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7 - Playing the Part
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2021-04-12 02:38:17I felt like death, slightly warmed up.
At least I think...
When I peeked out through my heavy eyes, I was not at home. But I was somewhere familiar...
Where the hell was I?
And then it dawned on me … I was in Jace's room.
Was he the one who rushed into the room?!
I pulled aside the covers to realize I was in a big T-shirt with no bottoms. I threw the covers off completely and examined my legs, there were a bunch of bruises, and my arms looked a fright as well.
I didn't seem to have any soreness between my legs though, and that was my main focus at the moment. I looked over at the nightst
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