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FORTY-FIVE

Author: Miss_Valentine
last update Last Updated: 2022-04-02 23:09:23

NIKKI'S POV

For a moment, I found it hard to speak. Everything that happened a year ago, came back rushing into my mind. All the pain, the betrayal, it all came back. Pakiramdam ko, muling umahon ang sakit sa puso ko. I was wrong when I said I'm already okay, because seeing Gale today brought back a lot of unwanted feelings that I tried to forget.

Kusang tumulo ang luha ko. Noon, iniisip ko kung ano'ng mararamdaman ko kapag nagkita kaming muli, pero ngayong nasa harapan ko na siya, tahimik kong hinihiling na sana ay wala siya rito. Masakit pa rin pala. Akala ko, naghilom na ako, hindi pa pala.

Gale started walking towards me, while I stayed standing. Parang bigla akong nawalan ng lakas, hindi ko magawang igalaw ang mga paa ko para umatras. Hindi ko magawang umalis sa kinatatayuan ko, para bang napako na lang ako roon.

"Love... Am I too late?" He asked, breaking me from my trance.

I gasped. Why is he calling me love? Hindi ba't kasal na sila ni Adhara?

"Please,
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