9.Truths from heart

Jasmine Pov:

I just removed myself from xander or should I say mike and glared at him,How can he behave like friend to me when he is my mike?,How can he come to the graves with me when I am not feeling well and want to talk with my family?when he is my family,How can he behave like that even after seeing me crying for them??

"Why??",I simply asked xander, observing his expressions,"why didn't you say I am your own sister,do you think a nerd like Anna can never be your sister??,I changed right??, changed from Anna to Jasmine you are beside me,you can say me after this drastic change too,but you never preferred me you preferred silence why??,Am I not sister for you??or because you want to have a sister who maintain standards of name Xander Conwell ", I said these words which are eating my heart when I got to know he is my mike.

As I am saying those words his expressions changed from confusion to pain to hurt and to anger.

"He dont know you,he cant remember you even though you scold him",dad said make my and xander heads snap towards his direction with in a blink

"WHAT!!?",we exclaimed.

"Yes,that's the one of bitter truth of our lives,on that day of accident when he throw you out of our car to prevent you from accident,we directly crashed towards the truck which made us three unconscious on the spot"dad said to us and when he lifted his head his eyes are full of tears and are about to slip from his eyes which made us to move towards him he sat on the chair and we sat on the either side of his legs placing our hands on his laps to make him continue.

"We were directed to hospital as emergency case and when they got to know I am conwell from my secretary when they called him through my mobile they just operated us instant,after couple of hours I got conscious and asked about you three and its the worst day I never wanted to happen",he choked on his words thinking that situation and I just pressed my hand tightly in his lap.

"Sir,we are happy to see you alive and we are very sorry to say that you lost your wife as she is spot dead because of glasses penetrating in her head when accident happen and your son is fine but still unconscious,and doctors are saying he may have amnesia or can go to comma",he said me the worst words I never want to listen.

"My daughter??",I asked him but he preferred to remain silent."God Dammit,answer me??,is she kk??",I asked him with all fear on my face because I already lost my precious women I cant loose my other precious girl,who is my life.

"Sorry sir,we dont have information about her they are checking to find her body" he said me making my shock and hurt.

"What body?",I know she is alive she is not in the car when the accident happened",I asked him with same fear but now it is travelling more down making my heart rip into pieces.

"Yes sir,I know she is not present in that because your son pushed her out before it is happening,but the thing is as it is the way having road on the cliff and also the slant part is directed towards the forest and when we are checking we only saw a pool of blood on the rock and piece of pink cloth is almost covered with blood and sir we think there a lot of chances that she may not be alive",he said breaking my heart again and again stabbing it with a knife.

My wife left me and my princess too, how can I live without them,but I have to, my other part is living for me beside my room to keep me alive I cant leave him,I will live for him,I cant broke him the way I am,I swore my dad that I will never cry for anything,but on this day my both precious girls made me miserable that all I want to do is just sit and cry at the corner of the room.

"Kk,call the doctor treating my son,and just make sure he come now,leave",I said with same intensity of voice which make everyone shiver.

"Hello Mr.Conwell, I am Dr.Ken,how are you?, what's the reason you want me all of sudden,Is there any problem?",doctor asked me with smile on his face making me more angry,How can he smile when I lost my jewels.

"I am fine,I just called here to know about my son",I said him straightforward.

"He is fine and now he is in his conscious but I am sorry to say he had amnesia and may be I think he will remember them in couple of days or a week",he said me,but my thoughts are filled with my son,how can he handle that he lost his mom and his little sister, a boy of age 12 cant handle that he lost them,so I decided to have it in my heart and burry them along with me.

"Is there any solution that he cant remember anything regarding this accident,like medicines to make him forget all the happenings and remember from now?",I asked him and he remained shock seeing me.

"Well,there is but there is some complication in it,It is newly invented and they are produced in form of tablets,but he should intake them daily while going to bed and should never forget them to take for 5 years and later the dosage can be reduced later one for 2 days and then one for a week,but the only thing is,it is based on his memory if his mind reacts to it then it's fine,if not then it's a problem,just like having dreams of his past which will definitely horror for him at this age if he had bad past,and I can definitely say you that if he saw anyone related to him from past who is very close to his heart,it will be back in a second to him.But it has major chances in success so if you want you can apt this option as it is suitable",he said me about the medicine he prescribed.

"Kk,and I also need small work to be done by you and I will contact your higher officials about your promotion if its done",I said him as I want to remove the richards family from earth and time to back as Conwell with its heir.

"Yes sir,I will surely do it",his face lit up when I said about promotion,. definitely world is running with money and there are only people who believe everything is love not money like my wife Emily.

"Just make sure Mr.Richard's family is admitted and whole family was died in the accident and make sure to not get my name and my son's in it,just make sure we are dead and our name is Christian richard,Emily Richard and Michael richard,if you got it then leave and make it done properly without living any proofs ", I said him and he left me closing the door,after sometime I made my way to my son Michael to see him.

He sat on his bed wandering his head everywhere to know where he is from and why he is here,it can be seen from his expression,I made my way towards him and he saw me when I am holding  his hand with mine.

"Who am I, who are you??",he asked me.

"I am your dad,my boy",I said and choked seeing him vulnerable.

"Dad!!?? why I am here,what is my name??",he asked me seeing me like I am his hero who came to save him as he is sitting here totally confused.

"Xa-n-dder....Xander Conwell, you are here because you are playing and hit your head prettily making you to loose all your memories",I said him walking closer to him and he hugged me closer keeping his head on my chest and cried silently and my tears wished to come out for the loss of ours.

On that day I decided to start my new life with my son,and all I wanted is to bury my both precious jewels in my heart and I vowed to search for my daughter to see if she is alive,I know I am miserable without them but still I have Xander,yes I just said his first name because I want to have a fresh start,but my princess is alone in this world and she is so small and of age 7 wandering on the streets to see her parents,I am coming princess you hero is coming for you,I will find you.

After his completion of hearing the things happened on that night our eyes are full of tears seeing Christian conwell my dad like this,loosing them on the day of that night is one of the worst things written on my fate,I missed them a lot,when I turned to xander his eyes are full of tears and pain I think it is because of not understanding and recognizing me and our mom.

I slowly walked towards my cupboard and opened it taking out the album contains some pictures of my family in my beach house.

I picked it and gave to xander to see them,when he opened it,the first pic of it is our dad kissing a baby xander who is just born and slept on our mom shoulder,next is the one where he slept on mom's chest but still opened his eyes which are blue same as our dad,where as our parents foreheads are touching each other with a smile on their faces.

Then he flipped the next one where he is playing with our mom on bed and mom is tickling him making him laugh,this made him smile more and the tears are on there way flowing continuously, it is followed by mom is giving him piggyback,and next one is my favourite picture in this whole album, mom is pregnant with me and Xander is kissed by dad where he placed his head on mom's bump,at this picture he just lifted his face seeing me with a smile and undying emotions are passed by his eyes towards me,next one is of dad kissing mom and mom kissing me when I was born next is the one dad hugging me,then me with my dad and mom and others are followed one by one(some pictures described are in above picture and siblings picture are provided down...hope you like them).

After closing the album,he made his way towards me keeping it aside,he just hugged me and kissed me on forehead saying I am same as my mother with some of our father's like nose and chin.

"Princess", my dad called me and hugged me and for the first time after that day,I felt secured in his arms like he will save me even though if anything happens,and it is followed by mike,yeah from now I will call him mike than xander,he will be always my mike my brother,he hugged us both tightly.

"Princess,how do you got these all pictures they are from our beach house,wait so you are the one who bought it from me,oh god,If I had a meeting with you directly we will be family few years ago",he said me and I nodded with tears in my eyes,yes they are from our beach house as it is the last memory of my parents and mike ,I just bought it with my uncle help when I got to know it is for sale,I worked day and night to repay every single penny so that I can have it all my own.

"Princess,tell me what happened to you,after the accident?,I searched for you but it is like you were disappeared from earth,all said me to stop search,but my heart always says you are alive and that made me to search up to now and my heart is right,you are here with us ",he said kissing on my hair.

"Dad,after xander throw me out,I hit my head hard to the rock present there, caused me to go unconscious. later I got conscious and saw everywhere for you and got to know that you people were died in the accident,then I sat on the roadside thinking about you all,because I dont know anyone my blood still doesn't stop flowing from my head,then without seeing I got across a car fortunately they stopped before hitting me and a person of same age of yours came out and brought me to a hospital seeing my state, as I am so helpless and weak he took me with him and later I got adopted by him but still he doesn't changed my surname because he know I like to have my surname instead of his,I called him uncle and lived with his wife and his daughter from there onwards and later got found by grandfather and he changed my surname to maiden name and made me heiress to this empire ",I said making it as short I can because I dont want reveal everything happened in my life and my darkest secrets which made me numb and free from feelings,in fact it is the day where I feel something again after that horrific day.

"Well,I just want to meet your uncle so that I can thank him for his love and affection towards my daughter and saved my life which I lost",he said with a smile on his face, surely he is great father and husband,I always want a person like him in my life but I never knew I thought a devil as my knight in the shinning armor to love me.

"Dad,why conwell?? According to me we are Richard right then why you are saying we are Conwell not Richard??",I asked him the question eating up my mind from the first which made him sigh and asked us not to judge him before listening their story.

Your mother is heiress and she never liked the way her life going,she always prefer small and valuable things than expensive,she faced many situations like every person she had in her life are because of  money and status she have,your mother lost her mother when she was born but she never knew that she will also loose her father on the same day. She was raised by nannies who works for money,you grandfather indulged himself in bussiness travelling to the way success but he left his baby girl aside,when she reached at the age of 21 her father made her to go to parties but she hates to go to parties because it is full of  status and fake smiles,she believes rather going to parties she want to go to homes where she can play with children,she call orphanage as homes because it gives her peace and happiness.

We Conwell's and Warner's are rivals on those days not due to the business but because of my uncle greedy nature,Although we are friends from first but my uncle pushed your grandfather such a away which made both families rivals from best friends. I lost my parents at very young age and all the property was transferred to me and should be given at the right time,but my uncle filled my ears that Warner's are bad and we should conquer their business to rule. So he made a plan that if I marry warner's daughter then I can rule the world because she is the only one and as usual your grandfather doesn't know because I never made entry in this industry up to now and I will get it after 9 months that is on my birthday when I turn to 24 according to my parent's will,but your grandfather doesn't like Conwell so I just made a plan to make her fall in love and marry her later.Little did I know that making her falling in love makes me fall for her more than anyone can imagine and it also changed my plan and make her mine before I am turning 24.

I just introduced me as a commoner and my name is Christian Richard, I was mesmerized by her beauty and nature at that time,she is so selfless.Infact i never saw any person in my life like her,we became friends and started going outside and enjoying and the tension in air is so thick that it made us to move next step and we became girlfriend and boyfriend later I proposed her and she accepted me as her life partner but still I didn't tell her that I am conwell and I asked her to marry me because her father wont accept a commoner as his son-in-law and she instantly agreed and we eloped according to all warner heiress is eloped with a commoner,but she eloped with me because her father try to killed me 2 times before, I didn't say her but she got to know some how and she was devasted that the only love she got in all her life was me if she looses me she will surely leave her life at that second I leave her.

We had a beautiful life having you and your sister and we still behaved like a commoners though you both are heir and heiress,you mother loved you both a lot,in fact xander never leave her hand and also he never accept anyone near her.He is so possessive towards his mother and very close to her than me,a day before our accident she got to know that I am not a normal person in fact I am conwell through her friend and she always faced feeling like unloved,hurt,pain but on that day she felt like she is fool and used because of her money,she was heart broken,but I love her with all my heart I know I betrayed her but I love her so much that I cant live without her,she is my breathe but she didn't believe me this time and she want to go back to her father with you both which caused fighting on that day we are travelling to your favourite hill station where I thought I can explain her my...my love and can have all of you with me but her plan is from there we have to go to your grandfather and explain everything to him and leave me taking you both with her,but in that accident I lost her forever.

"But she will be here forever and ever"he said pointing his heart to us and with tears in his eyes.

Although he betrayed mom in very painful way but he loved her from bottom of her heart which is clearly shown in his eyes,but now we cant do anything because mom is not here to listen and accept his apology.

"I am sorry dears,I know what I did was mistake and I am still repenting for it,I love her with all my heart, even I was called as playboy but she changed me,my love for her made me like this",he said hugging me and xander.

"Princess,why you changed your name from Anna to Jasmine and according to xander you are the same Anna who was married to Xavier right,then what happened to you guys which made you to change your reality??",he asked me but my emotions became numb instantly as if I am masking my face not showing any emotion,when it comes to his topic there will be no emotion in my life.

"Dad,I need sometime to open up everything to you,please leave it for now,I am happy that I got my family back and a small request for you,I dont want you to release that I am your lost daughter for now, just keep it like this and your love story with mom for some time please I have to acquire my vengeance from the one who made me like this",I said my father spitting every word with venom and he sighed observing me when he saw how serious I am about this.

"Your wish princess,I love you and will always support you every minute of your life",dad said me with love and support I always want.

But I decided to say everything of my past to them after some time but not now,even xander doesn't know what happened between us particularly he just know that Xavier cheated on me and seeing me broken and filled with pain he just said me he will support me with all he have,I will reveal my past and happenings in my life to them.