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13 - Keep Your Eye On The Ball
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2021-04-12 12:02:34It was dark, and quiet. I tried to move my hand but nothing happened.
Was I dead?
What was happening??
I heard voices far off, but I couldn't tell what they were saying. I tried, and tried to open my eyes but nothing was happening. I gave up and fell back asleep.
I have no idea what made me think of her, but I saw Noora, my friend from Qatar. She had a giant whiteboard just like I did, and we were laughing and throwing cheese puffs at each other.
Did this mean I was going to meet her someday?
Noora liked using notecards to write out everything so she could stick them to her board. We called her the card queen. She worked out a lot of things on n
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