Chapter 25
The next morning was filled with extreme bliss already. I woke up witnessing the sun from our room, hitting us already on the bed, and with Elijah Luciero beside me. He slept with no shirt and he was only wearing his boxer. In front of our bed is the glass window, where we can see everything in the sky and downstairs if we go closer. The huge curtains are widely opened. It seems like I forgot to close it last night. For the first time in our marriage, I woke up in the morning without swollen eyes and with a lovely smile as I watched Elijah sleep. His arm was on my stomach while he was facing me sideways. I took that moment to examine his face closer. Nothing changed at all. He's still as handsome as before. I remember before how many girls were dying to talk with him. He was a heartthrob on our campus. A lot of students envied me, Freya and Lily to be friends with Elijah, and of course, Lucas. They were both heartthrobs during those days. The change and twist of our fates struggled all of us. Who would have thought that I would marry Elijah? Who would have thought that we would lose Freya? My phone suddenly rang, which made Elijah move a bit. I bit my lower lip and quickly grabbed it beside the bed. It's my secretary. “Hello, yes?” I already stood up when Elijah set me free from his arm. I quickly checked the time and it was already 6:30 am. “Good morning, Ms. Faith. Everyone is already having their breakfast. Where are you and Sir Elijah? We will begin the photoshoot after this, the models are all here.” “You can start it even without me. I just woke up and I have to take a shower first. I'll dress up and go there immediately,” I mentioned over the phone. “Alright. See you later, Ms. Faith.” I didn't reply anymore and ended the phone call. “Good morning,” I gasped immediately when I found Elijah standing behind me. I closed my eyes firmly and placed my hand on my chest. My heart almost jumped out of my chest! “You're gonna kill me,” I commented and breathed deeply. My eyes suddenly traveled down on his body. My brows arched as I bit my lower lip to him. “Wear your shirt now,” I said before I marched out from his sight, a bit in a hurry. I need to be there as soon as possible. “Do you need to go there now?” He asked and followed me. I faced him before he could even enter the bathroom. “Yeah. The photoshoot will start and we still have to eat breakfast before going there. So, if you don't mind, I have to take a bath.” I was about to close the door when he suddenly blocked it with his arm. My eyes widened immediately. “Hey!” He was wearing that playful smile and I was too dense to realize what he was trying to imply. It took me a few seconds before it hit my mind. “No way,” I uttered. “We're married,” he replied. “Elijah! Hey!” My jaw just dropped when he removed his boxer and went under the shower. He faced me with no shame at all while I couldn't even lay my eyes at his damn sword! “Oh, come on. We already saw everything,” he chuckled. My cheeks are fucking burning. I couldn't even move right there as if my entire body was glued. “Don't wait for me to carry you and bring you here,” I closed my eyes firmly again. Fuck. It is true that we already saw everything! But why am I still ashamed of him seeing my body?! I took a heavy breath before I slowly removed my clothes as well before I joined him there. I faced the wall while he embraced me from behind. I closed my eyes at peace, enjoying every drop of the water coming out from the shower. “I couldn't believe that we're doing this,” Elijah whispered behind my ear. “I couldn't believe that we actually married each other,” I uttered. The little smile on my lips vanished as well when I remembered how Elijah volunteered when my parents' told me that they are marrying me off. It got me thinking for a bit. If Elijah didn't do that, would I be in the better hands of someone that I don't even know? Would my life be like this? After taking a bath together, I quickly dressed up as well to join my team who are probably working now. I wore a simple white sleeveless dress that showed a bit of my chest. I dried my hair as well before I tied it in a messy bun. I also brought my sunglasses that I can wear, especially today that the sun is a bit burning. “Are you ready?” Elijah is wearing a white polo sleeves, rolled up to his elbows. The three buttons were widely opened so that can barely see his broad chest. He paired it with his beige shorts and just like me, he was wearing his sunglasses, too. “Yeah. Let's go eat breakfast first,” I said. When we came out of our hotel room, he held my hand as we walked together to eat our breakfast in the hotel. “Don't you have to work?” I asked. He's an architect who owns a very huge firm. He must be busy and yet he came here with me. “I took a day off,” he said. “A week?” I chuckled. “Yeah. I'm the CEO,” he winked arrogantly. He slapped me his success that moment. “Do you remember? In high school, we both loved drawing. You draw clothes and I draw houses,” I nodded while we began to eat together. I feel like there are only the two of us there. I couldn't stop from watching his smile draw on his lips. “Yeah. We're always holding our pens and sketch pad then Lily will lecture us all the time about having our own worlds,” I remember it all. We used to hang out in the garden of our campus. The three of them will watch a movie and talk about different things while eating. While Elijah and I were having our own worlds with our sketch pads and pens. “Perhaps you can talk to them now,” I was scared to bring that up, but I felt the need to mention it. We can't be together and fix this marriage while our friendship with Lucas and Lily are still shattered. That smile faded on his lips as he moved his eyes away from me and continued eating. “You miss them,” I can see that right through his eyes. He wouldn't mention it to me if he doesn't mean those golden times we spent together. “How? Lucas just confessed that he's into you. What would be the relationship between the three of us? He's in love with you and we're married…we're making this work,” a light sigh came out of him. I'm getting his point. It would not be easy to go back to the things we are used to. It's really complicated but I am not giving up. “He would understand. We're married, he wouldn't try to separate the two of us.” I already hold his hand on the table, convincing him. “It's the reason why we fought,” he replied, still on that. “He only did that because he saw my bruises,” his eyes came back to me. For a few seconds, we exchanged gazes. I was the one who broke it as I let go of his hand as well and focused on the food. “Brian saw it, too.” I mentioned. He might wonder why Brian hates him. We both turned silent and I regret bringing that topic in the middle of our meal. “Fine. I'll try my best,” he captured my eyes in one snap when he said that. He even held my hand on the table before he gave me a soft smile. “I'll make it up to you. I will do my best to erase those violence that I did,” I knew from that moment that Elijah meant it. My high hopes became stronger. I knew that I would cling onto that until the end. “Where's Brian?” My secretary asked aloud while the models were doing the photoshoot. “We haven't seen him for breakfast,” one of them said. “What's going on?” I already meddled. “Sir Brian isn't here. I'm sorry, Ms. Faith. I didn't notice that he was not with us earlier,” my secretary was already nervous and bothered. “Did you call him? Can someone please contact him?” All of us stopped from working because of that. Of course, we need Brian. He's one of the biggest models we have and he's not here. “His phone is turned off,” I closed my eyes firmly and bit my lower lip. I almost forgot that we had an argument yesterday. Did he really take that too much? “Go and check him in his hotel room,” I said firmly. “NOW!” I exclaimed, losing my temper. How can he act this way? We should be professional and set aside whatever we feel. “What's happening?” Elijah intervened. “Sir Brian isn't here. He's not answering his phone, either.” My secretary answered him while I was already stressed there. “Are you okay?” He asked as he went beside me. “We had an argument yesterday. I think he's taking it personal,” I said, too anxious to face him. I started to bite my nails while trying to think of a solution. “Faith!” We all stopped when we heard that voice. “Sir Brian!” My secretary exclaimed. There he was, walking towards us, topless. My eyes landed at the bottle of alcohol that he was holding. He was not walking properly, too. “He's drunk,” I uttered. “Where's his manager? This would be a scandal for him,” I said immediately. “Can you help me to bring him to his hotel room?” His manager said, already worried. “Of course. I'll help,” some of my employees already went towards him but he was really fighting them. “It's not a good idea that you include him here,” Elijah said beside me. “Let go of me!” He exclaimed. His eyes pinned at me and to Elijah. “You!” He shouted. “Back off, Brian.” Elijah quickly hid me behind him when Brian went closer to us. “Sir Brian, you're drunk!” My employees are still trying to drag him. “Why does she have to be married to a jerk like you, Luciero?” He laughed like a psycho. I massaged my forehead with the extreme stress he's giving us. He would regret his actions later. “Stop this now, Brian. Pull yourself together! Why are you acting like this?” “You should bring him to the room. Faith, let's go away from here for a moment. He's dangerous, he's drunk.” Elijah already held my hand and was about to bring me out of there temporarily. “I like you, Faith!” That made us all freeze. Even Elijah paused from walking after hearing that. “I was smitten by you and I couldn't accept that you're choosing that jerk when you can be in better hands!” “He's drunk, Elijah.” I quickly said when I saw how his eyes became sharp. “You heard me, right? Yes, Faith! I like you so damn much!” itsclarixassChapter 26“Is he okay now?” I asked my secretary when they all brought Brian back to his room. I was only outside the hotel room, waiting. Brian indeed created a scene there. His manager struggled to talk with the other people who took a video of him. He's a popular model who is still famous in the Philippines. If his video had spread earlier, we'd both be dead. My name will be dragged as well. Even Elijah's name will be included as I already carry his name with me. Faith Flamera-Luciero. It just sinks into me now. “He’s sleeping. We found out that he drank tons of alcohol in the club here,” she blew out a light sigh, in distress of the mess Brian created. “I deeply apologize for this mess, Ms. Faith. He has never been like this, I was surprised, too.” His manager said, ashamed of Brian's sudden action. “It's fine. Let's just skip his photoshoot for now and focus on the other models,” I suggested. That's the only thing we can do. He was not in his right mind yet to do the photos
Chapter 27“Shot! Shot! Shot!” I quickly grabbed the glass with bravery while they were all shouting. I shut my eyes firmly when I felt the extreme bitterness of alcohol that traveled down in my throat. “Woahhh! Let's get wasted!” I shook my head when my secretary said that aloud. We are all having fun already. Eating good food here in Siargao and drinking endless alcohol after the wine that we drank earlier. “Hey, you will be drunk later if you don't stop.” Elijah said when I was about to drink another bottle of the beer. Well, I can just smell the reek of alcohol from all of us. I'm becoming a bit dizzy, but I am still into myself. “My alcohol tolerance is strong,” I said and winked at him before I stole back the beer from him. “I doubt that,” he commented and shook his head, underestimating me. “It's true,” I said. “We'll see about that, Mrs. Luciero.” He indeed shut me up with those simple words. It was the first time I heard him calling me ‘Mrs. Luciero’. Damn. I got lo
Chapter 28“Good morning,” My eyes remained closed. I felt Elijah's face landing on the side of my neck while I couldn't yet open my eyes. “Hmm,” “You're prettier in the morning,” I heard him say. “And you're gorgeous when you're naked,” that made me open my eyes as he teased me with that. My lips parted before everything flashed back in my head. Oh, hell. I was drunk last night and we both did it here. I bit my lower lip and hid my face from him, ashamed.“What are you doing?” He chuckled. “Did I say weird things last night?” I asked with my face burning. “Nothing,” I glanced back at him and took a deep breath in relief.“But you said I'm very handsome,” my eyes almost vanished when he said that. But then, I realized that last night wasn't bad at all. It was the first time that I can call what happened between us as making love instead of sex. He didn't force me this time, I was the one who yielded. “My head is aching,” I commented as I closed my eyes again. “You were so ar
Chapter 29It was already 11 pm when we finished everything last night. It was a very long day for all of us, indeed. I'm just glad that we were able to solve all the problems before this day comes. I'm standing on the veranda with my eyes closed. I was letting the breeze embrace me and play with my hair. The sun was hitting me a bit as well and I took that moment to cleanse my mind. I could hear the waves of the ocean from here. The chirping of the birds exploring the sky became music to my ears, calming me. I could smell the ocean from the wind. It was indeed different from the air that we breathe in our country. It's peaceful here. It's serene and away from all the chaos from the community. “Hey!” I exclaimed when I heard the camera shutters on me. “What? It was beautiful,” Elijah said, wearing his broad smile again as he checked my picture from his camera. “Delete that, come on. I'm not wearing any makeup,” I tried to reach the camera from his hand but he lifted it up with his
Chapter 30“She's my wife, she's a Luciero, and no one can ever touch a Luciero.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from there. I didn't resist him anymore and allowed him to get me out of there. My head was flying already. I couldn't think properly while my emotions were eating me up. I was breaking every step that I made. “You did well,” I heard Elijah say. My eyes remained to nowhere while my parents' words satiated my head. It was almost a very successful day. I thought everything was already fine when I was called there and expressed my gratitude to my entire team. Why do they have to show up here and ruin my success as if I am not their daughter? He captured my eyes when he placed his hand on my chin and gently raised my head. Tears began to slip out of my eyes as soon as I glanced at him. If Elijah wasn't there, I would probably lose my own balance. “The event was a success. You finished it,” he said, trying to uplift my spirits. I looked away and chose to watch the o
Chapter 31“I know what happened with Freya broke all of us, especially you and Elijah.” I was all eyes at her. After welcoming us back earlier, here we go, having the girls talk alone in the garden. Can you believe it? I looked like a kid earlier when I cried in front of her after hearing those kinds of words from a mother like her. When I met her again during the planning of my wedding with Elijah, I thought she also despised me, as I know that her son is madly in love with Freya. “My son was hurting you, didn't he?” That made me pause. A lump seems to be stuck in my throat. I was lost for words the moment she mentioned that. Does she know about it? “When he told me about the marriage, I was shocked when he told me that he wants to marry you. I mean, you're the sister of the woman he's madly in love with—and you are his best friend, Faith. I've seen how you two bonded together,” she chuckled a bit, while I couldn't say anything there. She is finally addressing this issue that I f
Chapter 32“When did you learn to cook?” Marie asked while I was already doing the plating of the steak that I cooked. I was wearing this broadest smile of mine ever since I started to cook here in the kitchen. This is the first time that I use the kitchen as well as this is also the first time that I cook for Elijah. I would say that my lips can rip from smiling from ear to ear. “It's one of my hobbies; I learned by myself.” She nodded while watching me putting all my effort into the food. I always cooked for Freya when she was alive. I used to watch the maids in our house cooking our meals, until I grew up and began to indulge the smell of my own food that I make. It became a hobby for the past few years of my life. I think I just stopped when Freya died and everything in my life started to crumble. “Did he really change? I still can't believe the old him is coming back,” Marie commented. It made me pause for a second. Of course, no one would expect Elijah's sudden changes. “It
Chapter 33Elijah's POV“Sir, you have a visitor. I let her in,” my secretary said to me as soon as I arrived at Luciero's firm. “Her?” My brows crossed. I couldn't think of any woman who would visit me. I mean, I might have a lot of women before I try to work things out with Faith, but they wouldn't dare to set foot here. Besides, I don't even remember their names. “It’s your wife's mother,” he avoided my gazes immediately when he said that. I froze at that moment, absorbing it in my head. Few seconds later, I found myself wearing a tiny smirk beside my lips before I quickly headed inside my office. How can she go here after the mess she created herself to her own daughter’s event? “Mom,” I called. I stared at her for a short time before I went straight to my chair. “Do you need anything? I'm busy,” I made that up. I wasn't that busy. But then, remembering how my wife cried that night makes me hate her. “Are you now siding with her?” I knew from that very moment that she was pe
Chapter 69“I know you won't listen to any of my reasons and explanations,” I remained silent while looking outside the window. Elijah was already driving and we are near to the place we are going. We ate together earlier. We became silent and cold after how I reacted after seeing a happy family again. “But I am sincere, Faith. I want to prove to you that,” my hands were crumpled on my lap. I did everything to ignore him as I chose not to respond. Up until now, all I can feel towards him is hatred. The wounds are too deep to be cured in one snap. But then, I don't know where my pain and this revenge I planned and prepared for four damn years would take me. We arrived at the place and when I was about to escape him, he quickly grabbed my hands and I once again felt the warmth of those hands. He was able to capture my eyes as we faced each other inside the car. His eyes were begging at me, asking for another chance. I knew from that moment that I was being fragile already. I knew th
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66 “It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy