Jasmine Pov:
As soon as my eyes catches his,Xander just made me to come out of my thoughts taking my hand in his, As I am walking towards that person, each and every step made me think my memorable scenes with him and also the betrayal of his who made me to live in the false world.
"Come fast Jass!!", Xander said low in voice making me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?",I said to Xander, in return I got confused and concerned look from him.
What happened to me?,Why I am always passing to the world of my past making me to rethink every memory which in turn making me very weak.I dont want that, I am determined to get my vengeance.I am not that girl anymore who gives more importance to the feelings than benefits,It just makes a person weak.I will never be that girl.
"What happened little bird?,If you want we can back out for now"he said with same concerned look etched over his face.
"I am ok!! Lets finish what we want to start" I said him with a smile which automatically bring up my new confidence.Making xander think I am ok...but in actual I know I am not.
As we walked towards the group of persons,He just made sure that he circled his arm around my waist bringing me close to him(as in picture above) and he said "little bird lets start our plan so please honor me with giving a smile on your face to make them believe we truly want to extend our fake relation in there pretty heads.
Xander exclaimed"May I have your attention please?",such a way that all heads turned towards us.
Drama queen for sure,I thought.
Expecially, All the persons in that group turned towards us making me more uncomfortable.
"Hai guys,meet my date Jasmine Warner",Xander said according to our plan and all there eyes are turned towards me.Some eyes are showing me knowing look, some are of curious,where as the blue eyes I am looking for are full of bewilderment, curiosity, happy, betrayal, anger, relief and another feeling that I can never understand in those orbs,I am totally confused as it is the first time I can't estimate the feeling in his eyes when I am looking only to his eyes, I am very good in knowing the emotions in those intense and captivating blue eyes,as those orbs are belonged to the person I loved more than myself.
Betrayal?,anger? for what?did he find me,did he got to know that I am the person whose life made miserable by him.
"Jass this is Mr. and Mrs. Alexander Beckmann" Xander introduced me and hugged the couple who are very lovely and their eyes showed me the love towards each other,It is the love I ever wanted,they are of my parents age and still blessed with love.
"Hello Mr. and Mrs. Beckmann, its lovely to meet you both, I am Jasmine,Jasmine Warner",I introduced my self to them with a smile on my face.
"Nice to meet you too Ms.Warner", Mr.Beckmann said with a smile on his face similar to Mrs.Beckmann reaching their eyes.
"Oh please! Call me Jasmine, its preferable and makes me more comfortable" I said in polite manner,because I instantly loved them a lot because being lived in those luxury lives makes a person blind with ego but in their case we can clear see they are not,In return I got their beautiful smiles as result.
"Little bird as the introductions are over, let me tell you his legacy. As you already know his empire is one of top five empires in the world and major in dealing with numerous hotels across the world."he said proudly seeing them while telling to me.
Wait I forget to introduce Xander is related to Mr.Alexander Beckmann. He is his paternal uncle,as in Xander is related to him through his wife Ariana Beckmann.
"Alex see,she is so similar to emily"Ariana Beckmann said to her husband with unknown emotion in her eyes,as if some kind of love like longing love to see me finally, actually I didnt have any idea why she is seeing me with that emotion.
"Dear you are same as your mother,she is beautiful both inside and out,I think it is carried by you from her,which is clearly showing on your behavior and face.Oh dear,I forgot to introduce correctly,as you know i am Ariana but I am your mother's close and best friend,I am so sorry darling I never had a chance to meet you,some circumstances drew us apart",she said brushing her tears which are flowing continuously from the time of mentioning my mom's name at the beginning and then welcomed me with a warm hug and sad smile on her face not caring about her reputation when she is crying,I surely love her to heights in this couple of minutes.
But,those words about my mother made me look into the memories, I have with my parents and tears welled up in my eyes for pain of loosing them.
Xander just held me tightly ,so I wont break here.Similar to that of Mr.Beckmann holding his wife consoling her.
He squeezed my hand saying that dont get into them in pleasing manner,we have a way to start to take revenge through his eyes making me to snap to reality that made the tears welled up,dry in my eyes,trying hard to not make them touch my cheeks.
"Little bird,all okay",He assured seeing me into my eyes and reassuring me everything is going to its place,holding my hand he started moving towards other person.
"This is Mr.Nicholas Walker,owner of Walker and Co.He also owns one of top five empire and have wine yards costs of fortune beside his business",Xander introduced me to him,I just gave a small smile extending my hand towards him.
"Jasmine Warner",I said him,making myself present in a confidence aura around me and fortunately it is well displayed more than I expected.
I got a tight smile and firm hand shake from him,but more calmness and friendly welcome look from his eyes which indicated he is bit reserved person,so it made me relief,indicating no threat.
Oh,I forget to think actually,Xander mentioned that they are one of those persons who are ruling the world on their finger tips,making them stood in the one of the top five empires of the business world, including Xander and my grandfather's too in that list.
We all,In meaning, Beckmann's, Conwell's, Warner's, Thompson's and last but not least Walker's are top in different sectors,making our empires stood in top most five places.We are close not only through business, but also through our families as well.
So,at last after talking Mr.Walker Xander moved towards the person,I am more interested to intercourse.
My breathe hitched for a second seeing him close after so many months. He was beside Mr.Walker and now started taking small steps towards me in angry and confused look.
"Little bird?", Xander started our plan making me to be steady and get away from my pile of thoughts.
While looking into those most beautiful intense blue eyes, I just unfortunately failed to notice the expressions on the face and how he want to express his anger towards me, I can see he is clenching and removing his fists to calm himself and not to create any scene here.
"Ahh Mr.Xavier,this is Jasmine Warner",Xander said pronouncing Ahh Mr.Xavier sarcastically, breaking his thoughts and eye contact with me as well,now its my time to introduce me to him.I smiled wickedly in my thoughts.
"Little bird, meet Mr.Xavier Thompson,you know him"Xander said making xavier alert seeing us. Later xander added"I mean by name because you were in the merger party party of his companies"by stressing little bird more to make Xavier think we are pretty close.
"Hai Mr.Thompson,I am jasmine Warner", I gave him firm hand shake so that he can think me as a strong person, with a smile on my face and I am sure in maintaining blank look through my eyes,so he can never recognize me.
But I know we both are aware of sudden sparks between us while we are having handshake.
But the next word make me grasped in my thoughts and numb in my place as if my feet are grounded to that place,as I hear unexpected word from him,my body doesn't feel like to move where as mind saying to run away.I never thought he can find me when I am totally changed.
"Anna" he said coming towards me by shaking my shoulders with his hands saying my name repeatedly with such an emotion making all my thoughts coming to one point to forgive him jumping in his arms, saying I am alive.
"Anna" he again whispered but now near my ear,"oh Anna you are alive,oh god thank you,thank you" he said repeating his words how thankful his is to god,he is hugging me tightly and kissing me all over my face as if he releases me, I may disappear from the world, and then he embrace me in his arms.
If god give me a wish, I just want to go inside the earth, right now, to get rid of all pain in my heart , but I controlled my all emotions and kept it in a bay and looked towards xander but I feel he is still in impact that how xavier found me when I am totally changed.It just made me that the next step should be taken by me inorder to handle this situation.So, i just said the words which made him more shock.
"Who are you?", I blurted out,showing no kind of emotion except anger towards him,making it look like I am angry because of his behavior towards me to him and all persons in party, but in actual its all about the hurt and pain he caused me,I said in my thoughts.
When I said those words,He just stand still like dead person standing in middle of hall and all are watching us clearly shock evident on their faces,having a pregnant silence across the room where party organized.
Xavier pov:Xavier, where are you?I am waiting,come fast, I am getting bored", Anna, my wife called me to say these words making me smile while talking to her through the phone."Darling, I am just 10 minutes away from you, so be a good wife and wait for me just a few minutes to be in my arms", I said to her and I am sure she is blushing as red as a tomato."Ok!! So talk to me while riding towards me,so that I won't feel alone on the road", she said feeling nervous. I know she is trembling but doesn't want to show me her fear,although she know I will come fast towards her to calm her down but she doesn't want me to drive fast thinking it may risk my life,but she doesn't know that I am driving fast more than necessary to
Jasmine Pov:As soon as I said those words to him "WHO ARE YOU?", he stood there dumbfounded looking me straight with confusion on his face and tried to say something but stopped not knowing what to say his next words. His emotions are playing on all the places and are clearly visible on his face, but still he didn't try to hide them by masking his face in front of me.I thought this is the best time to turn the plan according to the way we planned so I nudged Xander to come out of his trance and help me."Xander??", I gently tapped his shoulder, wanting him to come down to earth, as it's been a while he is not here due to the shock he is experiencing now because of Xavier finding me after my change.
Jasmine Pov:Jasmine starred the view infront of her,tapping her big mahogony desk making small sound with her heels,it is the only sound in the whole room disturbing the pin drop silence, and watching the view as if it is the most beautiful and interested thing in her busy life.In contrast she is just starring it but her mind is travelling around the full of yesterday happenings, Plan, Introduction, changing of plan and last but not least kiss...THE KISS, making her whole plan mix up and not going according to her actual one.Throughout the night,I kept thinking about feelings from that day,I never experienced any type of feelings except pain, hurt, anger, betrayal. But,today I felt some unique feeling different from a
Jasmine Pov:I started walking towards the room where the interview is being held, I am thinking about the possibility of questions and the answers I should give them to play safe."Hello Ms.Warner Its pleasure to meet you,I am stella Andres, the reporter who is representing this show celebrity diaries",Ms.Andres introduced herself with polite smile in friendly manner."Same here Ms.Andres, Call me Jasmine, Ms.Warner is a way too formal, and I prefer to be called Jasmine than Ms.Warner", I said to her because she is very friendly and also seems to be good which is very rare in this media world."Me too Jasmine call me stella", she replied with same radiant smile on her
Xavier Pov:Why is she doing this?? I know she is Anna then why is she behaving like she doesn't know me.The memories I shared with her are unforgettable, then how can she forget me?"Sir, Sir.....Sir!!!",my personal assistant Aaron came running towards me panting, making me come out from my train of thoughts."Sirmswarnerisgivingliveinterviewregardingherlifeandalsoaboutyoursandherrelationship"Aaron said panting and sweating."Huh??, Aaron explain me clearly and first drink water",I handed him a glass of water,although he is my assistant,but he is very talented and applicable for this job in his young age, so I care for him as big brother, I wont show him though.
Xavier Pov:A flow of tears are slipping my eyes making me so weak and also made me to think how dreadful I behaved with her on those days of our marriage, when I saw her eyes filled with love,concern,warmth always are replaced with full of hate,hurt,pain. I can surely say no woman can forgive me for what I did to her, but I feel if I see her again I will beg for her forgiveness, according to everyone she dead two years ago but my heart pronounce only three words all the time and they are SHE IS ALIVE, they became true when Anna came in front of me in Merger Party as Jasmine keeping aside the circumstances and situations because they differ when compared, but my heart clearly thump loudly when she is near me and the effect never changed and will never change,it is same situation which is similar when I saw Jasmine and that is the reason why I am v
Jasmine Pov:I just removed myself from xander or should I say mike and glared at him,How can he behave like friend to me when he is my mike?,How can he come to the graves with me when I am not feeling well and want to talk with my family?when he is my family,How can he behave like that even after seeing me crying for them??"Why??",I simply asked xander, observing his expressions,"why didn't you say I am your own sister,do you think a nerd like Anna can never be your sister??,I changed right??, changed from Anna to Jasmine you are beside me,you can say me after this drastic change too,but you never preferred me you preferred silence why??,Am I not sister for you??or because you want to have a sister who maintain standards of name Xander Conwell ", I said these words which are eating my heart when I got to know h
Jasmine Pov:No....No....Noooo!!!!!, jasmine screamed waking from the horrible dream she is having always, she looked around and noticed the room is shining with the faint rays of sun kissing her face, through the closed drape of window, she turned her head from left to right vigorously trying to get her thoughts away from the abominable past she always want to avoid.Silence is emitting in the room from every corner making her suffocate, the only sounds she is able to listen is the tick....tick of the clock and her heart beat that is raising a mile a minute due to her dream, making her feel asphyxiate more and more.Taking a long breathe she decided to roam around the park, to clear her brainwork which is making her dive in the ocean of her past, after ha
Jasmine Pov:Guests departed from their abode after the wedding, seeing their smiling faces it self made my heart filled with happiness, we as in me and Xavier stood beside Mia and Blake who were smiling at each other with smile on thier faces and love is clearly shone in their eyes.It's the way I always wanted my husband look at me, as if I am the centre of his world, as if I am the one who will fill his lone heart completely, as if I am the one with whom he can share his life closing his eyes completely and blindly.My eyes involuntarily moved towards the person I loathe, he is smiling to something his friend saying but still I can find some disconsolateness in them."Anna", chase ran towards me fast making me catc
Jasmine Pov:"No GG in my life", I closed my eyes again thinking "No Xavier Thompson in my life".A door knock made me come out of my trance, thinking about Xavier always makes me feel disgust, but still the amount of love for him in my heart is allowing me to be with in same roof, even though he broke my heart into pieces, but it is truth that even the broken pieces held his name on it."Ms.Warner, Mr.Thompson is calling you", the maid of this house came to me and informed about him."I will be in a minute", I said her and stood up from my bed and moved towards door adjusting my hair.I went down seeing him talking with someone through mobile, may be with some assoc
Jasmine Pov:I started thinking about everything happened after returning from Island.My first step to Hell looking like Heaven, But the major point is that I accepted it wholeheartedly but I never knew it will break me and my heart into several pieces.I returned to my uncle's place tiredly after several hours of traveling, he was standing near the door roaming left and right continuously,his tensed posture is clearly visible to anyone."Hello uncle", I greeted him with a smile andliareciprocated my greetings to him, a sense of relief passed through him when he saw me."Oh my god Anna you are her
Jasmine Pov:Each drop touching me is like questioning me why I loved him, walking on the road without a certain destination is similar to the life I am living, my heart says I am doing wrong sometimes, no not sometimes, most of the times especially when I see him breaking, I know I love him to the peaks but the past decisions he made towards our relation is unforgettable, it's always from the start, making me fall for him deeply. It is so deep that I can't get out from that even if I try.After listening to the words he said to me knowing that the accident happened after knowing I am pregnant with his child is a new shock to me, A series of shocks passed through my body listening to his words. How can someone be this cruel knowing his wife is pregnant with his baby and still wanted to let us die.
Xavier Pov:"How??""How can she be alive??", I shouted at top of lungs not able to control my pain."How can she be alive and never came to meet me??" I muttered myself again and again not able to believe it if it's true.I still can't believe that she is alive and she didn't come to meet me, how is this possible, no it can't be, I know she is dead I saw her corpse in front of me but according to his theory, he made me believe that she is alive, a small tiny hope which is buried deep inside my heart is burning as fire and illuminating all the sweet memories bringing out.Life always plays games with us, the ending result will be either good or bad, but we hav
Xavier Pov:After explaining about our present situation regarding our project to Jasmine we stated and divided our work according to our excellence in that domain and waiting to get the files concern to them.A knock interrupted us from our talk."Come in", I said, Aaron came inside with the files we needed and handed it to me, I introduced him to Jasmine by keeping them aside on the table."Sir,Mr.Roy is waiting for you to have a personal talk urgently in the private room", Aaron said and gave me a folded paper.Anna Thompson's reports are available sir, I need to have a serious discussion with you regarding the death of Mrs.Thompson.
JasminePov:"I am not an idiot to forgot the taste of this pancakes Anna", he said with moist eyes and a tear rolled down from his eye on his cheek.Oh Shit!!!!!!, He got me, I thought panicking inside.I have to do something before he get me, I gulped and starting to form the answer for his new declaration as Anna by eating my food, come on jasmine, you can form it."Huh, not again. Listen to my answer before coming to conclusion that I am your Anna", I said to him, waiting him to change his expression, but the only one he is expressing that is love."First, I am not your Anna, Second I don't know how to make food, I know enou
Jasmine Pov:The sunlight directly fall on my face peeking through the drapes of the window, sunlight itself have many advantages, but for me it brings out a new day which should be done with a fresh start, it's rays indicate that the day which consists of bad memories is gone by giving a new ray of hope.I got up from my bed and went to my restroom to get fresh, I stood in front of mirror seeing a bird nest of my hair and makeup is smudged on my face, Although it's less but still it can be seen, consequences faced by me for sleeping more than 20 hours in a day.I went directly to Xavier's room to see whether he is ok or not. We slept after yesterday's convocation with Mark with our memories surrounding our mind and heart like a cloud, I think he also skipped hi
Jasmine Pov: Confusion, it is the only one word playing with my mind, thinking and recalling everything regarding our past is only confirming that he is the one who played with me, Lia was right at one thing and wrong at the other, she said they are players which is right, I can never change their behavior for love especially his in particular, and the other is we are better than falling for them and we knew our limits, which is very wrong from her point of view. The great Xavier Thompson have girls on his feet for his looks, everyone knew he is walking Greek God, girls offer themselves to this player, so I amno different from them for him, but only a hard girl with emotions that he has to tame, he played with me being like friend making me like him, he married me and made me fall in love deeply with him, later