4. Confused

Xavier pov:

Xavier, where are you?I am waiting,come fast, I am getting bored", Anna, my wife called me to say these words making me smile while talking to her through the phone.

"Darling, I am just 10 minutes away from you, so be a good wife and wait for me just a few minutes to be in my arms", I said to her and I am sure she is blushing as red as a tomato.

"Ok!! So talk to me while riding towards me,so that I won't feel alone on the road", she said feeling nervous. I know she is trembling but doesn't want to show me her fear,although she know I will come fast towards her to calm her down but she doesn't want me to drive fast thinking it may risk my life,but she doesn't know that I am driving fast more than necessary to reach her,she knows that I will never talk with anyone through my mobile and will always use my bluetooth while driving so she wants to talk with me until I reach her.

I am talking with her while turning left side of the road and I saw my angel sitting there with bored expression waiting for me.I smiled seeing her expression and just parked my car other side of the road and came out of the car to appear before her.As I just opened my door,she just saw me and her smile turned to grin and started walking more like running towards me,she is so naive,dependent and innocent which made me love her more.

She started coming towards me,suddenly a car coming towards her so fast,making me to run towards her in terror,but in a blink everything happened making my happy life collapse in just a second,my Anna body landed on the road with full of blood,my heart is thumping loudly,when my legs started moving towards her,my hands are shaking,my legs are wobbling to give up as they are weak,I just went to her when my heart is refusing me to go towards her,In spite of my heart refusal I started marching towards her,when I reached her my heart stopped beating for a second,she laid on the road,fully covered in blood, tears are continuously flowing from my eyes to see her lying like this on my lap.I just cried out aloud to call ambulance,to call 911 begging the people around me.

I reached towards her hand to check the pulse which can change my world upside and down,when I checked out.

I took her hand in mine to check her pulse,it is very weak,almost can be stopped at any minute.

“ No!No!No!It can't be, It can't be, please Anna, please stay for me,please you can't leave me, I can't live without you", I said kissing her forehead and carrying her towards my car to take her to hospital.

"Xaavierr?",she said with very low angelic voice to me,with tears flowing from her eyes.

"Anna,please stay awake please I will save you,dont leave me for god sake for my sake,I love you,don't leave me please",I said crying and marching towards the car and my heart was bleeding seeing her like this.

"Xaaviierr, Baabbyy",she kept her hand on her stomach."Saaavvee our baabbyyy pleaasseee"she said making me shock and terror can be seen in my face clearly.

"Anna,stay awake",I said while opening my car door as fast I can.

"I will save you both"I cried.

"Xavierr I lovee youu",she said kissing me on cheek and lips and closed her eyes.

"No!No! Anna,please Anna",I shook her uncontrollably and checked her breath.

"No! Anna please",I said coming out of my dream once again,I erased sweat formed on my face with my shaking hand and started thinking why this dream haunting me from the day of Anna's death,why?why is this happening?,though it is a dream why I feel this is so real everytime I had it.

I miss her smile,laugh,smell,childish behavior,Innocence and totally I miss her each and every second and can never give her place to anyone,Although I try for my parents sake for two times to go to blind date.

Continuous ringing on my phone made a way to disturb me from thoughts of my Anna.The name on my phone itself brought a smile on my face.

"Hey Mom, Wassup?",I said with a smile on my face.

"Honey,where were you,we are waiting for you here",my mother replied me with a calm voice.She is always like this, very calm, funny, lovely, friendly, but we know there is a saying right never judge a book by its cover,similarly,though she is calm,she can be as ferocious as an eagle when needed.

"Oh shit! Mom,I am sorry,I am so busy in the deal,which made this party stuff out of my mind,I am sorry,I will be reaching there soon,give me 30 mins,love you mom bye ",I said her before she start being serious on me for neglecting this party because she thinks merging companies is a big issue because number if lives are depended on it.Though she have faith and trust in me about the lives of many people,but still she is very concerned and feared that at the age of 28,how can I handle both multinational companies.

Beside, my father is very confident on me about handling them,because he have three reasons for it.Firstly,I am only heir to whom he pass this league as my sister is passionate about fashion designing,second,I am a graduate from Harvard university having high grades and lot of experience at small age and I started my company and developed it by making the company best in every project we have undertaken to reach heights worth of billion dollar company at present, beside that my father's and last but not least reason that I have blood of Thompson,who can achieve anything they need,these are the words said by my father making my father trust more on me.

I directly walked to my washroom,to freshen up for the party.When I am adjusting my cufflinks,I got a text from my best friend Blake, that he reached the party.

I just walked to my Lamborghini Veneno and told my bodyguard James  to start moving towards the place where the party was held.

I directly walked through red carpet,as I never give a notice to paparazzi and also never gave shit to bring any date with me after losing Anna, I lost my Interest on those type of things and paparazzi always ask me questions about mainly on my profession,they never tried to cross line,as they all know the result of going into my professional matters,when they experienced in matter of Anna.Oh god!,I miss Anna,  "I miss you darling,very much",I said in my thoughts seeing into sky with a hope on god to make it reach towards my Anna where ever she was.

As soon as I entered,I directly walked to my parents,giving a peck on my mom's cheek and hug to my dad. After having a small chat with my parents,I walked towards Mr. and Mrs. Alexander Beckmann, as soon as I saw them.

"Hai,uncle Alex, aunt Ari",I said, giving hugs to my uncle and peck on my aunt's cheek,I am very fond of them because they are my maternal uncle and aunt and aunt Ari is also my mom's best friend, the same as me and their son Blake.

I love their love story very much,though it sounds very cliche,but I love to see their eyes filled with so much love and happiness.

"Oh Xavier,how are you son",aunt Ari asked me with lots of love in her voice.

"I am fine aunt Ari, thank you",I replied, hugging her as she is the second mother to me.

I continued talking with them,when Mr.Nicholas Walker started walking towards us,he is a good person but always maintains a calm and confident aura around him.He is my other best friend Mason father,whereas Mason is completely opposite to him. Womanizer,Playboy,Badass these are the words given for him including us when we bachelor friends rule the women's world.Friends as in me Blake,Mason and another person.Xander Conwell, he is my best buddy more than this two in other words, but I lost two most important persons of my life on the same day,due to my uncorrectable mistake in my past.Thinking about those memories brought shiver in my spine,and tears in my eyes for losing them.

"May I have you attention guys?"I am very fond of this voice,this belongs to Xan. When I turned towards him,my breath hitched and a set of emotions started running in my mind,heart simultaneously.

"Hey guys,meet my date Jasmine Warner",he announced making me nauseous,the only feeling now in me are confusion,betrayal,relief,anger and mostly love towards the person beside him,I bet these flow of emotions can be seen by her through my eyes,though we all are standing here but those most beautiful green orbs are directed only towards me with longing and questioning me.

"Jass,this is Mr.and Mrs.Alexander Beckmann",he introduced uncle and aunt to her,I came out of my trance to just see them talking and didn't pay any attention towards it but I observed her clearly,she changed a lot. The orbs where I thought that I am seeing longing and questioning are just blank in reality.

Wait,What?,he said her name as Jasmine Warner,how can that be happen when she is my Anna,what happened to her, first of all she died in that horrible accident then how can she stand in front of me,if she was dead.I am totally confused,If she is Jasmine,how can she resemble Anna,though she is totally different from Anna through her physical appearance but I can't betrayed by those eyes and face,which made me live all those years as they are those orbs I want to see morning at first to begin my day and makes my day end by seeing them at night, But how can she be the granddaughter of Jack Wilson Warner and heiress of Warner's Empire,according to what she said me her parents and brother died in accident and she is leaving with her uncle and aunt,because her uncle saw her and take her to their home when she is stable,but now she is introducing that she is freaking billionaire and not my Anna.

Although I know Anna is brunette and Jasmine is red headed,Anna is reserved and she is so bold,sophisticated.My Anna is a clumsy little girl with pure innocence in her eyes and heart,while Jasmine eyes are calculated ones.

Anna is epitome of simplicity,loves and helps everyone with all her heart which attracts everyone towards her even me,but jasmine is like cold,ruthless women where power radiating from her through eyes,body language,attire and way of speaking,but sometimes there is a flash of emptiness in her eyes,it comes as fast as it disappears.Though she is a lot different from my Anna but I don't know why my heart is not accepting and telling me she is Anna and not Jasmine.

"Ahh Mr.Xavier,this is Jasmine Warner", Xander said, making me come out of my thoughts,all eyes were on me especially hers and she is looking directly into my eyes and hands, as I am clenching and unclenching my fists.

"Little bird, meet Mr.Xavier Thompson,you know him",xander said,making me confused and I am looking both of them, because I know I never met her as Jasmine,

"I mean by name because you were in the merger party of his companies", he added, making me sigh and I think they are pretty close as Xander is being all lovey dovey with her.

"Hai Mr.Thompson, I am Jasmine Warner",she gave me firm hand shake with a smile as a strong person, and still maintaining a blank look on her face and starring me,wanting me to think again whether she is Anna or not.But little she know that I already knew she is Anna although she pretend that she is not her,because the tingles and the sparks produced in my body, making my heart welled up with more emotions.

I can say she is my Anna,by her smile,scent,touch. Because she is the only person that makes my world Happy or sorrowful or both at the same time. As soon as I made contact with her hand made me realize that she is mine. I can't stop myself from saying the next word coming from my mouth. So taking a step forward and I whispered in her ear.

"Anna" , I said to her, shaking her shoulder and started repeating her name unknowingly  because I can't get all my emotions in my heart at bay. It is as if I didn't utter her name, my heart will explode.

"Anna",I said again and again whispered in her ear saying "Ohhhh Anna !!! you're alive, Oh God !!! Thank you Thank you " . I said repeatedly because there are no words to express how much I'm thankful to god to see her alive. Then I started kissing and hugging her again and again because I can't stop myself from doing,I want to feel her though I want to kiss her on her luscious lips which are tempting me, but I can't do that because it is not right time,after all my doings in our past and the hurt she faced because of me.

But I never expected to see her like this because I know as soon as she see me,she will embrace me in hug keeping my doings in past aside because I know she can't live without me as she loves me more than herself ,but now seeing her like this cold,my mind is making me feel that she is not Anna but my heart is stating me that she is mine.

But the only reaction I got from her was shock, she stood there in shock but still  had a blank look on her face and eyes.

"Who are you?",she blurted out,showing her anger towards me as if I am a stranger and made a mistake by kissing and hugging her.

But still I didn't expect that type of answer after all these days seriously what? Who are you? It's ridiculous,as soon as those words came from her mouth my breath hitched, I felt my heart squeezing and my lungs stopped taking oxygen leaving me to stand dead and rooted my feet to the ground like a dead man,whereas only three words are revolving around my head.

               "WHO ARE YOU?"

Oh god what's happening why am I feeling like the world is spinning fast. Anna what's all this, I am thinking this is your plan to kill me, bullshit she asked me "Who are you?" These words from her make me more confused,whether she is really my Anna or not, If she is not I don't care that she is behaving like this and If she is I have to know whether it's her act or is she suffering from any Amnesia.

Please God, help me to find out more and make my confused state to a stable state by defining whether she is Anna or not??