Chapter 14
“Why are you acting like you care for me?” The deafening silence invaded the entire dining area. Elijah's eyes were pinned on me and that's the same for me. I was holding the spoon firmly in my grasp, squeezing it, while waiting for Elijah's reply. “Nevermind,” I said and was the one who broke our gazes together when he didn't answer. “Because you're sick,” that made me pause again, the moment he said that. I found his eyes still on me, having no emotions at all. “We're still married in papers, you are my responsibility. Do not expect anything,” perhaps that was the answer I needed the most. A clarification with his actions. I have no words to say. He looked away and continued eating while I was stuck there, looking at him. Once again, an excruciating pain attacked my chest. I didn't say anything anymore and tried all my best to swallow the food even though his words weakened me. The next day, we were back to how we normally started this marriage. Elijah isn't speaking to me again, and so do I. “I don't know if she can come,” I heard him say when I went downstairs, ready to leave. He was dressed up as well, probably leaving too after he finished his coffee on the table. I gave him a short stare before I feigned my ignorance. Maybe it's time for me to get used to this kind of relationship we both have. I should kill all my hope by myself. “Come home before 6 pm. It's my Mom's birthday and she wants you to come to the party,” Marie and I stopped before we could even come out of the living room. “I'm not prepared, it's too sudden.” I replied. “You're a designer and you own a clothing brand. A gown would not be hard for you,” he stood up and faced me. “The theme is The Great Gatsby. You know, black, white and silver.” He added before he grabbed his coat on the sofa and left before us. I watched him rode his car, leaving me hanging there. He didn't even ask me if I am free or not. “Are you going?” Maria asked. I took a deep sigh, having no choice at all. “What can I do? It's her mother's birthday,” I shook my head and still headed to my company. I quickly asked my secretary to find me a gown for the said party. It's a good thing that I am a designer. Elijah was right, a gown won't be a problem to me. Just like what he said, before 6 pm, I was already home. I started to prepare while having no idea where he was. I stood up in front of the long mirror in my room and checked myself. I'm wearing a very simple sleeveless dress that shows a bit much of my skin and a bit of my cleavage. I also wore light makeup and tied my hair up, leaving some pieces of my hair down to make it look more enticing and stunning. I didn't waste time and went downstairs immediately. “Yeah. She's coming with me. We're on our way there, too.” I heard Elijah say, talking over the phone again. “Wow,” Marie captured my eyes when she saw me standing there. Her eyes are bawling out while her jaw suddenly drops. “Why?” My brows crossed, a bit bewildered by her reaction. “You look stunning, Ms. Faith!” She exclaimed and giggled. I only chuckled at her. I thought something's wrong with my look tonight. I glanced at Elijah and found him staring at me with his lips a bit parted. “W-We have to go,” he said and quickly looked away. Marie eyed me with her teasing eyes as Elijah headed out of the house. “Oh, shut up.” I commented as I followed Elijah. The guard opened the door for me and Elijah as we rode the car together. It's the first time we spend time in the same car. The last time we were in the same car, he was drunk and I had to pick him up from the bar. None of us dared to break the ice between us. I wasn't expecting him to talk as well until we arrived at the venue. “Let's try to act fine,” Elijah uttered as we both came out of the car. I was only looking at him while his eyes were traveling around the people who were already there. “There are a lot of people here. We wouldn't want them to gossip and witness how wrecked this marriage is.” Before I could even reply to that, his hand quickly landed on my waist as he pulled me closer to him. My lips parted. I almost froze, too shocked by his sudden movement. I heaved a silent sigh and had to act up just like what he said. “Elijah, Faith! Over here!” There were his parents, waving towards us, wearing their widest smiles. I didn't see any hate from them when they met my parents and planned our wedding. But still, I'm not that comfortable around them. “Did you bring a gift?” I mumbled while we were walking towards them. A little smile on my lips is all that I can do. “I was busy, I have nothing.” He replied. “Happy birthday, Mom.” Elijah quickly gave her a peck on her cheeks. “Happy birthday,” I greeted. “Oh, Faith! It's good to see you! I have been asking Elijah to bring you with him tonight,” she laughed even though nothing was funny. I tried to chuckle and go along with him. “You look stunning, Faith.” His father praised. “Thanks. You two look amazing, too. Sorry, if we came empty handed. What dress do you want? I can design it for you,” I quickly said to make it up for her. “Oh, hell, yeah. My son's wife is a famous designer. Well, if you insist, just design me anything and I'll gladly accept it.” “Sure, sure. I'll send it to you once it's finished. That's our birthday gift to you,” “I love her, Elijah.” His mother commented and we all chuckled. Elijah's hand shifted down in my hand. I was surprised when he held my hand all of a sudden, but I also reminded myself that it was just a show. “So, how is it going, huh? I need a grandchild, Elijah. Come on!” “Dad,” Elijah said, making them stop from teasing us. I almost became a stone while standing there. I couldn't even move a bit. “You're married. The next plan should be a kid. Whether it's a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter.” Oh, hell. Here we go, being pressured by them. I mean, Elijah and I did it. They just didn't know that I didn't like it. There was a force to that honeymoon. “We just got married, Mom.” Elijah reminded them. “What do you say, Faith?” His father now gave me the spotlight. I wasn't able to answer immediately, especially because all their eyes were at me. “We'll come to that,” I replied. When the party started, Elijah and I were being interviewed by different faces that I am not familiar with. I know few of them, but the more we converse, the more I lose my strength as if my social battery is dying. “Hey, can I excuse myself?” I asked Elijah. He now looked at me, checking me out. “Why? You okay?” I don't know if he really meant that or it was still part of our show. “Yeah. Gotta grab a drink,” I said. “Okay,” he replied and now let me go. I took a deep breath as I walked towards the drink section. I just grabbed a wine lined up there and drank it immediately. “Mam, that wine will make you drunk easily. It's a bit strong,” the girl said. “Yeah, I don't mind.” I said. I just want to leave right now. This is why I always hate parties. “Getting drunk?” I glanced at the man beside me, wearing a playful smile on his lips. I have no idea who he is, so I ignored him. “Woah, slowly.” He commented when I finished another glass. “Who are you? I don't even know you,” I said, with a bit of my attitude bursting out. “Are you alone, babe? Want some company?” My brows crossed when I felt his hand on my waist. But then, I was getting dizzy. The girl was right earlier about this wine. “Let go of me,” I said, trying to push him away now. “What? It seems like you're alone and you're getting drunk. I can be your company, babe. Come on,” “Stop. Leave me alone,” whatever I do, he was so strong that I couldn't even get his hand off me. “Come on. We're just having fun. I'm being kind here, babe.” “Just go aw—Elijah!” My eyes widened along with the gasping of the people around. All their eyes went towards us. Oh, great. We just stole the spotlight. “Elijah, stop!” I exclaimed and pulled him away from the guy. He was chasing his breath, looking like an angry beast who can kill the guy. “You get off your hands to my wife!” He exclaimed. “What's happening here?” His parents are now here. “Elijah, calm down.” I whispered, trying to cool him down. “I'm not doing anything!” The guy exclaimed back. “I saw you! You were fucking forcing my wife, you bastard!” “Is that true?” His father asked. They were all now looking at me. “I-I saw it. It was true,” the girl earlier said, a bit scared to speak up. Elijah smirked to the guy. “How dare you mess with a Luciero, Gabriel? I'm pulling out all my shares to your damn company.” I was already trembling with everything that happened. “Let's go, Faith.” He said firmly and grabbed my hand as we both marched out of the venue. itsclarixassChapter 15“Elijah, slow down.” I said when he was not walking with me anymore, he was dragging me, taking his huge steps. He was not facing me. I can only see his back, but I could feel and see how furious he is up until now. We left the party with the scene he created. I do appreciate how he shielded me, stood up for me from that unknown man when I was getting drunk already. “Elijah!” I exclaimed and pulled my hand out of his grasp when I almost trip on my heels. He's dragging me so swiftly that I could not take my steps slowly! “S-Stop,” I uttered, chasing my breath. “I will trip if you continue dragging me,” I bit my lower lip as I looked at my feet. It's already hurting because of these heels.“Get in,” it didn't just come out of his mouth, it was a command. Our car parked in front of us and I remained standing there. “Look, I know that you're mad, Elij—”“I said get in,” he said, firmer than earlier. It made me froze. “Elij—”“I SAID GET IN THE FUCKING CAR!” My lips part
Chapter 16“Are you sure you can go?” Marie asked when I was about to leave the house for another day. She still looks worried after witnessing what happened last night. “I'm fine,” I replied.“You always say that,” I heard her sobbed, which made me freeze from coming into the car. She looked away from me as if she was stopping her tears from dripping. “But we both know that you're not fine,” she added. I crumpled my hand and refrained myself from crying. Her words hit me so much. It penetrated my bones. “I'll mean it soon,” I said, without any assurance that I would. I left her with my forced little smile where there was not even a light of joy. I shut my eyes firmly as the car began to move. I haven't seen Elijah this morning. Marie told me that he left early, which is probably a good thing for me. I don't know how I am supposed to face him. I wasn't even able to have a good sleep right now. My head was flashing back how he slapped me that I didn't see coming. I know that he'
Chapter 17That day was indeed a mess. I didn't show up to Lucas and Brian after that. I have to take a break from all of them so I decided to work and lock myself in my office. I even turned off my phone and told my secretary to tell Lucas and Lily that I am away if they call. Good thing, Brian isn't calling or reaching me out. He's a client, I can't just ignore his calls. It has been three days since that day. Today is my birthday. “Do you think he will come home?” Marie asked while I was in the middle of my breakfast. Guess what? Elijah is not going home for three days. The last time I saw him was on his mother's birthday, where he slapped me so hard as if I was not a woman in his eyes. I do not have the slightest idea of where he is. I'm not expecting him to call me as well. I shrugged. “No idea,” I replied, having no energy early in the morning. “But I think this is a bit better,” Marie added. “I mean, when he's here, I am not at peace, thinking that he might hurt you again
Chapter 18On my birthday, Elijah took advantage of me and forced me to do it with him. Did I ask for too much? I only want to end my birthday with a rest from work. How can the heaven above couldn't even grant that simple wish for me? “Ms. Faith!” My heart almost jumped out of my chest when Marie shouted my name and even slammed her hands on the table. I was startled. She captured my attention right away. I was not into myself that I was already spacing out again. What Elijah did to me for the second time is running rent-free in my head. I couldn't forget it. His touch, the way he pinned me on the wall, the way he locked my hands firmly on his grasps, the way he grabbed my hair like I am a damn prostitute, and the way he enjoyed himself while I was begging him to stop. It was all stuck and glued in my head. “H-Huh? Why?” I asked immediately. I took a heavy breath as I shut my eyes firmly, trying to pull myself back to my senses. “Are you okay?” She asked worriedly again. I froze
Chapter 19Elijah’s POV “We're here, Sir.”I opened my eyes the moment my driver said that and I felt the car stopped. I stayed there for a few seconds, composing myself before I decided to get out of the car. I took all my steps, wearing my authority as I sat foot inside the restaurant. “Mr. Elijah? Sir Gabriel is there,” the waiter said when he saw me searching the jerk amidst the people who were having their different worlds. There he was in the corner, smoking. “Isn't it forbidden to smoke here?” I asked the waiter. But there's the bastard, acting like he owns the world and no one was around him. “We told him, but he didn't listen.” I witnessed how his face crumpled, showing me how problematic they are. I began to roam my eyes again and saw how he's being inconvenient to the other customers, especially those who are near the table. I didn't talk anymore as I marched towards him. “Make it quick, I'm busy.” I uttered when I sat immediately on the chair in front of him. He th
Chapter 20“Lucas, can you please just listen to me first?!” I began to chase my breathing as I blocked Lucas. We are already outside the building of my company. He was taking his huge steps earlier that I had to chase him down. “Stop trying to cover him up, Faith. I'm so done with this,” his baritone voice was firm and sharp that goes along with his eyes right now. My heart was pounding so swiftly while I was doing everything I could to stop him. “You have to calm down, Lucas. It's still Elijah. He was still a friend to us,” “A friend?” Lucas laughed so loud, as if what Lily said was the funniest joke he has ever heard. “Do you hear yourself, Lily?!” He paused to take a heavy breath. I know that Lucas was holding himself back in front of us. The blazing anger from his eyes couldn't be hidden anymore. However, I also see agony along with that madness he currently feels. He's mad because a friend that we had who became my husband is laying his hands on me and Lucas couldn't do a
Chapter 21“Lucas,” Lily tried to call him. We both watched him leave with his car while the three of us remained under the rain until Elijah left and went back inside the house. “Let's give up here, Faith.” Lily said, which captured my attention. Beyond the rain, I realized that it cannot hide the tears of people even under the rain. Right there, while I was glancing at Lily, her tears were visible enough for me to see. Her eyes still speak of her agony and the undefeatable melancholy. “W-What?” A tiny smile flashed beside her lips. I heard her sob, until she held my hand together. “It’s over, Faith. There's no hope that we can all go back together as if nothing happened. Besides, you're already with Elijah and Freya is dead. Everything changed and we have to accept that, Faith.” Her voice shattered. We were both crying under the rain. Isn't it funny? She told me to accept it, but in front of me, she couldn't accept it herself, too. “We're all wrecked because of each other. May
Chapter 22“When are you coming back?” Marie asked after they brought my things and my luggage in the living room. My flight is in the afternoon, 12 pm. It's still a bit early, but I have to go to the airport now because it's a bit far from here. “It's for a week. The event is on Friday. We're gonna use Monday to Thursday to explore there and prepare, of course.” I explained while I was already updating my employees that I am on my way there. They were all updating as well on our group chats. “Ms. Faith, should we bring your things in the car now?” The driver asked. “Yeah, sure. Thanks,” my phone rang as soon as they started getting all my things. It was Brian, who's calling. “Hello, Brian? Are you on your way to the airport?” I asked immediately. He's one of the important models we do have. He would definitely pull a lot of sales to my summer collection. “Sir Elijah, the food is ready. Ms. Faith wouldn't be able to join you because she's already leaving for her flight,” my eyes
Chapter 68“You have to leave today and come back tomorrow?” Lily asked while I was packing all my things. My secretary called me and just told me that I have an important meeting with an important client. The place would be just next to the city where we are, but it would still be a long trip. “Yup. I gotta go, that's a huge client.” I replied. I think this is better than staying with her. “It's our last day here in the hotel. Would you just like to head straight to my condo tomorrow?” I paused from packing my things when she mentioned that. I almost forgot about that already. I agreed to live with her before finding out about Freya's death. Lily has been with me all my life and I would always want to be with her eternally. “I don't think I can live there,” I was able to capture her eyes when I said that. She looks surprised and a bit confused. Well, we already agreed to live together in her condo. However, the situation is different now. I am in an extreme peril and she is one
Chapter 67 “Then I wouldn't mind killing people,” his eyes were glued to me the moment he said that. We exchanged tough stares together, and he was reading me like a damn book. I didn't back down as I was trying to examine every reaction from him. He wouldn't mind killing people? I suddenly remember how I found out that he has feelings for me. It was the day Elijah and Lucas fought that they almost killed each other. He had feelings for me and Lucas knew all my life that my parents didn't treat me right as they always had their eyes on Freya. “Really?” I asked, trying to catch him. The side of his lips moved and nodded. “Yeah, of course. I mean, that's how I love. I don't want my woman getting hurt,” Tension—that was what filled the entire room. It felt like there were only the two of us and Lily and Brian were not there at all. He remained looking at me and I didn't back down. But inside me, I was terrified. Not with the fact that he might hurt me, but the fact that if he's rea
Chapter 66“It's really them,” Elijah uttered while reviewing the documents that the detective brought. I was in awe, or perhaps in despair. My eyes were stuck in nowhere. I couldn't say a single word after he told us the new suspects. Lily and Lucas. They were both close in my heart. I have been with them my entire life and they have witnessed everything that I have been through. It's not just that, Freya is also their friend. We are all damn friends and yet one of them might be the culprit. “Now we have three suspects: your mother, Lily and Lucas.” The detective said while my entire world is already colliding. I wanted to prepare myself, but I couldn't. No matter who it is, it would surely shatter me to the point that I might not know how to stand up again. All my life, I thought we were not just friends but a family that I never had. “Only one of them is the suspect,” Elijah uttered, trying to crack the puzzle. “As of now, all I can do is to watch them closely. You should do t
Chapter 65I closed my eyes, trying to feel the same feeling I've felt towards Elijah. My lips were on his lips, and my hand even traveled on his neck. I moved my lips, still eager to make myself feel those strange feelings I used to have. But then, no matter how I tried, I felt nothing. It was not the same when I remember myself kissing Elijah. It was totally different. It was always strange, but I loved it. The soft kiss that would make my eyes close without me noticing. The silence, as if no one was around us. Our breaths hit each other's face. Our eyes together were filled with delight and unbeatable romance. His hands on my waist felt warm. It has always been like that. A very short kiss that feels like the longest one. I didn't feel any of that when I kissed Brian. We eyed each other and his eyes were satiated with delight, love and sincerity. I wore the same eyes before. But right now, my blank eyes remain—or perhaps, disappointed. I crumpled my hands as I faced Elijah who
Chapter 64“I still fucking love you, Faith.” I felt betrayed. The worst is, I was fighting with myself. The moment Elijah said that, my heart began to race, which I didn't feel a long time ago. As far as I remember, the last time I felt the same was also because of him. I hate myself for feeling this strange feeling again. I could not move in my position as if my feet were glued on the floor. Our eyes were both stuck towards each other. His eyes were filled with sincerity. They were soft as before, which reminds me of how I was captivated by those eyes before—when everything was still fine, when our souls were not ripped yet. He was begging with those eyes. They were speaking to me, trying to make me believe how pure she is. “Trust me, I regret everything. Every day that you were away in four years, I couldn't stop thinking of you that I felt like going mad,” it was the first time that I listened. I have heard all those reasons from him ever since I arrived here. But right that m
Chapter 63“Where have you been last night? Sorry, I slept early. I didn't see you coming home,” Lily said while I was the one cooking our breakfast. I only stared at her for a moment. Just like what the detective said, I should not trust anyone until the culprit is caught. As of now, my mother is the biggest suspect that we have. But knowing that the culprit is around me, I felt like I cannot trust any of them. Who knows? The person behind this might be just playing under my nose for a long time. “Work? I work overtime,” I avoided her eyes and acted normal right in front of her. If it is not my mother, would it be Lily? Would she plan something cruel like that? I don't know. She has been my one and only best friend in my entire life. If it is her, I don't know what I can do, but I am sure that it would break me into a million pieces. Inside me, I was hoping that she is not the culprit. I hope she's innocent. “What else do you want? I really don't understand why you want triple sa
Chapter 62I was in awe. The image of my mother wearing that earring before was flashing back in my head. How can I forget her favorite earring to wear in every grand event that she attended in the past? My entire world was crumbling again and I couldn't pull myself back together. My palm was already filled with bruises because of my nails that bury everytime I clench my hands, just like right now. I was shivering right there and it felt like I'm going mad. “What do you want me to do?” The detective asked in front of me. I couldn't even touch the food that I bought. He was only eating in front of me comfortably, waiting for whatever I wanted to do. “The case is not closed right?” “Yeah. I can open it again and continue what I started if you want me to do that,” he shrugged; he's now giving me the authority to decide whether to continue the digging or not. “Do it, investigate the case. This time, I want it done.” A smirk played beside his lips. “I've been wanting to dig this up, y
Chapter 61“We can move next week to my condo,” Lily mentioned while we are on our way to our businesses. I was the one driving with my head flying elsewhere. I just have to drop her off at the mall before I go to my company. “Okay,” I shortly replied, having no energy in my voice. The weather was gloomy, it makes me feel lazy to move and work today. “Are you sure you don't want to come with me and go shopping? You need this. Take time to unwind,” she has been asking me to come since last night. This is our usual way of decreasing stress, by spending our wealth in luxury things that we love. “How can I go there? I can't even visit my shop in the mall because of the issue,” I can't blame anyone. I was the one behind that exposure of the truth from our past. In my state right now, shopping wouldn't fix everything. “Well, you have a point,” she nodded and shook her head at the same time. I stopped the car in front of the mall for her. She could have used her car but she's being lazy
Chapter 60“My name is Melinda Ching, I don't even know if Elijah Luciero remembers my name,” she chuckled and smirked thinly. “Yeah, I was one of Elijah Luciero's women before. We used to fuck each other anywhere, until he one day brought me to his home and I found out that he's actually married to Faith Flamera, the famous fashion designer,” I crumpled both of my hands while the woman was now revealing everything to the people. I do not remember her anymore. How can I? Elijah brought ton of women in our house and they were fucking each other each night. “I asked my friends, and it turned out that some of them were one of her chicks as well. They told me that Elijah brought them home, too, and they met his wife. He was a cheater—yeah, you heard it right. I think it's the reason why his wife divorced her. Before, I was asking myself, ‘why the hell is she not dumping him when he's cheating right in front of her?’ She was the most martyr woman that I ever met in my life,” I was shiv