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Clung on to

Author: Shin Sungmi
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Befuddled, Seraphine pointed out, “That can’t be it. You are not Kayden; Kayden would never hate me.”

The man kneeled down in front of her. Extending his hand towards her, he gripped on to her chin, causing her eyes to widen. The pain was very much real.

“What do you even know about me? Do you think I will be stuck in gratitude for you? That’s the reason I want to kill you off. You’re my humiliating past.

When you look at me with those condescending eyes of yours, acting so arrogantly, I wish to dig out those eyes of yours. I hate it how you act as if you’re the reason I am like this. You pathetic bitch!”

Staring at the man with tears in her eyes, Seraphine’s bottom lip quivered while she brought the question to her mouth, delivering them in words.

“Then, why did you do all of that?”

“Well, that was repayment. Didn’t I pay you back enough? Now, you can just die. Be

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