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Chapter 35
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2021-08-16 19:55:22"DAMON, BAKIT NGAYON mo lang sinabi sa 'kin?"
Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at nilagay 'yon sa kaliwang pisngi niya. "Because I don't want you pitying me. Ayokong kaawaan mo ako, Emma. Nahihiya ako. Nahihiya ako sa 'yo lalo na kasi kilala mo ako. Alam mo kung sino ako noon. Sa totoo lang, Emma, ikaw ang nagbibigay ng rason sa akin para lumabas. Para 'wag isipin 'yong nangyari. Para kalimutan 'yong bangungot na nangyari sa akin. You came into my life out of nowhere. It's like I'm waiting for someone to finally fix my dark shadow and there you are... you came to my life. Your jolly personality caught me. Kaya paano mo nasasabi sa 'kin na 'wag kong isipin 'yong nangyari sa 'kin noon? Bakit ganoon kadali mong sinasabi sa akin na kalimutan ko na lang 'yong mga taong sa pisikal lang tumitingin at masakit magsalita? Hindi kasi madali, Emma. Mahirap tanggapin 'yong masasakit na sa
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NAPAKURAP AKO HABANG sinasalubong ko ang titig niya. Ang seryoso ng mukha niya pati 'yong boses niya. Hinaplos ko ang kaliwang pisngi niya at tumagilid ako para magkaharap kami."Gusto ko 'yong dating Damon. 'Yong Damon na hinahabol ko. 'Yong Damon na inaabangan ko sa mga interviews niya. 'Yong dating Damon na pinagpupuyatan ko pero mahal ko 'yong Damon na kaharap ko ngayon. 'Yong Damon na natuto sa nangyari sa kaniya. 'Yong Damon na natutunan magpahalaga ng mga bagay-bagay. 'Yong Damon na maraming na-realize sa buhay niya at sa mga tao sa paligid niya. 'Yong Damon na seryoso at kaya nang mag-commit. Gusto kita noon pero mahal kita ngayon. 'Yon ang sagot ko sa tanong mo. Hindi mo naman ako puwedeng papiliin sa dalawa kasi iisa ka lang naman. Nagkaiba lang sa kung sino ka noon at kung ano ka na ngayon. Nandito na 'ko sa 'yo noon pa lang kahit hindi mo pa alam na nag-e-exist ako. Nandito pa rin naman ako ngayon."Ngumiti siya at mabilis akong hinalikan sa mga labi ko. "A
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NATULALA AKO KAY Damon at nakatingin pa rin siya sa likuran ko hanggang sa makita kong gumagalaw ang ulo niya para sundan ng tingin ang taong nasa likuran ko na ngayon ay kitang-kita ko na dahil umupo siya sa bakanteng upuan nitong mesa namin. Nang tignan ko siya ay napalunok ako. Ibang-iba siya sa billboard kumpara sa personal. Mas maganda. Mas maputi. Mas sexy. Mas kaakit-akit. Parang gustong lumabas ng mga kinain ko mula sa tiyan ko. Nang tignan ko si Damon ay nakatitig pa rin siya kay Ana habang mahigpit ang hawak niya sa kutsara at tinidor. Sa sobrang higpit ay parang kaya na niyang baliin 'yon. Napako ang tingin ko kay Ana nang dahan-dahan niyang paglandasin ang hintuturo niya sa isang braso ni Damon pababa
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NIYAKAP KO SIYA nang mahigpit at niyakap niya rin ako. Lumakas ang hagulhol niya at siniksik niya ang ulo niya sa leeg ko. "Ayoko na, Emma. Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko na kayang ipilit. Masakit na." Sobrang sakit ng lalamunan ko sa pagpipigil kong tumulo ang mga luha ko. Kailangan kong maging malakas pero hindi ko magawa dahil sobra akong naaawa sa kanya. "Nandito naman ako. Hindi ako magsasawa hanggang sa maging okay ka na. Iintindihin kita." Naramdaman kong umiling siya."You have given me too much patience, Emma. Hindi lang naman ikaw ang dapat kong makausap o makasama. I need to go out. I need to go out around, but how am I going to do that when they are judging me because of my looks!" Hinaplos ko ang likod niya para pakalmahin siya."Damon, sana lagi mong isipin 'yong sinabi ng bata kanina. Your scar does not define who you are as a person." Bigla siyang umalis sa pa
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