I choose you. And I'll choose you, over and over and over again. Without a pause, without a doubt, in a single heartbeat. I'll keep choosing you.
Chapter Six
A A R O N
"See you later man," I told Jesse walking off. He looked like he was going to faint anytime soon.
"I wish I had a free period now too. I really don't fancy seeing Ms Plankton's face right now," Jesse muttered to himself, before dragging his feet into his Art class.
I laughed moving on, free period without my best friend is usually a really boring time but I make it Aaron's time. The time where I'm all alone letting my thoughts wonder around. I could go assist the Coach or the nurse Lady or involve myself in one productive thing but...I'm feeling really lazy now.
I go over to the field but I see juniors practicing on the field, gah...I can't relax here, the noise is too much. I go to the library but I see the librarian walking up and down like a soldier on duty, if I go in here I'm going to get busted for not reading. I'm about to go out of the school when I see the Janitor, walking about whistling to himself.
"Hey, what’s up Gabe?" I ask him as we slap hands together.
"Doing good A," He says with his Texas accent.
"So is anybody in the pool?" I asked.
"Nope, all empty." He says.
"Ok, please give me the key. I'll return it next period. Please?" I ask trying to like a cute girl. Bella does it all the time, not always cute though.
"Ok, take it. I trust you." He said walking away after throwing the keys to me. I smile grabbing them and moving to the pool. I open it up, getting into the quiet dark room. The only light there was the reflection of the pool.
Just the way I like it. I moved to a chair, shrugging off my jacket I relax into the chair, stretching my legs in front of me and laying my head on my arms. Soon enough I was already drifting off to sleep when I heard the door opened.
"Damn it, who is it now." I grumbled to myself. I hear light footsteps on the tile floor and soon Noel comes into sight. I sit up immediately, what is she doing here? Well she certainly isn't looking for me now right. She walks to the pool and her back facing me.
I'm about to say something when she suddenly started removing her converse, then her jacket, then her shirt. My eyes widen. She's striping down, shit she doesn't know I'm here. I start thinking of a way to sneak out without her noticing. I look back and her she's about to remove her short. I sort of choke and had to cough. Maybe after I cough out, she would stop the strip show. She heard me then she quickly picked up her jacket to cover her chest.
"Is anyone there? Hello?" She takes a few steps around and I hold my breath hoping she doesn't see me. My wish happened and she didn't see me. I looked away when she was removing her shorts, then looked back and saw her running her fingers through her beautiful blond hair.
I wanted to do it. I so wanted to run my fingers through her hair.
"Here it goes, I'm coming for you pool," she says then shakes her body like penguin. I cover my mouth to keep me from laughing. Noel is just too cute. Then she enters into the water. I watch her swim and I get ready to sneak out.
But as my mum would say the inner devil in me told me to wait behind and talk to her, maybe tease her a little. And where did that get me... Wet. Soaking wet from head to toe.
.
"Dude what happened to you?" Jesse asked looking at me confused, other boys in his gym class that were in the locker room also turned to see me.
"Nothing," I said opening my locker to remove my P.E clothes. I was currently naked with only a towel hanging around my waist.
"You were soaking wet and you say nothing? Did a lone cloud find you or something?" Jesse asks, lips tilted up in a teasing smile.
"I fell into the pool," I answer absentmindedly, removing my towel and putting on my spare boxers.
"You feel into the pool?" Jesse asks as he starts laughing.
"Cut it out," I said. I wasn't in a really good mood now and Jesse's laughter was irritating me.
"So what's got your pants on fire?" He asked as soon as we exited the locker room.
"Nothing much," I say looking straight ahead, my lips in a straight line, my face etched in a frown.
"Nothing much, have you seen you? Spill bro," Jesse asks not giving it up.
I sigh, problem shared is problem solved right. "Is it possible for a girl to not be attracted to me?"
"What?" Jesse asks again, clearly not expecting that.
I sigh running my hands through my wet hair, I should have known. "Forget it, it’s stupid."
"Talk," he said with his am starting to get annoyed voice.
"Like it is possible for me to be flirting with a girl and she just," my face squeezed up as I searched my head for the word to use, "jerk away, and recoil away from me?"
"Tch, it not possible bro. Girls dig you, you should go into the cafeteria and see their reaction." Jesse says.
"But what if someone does?"
"Hmm," he scratched his chin. "Then it’s either you ate something that they don't like and your breaths stink of it, or you stink of sweat, or they just don't like you. Like they're into someone else, like me for example," Jesse says smirking and winking at a girl that was passing by, I roll my eyes.
My breath doesn't stink, I'm not sweaty at all, so it’s either Noel has a boyfriend or...something is terribly wrong with me. I see her relaxing on her locker smiling from ear to ear her eyes on her phone. She doesn't even notice me. She's probably chatting up her Californian boyfriend.
I move to my locker and slam my fist it, making everyone jump at the noise. My eyes travel to Noel and she also looked startled. As soon as our eyes met, she quickly turned away her back facing me. She's probably angry with me but right now I don't care. I can't get the image of her jerking off me out of my mind.
Why Noel, why does it have to be Noel that won't like me when a hundred girls do.
"What's got you all annoyed Altamira?" I turn at the sultry voice and I see Madison smiling at me.
"Nothing you can't solve," I say smirking as my eyes travel down her body. I pull her to me and our lips meet. We start kissing each other; Madison would swallow my lips if she could. I push her to my locker running my hands round her body.
"If Quinn sees us, she'll flip," Madison says breathless.
"Quinn has a boyfriend," I state, kissing down her neck.
"Yea but she'll still flip," Madison says. I move away groaning. It’s not like I was actually enjoying it, but with her talking it just turned me off. "Let's meet somewhere else."
I nod, "Donovan's house." She nods then giggles as she walks away. I turn to look at Noel but she's no longer there. I'm about to slam my fist back into my locker again but I see the principal pass by and I keep my anger in.
Whatever Noel is making me feel has to stop.
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"Hey hop in," I say to Noel. I've already prepared and made up my mind not to speak to her again. I even skipped chemistry class so that I won't see her but seeing her here walking home all alone, my inner Jesus just can't help it.
She turns to look at me, "no thanks."
"Come on, I'm going your way." I say.
"You know I'm even surprised to see you talking, I thought you wouldn't have a mouth anymore after that ebony haired girl sucked off your mouth." She said sparing me a little glance before looking straight ahead again.
I smirk. "You were watching us."
"Who wasn't? It’s not like you guys were being subtle about it. That was the Hallway for god's sake," she said with a face that read disgust.
I laughed, "Don’t worry when I kiss you it would be in your bedroom or mine."
She made a gagging sound, "that would never happen, Aaron."
"Unless I'm dying?" I asked for clarification.
She turned to me, a faint smile playing on her lips. "Yes. Yes, unless you're dying. "
Surprisingly I've forgotten all about the anger I had towards her earlier, I mean she really didn't do anything wrong to me right?. "Come in, I'm driving really slow to keep up with you and I'm tired of looking up just to see your face."
"No thanks. Why are you even going this way? Do you live around here?" She asks, turning to glance at me before her eyes returned back to the road.
"I'm going over to Jesse's house."
"What? Are you their adopted son or something?" She asks.
I laugh, "Nope, I just go there sometimes, more now. I'm actually envious of Jesse's room."
"Why? "
"Because it's near yours.” I say sincerely.
"And why would you be envious of that?" She asks, her grey eyes looking at me confused. Her eyes are so beautiful.
"Because I wish it was my room you were next to."
"Why so you'll take a peek of me when I'm dressing?" She asked.
"No, so I'll say your beautiful face every morning and every night."
She looked at me, her cheeks turning a light shade of red. "Is that you pick up line?"
I shrug, "maybe, maybe not but it’s only for you."
She nods hiding her blushing cheeks. "Go pick up some other girl Aaron, preferably the one you were locking lips with. I, Noel Atkins, am not available."
"Why? Because you have a Californian boyfriend waiting for you?" I ask gritting my teeth.
She looks at me surprised. "No, no what's with all the dating rumors."
"No no?" I asked confused.
"Yes. No no, I don't have a Californian boyfriend or any boyfriend for that matter." She says.
"Really?" I asked smiling.
She chuckled, "Really."
Yes!
"Good for you," I say trying to remain calm.
"Goodbye Aaron, I hope not to see you again," she says as she walks into her fence.
"Goodbye Noel, see you tomorrow." I said poking my head out of my window and waving at her. She smiles shaking her head as she unlocked her door. "And the day after that, and the day after, and the day after."
I continued until she disappeared. I pump my fist up. It’s time to go home now. Jesse can bang Madison if he so wishes for all I care. Noel is single. I'm single.
That's just perfect.
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Love is not something you go out and look for, love finds you and when it does, it'll be the best thing that has ever happened to you.Chapter SevenN O E L"So, do you have a date for homecoming?""Yea, Luke asked me out already," Liv answers, grinning from ear to ear.Yep, I finally found out his name was Luke and not Duke. It was really embarrassing coz I was busy calling him Duke and he wouldn't answer. I thought he was deaf."How do you guys communicate with Duke," I had asked Nadine during lunch the day before yesterday."Who's Duke?" She asked me talking so slow like we were some kind of spies."The guy with the brown eyes, sitting and talking to Liv," I whispered back pointing subtly at him."Oh that's not Duke, its Luke. I don't know any Duke except Channing Tatum in She's the man." Nadine whispered back."Oh," I say loudly, everybody in the table turns to look at me and I decide to test him. "Luke?"He raised his brows, "yes?""Hmm you're not deaf." I say quite surprised."Y
If I know what love is, it’s because of you.Chapter Eight N O E L "Ten points to Corner view’s Timberwolves." "Ah!" Nadine and I screamed on the top of our voices, turning to each other to clap hands excitingly. "You guys are so embarrassing," Peyton says shaking her head as she face palms herself. "My boyfriend is playing out there, yet I'm not even as excited as you two." Liv says with a smile on her face as she looks at us. "Did you see that hit Tyler gave to the guy on the other team?" Nadine asks me. "I don't know who Tyler is but that game was legit!" I say my cheeks hurting from smiling too much and my throat dry from all the shouting. This game didn't turn out as I expected. I expected it to be boring and time wasting like all high school footballs usually is but I was wrong, I was very wrong. It was really exciting, our school is winning and the playing techniques are so superb. Every throw, every hit, every sprint, every goal was so exciting. I was on my feet most of
In other to be happy with oneself it is necessary to a make at least one person truly happy.Chapter NineN O E L"One, two, three, four, I declare thumb war," I say to myself as I bring my two thumbs together. "Come on Lefty, come on righty. Grab his hand nail, grab his hand nail. Aish. And the winner is lefty!"I burst out laughing, "You did this to me Alex Russo." I would forever miss wizards of Waverley."Someone seems to be in a good mood," my mum said her head peeking into my room."Hi mom," I greet her pulling my legs to me as I sit upright."Hello," she sings coming in and sitting on my bed. "You're laughing."I roll my eyes playfully, "yea mum, it's a thing people do.""What's making you laugh?" She asks eying me suspiciously.Well, for starters. I can't stop imaging what Aaron's face will look like when he realize I didn't come to homecoming and let's just say I'm feeling giddy. "Nothing mum, I'm just not sad this evening." I say."Hmm, ok." She gets up to leave then looks a
Better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all. Chapter Ten N O E L "NOEL, WHY ARE you so late?" My mum shouted. "I overslept. I overslept!" I screamed coming down the stairs why struggling to put on my converse, I missed a step and soon I was sent tumbling down the stairs. "Ow." "Are you ok?" My mum said materializing in front of me fully clothed. "You look beautiful," I groaned getting an upside-down vision of her. "Thank you," she said curtsying, "I have to look presentable." "You got the job yet?" I asked pulling myself up and hearing something snap back to place. "No," her face fell as she walked back to the counter, "tip for you and other youngsters, major in something more productive than history." I tried not to laugh, "Mum people who majored in history are somewhat successful." "Yep because they didn't start looking for a Job at 44," she dropped her head to the counter dejectedly. "Mum you're still young and pretty. You'll get it," I encouraged her hop
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, loving someone deeply gives you courage.Chapter ElevenN O E LI entered into my chemistry class feeling all kinds of emotion. I wanted to skip this class but I didn't have the courage to do it and I don't want Aaron to be the reason I'd skip class."Hi," he said the minute I arrived our seat. I ignored him I didn't even look at his face; if I do I might see reason to believe that he is good."Noel," he called and I just stared ahead, he poked me with his finger, "Noel. No- No- Noellll?" I bit my lip, he was trying to be funny but I just bit my lip and stared ahead. "Noel couch potato Atkins!""Would you leave me alone," I asked turning to glare at him.He released a breath, "phew, I thought I was a ghost or you are ghost. Or I was in another dimension. Or a parallel universe or a sp..."I cut him off, "I get it you watch too many movies, happy now?"He clicked his tongue, "So why are mad at me?""How do you know I'm mad at you?" I as
Don't forget I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her— Anna to William in Notting Hill.Chapter TwelveN O E LI rush out of my warm house and run out to the streets like a maniac. I don't think I'm alright. Its cold out here, Aaron would have gone home a long time ago. Why would he wait when he could still see me in school tomorrow? We don't have any matter of emergency to discuss. I turned back to head home but the feeling kept nagging me."Ok let me just check to be sure," I said to myself stopping a taxi and going to Runglobe. I reluctantly paid the taxi missing the money as soon as it left my hand.If this was a waste of time I'd really feel bad. I looked around; it was my first time being in a place like this. I don't know if it’s because its night but the whole place looked beautiful. Lights were glowing everywhere in different colors and there was a big earth- like globe on the top of the building with the words "Runglobe" surrounding it."Wow, beautif
The greatest happiness in the world is the conviction that we're loved, loved for ourselves or rather; loved in spite of ourselves.Chapter ThirteenN O E L"I'm going to die, I'm going to die, and I’m going to die!" I mumble clutching Jesse harder and hiding my face--- ok trying to hide my face on his body. "I've never ice skated, jumped off a cliff, sky dived, drew a bird, or even helped a lady delivered before. I'll never do them. I won't and now I’m going to die. I'm just Seventeen..."Jesse does a wild zig zag turn then comes to a hard rough stop that sends the back of the motorcycle lifting up a bit, before coming back down. I scream at the top of my voice and hold him tighter.I hear his laughter echoing loudly but I'm too scared to move or to let go of him. I think I'm even shaking, never in my life have I had such a ride like that. I think I've found someone I dislike more than Aaron, its Jesse."You know I'm really enjoying this," Jesse says, "your little hands holding onto
Dreaming of you keeps me asleep, thinking of you keeps me awake, and being with you keeps me aliveChapter FourteenN O E LNow one thing my family knows about me is that although I'm not a heavy sleeper, I'm not a light one either. My body wakes when it times, according to my alarm. I can be lazy about waking up but I know when I definitely shouldn't wake up. I shouldn't wake up before my alarm but why was somebody not getting this."Leave me alone," I grumble swatting my arm at the unwanted disturbance before rolling to the other side of my bed."Wakey wakey," I heard someone sing before I start feeling something crawling on my body, legs, rough skin...."Ahh!" I jump up the bed with a scream shaking my legs repeatedly, and trying to brush off any predator. I stop when my head start aching from all my screaming and also because someone was laughing on the floor of my room.I recognize the laughter and I look down to see Aaron laughing his ass off, sitting on the floor and clutching
Tears shed for another person isn't a sign of weakness. Its a sign of pure heart~//Break up\\Noel's POV."Go to sleep Aaron.""One more minute.""You said that," I removed the phone from my ear and checked the time, gasping in surprise, "An hour ago!""Shut up, its not 3am." I didn't say anything, I heard some shuffling from the other side and I also heard him gasp, "Wow, it is."I chuckled, "I don't know about you Aaron but I'm going to be extra bitchy tomorrow if I get no sleep.""Bitchy huh?" He said in his flirty voice."Uh uh you won't like bitchy Noel. You should be glad you've never met her," I say.He scoffed, "I like all kinds of Noel. And I've so met the bitchy you. Remember one time in Chem Class? I pulling all my Razzle-dazzle Aaron charms on you and you were like, 'leave me alone. I'm not talking to you. Move the hell out of my way'". He said, the last part being an intimidation of an annoying high pitch voice.I sat up on my bed my jaw hanging open. "I wasn't being bi
🎄|Christmas Special|🎄A/N: This is the Christmas part of this Novel, full scene in Aaron's POV. My Christmas gift to you all. In Chapter 41, I briefed through the Christmas period in Noel's POV, but now I'm giving the full 25th December event, in Aaron's POV so.....Yay. I hope you like it.[]Aaron's POVMerry Christmas babeI texted Noel at soon as the clock truck 12, I rubbed my eyes smiling. I've been waiting for my clock to show 00:00 so I'll be the first to wish my love a merry Christmas.Did you get the text?Are you even awake?Dolphin???Oh come on!Babe? Noel?I frowned at my phone glaring at it as if it's Noel herself. She was asleep that's why she's not replying my messages. How could she sleep this early? I mean tomorrow is Christmas. I've got to be the first to wish her, if she doesn't see my text, someone else might beat me to it.Jumping off my bed, I exchanged my plaid pajama pants for a black Jean and pulled on a red shirt. Grabbing my jacket, I ran my fingers throu
~When I say I love you more, I don't mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us, I love you more than any obstacle that could try and come between us. I love you the most.~//Epilogue\\Noel's POVOne thing I hate about airports, they are always crowded. One thing about me I hate crowded places....but I think we already know that.Flying on first class is really nice, I got to sit on my own in a really comfortable seat although I was lonely I think flying to Virginia with Aaron ruined every flying experience I would ever have. Now I'll rather fly with him seating beside me than to fly alone. Playing games helped but there's just so much company a video game can give.After going through all the hateful aspects of flying alone which includes coming down alone, getting my luggage alone and squeezing past different people of different race, t
~I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me: Since I met you, you've never left.~//Chapter Forty-five\\Noel's POVI've learned something, so many things actually since I came to New York. I learned how to make friends, I learned how to tolerate my mum better than I did before, I learned how to let go of certain things, I also learned how to love a really good looking, egoistic, narcissistic funny jerk. I guess I've always known how to stand up for myself, I don't like being looked down upon by anyone especially my age mate, I don't like bullying and I never let myself get bullied by anyone. I've always been that girl that would fight back knowing that I wouldn't lose much in any fight. But I learnt something new, something really important, something I know would help me in the remaining dash days, months, years of my life; not every fight is worth it. Not every fight is won and sometimes its better easier and saf
~Love is something sent from heaven to worry the hell out of you.~//Chapter Fourty-four\\Noel's POV"Tyler leave me alone, I did nothing to you.""Didn't you hear me? You cheated." He said stepping forward with his two goons."Quinn did too and you most definitely helped her. I got a bruise to show for it." I said pointing to the bruise by my eyes as I back away.Lord, where is a sledge hammer when you need one."Doesn't matter, nobody makes my girl fail." He said still advancing towards me."She's not your girl. At least not to her. She likes Aaron, that's why she hates me. I did nothing to her. She's just using you." My heart was hammering so loud, I could hear it instead of my voice.How far was Aaron? How close was anybody, if I scream now would I be heard? Mirror. Yes my mirror! That's a nice weapon that can inflict a lot of pain— to one person though I'm not sure about three."Shut the fuck up! And stop backing away, there's no way you're escaping this locker room.""What ar
~Love is a smoke and its made with fumes of sighs.~//Chapter Fourty-Three\\Noel's POV"You did what exactly?"I sighed, "I. Made. A. Deal. With. Quinn." I repeated for the fourth time in the last thirty minutes."No no no," Aaron says waving his hand like he's in a building of fire calling for someone's help. "I know what you did, but what did you do?"I look at him like he's a lunatic which he kinda is. Sighing—again— I repeated everything understanding his lunatic talk, "I made a deal with Quinn and we decided to have a swimming contest. If she loses she apologises on her knee and if I lose— which I won't— I'll leave. Back to California.""One day," Jesse says as he stops hitting his head on Aaron's cupboard, "One day we leave you in school alone and you ran off into the sunset doing stupid things!""How could you Noel?" Aaron asked squeezing the fluff out of his pillow.I got off the ground, "You guys should chill ok? And its not a stupid deal," I said turning to glare at Jesse
~Love is quivering happiness~ //Chapter Fourty-Two\\ Noel's POV The first day of school after winter break, it feels a little foreign getting out of bed early and going to school making sure not to trip on the slippery floor and seeing remains of snow everywhere. I'm sure it would snow again today, and that's just great but I'd prefer it to be snowing while I'm tucked safely under my blankets in my really warm room. I yawn by my locker before opening it to get my books in. "Are you sleepy or really hungry?" "Both." I answered before turning to face the person that's talking to me. A smile plasters my face as I hug her. "Oh Nadine you're back." "Yup, missed me?" She asked hugging me back. "Yea ofcourse, you didn't say when you were coming back." I said pulling away. "Well I returned last night and I wouldn't miss school for anything." She says. "Weirdo, I'll totally miss school without an excuse. How's your relationship with the gardener's son?" I asked. "There was no 'relat
~I hope you know that every time I tell you to get home safe, stay warm, have a good day, or sleep well what I am really saying is I love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words' meanings. ~//Chapter Forty-One\\Noel's POVThe rest of the days went by wonderfully, Aaron and I were back together. Mum went on a winter break from work too and so far she didn't burn down our kitchen or any other part of the house. Peyton came visiting a lot, turns out she has major problems with her mom and sometimes can stand being in the same house together. I think her mom's a drug addict, I'm not really sure but Pey seems really sensitive about any topic regarding her mother so I don't ask anything. Anyway I love that we're spending so much time together. Raymond came to apologize and I accepted his apology but begged him to stay away from me in the mean time. Turns out Aaron told the Taxi man to drop him off beside a garbage dump out of town. Can you imagine?I also g
~Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused." ~//Chapter Forty\\Noel's POVI couldn't sleep, I wasn't crying I was just feeling confused and wrecked all over. My eyes were open staring into the darkness of my room. Were Aaron and I over? He would surely break up with me today as soon as the sun comes out. But I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't even kiss Raymond back, he kissed me! Without my consent. I sighed falling back on my bed relaxing my head on my headboard. The problem or little flaw of Aaron is that he always acts on his emotions. If he's angry, he's angry no matter what for that period of time he's going to be really angry even though it's uncalled for and he does the first thing that comes to his mind; punch the other person, or walk away and avoid the problem. Avoid me, without trying to be in the next persons shoes.He's going to