Jasmine Pov:
As soon as I said those words to him "WHO ARE YOU?", he stood there dumbfounded looking me straight with confusion on his face and tried to say something but stopped not knowing what to say his next words. His emotions are playing on all the places and are clearly visible on his face, but still he didn't try to hide them by masking his face in front of me.
I thought this is the best time to turn the plan according to the way we planned so I nudged Xander to come out of his trance and help me.
"Xander??", I gently tapped his shoulder, wanting him to come down to earth, as it's been a while he is not here due to the shock he is experiencing now because of Xavier finding me after my change.
"Huh??",he said while seeing me and xavier alternatively as if we are ghosts , but I clearly gave him a look in a pleading way to clear his thoughts, change his expression and help me before this situation gets out of our hands.
I thought, it's time to get involved again, I want Xander beside me catching my hand in a supporting way similar to the way he supports his date in party according to my plan we thought initially, but by watching his behavior now, he is not at all considering my look and want to stay more in his shock world leaving me alone, So I continued...my next words carefully.
"You Bloody Idiot,How dare you? How dare you??, to kiss and hug me as if I am your girlfriend, don't you have any sense that you shouldn't kiss or hug the date of others. Shit, what am I speaking, first of all you should never touch a girl without her consent, It is literally abusing me because you are behaving like that...you..caveman",I said him because anger is radiating from me due to his so called expressing emotions by his kiss and hugs, how dare he to do that all to me, Mr.Thompson you don't know the consequences you face because of this behavior towards me.
"Oh cut the crap Anna,I know you are my Anna and not so called Jasmine you are saying to all, so don't play games with me like you are playing with all, you know I never like these type of shitty games,so cut the crap and say that you are Anna, please", Xavier stated in calm voice but it also contain hint of anger in his tone which can never be discovered if we didn't listen clearly what he is saying.
"Oh god!!!, Shit what is this situation I am facing and who the bullshit 'Anna' is, I am getting more angry at him, from word to word" I stated, more like whispered, but I said it clearly so that it can be heard by all of the people near.
What's happening to my play, I am here for a reason, I am here for revenge on Mr.Xavier Thompson to make him pay for his deeds, but it is going to the other side that is away from the way I planned. It is like I am standing on the edge of a two way junction deciding where to go and I want to go towards one side which I decided but my legs started moving towards the other one without my interest.
"Ughhhh!!!!!,I feel like killing Anna whose name he is constantly bickering" I stated again clearly enough for him to listen this time.
Calm down Jasmine ,Calm down!!,you can do it,remember one thing jasmine, when you never succeed with your calm and sweet attitude, to get what you want then use your bitch attitude to get what you want, so it's time to show your bitchy attitude.
"Who is Anna??, Mr.Thompson, for your kind information I am Ms.Warner for you, I think you are suffering from short time memory loss, I mean we are not on first name basis right?, So I prefer Ms.Warner rather than Jasmine for you", I said to him, making him speechless again for sometime, good no it's best for him jasmine, I feel proud of your bitchy attitude towards him, I wanna tap my shoulder for making proud of me but if anyone see that they will think I am crazy, which will makes the condition worst making everyone think I am mentally disorder person. When I am not getting any reply, I continue saying....again carefully with my further words.
"If you need, I will provide my doctor’s visiting card for you, so that you can make a visit, he is the best to deal with these types of shitty problems...uh-oh...I mean mind problems",I said making quotes for mind problems in air.
"Mr.Thompson?, here is the card,don't worry he is best neurologist in the country ",I placed card in his hand and smirked while moving from him towards the door to leave the place, enough of this drama for now, I am really getting headache now because of this shit.
Yeah!!,I am going alone because I don't want Xander with me to increase my pain now.
When I am walking towards the door a hand grabbed my wrist with a force making me stumble back in force, directly towards the chest of the man who makes my spine shiver and heart beat race suddenly. When I looked up, I got to see again the most intense blue orbs which are making my world stop there again here.
I am feeling more anger towards him with this action.
Come on Jasmine, you know any type of feelings in your life except anger,hurt,betrayal,pain?.So just give an answer with a slap.
"Just leave me Mr.Thompson,you are hurting me", I shouted in anger and slapped him, which is directly shown in my eyes to him as they are red, he flinched slightly but recovered again in a flash and loosen the grip on my wrist enough not to cause pain.
"Anna",he said again, looking directly into my eyes, and his eyes softened towards me.
"Oh!!! Not again, why are you repeating Anna again and again, who is this? Ms.Anna if you are in front of me I will shoot you and beat this Mr.Thompson of yours showing you to him that you are Anna and I am not", I cursed loudly which is listened by all people in the party, showing everyone how pissed I am.
" Mr. Thompson I said leave me can't you see the marks visible on my wrist and for god’s sake who is this bloody Anna and I am not your Anna so leave me", I said in my calm voice to end the matter because it is getting bigger as the Paparazzi are taking snaps of this fight, which is latest news in tomorrow magazine for sure.
"Anna, I said you and I am saying again,I can feel you Anna, these sparks when I touch you, this smell of yours makes my heart peace, being beside you makes my mind calm and I can't ignore them because they will happen for me when I am with you, can't you see and feel them like me", he said seeing me with intense in his eyes making me rethink how to payback for his question.
Hushh...Jasmine concentrate how to reply him,you have to make him think you are not Anna.
"Again, again, Anna!", I shouted, losing my patience. "Enough", I said enough of this fight.
"I am not your Anna and I never feel any type of tingles when you touch me and what sparks?? Hello Mister sparks are very far to feel them", I said to him although I lie about sparks because they are not small sparks, they are like freaking bombs that explode in my body due to his touch in the past. They felt good at that time but now I feel like all the insects are crawling on my body. Anyway, at first I should get away from all this.
When I am saying those words,two persons came from nowhere, standing beside Mr.Thompson, they are his parents because I know them and any blind can find out as he resembles his father a lot. same hair, same jaw, same height and same most beautiful intense blue orbs, you idiot when I am saying focus on this then why are you going again towards checking up whether the genes of their parents match with him. Uffff!! concentrate on this topic you stupid my mind scolded me.
"Mom,see Anna",he said to his mother pointing his hand towards me.
My face and ears are burning now with anger and it is visible to everyone.
"Oh son! She is not Anna.Xavier, how can she be our Anna,she is totally different from your wife", his mother said with a sad expression on her face to Mr.Thompson rubbing his back to calm him.
"Oh so this so called Mr.Someone, I mean Mr.Thompson is none other than husband for Anna, ok mind please check the point so we should not be confused later"; I said it out again in a sarcastic way to confuse his mind more.
"No mom",I cut his words saying, "you,Mr.Thompson are you blind????", I said pointing my hand to him, "Can't you see your mother said I am not your wife and far different from her, so better stop this act", I said to him, he started to move towards me and when he is near me "I am not your Anna, mark those words in your brain", I said loud enough to hear, directly seeing in his eyes.
"Oh right!!you are not my Anna", he said and please note the sarcasm in his voice and then smashed his lips on mine all of a sudden.
Oh no!!! What's happening, I tried to push him back with all I have, please note the word tried, but this caveman hands on my waist are tighten in result to stop me to move away from him and made me to give up to him.If he is not catching me tightly, I am sure I may fall on the floor and make myself embarrass in this party.
Literally butterflies are not moving, they are flying in my stomach as if they are as fast as a cheetah's running but I hate this feeling cultivated when he touches me but my body is reacting in it's own way to him.
Hello, Ms.Warner are you there??, are you hearing me, you stupid move away from him, stop think about animals and insects, please think about you my mind snapped me making me out of those thoughts,after many seconds or may I say minutes then he left me saying.
"You are definitely not my Anna", he said with a smirk on his lips, but never try to break eye contact, I stood there numb and my feet grounded seeing him and his smirk.
Oh great!, perfect drama to add to my group of unending rumors, but mainly five fingers answered the feeling I have on him when I am rooted there because of that kiss.
I slapped tight and hard. I am pretty sure the feeling of disgust is displayed clearly on my face to see for everyone in the party.
Let's begin the play of feeling Mr.Xavier and let's see whether your Feeling of so called love can win over my Feeling of Revenge.
Jasmine Pov:Jasmine starred the view infront of her,tapping her big mahogony desk making small sound with her heels,it is the only sound in the whole room disturbing the pin drop silence, and watching the view as if it is the most beautiful and interested thing in her busy life.In contrast she is just starring it but her mind is travelling around the full of yesterday happenings, Plan, Introduction, changing of plan and last but not least kiss...THE KISS, making her whole plan mix up and not going according to her actual one.Throughout the night,I kept thinking about feelings from that day,I never experienced any type of feelings except pain, hurt, anger, betrayal. But,today I felt some unique feeling different from a
Jasmine Pov:I started walking towards the room where the interview is being held, I am thinking about the possibility of questions and the answers I should give them to play safe."Hello Ms.Warner Its pleasure to meet you,I am stella Andres, the reporter who is representing this show celebrity diaries",Ms.Andres introduced herself with polite smile in friendly manner."Same here Ms.Andres, Call me Jasmine, Ms.Warner is a way too formal, and I prefer to be called Jasmine than Ms.Warner", I said to her because she is very friendly and also seems to be good which is very rare in this media world."Me too Jasmine call me stella", she replied with same radiant smile on her
Xavier Pov:Why is she doing this?? I know she is Anna then why is she behaving like she doesn't know me.The memories I shared with her are unforgettable, then how can she forget me?"Sir, Sir.....Sir!!!",my personal assistant Aaron came running towards me panting, making me come out from my train of thoughts."Sirmswarnerisgivingliveinterviewregardingherlifeandalsoaboutyoursandherrelationship"Aaron said panting and sweating."Huh??, Aaron explain me clearly and first drink water",I handed him a glass of water,although he is my assistant,but he is very talented and applicable for this job in his young age, so I care for him as big brother, I wont show him though.
Xavier Pov:A flow of tears are slipping my eyes making me so weak and also made me to think how dreadful I behaved with her on those days of our marriage, when I saw her eyes filled with love,concern,warmth always are replaced with full of hate,hurt,pain. I can surely say no woman can forgive me for what I did to her, but I feel if I see her again I will beg for her forgiveness, according to everyone she dead two years ago but my heart pronounce only three words all the time and they are SHE IS ALIVE, they became true when Anna came in front of me in Merger Party as Jasmine keeping aside the circumstances and situations because they differ when compared, but my heart clearly thump loudly when she is near me and the effect never changed and will never change,it is same situation which is similar when I saw Jasmine and that is the reason why I am v
Jasmine Pov:I just removed myself from xander or should I say mike and glared at him,How can he behave like friend to me when he is my mike?,How can he come to the graves with me when I am not feeling well and want to talk with my family?when he is my family,How can he behave like that even after seeing me crying for them??"Why??",I simply asked xander, observing his expressions,"why didn't you say I am your own sister,do you think a nerd like Anna can never be your sister??,I changed right??, changed from Anna to Jasmine you are beside me,you can say me after this drastic change too,but you never preferred me you preferred silence why??,Am I not sister for you??or because you want to have a sister who maintain standards of name Xander Conwell ", I said these words which are eating my heart when I got to know h
Jasmine Pov:No....No....Noooo!!!!!, jasmine screamed waking from the horrible dream she is having always, she looked around and noticed the room is shining with the faint rays of sun kissing her face, through the closed drape of window, she turned her head from left to right vigorously trying to get her thoughts away from the abominable past she always want to avoid.Silence is emitting in the room from every corner making her suffocate, the only sounds she is able to listen is the tick....tick of the clock and her heart beat that is raising a mile a minute due to her dream, making her feel asphyxiate more and more.Taking a long breathe she decided to roam around the park, to clear her brainwork which is making her dive in the ocean of her past, after ha
Jasmine Pov:As soon as I prepared myself to go to office after having Amelia memories before day, I dressed myself and used a little bit of makeup to hide my dark circles because of the sleep I have yesterday.I entered in my office after having continuous greetings from my employees, I called Jen to send the files I have to check and asked about any important meetings which are requisite.A ring suddenly started disturbing silent atmosphere in my room, it's my mobile showing my uncle charles number on it, Charles Brown is my grandfather attorney who is very close to him and also played very important role in his life I slide the phone in positive to reply him."Good M
Jasmine Pov:"What are you doing here??",I spatted him with a hysteria expression on my face clearly displaying my hatred in it.Woahcool down you stupid,what are you doing, listen to the next words he is saying, my mind is scolding me for my unsophisticated behaviour."So, I guess you both already know each other??", Mr.Leo said shifting his glances from me to Mr.You who is facing me."Yeah, Mr.Leo, but I need to tell you it is the worst day I ever faced in my life", I said as if I regret meeting him in my life and I definitely feel like that,because it just made my life a living hell.
Jasmine Pov:Guests departed from their abode after the wedding, seeing their smiling faces it self made my heart filled with happiness, we as in me and Xavier stood beside Mia and Blake who were smiling at each other with smile on thier faces and love is clearly shone in their eyes.It's the way I always wanted my husband look at me, as if I am the centre of his world, as if I am the one who will fill his lone heart completely, as if I am the one with whom he can share his life closing his eyes completely and blindly.My eyes involuntarily moved towards the person I loathe, he is smiling to something his friend saying but still I can find some disconsolateness in them."Anna", chase ran towards me fast making me catc
Jasmine Pov:"No GG in my life", I closed my eyes again thinking "No Xavier Thompson in my life".A door knock made me come out of my trance, thinking about Xavier always makes me feel disgust, but still the amount of love for him in my heart is allowing me to be with in same roof, even though he broke my heart into pieces, but it is truth that even the broken pieces held his name on it."Ms.Warner, Mr.Thompson is calling you", the maid of this house came to me and informed about him."I will be in a minute", I said her and stood up from my bed and moved towards door adjusting my hair.I went down seeing him talking with someone through mobile, may be with some assoc
Jasmine Pov:I started thinking about everything happened after returning from Island.My first step to Hell looking like Heaven, But the major point is that I accepted it wholeheartedly but I never knew it will break me and my heart into several pieces.I returned to my uncle's place tiredly after several hours of traveling, he was standing near the door roaming left and right continuously,his tensed posture is clearly visible to anyone."Hello uncle", I greeted him with a smile andliareciprocated my greetings to him, a sense of relief passed through him when he saw me."Oh my god Anna you are her
Jasmine Pov:Each drop touching me is like questioning me why I loved him, walking on the road without a certain destination is similar to the life I am living, my heart says I am doing wrong sometimes, no not sometimes, most of the times especially when I see him breaking, I know I love him to the peaks but the past decisions he made towards our relation is unforgettable, it's always from the start, making me fall for him deeply. It is so deep that I can't get out from that even if I try.After listening to the words he said to me knowing that the accident happened after knowing I am pregnant with his child is a new shock to me, A series of shocks passed through my body listening to his words. How can someone be this cruel knowing his wife is pregnant with his baby and still wanted to let us die.
Xavier Pov:"How??""How can she be alive??", I shouted at top of lungs not able to control my pain."How can she be alive and never came to meet me??" I muttered myself again and again not able to believe it if it's true.I still can't believe that she is alive and she didn't come to meet me, how is this possible, no it can't be, I know she is dead I saw her corpse in front of me but according to his theory, he made me believe that she is alive, a small tiny hope which is buried deep inside my heart is burning as fire and illuminating all the sweet memories bringing out.Life always plays games with us, the ending result will be either good or bad, but we hav
Xavier Pov:After explaining about our present situation regarding our project to Jasmine we stated and divided our work according to our excellence in that domain and waiting to get the files concern to them.A knock interrupted us from our talk."Come in", I said, Aaron came inside with the files we needed and handed it to me, I introduced him to Jasmine by keeping them aside on the table."Sir,Mr.Roy is waiting for you to have a personal talk urgently in the private room", Aaron said and gave me a folded paper.Anna Thompson's reports are available sir, I need to have a serious discussion with you regarding the death of Mrs.Thompson.
JasminePov:"I am not an idiot to forgot the taste of this pancakes Anna", he said with moist eyes and a tear rolled down from his eye on his cheek.Oh Shit!!!!!!, He got me, I thought panicking inside.I have to do something before he get me, I gulped and starting to form the answer for his new declaration as Anna by eating my food, come on jasmine, you can form it."Huh, not again. Listen to my answer before coming to conclusion that I am your Anna", I said to him, waiting him to change his expression, but the only one he is expressing that is love."First, I am not your Anna, Second I don't know how to make food, I know enou
Jasmine Pov:The sunlight directly fall on my face peeking through the drapes of the window, sunlight itself have many advantages, but for me it brings out a new day which should be done with a fresh start, it's rays indicate that the day which consists of bad memories is gone by giving a new ray of hope.I got up from my bed and went to my restroom to get fresh, I stood in front of mirror seeing a bird nest of my hair and makeup is smudged on my face, Although it's less but still it can be seen, consequences faced by me for sleeping more than 20 hours in a day.I went directly to Xavier's room to see whether he is ok or not. We slept after yesterday's convocation with Mark with our memories surrounding our mind and heart like a cloud, I think he also skipped hi
Jasmine Pov: Confusion, it is the only one word playing with my mind, thinking and recalling everything regarding our past is only confirming that he is the one who played with me, Lia was right at one thing and wrong at the other, she said they are players which is right, I can never change their behavior for love especially his in particular, and the other is we are better than falling for them and we knew our limits, which is very wrong from her point of view. The great Xavier Thompson have girls on his feet for his looks, everyone knew he is walking Greek God, girls offer themselves to this player, so I amno different from them for him, but only a hard girl with emotions that he has to tame, he played with me being like friend making me like him, he married me and made me fall in love deeply with him, later