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PART II
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2024-10-29 19:42:56
Ar_ZeeHi, loves! After almost a month of hiatus I finally made another chapter. Chus! Mahaba-haba ito dahil pambawi man lang. I'm also planning na e-revise ang chap 1-32 kaya gagawa ako ng part two! Thanks for waiting everyone. Lovelots! Expect na next week na naman ang update or mas matagal pa dahil pasukan na! HAHAHAHA
Kaugnay na kabanata
Fixing the broken Vows KAPITOLO UNO
Una Kanina pa ako ikot nang ikot sa upuan ko dahil sa sobrang kaba. "Ang ganda mo, madam!" Exaggerated na wika ng baklang nagmi-make-up sa'kin. "Thanks," I replied hesitantly. I know I'm pretty pero alam ko rin na hindi naman basihan ang kagandahan para hindi ka ipagpalit. No matter what a woman has become, she may wear the crown in the universe, possess the beauty and perfection pero hindi no'n mababago ang isang lalaki kung gago na talaga siya. Men should change because they wanted to, hindi dahil gusto naming mga babae. We only want to be valued and love pero minsan kahit gaano ka simple ang gusto naming mga babae hindi pa rin nabibigay sa'min 'yun ng mga lalaki. "Sigurado akong ikaw ang pinakabunga sa party mamaya" agap niyang sabi ng makita niya akong nakangiti ng malungkot. I'm nervous. Nervous because after so many years I will finally see those who believe in me again. Ang mga investors na nahakot ko dati, they organize a charity event and I'm invited. No one knew I'
Fixing the broken Vows KAPITULO DOS
2 Months being in the Philippines has been different. The way Joaquin entered in another school at kung paano s'ya nakatagpo ng mga kaibigan, he's enjoying his stay but I can't help but to get worried every single day na baka makita s'ya ni Miguel at magkakilala silang dalawa. I'm ready to face what the truth has to offer and its consequences but the mere fact that I still don't know how to explain everything to my son bothers me a lot. "Mom, let's go?" Kinalabit ako ni Joaquin ng makita n'ya akong nakatingin sa kanya ng matagal. I nodded and smiled as how excited he is to go to school everyday. Sana… kung dumating man ang araw na malaman n'ya ang lahat tungkol sa ama niya makita pa rin ako ng anak ko bilang mabuting ina. I can't endure the pain it will cause me if my son will hate me. "Wala ka na ba ang naiwan sa room mo? Are all your assignments done?" Binalingan ko siya ng tingin, he's busy looking around that he just nodded abruptly. Mabilis lang naman ang naging byahe nam
Fixing the broken Vows Three
Three I hate how fate play. Palagi nalang itong nagwawagi. Palaging nasusunod. Palaging dahilan ng mga sakit at lungkot. "You're alone?" Aaric asked. "Mukha ba akong may kasama?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Galit agad? Nagtatanong lang, a." Mabilis siyang umupo sa harapan ko which made me rolled eyes again. "Ano na naman ba ang kailangan mo attorney, Maur?" Naiinis kung tanong sa kanya. Kung saan-saan nalang siya sumusulpot na parang kabute! "Sabing Caed nalang, e." Kamot-kamot niya sa ulo. "Bakit sinusundan mo na naman ako, ha?" Free time ko ngayon at dahil wala pa naman kaming maraming case na hina-handle ngayon ay marami akong oras. "Grabe ka naman, miss attorney! Hindi mo ako stalker ha!" "Ano nga ba kasi ang kailangan mo? Huwag mong sabihin may gusto ka sa'kin? Sinasabi ko sa'yo hindi kita type!" Malakas siyang humalakhak na may kasama pang paghawak sa tiyan at naluluha na. "Hindi din kita type, Miss Attorney! Baka mapatay pa ako." May pa waksi-waksi pa si
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 1
KABANATA 1 "Love, ano ba! nakikiliti ako!" Natatawang iwas ko kay Miguel na ngayon ay natatawa din sa reaksyon ko. I am happy being married to this gorgeous guy. He looks like a morning star to me. His eyes are my temptation. His love is my weakness. "Let me kiss you, baby…" he groaned. I abruptly laughed at his reaction and ran away from him. "Cleopatra… c'mon. Just one kiss hon." He mutter at marahan akong nilapitan. "You already have your kiss this morning, Miguel." Nakakaloko ko siyang tinawanan at hinawakan ang labi niyang papunta na sana sa'kin. My husband is indeed a gorgeous masterpiece that God ever created. Gorgeous licking good. Miguel, Gad! You corrupted my innocent mind. "Ang damot isang halik lang naman." Masama niya akong tiningnan at padabog na umupo sa sofa na kinauupuan ko. "Pahalik na… isa lang naman, ah." Nahihimigan ko ang pagtatampo sa boses niya. I can't help but mock him because of how cute he is. Para itong baby na hindi nabigyan ng gusto
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 2
Kabanata 2 "Miguel… papasok ka ba ng opisina?" I ask him fearfully. Kakagising niya pa lang pero nakikita ko na siyang may hawak na isang bote ng alak. My Miguel won't drink early as this. He want me to make him his coffee and eat breakfast with me in the table, serving me and taking care of me not this, walang emosyon at tanging masasamang titig lang ang binibigay sa'kin. He kick the table making me jump in fear. "You go there if you want!" "Sige… a-ano, a-ako nalang ang papasok ngayon." I shakingly whispered. Mabuti nalang at nakaligo na ako ng maaga kanina. I know he won't go to his office today, I was also the one who attends the company yesterday and the other weeks dahil siya ay palaging busy sa pagsusugal. Wala pa rin siyang pakialam at nakatunga parin sa alak. I prepare his breakfast before going upstairs to change clothes. "Kumain ka na, Miguel." Mahina kung wika sa kanya pero ni isang salita ay wala man lang akong nakuha. I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 3
KABANATA 3 Night falls yet I am still busy in my office, doing paper works. Madilim na sa labas, kita ko sa bintana ng opisina at unti-unti ng nagsi-uwian ang mga empleyado pero busy'ng-busy pa rin ako rito. "Hindi ka pa uuwi, Clea?" Nakasilip ni Karen sa pintuan ng opisina. Her eyes are curious and knowingly. I averted my gaze and slowly shook my head. "No. I still have papers to read and sign" I said. "Mauna ka na…" I added. She entered my office with her cocky looks, bore her gaze in me and glared at me with so much sinister writing in her face. "No! You stop working and we will go clubbing!" Malakas niyang hinampas ang lamesa making me flinch in shock. The hell with this woman! I look at her with awe and bewilderment, she's still looking at me furiously. Mabilis niyang hinablot sa'kin ang mouse ng computer, turn it off and fix my dissarange things at the top of my table, putting them all inside my bag. She humped and wiped the sweat forming in her forehead. I mass
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 4
KABANATA 4 I walk up with nausea. I wanted to vomit, so I hurriedly got up and ran to the comfort room. I thought I was just tipsy, so I thought. The gurgling sound in my stomach is impalpable. Lumabas ako at kitang-kita ko na ang sikat na sikat ng araw. The beam of the sun infiltrate through the glass window as the curtains are rolled in the side of the wall. Pumipikit-pikit kung hinilot ang sintido dahil sa sobrang sakit. Gusto kung uminom ng mainit na mainit kape para mahimasmasan man lang ako. Gad! Tequila really hits different at ilang buwan na rin ng huli akong uminom. I'm getting rusty in alcohol, I guess. The whole house is quiet, I didn't see Miguel when I woke up and I think he left so early. Hindi ko na dapat sabihin kung saan. He's always out early and gets home late at night drunk and crazy. Pumasok ako sa kusina only to my horror! A gorgeous monster is busy chopping onions in the sink, his bare chest is covered with only an apron, underneath is just his boxer
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 5/revised
Kabanata 5 Standing on his black monterio is the monster himself. He stood with a written annoyance waiting for me outside the office. I peeked in my office window as he was bored waiting for me outside. "Tanga ka Clea, tingnan mo 'yang mata mo! Galak na galak lang?" Kinurot ako ni Karen ng makita niyang nakasilip ako sa bintana and I know how my eyes are glistening with happiness as my stare bore toward the peeve monster as he is now playing his tongue, hands both inside his jeans' pocket. He's like those versions of mafias I read in books. Elegant, intimidating, and he has the body of the Gods in mount Olympus. Can't get over him. I snap my gaze out of my husband and haughtily smile at Karen. "I'm happy he's waiting for me today." Bumalik ulit ako sa swivel chair and I saw how Karen rolled her eyes back and fourth as to what I said. "Minsan Clea tingnan mo rin kung may magbabago ba talaga. Aren't you curious as to why he is giving you care and attention again?" Of course
Pinakabagong kabanata
Fixing the broken Vows Three
Three I hate how fate play. Palagi nalang itong nagwawagi. Palaging nasusunod. Palaging dahilan ng mga sakit at lungkot. "You're alone?" Aaric asked. "Mukha ba akong may kasama?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Galit agad? Nagtatanong lang, a." Mabilis siyang umupo sa harapan ko which made me rolled eyes again. "Ano na naman ba ang kailangan mo attorney, Maur?" Naiinis kung tanong sa kanya. Kung saan-saan nalang siya sumusulpot na parang kabute! "Sabing Caed nalang, e." Kamot-kamot niya sa ulo. "Bakit sinusundan mo na naman ako, ha?" Free time ko ngayon at dahil wala pa naman kaming maraming case na hina-handle ngayon ay marami akong oras. "Grabe ka naman, miss attorney! Hindi mo ako stalker ha!" "Ano nga ba kasi ang kailangan mo? Huwag mong sabihin may gusto ka sa'kin? Sinasabi ko sa'yo hindi kita type!" Malakas siyang humalakhak na may kasama pang paghawak sa tiyan at naluluha na. "Hindi din kita type, Miss Attorney! Baka mapatay pa ako." May pa waksi-waksi pa si
Fixing the broken Vows KAPITULO DOS
2 Months being in the Philippines has been different. The way Joaquin entered in another school at kung paano s'ya nakatagpo ng mga kaibigan, he's enjoying his stay but I can't help but to get worried every single day na baka makita s'ya ni Miguel at magkakilala silang dalawa. I'm ready to face what the truth has to offer and its consequences but the mere fact that I still don't know how to explain everything to my son bothers me a lot. "Mom, let's go?" Kinalabit ako ni Joaquin ng makita n'ya akong nakatingin sa kanya ng matagal. I nodded and smiled as how excited he is to go to school everyday. Sana… kung dumating man ang araw na malaman n'ya ang lahat tungkol sa ama niya makita pa rin ako ng anak ko bilang mabuting ina. I can't endure the pain it will cause me if my son will hate me. "Wala ka na ba ang naiwan sa room mo? Are all your assignments done?" Binalingan ko siya ng tingin, he's busy looking around that he just nodded abruptly. Mabilis lang naman ang naging byahe nam
Fixing the broken Vows KAPITOLO UNO
Una Kanina pa ako ikot nang ikot sa upuan ko dahil sa sobrang kaba. "Ang ganda mo, madam!" Exaggerated na wika ng baklang nagmi-make-up sa'kin. "Thanks," I replied hesitantly. I know I'm pretty pero alam ko rin na hindi naman basihan ang kagandahan para hindi ka ipagpalit. No matter what a woman has become, she may wear the crown in the universe, possess the beauty and perfection pero hindi no'n mababago ang isang lalaki kung gago na talaga siya. Men should change because they wanted to, hindi dahil gusto naming mga babae. We only want to be valued and love pero minsan kahit gaano ka simple ang gusto naming mga babae hindi pa rin nabibigay sa'min 'yun ng mga lalaki. "Sigurado akong ikaw ang pinakabunga sa party mamaya" agap niyang sabi ng makita niya akong nakangiti ng malungkot. I'm nervous. Nervous because after so many years I will finally see those who believe in me again. Ang mga investors na nahakot ko dati, they organize a charity event and I'm invited. No one knew I'
Fixing the broken Vows PART II
PART II I waited… for him to change. For him to love me the way I deserve. I'm no princess but I deserve to be treated right. To be loved and to be taken care of was my only dream. Pero hindi… hindi niya nagawang iparamdam sa'kin na mahal niya ako. He made me feel worthless at hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin magawang mahalin ang sarili ko katulad ng dati. I'm still broke and despite not wanting him anymore, I know he's my cure. "Mom, it's so hot!" Kitang-kita ko ang inis na rumehistro sa mukha ng anak ko. The sun is scornful making him grimace in annoyance as we headed out in the airport. I patted his head and smiled. "This is the Philippines, Quin. What do you expect?" I slowly laugh as I see him roll his eyes. "Can we go back in Norway now? I can't think I'll ever live here. It's so mainit, mommy." Ilang beses siyang nagpahid sa pawis niyang tumutulo sa Mukha niya kaya marahan ko siyang nilapitan at pinunasan. Habang lumalaki siya mas lalo siyang nagiging kamukha ni ano… h
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 32
KABANATA 32 "Mom it's family day! Yohooo!" kagigising lang ni Joaquin pero full energy nakaagad ito dahil family day ng school ngayon. Oo, pinasok na n'ya si Joaquin sa regular school after his birthday dahil normal naman ang anak niya and she realize na kahit magtago man sila sa kung saang bahagi ng kasuluksulukan ng mundo kung magtatagpuin talaga ang mag-ama ay wala na siyang magagawa. "Yes love, but before that you need to take your bath and eat breakfast. You want me to help you?" Nakangiti n'yang tanong sa anak at hinalikan ito sa pisngi. "Nope. I'm already a big boy mom so you don't need to help me now." Ngiwi naman nito sa kanya pero yinakap pa rin naman s'ya kaya mas lalo siyang napangiti. "Wait… did I just heard you pronouncing the 'r' sound without stuttering love?" Nanlaki ang mata niya ng ma-realize na nabigkas nga ni Joaquin ang already with the 'r'. "Yup. Tita Gorgeous and I practice it yesterday and I now can pronounce words with r sound with no sweat. Easy pea
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 25
"Help her doc, please." Pagmamakaawang wika ng kapatid ko. "No! You should have let me die..." Umiiyak kong usal pero mabilis lang na umiiling si Karen at tiningnan ang doctor. "Doc, pakalmahin niyo po siya." Karen pleaded. Umiwas nalang muli ako ng tingin sa kanila dahil pagod na pagod na ako. The nurse injected me something that I lost my consciousness again. Muli akong nagising. Agad na nilibot ng aking mata ang paligid at nakita kong natutulog si Karen sa'king tabi. Nakayuko siya, ang katawan ang nakaupo sa isang upuan at ang kanyang ulo ay nasa bed ko. She's holding my hands as if she's afraid I might run or something. Siguro gabi na dahil hindi ko naman nakikita ang nasa labas. I touch her hair kaya agad naman siyang napagalaw. "Clea...? Do you need anything? May masakit ba?" Nabukadkad siya at dali-dali akong tiningnan. "No," I shook my head and gently smile. "Tawagin ko lang si Doc, sandali lang." Sabi niya at mabilis akong iniwan sa kwarto ng ospital. Sinundan
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 24
"Magmumukmok ka nalang ba rito buong araw Clea?" Naiinis na usal ng kapatid ko at binigyan ako ng masamang tingin. "Just leave me alone Cleo." Inirapan ko siya at muling nagtalukbong sa kumot. Malakas niyang hinablot ang kumot kaya sinigawan ko siya. "Ano ba! I need to be alone!" "Kailan mo gustong mapag-isa? Habangbuhay? You'll not going to eat just because of that stupid moron." He said sternly but I avoided his stare. "You are sulking here while he's out there trying to win his campaign and he doesn't even think of you." Tumulo na naman ang luha ko dahil ang sakit niyang magsalita huh! "Bakit ba? Ano naman ang masama sa pag-iyak huh?" Humihikbi kong wika. "Walang masama sa umiyak, ang sa'kin lang dalawang araw ka ng nakakulong rito sa kwarto." Mahina niyang wika na tila naiintindihan niya ako. "Manood tayo ng balita sa ibaba dahil ngayon bibilangin ang boto ng mga mananalo." Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat pero malakas akong napahagulgol nang yakapin na ako ng kapatid ko.
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 23
Weeks had passed like a flash pero nandidito pa rin ako sa bahay. Nothing had changed 'tho, dahil dalawang araw nalang bago ang eleksyon ay busy na busy na masyado si Miguel at hindi na rin siya umuuwi ng bahay for the whole week. No text nor calls, para akong naghihintay rito nang milagro. I am not yet allowed to go out, and day by day mas lalo lang sumasama ang pakiramdam ko. Palagi akong nahihilo at kada gising nasusuka ako. Hindi ko alam kong normal pa ba ito, sa pagkain rin ay mas ginanaganahan ako kaya pakiramdam ko mas tumataba ako ngayon. "Hello?" Tanong ko sa kausap ko sa kabilang linya. Hindi ko na kasi tiningnan ang caller dahil busy ako sa pagpapak ng santol pero wala ng ketchup at ice cream nalang ulit. "Pack your things, aalis ka na d'yan sa inyo." Maikling wika ni Cleo at doon lang ako napatingin sa pangalan ng kausap ko at kapatid ko nga ito. "What? Why?!" Napatayo ako sa sinabi niya dahil hindi ko na naman siya maintindihan. "I already know everything. I just
Fixing the broken Vows KABANATA 22
"What now? You'll going to wait here, for what?" Naiinis na singhal sa'kin ni Cleo pero wala ako sa mood sagutin siya kaya inirapan ko nalang. "Clea ano ba? You weren't raise to become this hopelessly in love with someone who can't even ask if you're okay!" Matigas niyang wika kaya napayuko ako. "I am okay." Mahina ko nalang bulong na mas nagpataas at nagpakunot pa sa noo niya. "I should have bring you back to Norway. Look at yourself, you look extra pale and weary." Pinag-aralan niya ang mukha ko kaya napaiwas lang ulit ako sa kaniya. "Cleo... Okay nga lang, huwag ka ng mag-alala riyan." Sagot ko sa kaniya. Mahina siyang napailing. "Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa'yo Clea." He muttered. "Hayaan mo muna kasi ako and please don't tell anything about this to Daddy, papauwiin lang ulit ako n'on." I whispered. "Hanggang kailan kita dapat hayaan? Kapag hindi mo na kaya at pasuko na?" Seryoso niyang tanong at tingin sa akin. I deep sigh and shrugged my shoulders. "Baka kap
