In other to be happy with oneself it is necessary to a make at least one person truly happy.
Chapter Nine
N O E L
"One, two, three, four, I declare thumb war," I say to myself as I bring my two thumbs together. "Come on Lefty, come on righty. Grab his hand nail, grab his hand nail. Aish. And the winner is lefty!"
I burst out laughing, "You did this to me Alex Russo." I would forever miss wizards of Waverley.
"Someone seems to be in a good mood," my mum said her head peeking into my room.
"Hi mom," I greet her pulling my legs to me as I sit upright.
"Hello," she sings coming in and sitting on my bed. "You're laughing."
I roll my eyes playfully, "yea mum, it's a thing people do."
"What's making you laugh?" She asks eying me suspiciously.
Well, for starters. I can't stop imaging what Aaron's face will look like when he realize I didn't come to homecoming and let's just say I'm feeling giddy. "Nothing mum, I'm just not sad this evening." I say.
"Hmm, ok." She gets up to leave then looks at me again. "Isn't today homecoming?"
I nod, "how did you know?"
"I'm friends with the neighbors. Why didn't you go?" She asked frowning.
"I didn't want to mum, I didn't feel like it. Moreover, you know I have two left feet when it comes to dancing," I say to her hoping she drops it.
"Noel, you can dance." She says sadness clouding her eyes.
"Yea, with dad." I say slowly my eyes becoming like mum's own. I'm the worst dancer the planet has ever seen. I can't even twirl without making a fool of myself and landing flat down on my ass.
At my 12 year old birthday, the theme of the birthday was swan princess. My mum knew I couldn't dance yet she planned the party that way, she wanted it to be the biggest celebration of all time. Everybody was invited, when I say everybody, I mean everybody. We had hundreds of guest. Mum enrolled me in a dancing school, I failed but yet she falsely believed in me.
I was called to dance the usual 'Barbie' dance and my escort was one very cute Californian boy, my crush at that age. We started dancing and it didn't take long before I fall ass down to the ground, it was so humiliating. I could hear Karen’s laughter from the crowd. I got off the ground and ran away crying. I locked myself up in my room and cried my eyes out. My dad came and I let him in.
"What's wrong my little Odet?" He’d asked sitting on the bed beside me.
"I'm no Odet. I'm a clown." I said wiping the falling tears with the back of my palm.
My dad shrugged, "you're what you say you are."
"I can't dance. I made a fool of myself." I’d complained.
He opened his arms to me and I sunk myself into his embrace. "I'm so sorry darling but this is just one of the many falls you'll encounter in life. You can't dance, so what. Wait that's not right... Who told you can't dance?"
"Nobody told me dad, I'm a living proof." I’d said.
"Well tell Nobody that your father can dance so you can too." I giggled, he was referring to 'nobody' as a person. "Shall we my little princess?"
I shake my head at him. "I'll fall again."
"Well then be sure that I won't laugh, it's alright to fall in front of me." He says, then I took his hand and we started dancing in my room. "Think with your feet."
From that day onward, I only danced with my dad. I wasn't humiliated or shy or nervous in front of him. I was comfortable. "Mum just drop it ok?"
She nodded, "ok, but you have to go to other school events."
I nod, "I'll try". She gave a nod before leaving. I sigh, I wonder if Nadine and Peyton have arrived the school gym. Their dresses were beautiful. They sent me a picture since I refused to go shopping with them. Pete didn't ask Nadine out after all, she ended up asking him out herself and he said yes. Raymond took my advice and was going with Peyton.
"Psst...Christmas," I hear someone whisper throw my window. I roll my eyes. Isn't Jesse going for homecoming? "Psst, Christmas."
I don't answer him and soon a pebble hits my window, "Christmas, I know you're in there." I groan and get off my bed. I pull my curtain apart then open up my window.
"What?!" I shout at him, before noticing that he is shirtless, standing in just his boxers. "You better have a good reason for calling me."
He eyes me, "why aren't you dressed?"
I cross my arms across my chest. "I could ask you the same thing."
He smirked, "don't tell me, simpleton ditched you."
"It’s Templeton. What's wrong with you guys?" I asked not really getting why they were giving him a name change.
"Whatever did he ditch you?"
"No," I paused a little thinking of a lie, "I'm just going to be fashionably late. Why the hell are you even concerned about my date?"
"Because I think Simpleton's arms are the last place you'll want to be in this night," he winked at me.
I frowned, "is this some kind of booty call talk?"
He smirked relaxing on the window frame, "depends on the kind of talk you want to here. I can deliver all."
I tsked at him, "You’re disgusting."
He suddenly stands up straight, "wait, what are thinking?"
"I'm thinking you're trying to lure me into your bed," I say seriously.
"Woah, I didn't say that. Please don't let Aaron hear you say that." Jesse defends.
I stand up straight curious, "why? Is he against sex before marriage?" Jesse looks at me for about a minute before he burst out laughing, he is laughing so hard, and he almost stumbles over. I shake my head, "something is clearly wrong with you," I make to enter back inside when he stops me.
"Wait...please Christmas wait up," he wheezes out as he stops his laughing fit. "I'm sorry that was just too hilarious."
"Why did you call me out Jesse, I have a dance to prepare for." I ask tired of discussing through the window.
"Ok so I have a fashion emergency, choo choo" he walks away sounding like a train then returns with four shirts, "Blue, black, grey or red?"
"It’s now you want to choose what to wear?" I ask surprised.
"Yep, I thought my mum would buy just one but she bought four so...pick one."
"Your mum shops for you?" I ask laughing.
He frowns, "yeah something wrong with that?"
I stop laughing and instead feigned coughing, "no no, not at all."
"Good, so pick fast the girls at the party would be waiting for me," Jesse says, I roll my eyes at him.
"Umm, why don't you match with your date?" I suggested, all the shirts looked really good.
"I don't have any date; I'm the ladies man, La-dies." He says wiggling his brow at me.
I make a gag motion at him, "ok, the red one is prom material or any sophisticated event material, not this dance, too classy," He nods and throws the shirt to his bed. "The blue one is good but being a ladies’ man, it might clash with some dresses." He threw it to the bed too.
"Black and grey however are perfect," I say.
"Aw come on choose one already," Jesse says stomping his foot cutely.
I laughed, "Ok ok, go with black."
He smiles, "thanks Christmas."
"You're welcome," I say feeling quite pleased with me as I turn to get back to my bed.
"Christmas?" He called again. I turn to see him already putting on the shirts, his abs on full display. I look away from his body meeting his green eyes, "what's your favorite color?"
"Hmm," I place my hand on my chin, "Red."
He chuckled, "go figures."
"And Mint... not to be the Christmas fairy or anything," I add. "Have fun at the dance... I'll... I'll be there before you know it."
He nods, "have fun in your bedroom too." I gape at him and he winks before leaving his bedroom.
I close my curtain going back to my bed. I guess Jesse isn't bad, that is when he is not teasing you.
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"Wow, go chase... Go chase don't let Diego meet you," I shout at the TV moving on the chair like I'm actually on a racing track.
"Keep it down Noel; I'm studying for an interview!" My mum shouts from her room.
"Sorry mum!" I shout back and watch as my red racing car becomes second place, "Dang it."
I hear my phone vibrate on the table before Shawn Mendes and Camilla’s I know what you did last summer comes blaring out. I groan and pause my game. I pick up my phone. Nobody ever calls me so I'm curious. I see the ID and it says. 'Soul mate' I pick it up curiously.
"Hi Noel," a voice comes from the other side, I roll my eyes.
"Aaron? How the hell...oh," he put in his number while he was with my phone. "Soul mate, really?"
"I'm shrugging right now, just so you know. Yea soul mates it sounds cool. You know like you traveled round the world looking for me only to arrive in New York and find me, your one and only soul mate." He says and I can tell he is smiling.
"I'm cringing right now just so you know," I repeat his line to him. He starts laughing and the sound is oddly melodious... Like the perfect sound of laughter. I catch myself smiling and I shake it off. "Why are you calling me?"
"Yeah so Simpleton is here with glasses girl. That nerd you walk around with, big backstabber. Should I beat up Simpleton for you?" He asked seriously.
My hand covers my mouth to stop me from laughing. "You want to beat up a guy for me?"
"Yea, why aren't you here?" He pauses. "Are you at home crying?"
I couldn't help it, I burst out laughing. "I'm at home but I'm not crying." He's about to say something but something interrupts him. I hear a noise from the other side but I can't get what's being said.
"I’ll be right back; I've to go accept my crown. I'm King of the world." The line dies and I drop my phone on my bed side.
I stay staring at my phone but he doesn't call back. I fall asleep staring at my phone. I'm awoken by an annoying sound. I check the time and 40 minutes have already gone by. "Damn Aaron, he said he’ll be right back."
I get up to go grab something to eat when I hear the annoying sound again. Its Peebles hitting on my window glass. I wonder if Jesse is back already. I go and I see nobody at his window.
"Down here," I hear someone say, and I look down and see Aaron, there is a shining crown on top his head.
My lips part in surprise, "what are you doing here?"
"Obviously waiting for you, come down." He says demonstrating with his hand.
"No way," I say back, leave my bedroom. Nope.
"Come down Noel!" He shouts.
"Shush, you'll wake my mum and the whole neighborhood," I say frowning at him.
"Then come down."
"I'm coming," I say stomping away from the window. Stupid Aaron coming over here and ruining my plans, I change out of my pajama shorts and into a jean with a big sweatshirt, my milky beanie and vans. I manage to sneak out of my house. "What?" I say stomping angrily to Aaron.
His eyes wonder up and down my body and he smirks. "Cute."
I roll my eyes. "It's no homecoming dress so keep the flattery to you."
"It’s no... just forget it. Come with me." He says moving forward.
"Come with you where?" I ask skeptically.
"You'll see," he says.
"I'm not going anywhere with you Aaron." I say not moving an inch.
"Noel!” he starts shouting, “Please come with..." I run to him and cover his mouth with my hand fearfully, and then I look up to see if my mum's bedroom light would come on. It doesn't.
I glare at him, "jerk." He just smirks and I end up following him to God knows where.
We walk in silence for a while and we finally stop in front of school.
"School?" I ask.
"Yea, you come here every week. Come on." He says entering in. I start mumbling cusses at him and he just starts laughing. We enter into the school and go to the gym. It’s deserted, everybody is gone leaving behind balloons and shining lights with sparkles.
"It’s beautiful," I say looking around.
"See what you missed? Or wanted to miss?" He asks gesturing around.
I look at him, he looked really handsome. In his black button down fitted shirt and blazer with cool jeans. His hair was sticking out everywhere and with the crown on top he just looked perfect. "Why did you bring me hear Aaron?"
"You owe me a dance, remember?" He says going up to the speakers and DJ instrument.
My eyes widen, "no I can't dance Aaron I'll crash." I confess panicking.
"You don't have to dance, just move your body?" He says.
"Huh?" I ask confused.
"Slow dancing is boring if you're not into me. Are you into me?" He asks moving closer to me.
"Um...no obviously" I awkwardly reply, wondering how he can just throw that out like that.
"Ouch. See it's romantic. We'll dance that when you fall for me," he says.
"You say that as if it’s a given that I'll fall for you."
"It’s a given," He replied cockily. I roll my eyes. And I'm about to say something when he moves to me, so close it’s almost uncomfortable. He removes his crown and places it on my head. "Shake your body princess. Shut up and dance with me."
Just immediately shut up and dance with me from walk the moon starts playing. Aaron stretches his hand forward opening his blazer and standing like Michel Jackson with his head angled one side. He wiggles his brows at me and I burst out laughing.
Oh don't you dare look back
Just keep your eyes on me I said you're holding back She said shut up and dance with me This woman is my destiny She said oh oh oh Shut up and dance with meHe shrugs off his jacket doing some really crazy dance moves. I can't stop laughing and then he points at me.
We were victims of the night
The chemical, physical, kryptonite Helpless to the bass and the fading light Oh we were bound to get together Bound to get together She took my armI don't know how it happenedWe took the floor and she saidI don't feel shy. It’s like I'm high on adrenaline and sugar. I close my eyes doing crazy moves than any sane girl would probably only do in the confines of her bathroom. When I open my eyes, I see Aaron looking at me laughing, his eyes sparkling in the night. It's not a mocking laugh, it’s a laugh that says "we're all crazy."
Oh don't you dare look backJust keep your eyes on meI said you're holding back She said shut up and dance with me This woman is my destinyShe said oh oh oh Shut up and dance with meBy now we're jumping around, gyrating on the gym floor doing all kinds of crazy dance. And I can't proudly say that in all my seventeen years on earth, this is my most crazy fun night ever.
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Better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all. Chapter Ten N O E L "NOEL, WHY ARE you so late?" My mum shouted. "I overslept. I overslept!" I screamed coming down the stairs why struggling to put on my converse, I missed a step and soon I was sent tumbling down the stairs. "Ow." "Are you ok?" My mum said materializing in front of me fully clothed. "You look beautiful," I groaned getting an upside-down vision of her. "Thank you," she said curtsying, "I have to look presentable." "You got the job yet?" I asked pulling myself up and hearing something snap back to place. "No," her face fell as she walked back to the counter, "tip for you and other youngsters, major in something more productive than history." I tried not to laugh, "Mum people who majored in history are somewhat successful." "Yep because they didn't start looking for a Job at 44," she dropped her head to the counter dejectedly. "Mum you're still young and pretty. You'll get it," I encouraged her hop
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, loving someone deeply gives you courage.Chapter ElevenN O E LI entered into my chemistry class feeling all kinds of emotion. I wanted to skip this class but I didn't have the courage to do it and I don't want Aaron to be the reason I'd skip class."Hi," he said the minute I arrived our seat. I ignored him I didn't even look at his face; if I do I might see reason to believe that he is good."Noel," he called and I just stared ahead, he poked me with his finger, "Noel. No- No- Noellll?" I bit my lip, he was trying to be funny but I just bit my lip and stared ahead. "Noel couch potato Atkins!""Would you leave me alone," I asked turning to glare at him.He released a breath, "phew, I thought I was a ghost or you are ghost. Or I was in another dimension. Or a parallel universe or a sp..."I cut him off, "I get it you watch too many movies, happy now?"He clicked his tongue, "So why are mad at me?""How do you know I'm mad at you?" I as
Don't forget I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her— Anna to William in Notting Hill.Chapter TwelveN O E LI rush out of my warm house and run out to the streets like a maniac. I don't think I'm alright. Its cold out here, Aaron would have gone home a long time ago. Why would he wait when he could still see me in school tomorrow? We don't have any matter of emergency to discuss. I turned back to head home but the feeling kept nagging me."Ok let me just check to be sure," I said to myself stopping a taxi and going to Runglobe. I reluctantly paid the taxi missing the money as soon as it left my hand.If this was a waste of time I'd really feel bad. I looked around; it was my first time being in a place like this. I don't know if it’s because its night but the whole place looked beautiful. Lights were glowing everywhere in different colors and there was a big earth- like globe on the top of the building with the words "Runglobe" surrounding it."Wow, beautif
The greatest happiness in the world is the conviction that we're loved, loved for ourselves or rather; loved in spite of ourselves.Chapter ThirteenN O E L"I'm going to die, I'm going to die, and I’m going to die!" I mumble clutching Jesse harder and hiding my face--- ok trying to hide my face on his body. "I've never ice skated, jumped off a cliff, sky dived, drew a bird, or even helped a lady delivered before. I'll never do them. I won't and now I’m going to die. I'm just Seventeen..."Jesse does a wild zig zag turn then comes to a hard rough stop that sends the back of the motorcycle lifting up a bit, before coming back down. I scream at the top of my voice and hold him tighter.I hear his laughter echoing loudly but I'm too scared to move or to let go of him. I think I'm even shaking, never in my life have I had such a ride like that. I think I've found someone I dislike more than Aaron, its Jesse."You know I'm really enjoying this," Jesse says, "your little hands holding onto
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep, thinking of you keeps me awake, and being with you keeps me aliveChapter FourteenN O E LNow one thing my family knows about me is that although I'm not a heavy sleeper, I'm not a light one either. My body wakes when it times, according to my alarm. I can be lazy about waking up but I know when I definitely shouldn't wake up. I shouldn't wake up before my alarm but why was somebody not getting this."Leave me alone," I grumble swatting my arm at the unwanted disturbance before rolling to the other side of my bed."Wakey wakey," I heard someone sing before I start feeling something crawling on my body, legs, rough skin...."Ahh!" I jump up the bed with a scream shaking my legs repeatedly, and trying to brush off any predator. I stop when my head start aching from all my screaming and also because someone was laughing on the floor of my room.I recognize the laughter and I look down to see Aaron laughing his ass off, sitting on the floor and clutching
~I'll rather spend one lifetime with you than face all the ages of the world alone.~//Chapter Fifteen\\Noel's POVSo, Friday evenings my time to rest, reflect on the tiresome school week, sleep and marathon on different games. But sadly this wasn't happening, all my usual plans wasn't happening instead here I was this lovely evening sitting on my bed, leg and hands crossed, frowning and shooting dagger glares at the two morons in my room."This one?""No too shabby.""This, its sexy.""Gah, her boobs will be all be out.""Ok just band T-shirt then?" Jesse asked clearly tired of going through my closet."Cute shirt," Aaron says dangling a below the waist grey shirt that had a star decorations at a corner. One of my favorite shirts."Hmm nice," Jesse said smiling, "we could pair it with this ." he lifted a black leggings that was just right."Yep perfect, with this heels." He brought out black pumps, he carried the outfits and placed them on my bed neatly arranged. "Aren't we missin
~I am much more me when I'm with you.~//Chapter Sixteen\\Noel's POV"What do you want?"She smirked walking towards me, I didn't falter in my stance or betray any look of intimidation. As usual she looked beautiful in really short black leather skirt and a pink top, her hair curled richly, topped off with killer heels, she had two girls beside her all giving me the stink eye. I recognized the ebony haired girl as the one who made out with Aaron by his locker. "I just want to know your deal with Aaron?""Why? Why does Aaron concern you?" I asked."We're the ones asking the question here newbie," the strawberry blond hair girl spat out glaring at me."Well I didn't come here for an interview," I retorted back, looking at the blond bitch."AL and I...we have some kind of close relationship. Your turn," Quinn replied. I decided to just answer them so they'll let me be, our little confrontation was becoming annoying.I sighed, "Aaron and I have no relationship, we just talk and sometim
~I never want to stop making memories with you.~//Chapter Seventeen\\Noel's POVMy eyes flutter open then close back, I roll on my comfortable bed but it seems my body has had enough sleep. I smell coffee and I open my eyes again, this time they say open, I sit up and yawn stretching like a cat in heat. "That's weird," I say referring to my closed tight curtain. My room was completely dark not even a peek of sunlight was coming through. I reach to the side to turn on my lamp but it isn't there anymore, I hit my bedside searching for it but its gone. Who took it? Mum?I'm about to make my way down and find the door through the darkness but some bright light suddenly shines directly on my face. I scream at the sudden direct light, using my hand and leg as shield to protect my face. Almost immediately a wicked headache hits me like a fucking Brick on the head."Ow, not cool." I say holding my head and closing my eyes from the blinding light, it was bright and big like car headlights
Tears shed for another person isn't a sign of weakness. Its a sign of pure heart~//Break up\\Noel's POV."Go to sleep Aaron.""One more minute.""You said that," I removed the phone from my ear and checked the time, gasping in surprise, "An hour ago!""Shut up, its not 3am." I didn't say anything, I heard some shuffling from the other side and I also heard him gasp, "Wow, it is."I chuckled, "I don't know about you Aaron but I'm going to be extra bitchy tomorrow if I get no sleep.""Bitchy huh?" He said in his flirty voice."Uh uh you won't like bitchy Noel. You should be glad you've never met her," I say.He scoffed, "I like all kinds of Noel. And I've so met the bitchy you. Remember one time in Chem Class? I pulling all my Razzle-dazzle Aaron charms on you and you were like, 'leave me alone. I'm not talking to you. Move the hell out of my way'". He said, the last part being an intimidation of an annoying high pitch voice.I sat up on my bed my jaw hanging open. "I wasn't being bi
🎄|Christmas Special|🎄A/N: This is the Christmas part of this Novel, full scene in Aaron's POV. My Christmas gift to you all. In Chapter 41, I briefed through the Christmas period in Noel's POV, but now I'm giving the full 25th December event, in Aaron's POV so.....Yay. I hope you like it.[]Aaron's POVMerry Christmas babeI texted Noel at soon as the clock truck 12, I rubbed my eyes smiling. I've been waiting for my clock to show 00:00 so I'll be the first to wish my love a merry Christmas.Did you get the text?Are you even awake?Dolphin???Oh come on!Babe? Noel?I frowned at my phone glaring at it as if it's Noel herself. She was asleep that's why she's not replying my messages. How could she sleep this early? I mean tomorrow is Christmas. I've got to be the first to wish her, if she doesn't see my text, someone else might beat me to it.Jumping off my bed, I exchanged my plaid pajama pants for a black Jean and pulled on a red shirt. Grabbing my jacket, I ran my fingers throu
~When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us, I love you more than any obstacle that could try and come between us. I love you the most.~//Epilogue\\Noel's POVOne thing I hate about airports, they are always crowded. One thing about me I hate crowded places....but I think we already know that.Flying on first class is really nice, I got to sit on my own in a really comfortable seat although I was lonely I think flying to Virginia with Aaron ruined every flying experience I would ever have. Now I'll rather fly with him seating beside me than to fly alone. Playing games helped but there's just so much company a video game can give.After going through all the hateful aspects of flying alone which includes coming down alone, getting my luggage alone and squeezing past different people of different race, t
~I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me: Since I met you, you've never left.~//Chapter Forty-five\\Noel's POVI've learned something, so many things actually since I came to New York. I learned how to make friends, I learned how to tolerate my mum better than I did before, I learned how to let go of certain things, I also learned how to love a really good looking, egoistic, narcissistic funny jerk. I guess I've always known how to stand up for myself, I don't like being looked down upon by anyone especially my age mate, I don't like bullying and I never let myself get bullied by anyone. I've always been that girl that would fight back knowing that I wouldn't lose much in any fight. But I learnt something new, something really important, something I know would help me in the remaining dash days, months, years of my life; not every fight is worth it. Not every fight is won and sometimes its better easier and saf
~Love is something sent from heaven to worry the hell out of you.~//Chapter Fourty-four\\Noel's POV"Tyler leave me alone, I did nothing to you.""Didn't you hear me? You cheated." He said stepping forward with his two goons."Quinn did too and you most definitely helped her. I got a bruise to show for it." I said pointing to the bruise by my eyes as I back away.Lord, where is a sledge hammer when you need one."Doesn't matter, nobody makes my girl fail." He said still advancing towards me."She's not your girl. At least not to her. She likes Aaron, that's why she hates me. I did nothing to her. She's just using you." My heart was hammering so loud, I could hear it instead of my voice.How far was Aaron? How close was anybody, if I scream now would I be heard? Mirror. Yes my mirror! That's a nice weapon that can inflict a lot of pain— to one person though I'm not sure about three."Shut the fuck up! And stop backing away, there's no way you're escaping this locker room.""What ar
~Love is a smoke and its made with fumes of sighs.~//Chapter Fourty-Three\\Noel's POV"You did what exactly?"I sighed, "I. Made. A. Deal. With. Quinn." I repeated for the fourth time in the last thirty minutes."No no no," Aaron says waving his hand like he's in a building of fire calling for someone's help. "I know what you did, but what did you do?"I look at him like he's a lunatic which he kinda is. Sighing—again— I repeated everything understanding his lunatic talk, "I made a deal with Quinn and we decided to have a swimming contest. If she loses she apologises on her knee and if I lose— which I won't— I'll leave. Back to California.""One day," Jesse says as he stops hitting his head on Aaron's cupboard, "One day we leave you in school alone and you ran off into the sunset doing stupid things!""How could you Noel?" Aaron asked squeezing the fluff out of his pillow.I got off the ground, "You guys should chill ok? And its not a stupid deal," I said turning to glare at Jesse
~Love is quivering happiness~ //Chapter Fourty-Two\\ Noel's POV The first day of school after winter break, it feels a little foreign getting out of bed early and going to school making sure not to trip on the slippery floor and seeing remains of snow everywhere. I'm sure it would snow again today, and that's just great but I'd prefer it to be snowing while I'm tucked safely under my blankets in my really warm room. I yawn by my locker before opening it to get my books in. "Are you sleepy or really hungry?" "Both." I answered before turning to face the person that's talking to me. A smile plasters my face as I hug her. "Oh Nadine you're back." "Yup, missed me?" She asked hugging me back. "Yea ofcourse, you didn't say when you were coming back." I said pulling away. "Well I returned last night and I wouldn't miss school for anything." She says. "Weirdo, I'll totally miss school without an excuse. How's your relationship with the gardener's son?" I asked. "There was no 'relat
~I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am really saying is I love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings. ~//Chapter Forty-One\\Noel's POVThe rest of the days went by wonderfully, Aaron and I were back together. Mum went on a winter break from work too and so far she didn't burn down our kitchen or any other part of the house. Peyton came visiting a lot, turns out she has major problems with her mom and sometimes can stand being in the same house together. I think her mom's a drug addict, I'm not really sure but Pey seems really sensitive about any topic regarding her mother so I don't ask anything. Anyway I love that we're spending so much time together. Raymond came to apologize and I accepted his apology but begged him to stay away from me in the mean time. Turns out Aaron told the Taxi man to drop him off beside a garbage dump out of town. Can you imagine?I also g
~Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~//Chapter Forty\\Noel's POVI couldn't sleep, I wasn't crying I was just feeling confused and wrecked all over. My eyes were open staring into the darkness of my room. Were Aaron and I over? He would surely break up with me today as soon as the sun comes out. But I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't even kiss Raymond back, he kissed me! Without my consent. I sighed falling back on my bed relaxing my head on my headboard. The problem or little flaw of Aaron is that he always acts on his emotions. If he's angry, he's angry no matter what for that period of time he's going to be really angry even though it's uncalled for and he does the first thing that comes to his mind; punch the other person, or walk away and avoid the problem. Avoid me, without trying to be in the next persons shoes.He's going to