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Chapter 38
NIYAKAP KO SIYA nang mahigpit at niyakap niya rin ako. Lumakas ang hagulhol niya at siniksik niya ang ulo niya sa leeg ko.
"Ayoko na, Emma. Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko na kayang ipilit. Masakit na."
Sobrang sakit ng lalamunan ko sa pagpipigil kong tumulo ang mga luha ko. Kailangan kong maging malakas pero hindi ko magawa dahil sobra akong naaawa sa kanya.
"Nandito naman ako. Hindi ako magsasawa hanggang sa maging okay ka na. Iintindihin kita."
Naramdaman kong umiling siya."You have given me too much patience, Emma. Hindi lang naman ikaw ang dapat kong makausap o makasama. I need to go out. I need to go out around, but how am I going to do that when they are judging me because of my looks!"
Hinaplos ko ang likod niya para pakalmahin siya."Damon, sana lagi mong isipin 'yong sinabi ng bata kanina. Your scar does not define who you are as a person."
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