After that incident I lock myself at my hotel room, why? Because I can't find my strength. I feel weak at the moment that I saw them.
Even china, she said that she'll wait for me until we have a better plan. Syempre hindi pwede na magmuka kaming kawawa sa huli
I will do everything for the sake of my pride, I am the legal wife and I won't let them see how miserable and how I look destroyed
As a Elisha, wala sa bokabularyo ko ang matalo. There's no sense if I give up.
"Ate, kailan kaba lalakad? We're already planning and finalizing our plan. How about yours?" She ask and I stand from my bed and walk way to the bar counter
"I literally don't know what I'm gonna do after that shit I saw within my eyes. Yes, he's cheating big time. With some whore here in LA, tangina mukang may HIV yon" I joked and pour a vodka on my glass
This is insane, ewan ko ba pero ang sakit sakit na ganito pala ginagawa nya sakin after all I done to this relationship
Yes, maybe I sneak on other's pants but. It's once, I'm afraid to know if how many times he done to me
"That piece of shit!" I exclaim and drank all of alcohol without anything
"Ate, I know that is painful. But you need to be strong pano nalang if that girl is also here, show her who's the real boss" china cheer me up and pour for another shot
"Yeah, you're right. I'm Elisha, I'll show them who's the boss here" my smile turn into a grin, but I still feel the thorns inside my heart.
Para bang binabarahan ang paghinga ko every time that it's keeping my mind to remind how he kiss that hoe
"Finalize your plan ate, and we'll bring the disaster that they want, it will raining blood" she smile and show how brutal she is
"Cheers" I said and we have a toast.
We keep laughing and we emptied two bottles of whiskey
I feel like my world is spinning, I also want to vomit pero walang lumalabas when I am attempt to.
"Oh god, why we drink so many whiskey today?" I complain while I almost hissed because I can't clearly see what going on
"I also don't know why we drink all of that shits" she said and I hold my head
"I fuckin hate men like him, he's such a jerk. He never touch me like fuck, muka ba akong may aids samantalang I am virgin!" She complain and I just tap her shoulder and giggle
"Don't worry, a man like them doesn't deserve a loyalty after all we done, tayo padin ang mali at may pagkukulang even that's them who's being ass at all times" we laugh and pour another drink
I almost forgot that I also drink vodka na paubos na kanina
"After all of this, once I caught him. I will end this stupidness of mine" china said and inagaw ang alak ko, I like her too. After all she's one of my friend start na magdate kami ni edward, I'm choosing wisely when it comes to my friend
That's why people think that I am not friendly
Mabibilang sa kamay ko ang nga kaibigan ko na totoo, and most of them are my cousins
China is pure chinese and her complexion doesn't look like a chinese, her nose and her eyes. You'll confuse if she's a half half, pero I don't understand why she's living with her cousins
She never mention her parents, basta ang sabi nya nasa china ang mom at dad nya and her uncle take care of her
"I'm thankful that you're the wife of my cousin. And kahit na your marriage with him fails, I'm always at your side ate" she said and hug me tight, she's acting like a baby when she feel something is not right on her.
If she found out what I do to her cousin I know she'll be mad at me, I hope she will understand it.
She don't know how to calm herself, shes more on carring other people intead of her own. A selfless bitch
"Sleep well china girl, we'll fight tomorrow" I said and get her a blanket
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"Ate, what if we meet them at their whoring house" I almost fell on my seat on what she said
She adopt more of my dirty language I hope not my dirty negotiations
"Why? That's what I called it because that place is one of the hella place here, alam mo yon ate, they buy a own place para lang itago kababuyan nila. I can't believe that my cousin allowed my boyfriend to cheat behind my back, he's betraying me as his family"
I smirk and open a pack of marlboro red
"Because he's also a cheater that's why he allowed it" I smirk again and trying to calm myself
Biglang bumukas ang pinto at dali daling pumasok si Baniez at mukang hinahapo dahil kapit nya dibdib nya
"Why you're not picking my call china. This is important, you guys need to see this shit" paliwanag nya saka ako parang nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig at inabot saamin ang ipad nya
"I have access at their place and, there's a lot of cctv footages that they bring ladies, I mean different ladies every single day" saka naman sumigaw si china ng makita nya pano hubaran ng boyfriend nya ang babae sa pinto ng unit at saka sila pumasok
Sa ibang unit naman, I saw edward. That girl wrap her legs on my husband and they kiss so damn hard, I can't breath well, may bumabara nanaman sa dibdib ko while I'm about to cry
This is too much from what I expect, different woman and after that uuwi sya sakin na parang wala syang kinalantaryong babae sa US, I nees to have a test
Nakakadiri sya sa lahat ng ginawa ko, kulang papala lahat ng iyon!
"Wear your sexiest dress, we're going"
I said before I enter the shower room
I can't even smile while I'm applying my heavy make-up. Ewan ko ba, parang lamay ang pupuntahan ko ngayong gabi"I will kill that bastard!" Gigil kong saad bago ko nakapitan ang ballpen na may knife sa loob at naibaon sa lamesaI check my pouch, kumpleto na. Pati papers para sa Annulment namin ay handa. Pirma nalang ni edward ang kulang"Ate, let's go. Andoon na sila and they having fun" saka ako nagsuot ng mask at sumakay sa kotse ni baniez"Are you sure na gagawin natin to? Do you think that they'll notice it?" Tanong ni baniez hanggang sa ipark nya na ang kotse at sa likod kami dumaan"Naman, as long that we have power, we will fight. I am China, and it's not on my vocabulary to become a stupid girlfriend. Nakakapagod kaya"They look at me and I just shrugged my shoulder"I'm going to kill them, and off course. After the process of my annulment, I will live
Alas otso na ng gabi matapos kong magising sa pagkakalunod ko sa sarili kong luha at mga sakit na patuloy ang pagdaloy sa isipan koI feel how much pain he cause, sobrang laki ng lamat na naiwan samin. I know that I also made a mistake, but I know to myself that I tried my best to stop what's happeng between the two of usI never compare his love to someone else, I know edward. His love infinite, pero parang nagbago na ang lahatMay uuwian paba ako after this? I don't think that I deserve all of thisBreaking news :Allegedly, Mr and Mrs Go file an annulment, is this the sign that the Go enterprises and the Salvia Corporation is not in a good condition? Is there a third party involve?"We have no idea about that news, my cousin elisha is very happy with edward""That's true, I saw them at LA last week, I think their honeymoon stage is not done yet"It's
"You bitch!" Sigaw nung kasama ni Edward na papalapit saakin ng harangin ni oakley ito at marahang inilayo"Stop this veda, stop making a scene" pigil anf gigil at inis sa tinig ni Oakley habang para namang tuod si edward na nakatayo lang malapit saamin"What? Are you serious Oakley, sasama ka sa kaladkarin nayan-""Explain how I am kaladkarin kung sya pumunta sa suite ko at nagpumilit na mag dinner kami. Tell me, who are you to point your dirty finger inside my property huh?" Matapang na saad ko saka naman sya tumawa"I can buy your suite!" Pagmamayabang nya"Really? Using Throne's money? Oh come on. I can buy a whole country for you wag ko lang makita pagmumuka mo" mas lalo naman sya nainis saakin at pinilit na makalapit saakin while I am still standing at my place like I am a queen"How arrogant bitch, ang kapal ng muka mo. Napakayabang mo pa, sino kaba sa palagay mo eh kabit kal
Tapos na ang lahat ng pag aasikaso ko para sa Annulment pero parang araw lang ang bawat linggo na dumaan.Napakabigat ng nararamdaman ko, it's been two months. Without edward and Oakley. I avoid drama, it's not good to my healthMy family is worried on my situation, pati sa media. People know what edward do to me, and Veda Noringco Throne is hiding, because of what she doI saw a familiar face, and I know it's herI smirk when veda is walking to my direction while her shades is not fit on her outfit."I can't believe that my husband have a interest on a rag" I laugh and show my white teeth"Yeah, I also can't believe that my husband has no taste when it's choosing a mistress. You must be thankful na mas maganda pinalit sayo, kesa naman mas mahirap sayo. Ops, did I hurt you oh so rich ego?" I asked and smile"Shut up! I'm way better than you!" She smile a
I pack my things while I am planning to have a vacation on siargao, after the hot and wild sex with oakley I left him in my suite at tumakasI also don't know why I am hiding like a criminal since that day happen, pinagsisihan ko ang lahat ng desisyon ko in this past two years. Bakit ba kase ang tanga mo elisha, pwede mo naman maging playmateKumuha ako ng isang stick ng sigarilyo at nilagay sa labi ko, I want to unwind. I want to get drunk again. But nagdadalawang isip akoWhat if I made another mistake? Makayog nanaman ako ng wala sa oras neto!I can't call china. Nahihiya padin ako kahit papano, she's Edward's cousin. I remember that day he kneel on me and ask for marriage. I thought it was sweet. Having a marriage proposal and boom. It was nightmareMarahan kong binuga ang usok, kasabay ng mga pagkawala ng lahat inaakala kong magiging maganda sa buhay koBigla nalang bumuk
Nasa private jet palang kami ni kuya sven ay nagumpisa na kaming maginomKuya Felix Sven is anak sa labas ng dad nila raffi and ang mom ni kuya sven ay isang dugong bughaw. Kaedaran nya si kuya scottI smile when I remember my family, my cousins. Andito sila kasama koMy cousins are complete now, since it's my birthday and I will treat themMga bastos! Wasak na nga wallet ko tapos neto, wasak din ang pukenilya ko!"Wow, raffi. Hiyang hiya naman ang itlog ko sayo, who said I am not daks!" Eto lagi ang pinag aawayan ng mga pinsan naming lalakiThey argue when it comes to their dick. Wtf, para silang elementary na nagdikit dikit para lang magpalakihan"I'm bigger" usal ni kuya sven at naupo"Malamang gurang kana! You're fifty years old man""It's thirty jerk, not fifty. And I am not titan gel user!" Bwelta ni kuya sven kay kuya rodd na
"Alam mo ba ang ginawa mo oakley! You ruin my night! And what the fuck are you doing here!" Sigaw ko habang buhat buhat nya ako, he push jack lately and hinatak ako papasok sa hotel"You ruin my hot make-out session with jam!" Sigaw ko at binaba nya ako sa kama ng padabog"It's jack, not jam" inismiran ko sya, I know that it's jack. Iniiba ko lang ang pangalan so he won't ruin jack"I can give you what you want elisha tapos hahanap kapa ng iba?" Naiinis na saad saakin ni oakley saka nagsalin ng alak sa basoTinangay na ang lahat ng meron saakin. Pati panty wala! I just lost my panty!"And you didn't tell me that it's your birthday" mas lalo naman nafrustrate and tono nya ngayon habang ibang iba ang titig nya saakin, his stares warm my heart. I didn't see lust in his eyes now, he's transparent and not lying on me.Is he hurt?"Ano nanaman ba gusto mo? I tol
Nakaupo ako sa upuan ng balcony ng hotel room habang kapit kapit ko ang mga bulaklak na nasa side table ng magising akoPagkagising ko ay halos gumapang ako para makapag cr dahil sa sakit ng balakang at hita ko, he's true to his word. Wala talaga syang balak palakarin akoMabuti nalang may tanda akong yoga position at mabilis na nawala ang sakit ng balakang ko, hita ko nalang ang problema ko kase bigla biglang bumibigay"Kanina kapa gising?" He kiss my temple habang nilapag ang mga pagkain at gatas na nasa tray habang nakangisi saakin"Yeah, ang hirap maglakad" reklamo ko and he laugh and sit in front of me"I told you, hindi kita palalakarin" he wink and nilagay ang plato na may lamang pancake, bacon, French toast at cocktail hotdogs"You cook all of this?" Tumango sya habang hindi padin maalis ang ngisi ng labi nya at pansin ang saya sa kanya ngayon"Do