing loudly but I'm too scared to move or to let go of him. I think I'm even shaking, never in my life have I had such a ride like that. I think I've found someone I dislike more than Aaron, its Jesse."You know I'm really enjoying this," Jesse says, "your little hands holding onto
Tears shed for another person isn't a sign of weakness. Its a sign of pure heart~//Break up\\Noel's POV."Go to sleep Aaron.""One more minute.""You said that," I removed the phone from my ear and checked the time, gasping in surprise, "An hour ago!""Shut up, its not 3am." I didn't say anything, I heard some shuffling from the other side and I also heard him gasp, "Wow, it is."I chuckled, "I don't know about you Aaron but I'm going to be extra bitchy tomorrow if I get no sleep.""Bitchy huh?" He said in his flirty voice."Uh uh you won't like bitchy Noel. You should be glad you've never met her," I say.He scoffed, "I like all kinds of Noel. And I've so met the bitchy you. Remember one time in Chem Class? I pulling all my Razzle-dazzle Aaron charms on you and you were like, 'leave me alone. I'm not talking to you. Move the hell out of my way'". He said, the last part being an intimidation of an annoying high pitch voice.I sat up on my bed my jaw hanging open. "I wasn't being bi
🎄|Christmas Special|🎄A/N: This is the Christmas part of this Novel, full scene in Aaron's POV. My Christmas gift to you all. In Chapter 41, I briefed through the Christmas period in Noel's POV, but now I'm giving the full 25th December event, in Aaron's POV so.....Yay. I hope you like it.[]Aaron's POVMerry Christmas babeI texted Noel at soon as the clock truck 12, I rubbed my eyes smiling. I've been waiting for my clock to show 00:00 so I'll be the first to wish my love a merry Christmas.Did you get the text?Are you even awake?Dolphin???Oh come on!Babe? Noel?I frowned at my phone glaring at it as if it's Noel herself. She was asleep that's why she's not replying my messages. How could she sleep this early? I mean tomorrow is Christmas. I've got to be the first to wish her, if she doesn't see my text, someone else might beat me to it.Jumping off my bed, I exchanged my plaid pajama pants for a black Jean and pulled on a red shirt. Grabbing my jacket, I ran my fingers throu
~When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us, I love you more than any obstacle that could try and come between us. I love you the most.~//Epilogue\\Noel's POVOne thing I hate about airports, they are always crowded. One thing about me I hate crowded places....but I think we already know that.Flying on first class is really nice, I got to sit on my own in a really comfortable seat although I was lonely I think flying to Virginia with Aaron ruined every flying experience I would ever have. Now I'll rather fly with him seating beside me than to fly alone. Playing games helped but there's just so much company a video game can give.After going through all the hateful aspects of flying alone which includes coming down alone, getting my luggage alone and squeezing past different people of different race, t
~I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me: Since I met you, you've never left.~//Chapter Forty-five\\Noel's POVI've learned something, so many things actually since I came to New York. I learned how to make friends, I learned how to tolerate my mum better than I did before, I learned how to let go of certain things, I also learned how to love a really good looking, egoistic, narcissistic funny jerk. I guess I've always known how to stand up for myself, I don't like being looked down upon by anyone especially my age mate, I don't like bullying and I never let myself get bullied by anyone. I've always been that girl that would fight back knowing that I wouldn't lose much in any fight. But I learnt something new, something really important, something I know would help me in the remaining dash days, months, years of my life; not every fight is worth it. Not every fight is won and sometimes its better easier and saf
~Love is something sent from heaven to worry the hell out of you.~//Chapter Fourty-four\\Noel's POV"Tyler leave me alone, I did nothing to you.""Didn't you hear me? You cheated." He said stepping forward with his two goons."Quinn did too and you most definitely helped her. I got a bruise to show for it." I said pointing to the bruise by my eyes as I back away.Lord, where is a sledge hammer when you need one."Doesn't matter, nobody makes my girl fail." He said still advancing towards me."She's not your girl. At least not to her. She likes Aaron, that's why she hates me. I did nothing to her. She's just using you." My heart was hammering so loud, I could hear it instead of my voice.How far was Aaron? How close was anybody, if I scream now would I be heard? Mirror. Yes my mirror! That's a nice weapon that can inflict a lot of pain— to one person though I'm not sure about three."Shut the fuck up! And stop backing away, there's no way you're escaping this locker room.""What ar
~Love is a smoke and its made with fumes of sighs.~//Chapter Fourty-Three\\Noel's POV"You did what exactly?"I sighed, "I. Made. A. Deal. With. Quinn." I repeated for the fourth time in the last thirty minutes."No no no," Aaron says waving his hand like he's in a building of fire calling for someone's help. "I know what you did, but what did you do?"I look at him like he's a lunatic which he kinda is. Sighing—again— I repeated everything understanding his lunatic talk, "I made a deal with Quinn and we decided to have a swimming contest. If she loses she apologises on her knee and if I lose— which I won't— I'll leave. Back to California.""One day," Jesse says as he stops hitting his head on Aaron's cupboard, "One day we leave you in school alone and you ran off into the sunset doing stupid things!""How could you Noel?" Aaron asked squeezing the fluff out of his pillow.I got off the ground, "You guys should chill ok? And its not a stupid deal," I said turning to glare at Jesse
~Love is quivering happiness~ //Chapter Fourty-Two\\ Noel's POV The first day of school after winter break, it feels a little foreign getting out of bed early and going to school making sure not to trip on the slippery floor and seeing remains of snow everywhere. I'm sure it would snow again today, and that's just great but I'd prefer it to be snowing while I'm tucked safely under my blankets in my really warm room. I yawn by my locker before opening it to get my books in. "Are you sleepy or really hungry?" "Both." I answered before turning to face the person that's talking to me. A smile plasters my face as I hug her. "Oh Nadine you're back." "Yup, missed me?" She asked hugging me back. "Yea ofcourse, you didn't say when you were coming back." I said pulling away. "Well I returned last night and I wouldn't miss school for anything." She says. "Weirdo, I'll totally miss school without an excuse. How's your relationship with the gardener's son?" I asked. "There was no 'relat
~I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am really saying is I love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings. ~//Chapter Forty-One\\Noel's POVThe rest of the days went by wonderfully, Aaron and I were back together. Mum went on a winter break from work too and so far she didn't burn down our kitchen or any other part of the house. Peyton came visiting a lot, turns out she has major problems with her mom and sometimes can stand being in the same house together. I think her mom's a drug addict, I'm not really sure but Pey seems really sensitive about any topic regarding her mother so I don't ask anything. Anyway I love that we're spending so much time together. Raymond came to apologize and I accepted his apology but begged him to stay away from me in the mean time. Turns out Aaron told the Taxi man to drop him off beside a garbage dump out of town. Can you imagine?I also g
~Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~//Chapter Forty\\Noel's POVI couldn't sleep, I wasn't crying I was just feeling confused and wrecked all over. My eyes were open staring into the darkness of my room. Were Aaron and I over? He would surely break up with me today as soon as the sun comes out. But I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't even kiss Raymond back, he kissed me! Without my consent. I sighed falling back on my bed relaxing my head on my headboard. The problem or little flaw of Aaron is that he always acts on his emotions. If he's angry, he's angry no matter what for that period of time he's going to be really angry even though it's uncalled for and he does the first thing that comes to his mind; punch the other person, or walk away and avoid the problem. Avoid me, without trying to be in the next persons shoes.He's going to