" Thank God! I am finally leaving." I am all ready to go home and i'm giddy thinking about sleeping on my bed and chilling with my friends.I have missed them so damn much and there was chaos before but now I can feel at ease and do whatever I want to do and go anywhere I want to go." Yes! For the nth time Scarlett, come with us." My mom pouts asking me to go back home with them but I want to stay back and enjoy the time with my friends for some time." Mom! I will come back once I get holidays. Please!" I hugged her tightly trying to make her feel at ease. I know they are worried about me but I need to be on my own to feel like I can breathe freely for the first time." Darling! Let her stay and have fun with her friends. We will come back and take her when she is ready." Dad joined our hug and I feel safe and warm inside their arms and I can truly enjoy every moment not question myself if i am worthy of everything i am getting.Maria did a number on me and i'm not going to let her
Omer took my hand and guided me outside. All the way towards his car my heart is beating erratically and I still can't believe that I am going on a date with Omer.Finally! It's our first official date.It's not like we went before but still I am all giddy and excited.Most of my life has been one heck of a crazy and chaos and for the first time after so long I feel normal.“ Where are we going?” I asked, not able to contain my excitement.“ It's a surprise, Rose!” He chuckled at me and helped me inside the car.My breath hitched at the nickname he gave me and always called me. We never get the time to talk about anything but now I have all the time I want in my hands and I'm sure I will get to experience everything. “ Rose! Why do you call me that?” I asked, when he entered the car.With his beautiful chocolate eyes he smiled and took my hand in his warm hand giving me butterflies.“ I don't know why I call you that but I love calling you Rose. Maybe you are as beautiful as Rose! Or
6 months laterEpilogue Scarlett’s POV: The large doors of the church opened and i held my breath with anticipation and eagerness to walk down the aisle and see my fiancee and soon-to-be husband. My arm wrapped tightly around my dad’s arm and my heart is beating so fast and my ears are ringing with the way my nerves are dancing inside me. “ Princess, breathe.” Dad chuckled beside me and his warm large hand landed on mine stroking gently and easing my nerves. I gulped my nerves down and took a deep breath trying to calm my crazy nerves.“ Thanks, Dad.” I whispered, iam thanking him for being a good dad and a rock through out my life, supporting me and standing with me in every single phase of my life.He never questioned when I announced my engagement with Omer to my parents. My mom and dad both are happy and on the ninth cloud hearing that iam finally getting the happiness i deserves.“ No, Princess, Thank you for a wonderful and perfect daughter.” He whispered back, tears welled
I don't know what to think or feel about the situation I am currently in. I am standing in my room feeling excited and nervous too. I am feeling sad for leaving behind everything for my dreams and I am longing for a future that is bright and successful. my mind is in a conflict battling what to choose and how to feel.Sighing I roam my eyes around my room which has a lot of memories some are sweet, some are bitter but this room is like a haven to me saving me from the situations and things that I am running from. Memories with family and friends. This room has seen my tears and smiles, sobs, and laughs.After the memory lane, I resumed packing my stuff and making sure everything is packed in the bags I left my
It took me three hours to reach New York. from green port new York is two and a half hour route but due to my snail-like driving, it took me an extra half an hour to reach.I sat in my car looking around my surroundings deep in thoughts. thoughts that didn't give any positivity to me. thoughts that are slowly destroying my confidence and making me insecure. Thoughts of my survival in New York City alone without my home and my family, thoughts which are gonna give me doubts like, what if I fail to survive and fail to adopt a new environment.what if this is not a new beginning but a disaster?Sighing I get down from the car and unloaded my bags. I am standing in front of my apartment. I have seen the ad online t
I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring."shut up" I rolled to the side to stop that devil which is my alarm and went back to sleep.The second time I woke up feeling something heavy on me and it crushes me."Ahhhhhhhhh! I yelled my lungs out."Stop yelling scar". Zay said laughing out loud.I opened my eyes to see that the weight crushing me is none other than zay and she is laughing her ass off."Get off of me, you hippo! What the bloody hell zay, you look skinny but you are crushing me into the bed and I feel like someone is crushing me with a stone" I said while trying to get her off of me.She gasps and said dramatically"take that back scar"" What if I don't take it back," I said sassily." I am gonna count 1 to 3 if you won't take it back then see what will happen," she said threatening me."Stop being a drama queen Zay," I said while gettin
It's been weeks since our first day to uni. I am loving it so far. I have been laughing and smiling genuinely no more faking. And the credit goes to my two best friends who have become sisters to me. Zayreen has become a mama bear to lilly and me. Lilliana became a strict but lovely elder sister to me and Zay. Life with them I have never expected to be this. I miss my family too but I am being contented here. I have talked to my parents regularly and face timing too.The main thing I have done is gotten a job in a cafe and I am earning my own money which I am spending on my necessities. The cafe is my second safe place other than my room. I am managing both uni and cafe pretty much well. People here in New York don't have time to judge people and that is the good thing that happened to me.My daily routine is to wake up in the morning breakfast with Lilly and Zay then to university and from there to the cafe. my shift ends at 6 in the evening. by ev
I am dreading this day and it's already noon. I just have 2 to 3 hours left for the party. I don't know why but iam feeling like something is going to happen and these past few days are my best days. I have been living in a shell for the last year but here in New York with lilly and Zay, it feels like there had been nothing bad that happened in the past. I have been miserable for the past year and this one month in New York with lilly and Zay shows me I can be happy again, I can laugh wholeheartedly again. I can survive a a day without a panic attack and I can breathe without feeling like someone is judging me. It took 2 hours to get ready. Zayreen gave me a red dress which comes to my knees and has thin straps on my shoulders and it fits like a glove. She did my hair and makeup which consists of smokey eyes and curls.zay added some volume to my brown hair by curling. My grey eyes are looking alive with smokey color and at last with a Scarlett red lipstick.She is