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2021-03-17 21:52:37I can't even smile while I'm applying my heavy make-up. Ewan ko ba, parang lamay ang pupuntahan ko ngayong gabi
"I will kill that bastard!" Gigil kong saad bago ko nakapitan ang ballpen na may knife sa loob at naibaon sa lamesa
I check my pouch, kumpleto na. Pati papers para sa Annulment namin ay handa. Pirma nalang ni edward ang kulang
"Ate, let's go. Andoon na sila and they having fun" saka ako nagsuot ng mask at sumakay sa kotse ni baniez
"Are you sure na gagawin natin to? Do you think that they'll notice it?" Tanong ni baniez hanggang sa ipark nya na ang kotse at sa likod kami dumaan
"Naman, as long that we have power, we will fight. I am China, and it's not on my vocabulary to become a stupid girlfriend. Nakakapagod kaya"
They look at me and I just shrugged my shoulder
"I'm going to kill them, and off course. After the process of my annulment, I will live to the fullest, again" I lick my lips and smirk. Ewan ko lang kung may magagawa pa sya after this
"Hey, what are you doing here?" Tanong samin nung babae na nakita kong kahalikan ni edward sa entrance nong hotel
"Who the fuck are you? Do you know what kind of life I can give to you?" Aangasan pa sana ako ng higitin ko anng buhok nya at inutusang pumasok sa box na ipapasok sa unit nila edward
"Let me go bitch!"
"Shut the fuck up or I will shoot your head you brainless kind of hoe!" Namutla naman sya at pumasok kami ni china. Dala nya din yung babae na nakita nya sa footage at kasya kaming apat sa loob
Dahan dahan gumalaw ang box hanggang sa puro sigawan na ng mga lalaki ang narinig namin, I know one of these voices. That asshole
The music start playing until china opened the box and she threw the woman that she's holding, saktong sa tapat pa ng boyfriend nya while my eyes glued on my husband's face, na may dalawang babae sa kandungan nya
"Surprise, my husband. Did you enjoy the show?" I grin at him and his face turn into pale while all of them are looking at us, no one can't talk. Maybe because of surprise
"Did you enjoy them huh?" I smile bago binaba ang lock ng baril na kapit ko and she start crying
"No, please don't" pag mamakaawa ng babae habang tumayo naman si edward at akmang kakapitan ako ng umatras ako
"Don't you dare to touch me edward! Tangina kang hinayupak ka, you will sign this annulment papers so we can do what we want!"
"For what? Para makasama mo na si Throne?" Bakas sa boses nya ang pagiging sarcastic habang nanginginig ang kamay ko
"I did it once, nagsisi ako at nagkamali ako. Alam ko na ako ang mali, but you? How many times you cheated behind my back huh? Business trip, or you're busy on tasting different women in every country!"
"Why are you forcing me to sign that papers!"
"I don't want to have you in my life, you make my life miserable, habang nag aantay ako sayo, you banges different woman? After that uuwi ka sakin na parang wala ang lahat, masisisi mo ba ako na magkamali ako that night, it's because you never know what is your priority. What is the purpose of our marriage if you don't know how to handle all of this, tapos gagawa ka ng kasalanan na hindi mo alam para gawan ng paraan kaya lumayas ka. Hindi ikaw ang magmumukang masama after this, pwede ka mambabae kahit kasal ka, while me, I can't do what I want kinulong mo lang ako!" Sigaw ko hanggang sa unti unti silang umalis at kami nalang ang natira
"Why?" He asked while I throw her on Edward's feet
"Why? I just did it once. How about you, how many times you sneak on other's skirt?" I cried habang pinapanood nya akong pahirin ang luha ko
"I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to let you go elisha-"
"Make me! Give me a good reason why I can't leave your goddamn side asshole!"
"Because we're married and-"
"That's bullshit, we're married for nothing. You did it just because you want to know what's the feeling of being a married man, you don't know how to treat your wife well. Your suck at being a husband edward!"
I saw how frustrated he is right now, para bang sabay sabay na binagsak sa kanya ang langit at lupa and all he feel right now is the hell. It's raing blood. I can't promise to myself that I won't cry after this pero this hurts like hell
"Ako edward, pano mo ako naloko sa loob ng ilang buwan? How can you kiss and hug me while you're doing this shits? Hindi mo ba naisip kung ano ang kahihinatnan ng ginagawa mo?" Umiling sya saka napaluhod habang nakatingin saakin at pilit na inaabot ang kamay ko, but I refuse
"Please baby, let's fix this mess that we made. Listen to me, I don't want all of this" saka naman ako tumitig sa kanya at inantay ang sasabihin nya
"You are the blessing that I pray from above elisha, god knows how much I prayed for you. And all of this, I can threw them away" umismid ako at tumawa ng napakalakas habang ang luha ko ay patuloy na pumapatak
"Then why you didn't do it from the start edward? Bakit kung kailan ayoko na saka mo gagawin ang bagay na dapat ginawa mo na noon ha?" Taim na napapikit lamang sya at huminga ng malalim saka muling inabot ang kamay ko. Hindi ko na iniwas o ano pa, hinayaan ko syang kapitan ako at titigan ako ng matagal
"I don't want all of this. Nasilaw ako, pero sana naman elisha, isipin mo na hindi lang naman ako ang nagkamali dito. I am ready to forget all of that, just listen to me and we'll start a new" tumaas ang sulok ng labi ko kasabay ng pagtaas ng presyon ko sa mga sinabi nya
How dare
"I did it once, sobra pa akong na guilt kase akala ko napaka tino mong asawa to the point that I blame myself that I don't deserve you loyalty and faithfulness to me, tangina. Yun pala we don't deserve each other kase pareho tayong nag gagaguhan edward. Don't forget that I did it once! Isang beses sa kaputa-putahan ng buhay ko tapos ikaw makaungkat ka parang buong dalawang taon nanlalaki ako hababg wala ka sa tabi ko!" Gigil na gigil ako sa bawat pagbagsak ng luha ko habang pilit kong kumakawala sa pagkakakapit nya saakin
"No, I will never let you go. Kahit ano mangyari elisha, you're bound to stay with me forever!" Nanghihina na akong kumawala sa kanya at tumawa ng marahan sa mga sinasabi nya at hinayaan syang tumayo sa sariling laa nya
"Are you okay? Ikaw na mismo sumira sa atin, sakin kaya anong aasahan mo. Papakatanga ako sayo kase mahal kita?"
I wipe my tears and smile at him
"Yes, I do really love you edward. Pero kapag di ko na kaya bibitaw ako. I'm sorry if I am not strong to handle all of pain that you cause, I am doing this for myself. Ayoko na paulit ulit pa, kase kahit na sabihin mong hindi na mangyayari padin yon, if you really want me to be happy. Let me go" I smile and walk away
"I really love you elisha, even breaking myself is the only way to make you happy gagawin ko that's how I show my love to you, maybe I am not a good partner to you, but don't forget that I am always ready to accept you if you realize that you still love me
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"Sorry! shit, no Elisha, don't cry" he stop kissing me at umalis sa ibabaw ko habang di ko mapigilan ang pag hikbi ko, why i feel so weak"I want to go back where i am" i whisper when he help me to sit"Elisha" he said and i pushed edward"What do you want to me? Bakit parang iniiwas mo ako. Bakit ganto ang nangyayari saakin. I saw at the gallery on my phone, i am with other man. It's Oakley and marcist said him and i have a accident and now. Why i am with you, anong nangyari. You're acting differently, keeping me at this place makes me think that we broke up and you're being crazy now. Now tell me what happened to us? " maayos na tanong ko habang mas lalo syang hindi makasagot"Mahirap ba ang tinatanong ko?!""Hiwalay na tayo, and you cheated on me while i am on LA trip. Oakley is the guy you met on party, and have a one night stand with him, and i also cheated on you for so man
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People will leave you in the middle of chaos, only you can save your self.They won't help you, in fact. They will drag you down, watch you fail and let you die in the middle of chaosThat's how it worksKung gusto mo talagang makalampas sa lahat ng dapat mong daanan, dapat hinding hindi kana lilingon pa.If you want to grow, you should learn how to grown on your own, stop believing that you need a person to make you grow. Hinding hindi mo magagamit ang tao lalo na kung ramdam mo sa sarili mo na may kulang ba ditoI heal myself because i need it, not because of Oakley"Ma'am, may package po na nag aantay sa baba" i look at my secretary and she look exhausted"Are you tired? Mag pahinga kana muna don, papaakyatin ko nalang ang delivery boy and please stop calling me ma'am if you want to keep you job. Ms. Elisha okay? Pina
