Matteo
Manhattan, New York, United States 2020 – winter/spring
Matteo takes out a small silver box from the pocket by the door, then leans back into the seat. Valentina looks at his fingers, which are now holding a pre-rolled joint.
"Lucky how?" he asks, interested in entertaining this discussion.
He can't figure out whether she's joking or being deadly serious, because she didn't even flinch nor ask questions when he told her the police let him go free for punishable offenses.
Valentina watches him light up the joint. "Getting to go free when you get caught doing illegal stuff." She says, smirking at the irony of the situation. Her phone beeps.
Matteo cocks his head. "How would that account to luck though?"
He sees Isabella rolling her eyes because she knows that if Matteo is good at something, then that's carrying an argument and seeing it all the way to the end.
He takes a few drags and then looks at her expectantly. "Hello?"
She looks up from her phone. "Right, sorry. What did you ask?"
"What makes me the lucky one in this whole situation? I'm curious."
"The right... circumstances."
Matteo raises his eyebrows and passes her the joint. She takes it without looking down and continues. "Knowing the right people, at the right time." He watches her take a long drag, waiting for him to reply.
"That type of luck is made."
Valentina tilts her head and frowns. "Is it your case though?"
Isabella snorts and Matteo looks at her. "Maybe not."
"What are you even talking about?" Isabella chimes in, looking between the two of them. "You're chatting legit nonsense."
Valentina hands her the joint. "Join us then."
Matteo looks down at his phone, zoning out but smiling.
***
Before Matteo goes to sleep on Sunday around 12:30am (so he would be up for classes on Monday) his father calls him on video.
"Fuck. Fuck." He hisses and stands up properly in his bed.
He switches to the App on his laptop. "Yes, hello?"
His father is sitting in his office chair calling him on a private software their company had installed a few years ago for all its members. He looks tired and has half of his shirt unbuttoned.
"What are you doing?"
"I'm trying to sleep."
He's at their apartment in Utica, which Matteo uses when he's not in the city and has to attend classes.
"Are you in the city?"
"No, I have classes tomorrow." Matteo sighs, knowing damn well his father sometimes checks up on his attendance. Usually at the beginning and end of the semesters.
"I talked to the chief of police today. You're cleared of everything, it never happened."
Matteo remembers how Valentina seemed to understand that some people could actually get away with bad things. "Why didn't we get arrested?"
His father looks down at his glass. "I know the people leading the police force. They owed me a few favors."
"Do you pay them?"
"Yes."
Matteo nods. He already knew that, instinctively. He wants to ask if it's a monthly payment, but he knows it is.
"What happened to the... stuff?"
"Don't push it. What were you thinking, having that stuff in the house?" Matteo rolls his eyes. "That can't be news to you."
"Not the using, the holding! You need to be more careful-"
"This never happens, you know. Someone called the police."
His father nods. "I know. It was Vincenzo's girlfriend, Sophia."
Matteo nods. They suspected her already, but the fact that his father confirmed it made it official.
"Do you know why she called the police?"
"Because she had a fight with Vinnie, apparently. I don't know, no one's ever done that before."
"I know. It put you in danger."
"I mean-we're fine now." Matteo frowns, not knowing whether his father's voice is just serious or has gotten darker.
"You go to classes for a while, stay out of the city."
"Yes dad." Matteo says, running a hand through his hair as he watches himself in the camera. He's getting impatient.
"Who did you talk to about this outside the family?"
"Uh..." he wants to say no one, but the fact that he spoke to Valentina about it makes it difficult to lie. He only lied once in his life, then never again. Maybe he avoids telling the truth sometimes, but he never lies.
"Don't talk about these things with people who aren't in the family, people who you can't trust. Be smart, son."
"Yes, I will." Matteo replies as if on automatic pilot. Then he checks the date. Shit, it's January 6th. "Happy birthday, by the way."
His father smiles. "Thank you. I forgot. What's Marco doing?"
"Sleeping, probably."
"Okay. Take care. We'll be in touch."
"Bye."
Matteo shuts his laptop and places it on the other side of the bed as he gets under the covers. For a second he worries about talking to Valentina about the incident, because she's friends with Raisa who loves to gossip. He decides to blindly trust that she won't discuss anything with anyone, then tries to go to sleep.
***
Waking up at nine on a Monday is not something Matteo likes to do, so when the alarm goes off that morning, he curses everything that has led to him to this moment. The coffee
machine in the kitchen is broken so he keeps cursing as he uses the last pack of instant coffee he finds in a cupboard.
Matteo drinks it down in three gulps. It sucks. He also doesn't know where or what course he has to attend, he just remembers seeing a notification about a class on Monday at 10.
He figures it out on the way and arrives five minutes before it's supposed to start, happy to find Isabella waving at him from the back row.
"Can you help me with my schedule? I applied to all the courses, but I can't tell when and where they're supposed to be." He asks, placing his laptop on the small fold-out table. Isabella looks at him annoyed before she opens his laptop and signs into his university account.
"See this little tab at the top that says 'schedule'? You click on it. How did you even survive until now?"
Matteo shrugs. "I mostly only ever went to exams or when Vinnie asked." "You're a disgrace." She jokes before she waves at someone else.
Valentina takes her coat off before sitting down on the other side of Isabella and greeting them both.
"I miscalculated how long it would take to stop and get coffee." She says and places her cup on the table, smiling.
"How can you be in such a good mood in the morning?" Matteo asks.
"It's either this or I'm in a bad mood. And nobody wants that." She smiles as she ties her hair up in a ponytail.
The professor enters the room and it suddenly gets quiet. Matteo only fully reads the course name when "International Economics" pops up on the giant screen.
The three of them also have another law course together at 12pm, so staying together makes the most sense for Matteo, who doesn't even know where the buildings are. He kind of zones out during the break, just following Isabella's lead while the girls talk non-stop.
How can someone always find something to talk about, he thinks as he watches Valentina and Isabella a few steps ahead of him.
"Yo!"
Vinnie pats him on the back as soon as they stop in front of a smaller building. Matteo's mood picks up then, because Vinnie always has a good energy and makes things more fun.
"I was wondering whether you'd show up because I forgot to text you." He smirks and they start walking towards the entrance. They find four seats in the middle, but Raisa also spots them and joins them, which also shifts the mood.
Matteo can tell when someone's into him, and Raisa isn't even making it exciting at this point. It's obvious she likes him and Matteo knows that money is a big part of it, but sometimes he just likes to have sex when he feels like it with whomever he feels like.
Time seems to stop while the lecture drags on for 90 minutes, but soon enough it's almost 2 and someone suggests going to lunch at a restaurant nearby. They meet some other friends there so they all decide to get a table for ten.
The restaurant isn't that crowded, so they get their orders soon enough, but the lunch drags on because some people got drunk and now everything is funny to them. It's one of those times when Matteo wishes he hadn't taken the car because he feels like he's the only one sober and not enjoying himself.
Valentina orders a bottle of prosecco to share with Isabella, with the excuse of celebrating the first university day of the year. Raisa excitedly joins them and suggests splitting it to three.
They have to head to the last course of the day which Matteo shares with Valentina and Isabella, so around thirty minutes before the course is supposed to start he suggests they get going. Vinnie asks for the bill and Matteo doesn't even bother asking the girls for their share, because five minutes later the guys have all split the bill between them and left the cash on the table, with an extra tip.
"I'm definitely tipsy after three glasses." Valentina laughs with Isabella as they put their coats on. As they leave, Matteo sees her drop two hundred-dollar bills into the glass already filled with money.
It's the first time since he can remember that he's seen a woman add money to the bill and pay her part. Nobody else seems to notice, but it's enough to make Matteo respect her as a person, not just Isabella's friend.
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"Eddie!" Pia exclaims, crossing her arms and looking at Matteo for a second. It's hard for Matteo to think of her as Vinnie's twin. Even though she's about to turn 21 in April, he thinks of her like he thinks of Aurora: a younger sibling who needs to be protected. The fact that she usually keeps to herself and sometimes acts childish just enhances his image of her."Do you have a boyfriend?" Vinnie asks.Pia shakes her head, relaxing, and looks at Matteo again."Do you have a crush?" Isabella asks, turning to look at her."What? No!" she says, looking down at her phone."You do."Eddie screams at the TV when Matteo scores a goal, which takes the attenti
ValentinaNew York, United States 2020 – springThe club is packed when I get there a little before midnight, because Adrik took too long for once and not me. When I asked him who he was getting ready for, he told me to mind my own business.By now, the two girls at the entrance already know me and don't ask to see my ID. Instead, they place the VIP bracelet on my wrist and fake smile when they tell me to have fun. I find Isabella and Raisa talking next to one of the tables, and Adrik disappears around the time we start talking about boys."Isaac's here." Raisa informs me and points to the table next to us."So?" I drily ask. I've noticed that ever since we had those talks around New Year's, she's been much more open with me about...everything. About what she does with Matteo, how they get along, about what he's doing during the day or who he's with.Isabella steps closer. "You know Isaac?""We went to the same middle school in Moscow. He was a year older than me, and I had a crush on
An hour and a half later, Isaac and I are joined at the hip, chatting about literally anything that comes to our minds. I know my pupils are dilated to the point where my eyes are nearly black and that I'm talking way too much, but I'm having more fun with him than I thought I would. And heisfunny.I see Isabella plopped down on a couch looking lost, so I excuse myself and go over to her to see if she's okay.
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MatteoPalermo, Sicily, 2020 – (nearly) summerWhen Matteo decided to call Valentina and ask her to come take the exam together, he realized that begging would be his last option. When they were forced into lockdown in Italy, he didn't think about the fact that he would be spending more time with his father, and he could see first-hand how much work Matteo was putting into his studies.His father kept asking about exam dates and upcoming projects, and it all came down to Business Psychology, which was the only course where he didn't have someone who could help him pass.During the early hours of Thursday, May 28th, a private jet departed from their landing strip outside Palermo and set off towards Moscow, where it would pick up Valentina at 8am. By the time Matteo wakes up at 12:30, Valentina has already texted him that she's landing in 30 minutes.He jumps into the shower, already feeling pressured by tim. His parents have been out since yesterday and Matteo has no idea when t
Valentina opens her mouth to answer but Matteo's phone starts ringing. It's Isabella Facetiming him."Hi.""Are you done with your exam?" she asks in Italian. Matteo turns the camera to show Valentina. She waves. "Valentinaaa!" Isabella excitedly screams. "Are you in Sicily? This is perfect! Let's talk about Vinnie and Pia's birthday because for some reason she thinks I should be helping her with it.""Don't be mean." Matteo tells her in Italian, then switches to English. "Didn't she say she wanted to do something in Ibiza?""Yes, but everything is closed because of Covid. She was crying when she called."Matteo snorts and looks at Valentina, who is too focused on the sea to even listen to their conversation."I think I have an idea." Matteo says after thinking about it for a minute. "I know some guys on the island, I can arrange a yacht.""Yacht party?! She'll love that. I'll tell Vinnie too."At this, Valentina turns her head to look at the phone. "I'll call them now." Matte
They take Matteo's convertible, with Vinnie sitting in the passenger's seat holding a bag of wine bottles. Pia, Aurora, and Valentina are sitting in the back, already sharing the bottle from 2010. Marco and Eddie chose to stay home and play Fifa, and Isabella is waiting for them in front of the restaurant in the city.The drive takes just fifteen minutes because there's not even one car in sight, and the city feels different when it's deserted. The sun is setting behind them and the silence is eerie as Matteo parallel parks in front of their closed restaurant."It's weird, right? The silence." Aurora says in English, hopping out of the car without even opening the door, then grabs a bottle from Vinnie's bag."Shouldn't we at least be wearing masks?" Valentina asks, looking around."Don't be a loser." Pia laughs and shakes her head, taking the bottle from Aurora's hand. "There's no one around. Salute!" She raises the bottle and takes a long sip from it."Yes, that's the spirit!" A
“Paulo thought it ended after she ratted him out at your New Year’s Eve party.”The way he uses the verb ‘ratted’ makes Matteo feel sick.“So? He likes her, I guess.”“Has he tried to contact her?”“I think so.”“And did she answer?”“Shouldn’t you already know this is you have a cell tower? Vinnie is right next door.”Matteo suddenly realizes that his father can also probably see everything on his phone.“Don’t worry, we don’t track the phones of our family. Nor the Barone family. I am asking you sincerely.”“I don’t think she replied, no.”“So, it’s obvious she won’t be coming back to him. Get him to stop trying.”“I can’t tell him what to do, and I also don’t want to tell him what to do.”His father looks at his face, as if to check whether Matteo means it or not. He does.“How do you know who Sofia is? And why isn’t Paulo talking to me directly like he usually does?” Matteo asks.“I know her because Paulo told me what happened. And I told you.”“Fine.”“So you’ll talk to Vinnie?”
“Not really.”Matteo can’t lie and tell him that the description matches no one ever. He thinks about that time after Vinnie’s birthday, when he stayed up until the next evening with Valentina.Just because they enjoyed being around each other. When he didn’t have to check his phone or thinks of ways to entertain himself to avoid awkwardness.She was interesting and she talked about things he’s never talked about with anyone else before. He could be himself around her, and sex wasn’t even on his mind that night, nor on that day when he ended up in bed with Ariana.But she’s also insanely attractive. Not only hot, but beautiful too. And smart.Sure, he’d like to have sex with her, it would probably be enjoyable. And if it never happened, fine. Maybe.“Are you even listening?”“Not really.”“Are you high?”“Aren’t you?”Vinnie laughs at that.Matteo still doesn’t know how to bring up Valentina. They always talk about everything they do, especially when it comes to girls.“Is something g
Chapter 17Where it all beginsMatteoCapo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 22ndAs soon as Vinnie and the rest of Valentina’s guests arrive, the atmosphere around Matteo changes. He’s not as relaxed anymore, and he feels like he has to take care of five things at once before he can actually enjoy himself.First, there’s Ariana, who has been texting him more than usual since he woke up this morning. Then there’s Vinnie, who keeps asking him if he’s okay and if he’s having fun, which forces Matteo to smile and assure him that he’s okay.The third reason is the photo he saw in Valentina’s brother’s room, which he now knows he’s seen it before. In Aurora’s room, above her desk. Valentina is also somewhere in the mix, because he’s also consciously aware of her presence now.Ariana is telling him something about her past two days, but all Matteo can focus on now is that Isabella and Valentina are talking about him.“I’ll be right back.” He says to Ariana before walking over to the two of them.“Wh
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy.We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later.Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool.“What do you think they’re talking about?”We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down.“I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?”“No clue. And I have a brother at home.”“They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.”“How can you even tell?”
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 23rd, 2020 Everyone sings happy birthday to me at midnight, even though it’s more symbolic that factually accurate, and it makes me uncomfortable but happy. We did some shots after, then Isaac tried to flirt with me for what seemed like forever, before Isabella finally saved me and brought me out by the pool half an hour later. Matteo and Vinnie are in their own world, talking on the other side of the pool. “What do you think they’re talking about?” We’ve been people watching for the past twenty minutes since we sat down. “I don’t know, what do boys even talk about all day?” “No clue. And I have a brother at home.” “They seem to have a very interesting discussion. Matteo looks serious, like he’s scared even.” “How can you even tell?” “I know him.” He turns his head, as if he already knew we were talking about him. We make eye contact before he turns back to Vinnie. “Something’s off with him.” Isabella notices. “You think?” “He’s hiding somet
“Are you even listening to me?”“Sorry, I’m not.”“Are you checking out Isaac?”I look to where she’s pointing, realizing that Isaac and Vinnie are sharing a joint right behind where Matteo and Ariana are.“Uh, maybe.”“Is something wrong? Do you not feel comfortable?”I shake my head. “No, it’s not that.”“You’ve barely drunk anything. Usually, you’re already four drinks in and have had a line or something.”“I’m fine. I just feel like…I don’t know. Like I want to do something. My energy is all over the place.”“Do something? Like what?”“I don’t know.”“Or maybe do someone?”She wiggles her eyebrows, and I know she’s referring to Isaac.“With Isaac? I don’t know.”“You’ve already done it and it was fine. Plus, he wouldn’t have come all the way from Russia for no reason.”“I don’t know if I like him or not.”“You said the sex was great. And he’s an easy choice if you feel horny.”“Hmm, maybe. I don’t know. I guess I want something new.”“What about Matteo?”I panic inside for a secon
Capo d’Orlando, Sicily – July 21st, 2020Isabella and I spend the rest of the day by the pool, until the sun starts to set on the horizon, and it gets too cold to just chill in a bathing suit.“I want to order pizza.”I look up from my book to where Matteo is sitting by the edge of the pool, his legs in the water.“Yes, please.” Isabella groans. “I’m so hungry I could die. Where are you ordering from?”“I know a place.”Matteo and I make eye contact for a moment, before his eyes drift back to the screen. A few seconds later he starts talking to someone in Italian, so I zone out and try to focus back on my book.The pizzas arrive twenty minutes later and we sit down at one of the tables on the terrace.“What time are people arriving tomorrow?” he asks me then with his mouth half full.“I don’t know, I guess around seven or eight? Might be sooner.”We eat our pizzas in peace after that, and then decide to watch a movie before going to bed. We’re all tired from sitting in the sound all d
The way she kisses is incredible; it’s deep and dirty, like she’s enjoying it, and it’s exactly what Matteo likes. It’s turning him on so much it’s almost ridiculous, and his brain suddenly thinks of her saying she’s never had sex in the sea. The thought excites him even more, so he tangles one of his hands in the back of her head, softly pulling at her roots. She moans, and unlike before, it’s an outright moan that points to pleasure. “Fuck, don’t do that.” She says into his mouth. He smiles then. “Why?” “It turns me on.” Her blunt answer makes the inside of his brain collapse, but she continues kissing him, grinding herself against him. Matteo could swear his knees just went weak, so he tries to compose himself. Suddenly, she pulls her face away and untangles her legs from his waist. “Shit.” Matteo turns his head to where she’s looking, and they see Isabella appearing from behind the bushes, focused on carrying three
Taormina, Sicily – July 20th 2020His father leaves the next day, saying that he has some business to take care of in New York with Paulo, but not without telling him to be in Taormina at the beginning of August.Matteo finds himself alone in the house when he wakes up, so he gets some coffee from the kitchen and goes to sit on the upper terrace overlooking the sea.His mind takes him back to what Valentina said about never being sad if she were to live at sea. He isn’t sad, but he’s definitely bored, so he texts Vinnie, Ariana, and Isabella, asking each of them what they’re doing.Vinnie’s text comes first.Vinnie: going to Sofia’s todayMatteo rolls his eyes and doesn’t even bother replying. He’s over the whole thing already.His phone vibrates again just as he lights his second cigarette.Ariana: bored in Milan