It is not lack of love, but lack of friendship that make unhappy marriages.
Chapter Four
N O E L
I just hit somebody with a mopping stick on the head. I could tell it was a boy because I saw the flash of defined abs before he fell down. My heart was hammering in fear and I've started to sweat like fish out of water.
Is he dead? Why won't he get up? Maybe I opened his skull. Oh my, we don't have money to pay for hospital bills.
"What the hell?" A dark haired shirtless boy says as he comes into the room, he wore plaid shorts and he was holding two packs of beer. "AL?"
His eyes travel up and land on me, by this time my teeth are chattering and I place my finger in between them before I bite off my tongue. He raised his brows in confusion expecting an explanation from me. "Christmas?"
"The music was too loud...I was...on the window... He...out of nowhere... Then he..." I couldn't even say a complete sentence.
"Come over here, I can't hear a thing you're saying," he says as he drops his beer and reduces the volume of the music.
"I...come over there?" I ask, he squats down and disappears from my line of sight; only the top of his dark hair is visible. I think he is checking the state of my victim.
"Yea, you don't expect only me to handle the body alone, right?" He says freely resurfacing.
"Handle the body? Oh no he is dead," I say a tear leaking down as I stand up trying to steady myself. The distance between the two windows isn't much, I use the mop as bridge and I dearly cross over, entering our neighbors’ house with shaky legs.
I see the boy lying on the floor completely still and probably lifeless. His striking face and features makes me recognize him as Aaron from my chemistry class, a sob threatens to break out of me as I knee beside him, clutching his bare arm that was still warm. How could I? How could I have killed his really handsome boy with a promising future? I gasp, "I'm a murderer." My first kill at the ripe age of 17, I can't believe it, I'll go to prison and my mum would be worried sick.
The dark haired boy crouched down beside me with a glum face, maybe they were brothers. I lean my head on his shoulder in sadness, as he was patting my shoulder the body moves. I instantly jerk up alert, the body moves again as if struggling to come back to life. "He moved!" I say excitedly, I've never been excited like this, in my whole life. Well, I’m not really sure about my whole life but… you get my point.
The dark haired boy jumps up the ground obviously excited too. He starts pacing around, "I've seen this in a movie before, and he need...needs....resuscitation!" He snaps his fingers together as he gets the word.
I nod and place my hand on his bare chest; I start pressing and applying pressure like I've seen the ambulance people do. Nothing happens.
"No. Mouth to mouth," he said.
"Okay, come on." I say moving away to give him the space to come do it.
"No I can't do it, Aaron's allergic to garlic, I just ate garlic it might choke him up." He explains.
I release a breath, "so...so I get to do it?" He nods. I nod too moving back in position. Noel you can do it, you got Aaron into this, you have to get him out.
With a determined face, I take in deep breaths, I hold his nostrils together then part his lips, and this might not be so hard after all, his lip look really attractive and soft. I lean down and just when I'm almost there, he turns away making sounds as if he is choking. I look at him startled and not knowing what to do.
"I...I can't," he say as the choking sound turns into laughter as he stands off the ground, soon the two guys are laughing their butts off and I just stay there confused.
"Oh man, you should have seen her face. I'm a good actor, I deserve an award." The dark haired guy said, clutching his stomach as he continues laughing.
"What's going on?" I ask confused as I stand up the ground.
"Noel Atkins, you've been officially pranked," Aaron says still laughing.
"A Prank?" I ask trying to understand, my nerves have thankfully returned to normal.
"She thought she was a murderer," the dark haired boy said as he collapsed on the bed still laughing.
I gasped as I finally understood what was going on. "You were pretending? How could you? I...I,"
"It was pretty easy I saw how scared you were, and decided this would be an epic prank and it was," the dark haired boy said wheezing in laughter.
I was so angry, they played me and here I was almost at the point of breaking down, I thought I killed someone and I was so shaken up for nothing. "Jerks," I spat out, burning in fury.
"Come on Noel lighten up, you got to admit it was funny," Aaron said.
"I thought I killed you. I was scared and freaking out."
"Well technically nobody can die from that hit and you hit me, I think it’s going to form a bruise," his hand travelled to a side in his forehead and he hissed when he touched the slightly red spot.
"I would have apologized except you don't deserve it anymore," I turned to leave then stopped to address him again, "wait, you wanted me to kiss you?"
He raised his hands up in surrender, "it was Jesse's idea, and I just played along."
I glared at Jesse who was sitting on his bed grinning at me, I turned back to Aaron, "well thank God you know that the only time my pretty lips would touch that rotten one of yours is only when you're dead or dying." I spat out.
Jesse whistled, "Burn."
"Ouch?" Aaron said touching his heart and falling to the bed like he has been shot.
I smirk in victory trying not to laugh as Jesse pats Aaron's back saying, "don't worry AL I'll kiss you when necessary."
I look out the window wanting to cross over but now that I wasn't shaking anymore, the distance seemed far and the length of the fall I might have is pretty long. I'll die immediately.
"Need help crossing over love?" Aaron asks smirking.
I glare at him, "not from you, I'll pass."
"Then from me?" Jesse asked.
"Not from any of you." I look again but I just can't cross, I wonder how I did it the first time. I decide to leave like a proper human being would-- through the door. I spare them one last glare, before stomping out, going through the door.
"You’re forgetting your mop, mop girl."
I stomp back in ignoring how ridiculous I might look; I grabbed my mop and left again. I went downstairs and left through the door. I walk over to my house barefooted. My face was already red from all the anger flowing through my veins.
I barge into my house startling my mum; she looked surprised to see me. "Um, is everything okay, Noel?"
"Everything is just Dandy," I replied. After dropping the mop off, I go back into my room. I don't see the boys but I hear their voices. I shut my window loudly and drew the curtain close muttering cusses to myself.
I slump down on my bed, facing the white ceiling. I can't believe they pulled a prank on me like that, playing with life and death. Then they proceed to laugh at me afterwards. I also can't believe that I actually had a decent enjoyable chit chat with Aaron at chemistry class when he is actually a first class jerk.
First impression matters but second impression matters too. Aaron and Jesse is officially my least favorite people on earth. Because of them my lovely afternoon is ruined. What do I do when I'm angry? I sleep. And that's exactly what I did; I rolled myself into the comfy bed and slept off hoping to sleep off the anger.
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"Baby I'm going out today. I called some places yesterday and I was told to come today." My mum said, as she ran around fixing things in the kitchen.
"Do you think you'll get a job today?" I asked her, pouring milk from a carton into a glass.
"I don't know honey, I have no idea how this job hunting stuff goes.” She fisted her hair. “Up or down?" She asked.
I sit on the counter gulping down my glass of milk and getting a milk mustache, "Down."
"I shouldn't wear makeup right? So they'll see how desperate I am for the job?"
"No, you should wear makeup, it show them that you're the most pretty and suitable for any job." She nods taking my advice.
"I'm going to get lots of money to be able to take care of you my sweetheart," mum says smiling.
"I have no doubt about that," I finish my glass of milk, licking off the top of my lip. I hop off the counter and a loud burp escapes.
"Manners Noel," my mum scolds.
"Sorry," I wash my glass, setting it back in the right place. Then I grab my bag slinging it over my shoulder. "Bye mum," I kiss her, "break a leg."
"Yea bye," she says applying makeup, "uh Noel?"
"Yea?" I ask turning back to her.
"Can you bake?" She asked out of the blue.
"Um no mum, I can barely boil water," I say wondering why she asked when she knows the answer. Yea, I'm just like my mum, we can't cook.
She nods, "I guess I'll have to buy outside."
"Buy what for what?" I ask not bothering about the fact that I'll be late for school.
"Cookies or cake for the Donovan’s, our neighbors’"
"Our neighbors’?" I point in the direction of the only neighbor I knew about.
"Yep I met the mum yesterday, Naomi, she seemed pretty nice and she welcomed me with the Brownies in the freezer, I think it would be great if we do something just like that too."
Oh, those brownies that I devoured last night. But our neighbors are also those jerk boys, no way. I'm not giving them any cookies or cake. "No mum, the introduction you did is enough; you don't have to give something in return."
She frowns and I use this as a way to escape, "bye mom," I shut the door and started walking to school. Today I wore worn out jean shorts with a tucked in t-shirts, a cream colored jacket over it with a black beanie and my black converse. Inside it all I wore a bikini set because I was going to go for a swim during my free period today.
I was already running late so I didn't play my game, I just concentrated on getting to school. I reached school a minute before my first period. The last thing I need now is a detention for late coming or any other punishment for that matter.
I dashed into the school, sprinting forward to my English class, I don't stop at all. Thankfully the hallway is almost empty and I don't need anything from my locker. I reach my class panting like a Buffalo. I'm already late because the class in a session.
My Jenkins shakes her head at me amused and motions me to come in. I manage to pull my panting, sweaty self in and I go to my seat. Nadine smiles at me and I smile back. I rest my head on my desk, trying to calm me down. My head is spinning and feels lightweight. I shouldn't have ran. I'm not healthy enough for this. Couch potato is my middle name. Noel couch potato Atkins.
I hear the whole class laugh and snicker around. I wonder what Ms Jenkins said; when I look up she's also smiling. "Yes, we get it Noel, next time don't run. Start coming early." She says amusement flashing through her eyes.
My hand fly to mouth, Oh no, I said that our loud. Nadine laughs, "Yes you did." I shut my mouth, deciding to stop talking or thinking all together.
A squeezed ball shaped paper hit me and fall to the ground. I pick it up; it isn't from Nadine because the paper came from my right side. Nadine's at my left. I open it up.
Did you run all the way from the Atlantic just to get to school?
I turn to see who is asking and my eye met the blue ones of Aaron, he was smirking at me, his elbow resting in his desk. He looked so attractive, like he is really good looking; his dark brown hair looks as if a comb ran through it. The boy was oozing out confidence. He wiggled his brows at me, snapping me back to reality. I glare at him, turn away and stuck the paper under my foot choosing to ignore him.
Another paper hit me and I snap my neck in his direction with an icy glare, he doesn't look disturbed by my glare. I reluctantly pick up the new paper and open it up.
Hey, I'm talking to you Noel Couch potato Atkins.
I groan loudly, today is going to be a long day and somehow I'm partly at fault, I and this big mouth of mine.
"What did you say?" Nadine asked leaning closer as if I talked.
Oh you got to be kidding me, again?
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Love is like a war; easy to begin but very hard to end.Chapter FiveN O E LDumb face, leave me alone. I'm trying to concentrate here.I squeeze up the paper and throw it at Aaron when Ms Jenkins back was turned. He has refused to let me be, I had up to five papers under my foot that he threw at me. I wonder what his problem is. Although I'm not concentrating on what Ms Jenkins is saying, I still don't like paper balls being thrown at me by an annoying person.In less than a minute another paper hits me; I sigh and pick it up. I could just ignore it and leave it on the floor but he'll keep throwing more and a little tiny part of me was curious to see what he has written this time.Dumb face? Is that a code word for 'attractive, handsome, gods- worthy, drool and swoon worthy face’? I know it is, get more creative Noel, I can see past your code.I scoff, this is unbelievable. I quickly tear out a paper from the back of my jotter and scribbled quickly.'Attractive? Handsome, gods-worthy
I choose you. And I'll choose you, over and over and over again. Without a pause, without a doubt, in a single heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you.Chapter SixA A R O N "See you later man," I told Jesse walking off. He looked like he was going to faint anytime soon."I wish I had a free period now too. I really don't fancy seeing Ms Plankton's face right now," Jesse muttered to himself, before dragging his feet into his Art class.I laughed moving on, free period without my best friend is usually a really boring time but I make it Aaron's time. The time where I'm all alone letting my thoughts wonder around. I could go assist the Coach or the nurse Lady or involve myself in one productive thing but...I'm feeling really lazy now.I go over to the field but I see juniors practicing on the field, gah...I can't relax here, the noise is too much. I go to the library but I see the librarian walking up and down like a soldier on duty, if I go in here I'm going to get busted for not reading. I
Love is not something you go out and look for, love finds you and when it does, it'll be the best thing that has ever happened to you.Chapter SevenN O E L"So, do you have a date for homecoming?""Yea, Luke asked me out already," Liv answers, grinning from ear to ear.Yep, I finally found out his name was Luke and not Duke. It was really embarrassing coz I was busy calling him Duke and he wouldn't answer. I thought he was deaf."How do you guys communicate with Duke," I had asked Nadine during lunch the day before yesterday."Who's Duke?" She asked me talking so slow like we were some kind of spies."The guy with the brown eyes, sitting and talking to Liv," I whispered back pointing subtly at him."Oh that's not Duke, its Luke. I don't know any Duke except Channing Tatum in She's the man." Nadine whispered back."Oh," I say loudly, everybody in the table turns to look at me and I decide to test him. "Luke?"He raised his brows, "yes?""Hmm you're not deaf." I say quite surprised."Y
If I know what love is, it’s because of you.Chapter Eight N O E L "Ten points to Corner view’s Timberwolves." "Ah!" Nadine and I screamed on the top of our voices, turning to each other to clap hands excitingly. "You guys are so embarrassing," Peyton says shaking her head as she face palms herself. "My boyfriend is playing out there, yet I'm not even as excited as you two." Liv says with a smile on her face as she looks at us. "Did you see that hit Tyler gave to the guy on the other team?" Nadine asks me. "I don't know who Tyler is but that game was legit!" I say my cheeks hurting from smiling too much and my throat dry from all the shouting. This game didn't turn out as I expected. I expected it to be boring and time wasting like all high school footballs usually is but I was wrong, I was very wrong. It was really exciting, our school is winning and the playing techniques are so superb. Every throw, every hit, every sprint, every goal was so exciting. I was on my feet most of
In other to be happy with oneself it is necessary to a make at least one person truly happy.Chapter NineN O E L"One, two, three, four, I declare thumb war," I say to myself as I bring my two thumbs together. "Come on Lefty, come on righty. Grab his hand nail, grab his hand nail. Aish. And the winner is lefty!"I burst out laughing, "You did this to me Alex Russo." I would forever miss wizards of Waverley."Someone seems to be in a good mood," my mum said her head peeking into my room."Hi mom," I greet her pulling my legs to me as I sit upright."Hello," she sings coming in and sitting on my bed. "You're laughing."I roll my eyes playfully, "yea mum, it's a thing people do.""What's making you laugh?" She asks eying me suspiciously.Well, for starters. I can't stop imaging what Aaron's face will look like when he realize I didn't come to homecoming and let's just say I'm feeling giddy. "Nothing mum, I'm just not sad this evening." I say."Hmm, ok." She gets up to leave then looks a
Better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all. Chapter Ten N O E L "NOEL, WHY ARE you so late?" My mum shouted. "I overslept. I overslept!" I screamed coming down the stairs why struggling to put on my converse, I missed a step and soon I was sent tumbling down the stairs. "Ow." "Are you ok?" My mum said materializing in front of me fully clothed. "You look beautiful," I groaned getting an upside-down vision of her. "Thank you," she said curtsying, "I have to look presentable." "You got the job yet?" I asked pulling myself up and hearing something snap back to place. "No," her face fell as she walked back to the counter, "tip for you and other youngsters, major in something more productive than history." I tried not to laugh, "Mum people who majored in history are somewhat successful." "Yep because they didn't start looking for a Job at 44," she dropped her head to the counter dejectedly. "Mum you're still young and pretty. You'll get it," I encouraged her hop
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, loving someone deeply gives you courage.Chapter ElevenN O E LI entered into my chemistry class feeling all kinds of emotion. I wanted to skip this class but I didn't have the courage to do it and I don't want Aaron to be the reason I'd skip class."Hi," he said the minute I arrived our seat. I ignored him I didn't even look at his face; if I do I might see reason to believe that he is good."Noel," he called and I just stared ahead, he poked me with his finger, "Noel. No- No- Noellll?" I bit my lip, he was trying to be funny but I just bit my lip and stared ahead. "Noel couch potato Atkins!""Would you leave me alone," I asked turning to glare at him.He released a breath, "phew, I thought I was a ghost or you are ghost. Or I was in another dimension. Or a parallel universe or a sp..."I cut him off, "I get it you watch too many movies, happy now?"He clicked his tongue, "So why are mad at me?""How do you know I'm mad at you?" I as
Don't forget I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her— Anna to William in Notting Hill.Chapter TwelveN O E LI rush out of my warm house and run out to the streets like a maniac. I don't think I'm alright. Its cold out here, Aaron would have gone home a long time ago. Why would he wait when he could still see me in school tomorrow? We don't have any matter of emergency to discuss. I turned back to head home but the feeling kept nagging me."Ok let me just check to be sure," I said to myself stopping a taxi and going to Runglobe. I reluctantly paid the taxi missing the money as soon as it left my hand.If this was a waste of time I'd really feel bad. I looked around; it was my first time being in a place like this. I don't know if it’s because its night but the whole place looked beautiful. Lights were glowing everywhere in different colors and there was a big earth- like globe on the top of the building with the words "Runglobe" surrounding it."Wow, beautif
Tears shed for another person isn't a sign of weakness. Its a sign of pure heart~//Break up\\Noel's POV."Go to sleep Aaron.""One more minute.""You said that," I removed the phone from my ear and checked the time, gasping in surprise, "An hour ago!""Shut up, its not 3am." I didn't say anything, I heard some shuffling from the other side and I also heard him gasp, "Wow, it is."I chuckled, "I don't know about you Aaron but I'm going to be extra bitchy tomorrow if I get no sleep.""Bitchy huh?" He said in his flirty voice."Uh uh you won't like bitchy Noel. You should be glad you've never met her," I say.He scoffed, "I like all kinds of Noel. And I've so met the bitchy you. Remember one time in Chem Class? I pulling all my Razzle-dazzle Aaron charms on you and you were like, 'leave me alone. I'm not talking to you. Move the hell out of my way'". He said, the last part being an intimidation of an annoying high pitch voice.I sat up on my bed my jaw hanging open. "I wasn't being bi
🎄|Christmas Special|🎄A/N: This is the Christmas part of this Novel, full scene in Aaron's POV. My Christmas gift to you all. In Chapter 41, I briefed through the Christmas period in Noel's POV, but now I'm giving the full 25th December event, in Aaron's POV so.....Yay. I hope you like it.[]Aaron's POVMerry Christmas babeI texted Noel at soon as the clock truck 12, I rubbed my eyes smiling. I've been waiting for my clock to show 00:00 so I'll be the first to wish my love a merry Christmas.Did you get the text?Are you even awake?Dolphin???Oh come on!Babe? Noel?I frowned at my phone glaring at it as if it's Noel herself. She was asleep that's why she's not replying my messages. How could she sleep this early? I mean tomorrow is Christmas. I've got to be the first to wish her, if she doesn't see my text, someone else might beat me to it.Jumping off my bed, I exchanged my plaid pajama pants for a black Jean and pulled on a red shirt. Grabbing my jacket, I ran my fingers throu
~When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us, I love you more than any obstacle that could try and come between us. I love you the most.~//Epilogue\\Noel's POVOne thing I hate about airports, they are always crowded. One thing about me I hate crowded places....but I think we already know that.Flying on first class is really nice, I got to sit on my own in a really comfortable seat although I was lonely I think flying to Virginia with Aaron ruined every flying experience I would ever have. Now I'll rather fly with him seating beside me than to fly alone. Playing games helped but there's just so much company a video game can give.After going through all the hateful aspects of flying alone which includes coming down alone, getting my luggage alone and squeezing past different people of different race, t
~I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me: Since I met you, you've never left.~//Chapter Forty-five\\Noel's POVI've learned something, so many things actually since I came to New York. I learned how to make friends, I learned how to tolerate my mum better than I did before, I learned how to let go of certain things, I also learned how to love a really good looking, egoistic, narcissistic funny jerk. I guess I've always known how to stand up for myself, I don't like being looked down upon by anyone especially my age mate, I don't like bullying and I never let myself get bullied by anyone. I've always been that girl that would fight back knowing that I wouldn't lose much in any fight. But I learnt something new, something really important, something I know would help me in the remaining dash days, months, years of my life; not every fight is worth it. Not every fight is won and sometimes its better easier and saf
~Love is something sent from heaven to worry the hell out of you.~//Chapter Fourty-four\\Noel's POV"Tyler leave me alone, I did nothing to you.""Didn't you hear me? You cheated." He said stepping forward with his two goons."Quinn did too and you most definitely helped her. I got a bruise to show for it." I said pointing to the bruise by my eyes as I back away.Lord, where is a sledge hammer when you need one."Doesn't matter, nobody makes my girl fail." He said still advancing towards me."She's not your girl. At least not to her. She likes Aaron, that's why she hates me. I did nothing to her. She's just using you." My heart was hammering so loud, I could hear it instead of my voice.How far was Aaron? How close was anybody, if I scream now would I be heard? Mirror. Yes my mirror! That's a nice weapon that can inflict a lot of pain— to one person though I'm not sure about three."Shut the fuck up! And stop backing away, there's no way you're escaping this locker room.""What ar
~Love is a smoke and its made with fumes of sighs.~//Chapter Fourty-Three\\Noel's POV"You did what exactly?"I sighed, "I. Made. A. Deal. With. Quinn." I repeated for the fourth time in the last thirty minutes."No no no," Aaron says waving his hand like he's in a building of fire calling for someone's help. "I know what you did, but what did you do?"I look at him like he's a lunatic which he kinda is. Sighing—again— I repeated everything understanding his lunatic talk, "I made a deal with Quinn and we decided to have a swimming contest. If she loses she apologises on her knee and if I lose— which I won't— I'll leave. Back to California.""One day," Jesse says as he stops hitting his head on Aaron's cupboard, "One day we leave you in school alone and you ran off into the sunset doing stupid things!""How could you Noel?" Aaron asked squeezing the fluff out of his pillow.I got off the ground, "You guys should chill ok? And its not a stupid deal," I said turning to glare at Jesse
~Love is quivering happiness~ //Chapter Fourty-Two\\ Noel's POV The first day of school after winter break, it feels a little foreign getting out of bed early and going to school making sure not to trip on the slippery floor and seeing remains of snow everywhere. I'm sure it would snow again today, and that's just great but I'd prefer it to be snowing while I'm tucked safely under my blankets in my really warm room. I yawn by my locker before opening it to get my books in. "Are you sleepy or really hungry?" "Both." I answered before turning to face the person that's talking to me. A smile plasters my face as I hug her. "Oh Nadine you're back." "Yup, missed me?" She asked hugging me back. "Yea ofcourse, you didn't say when you were coming back." I said pulling away. "Well I returned last night and I wouldn't miss school for anything." She says. "Weirdo, I'll totally miss school without an excuse. How's your relationship with the gardener's son?" I asked. "There was no 'relat
~I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am really saying is I love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings. ~//Chapter Forty-One\\Noel's POVThe rest of the days went by wonderfully, Aaron and I were back together. Mum went on a winter break from work too and so far she didn't burn down our kitchen or any other part of the house. Peyton came visiting a lot, turns out she has major problems with her mom and sometimes can stand being in the same house together. I think her mom's a drug addict, I'm not really sure but Pey seems really sensitive about any topic regarding her mother so I don't ask anything. Anyway I love that we're spending so much time together. Raymond came to apologize and I accepted his apology but begged him to stay away from me in the mean time. Turns out Aaron told the Taxi man to drop him off beside a garbage dump out of town. Can you imagine?I also g
~Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~//Chapter Forty\\Noel's POVI couldn't sleep, I wasn't crying I was just feeling confused and wrecked all over. My eyes were open staring into the darkness of my room. Were Aaron and I over? He would surely break up with me today as soon as the sun comes out. But I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't even kiss Raymond back, he kissed me! Without my consent. I sighed falling back on my bed relaxing my head on my headboard. The problem or little flaw of Aaron is that he always acts on his emotions. If he's angry, he's angry no matter what for that period of time he's going to be really angry even though it's uncalled for and he does the first thing that comes to his mind; punch the other person, or walk away and avoid the problem. Avoid me, without trying to be in the next persons shoes.He's going to