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Chapter 1
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Order daw sa table 3, Venice, hinahantay na." Naramdaman ko ang pagtapik niya sa akin sa balikat. I felt relived when she called me by my second name. I really hate it when people call me Psyche.
Agad naman akong tumalima kahit sobrang ramdam ko na ang pagod. Kinuha ko ang order na shake at piraso ng cake bago inilagay sa tray.
Inayos ko muna ang suot ko bago ako lumabas. I need to look presentable dahil maraming costumers ngayon lalo na't Valentine's.
"Here's your order ma'am, enjoy po," I said with a smile as I serve her order.
"Are you a working student? You seemed young e." Napalingon ako sa babaeng pinag serve-an ko. She's looking at me, hindi bahala na kumakausap siya ng isang waitress ng café.
"Yes, ma'am. If you'll excuse me po, I still have a lot of things to do," I asked politely.
"Sure, I hope you enjoy your work." Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya. That's the kind of costumer I want to serve, always. Hindi 'yung mga costumer na laging may reklamo kahit sila 'yung mali at 'yung mga hindi marunong maghintay.
I was in the middle of going back to the kitchen nang makarinig ako ng sigawan. And then, there was a couple in the middle. The boy was proposing to his girl.
Napatigil ako sa paglakad. Is this some kind of a nightmare? Gustong gusto kong puntahan ang lalaking iyon para isigaw sa lahat na akin siya pero hindi ko maigalaw ang paa ko para lapitan sila.
I felt myself go numb, hindi ko maramdaman ang mga kamay ko. Pinipigilan ang sarili na hindi lumuha pero hindi ko magawa. Nanginginig ang kamay ko sa galit at sakit.
And maybe this is tears of joy. Maybe I'm fucking happy seeing my fucking boyfriend proposing to other girl.
Parang pinipiga ang puso ko dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. I'm breathing heavily, trying to calm myself down pero ayaw talaga. He promised me that he will marry me. He promised! Ang bobo ko lang kasi naniwala ako sa pangako niyang iyon.
They were all celebrating. Masaya silang lahat dahil may bago na namang magkasintahan na matutuloy sa altar. Hindi man lang nila inisip na 'yung lalaking nag-aaya ng kasal ay may pinangakuang iba.
He even said to me, "ingatan mo sarili mo ha, papakasalan pa kita, pangako." And now, I can finally prove that it's a fucking shit. Hindi ko na nga alam kung maniniwala pa ako sa salitang pangako.
I slowly wiped my tears. Damn! Fuck you tears, why can't you stop falling?
Kaya pala halos isang linggo na siyang hindi nagrereply sa'ken. He also said that he will celebrate his Valentine's Day with his mom, but it all came up to be a lie. Why do they have to lie kung meron na silang bago? Bakit hindi nalang niya ako iniwan kung hindi na siya masaya? I'm willing to let him go if he'll ask me to.
People shouldn't be promising to someone kung hindi naman nila tutuparin. The word promise should be a sacred word, hindi 'yung ginagamit para makapagsinungaling.
"Miss! Can I have a water please? And a tissue also." Hindi agad ako nakakilos dahil nanlalamig ang katawan ko.
Tears are going down from my eyes. I can't describe what it feels. Sobrang sakit, I feel betrayed. Well, I am betrayed.
"Miss!" Nagulat ako dahil sa pagsigaw. I didn't even notice that they were all looking at me.
"A-Ah, yes po," marahan kong sagot dahil hindi ko na kayang magsalita.
Tumakbo ako papuntang kitchen.
Nakita ang kasama ko. "C-Can you give t-the costumer a tissue and w-water? I-I'm just going to the bathroom." Putol-putol na ang pagsasalita ko.
"Sure, but are you okay?"
I smiled, even if it's fake. "Yes, totally fine. Thank you."
Hindi na ako umalis ng kitchen dahil narealize kong nasa labas pala ang bathroom. I just cry myself out there.
Tangina ang sakit-sakit. Ang sarap ibato sa kanya lahat ng pangako niyang napako.
"This is a kitchen, not a bathroom. Hindi ka dapat umiiyak dito, miss."
Napalingon sa nagsalita. A very very handsome man. Wearing a suit and slacks. His chiseled face is so damn perfect. His almond eyes that's looking at me na parang ikatutunaw ko. And that red lips were that words came from is just breath taking.
"Wala kang pake." 'Yan nalang ang pinili kong isagot. I don't want to talk to someone right now. All I want is to go home and cry, but I can't, may trabaho pa ako. Gusto ko lang bawasan ang bigat na nararamdaman ko habang nagkakasiya sila sa labas.
"I suppose you still have a work to do." Masungit niyang turan sa akin.
"S-Sino ka ba? Bakit ka nangingialam sa akin? And how did get in here? Bawal ang costumer sa kitchen." Mataray na sagot ko. I don't care about a damn thing right now.
"Well, I'm just someone who can fire you if you don't continue to work on my café. And yes, bawal ang costumer sa kitchen, pero ang owner pwede."
Napatigil ako sa pagpunas ng luha sa pisngi ko at napatingin sa kanya. What did he just said? H-He's the owner?
Mas lalo akong napaiyak, not because of the heartbreak anymore, kung hindi dahil alam kong matatanggalan ako ng trabaho dahil sa pagsagot ko sa may-ari.
"I-I.. I-I'm deeply sorry sir, f-for acting that way. I-I'm very s-sorry sir."
"Come here." I heard him.
"P-Po?" Tanong ko kahit narinig ko siya.
"I said come here."
Agad akong sumunod sa kanya. Lumabas kami ng kitchen bago dumiretso sa staff room. Kinabahan pa ako dahil baka may gawin siyang masama sa akin.
"No, it's not what you think, I'm not going to take advantage at you. I just want you to wipe your tears and fix yourself. Then tell me what happened," he said, with authority.
Pinunasan ko ang luha sa mukha ko gamit ang aking kamay. Napansin niya siguro na ang dungis ko na tingnan kaya may inilabas siya mula sa kanyang bulsa. He hand me his blue handkerchief. "Wipe your tears, he doesn't deserve that."
After I fixed myself. Hinarap ko siya. I take a deep breath. "M-My boyfriend, he proposed a wedding to the other girl, kani-kanina lang."
"The boy who proposed outside? That's your boyfriend? He's not that handsome, mas gwapo pa 'yung guard namin."
Pagak akong napatawa dahil sa sinabi niya. "There, you're smiling. You're more beautiful when you smile. Then I want you to make him realize kung sino ang sinayang niya."
I just find myself going to their table, where they are having a very happy conversation. The girl flexing her fucking ring on social media. Akala niya naman maganda iyong singsing.
Kinuha ko 'yung tubig na nasa tray ng kasamahan ko bago ako lumapit at binuhos sa ex-boyfriend ko. Yes, he's an ex already, mas gwapo pa 'yung may-ari ng café kaysa sa kanya, nang sobrang daming paligo.
"What the!" I heard him cursed, then looked at me. "B-Babe." hindi ko pinansin ang pagtawag niya sa akin bagkus ay humarap ako dun sa babae.
Pinigilan kong umiyak sa harap niya. It hurts me hearing him call me with that endearment.
"Did you heard him? Did he just call me babe?" I mockingly asked. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko nakuha ang lakas ng loob kahit ang totoo ay para na akong babagsak dahil sa sakit ba nararamdaman ko.
"What the hell is your problem?!" She shouted at me. Tss, ang sakit sa tainga, parang chimpanzee na nakawala sa kulungan.
"My problem? No I don't have a problem," I chuckled fakely before I continue. "You, you have a problem." Diniinan ko pa ang salitang you.
"Alam mo miss, wala kaming problema, ikaw 'yung baliw na kung sino na basta nalang nagbuhos ng tubig sa fiancé ko! Bakit, sino ka ba?!" She shouted, again.
I scoffs sarcastically. Hilam pa rin ang mga mata ko dahil sa pag-iyak ko kanina but I don't give a fuck. Sa kanya na, saksak niya pa sa baga niya. It's not my loss. He just lost a queen.
"Kung ako baliw ano ka? Paa? At tsaka sino ako? I'm her girlfriend, yes 'yung girlfriend na pinangakuan niya rin ng kasal tapos makikita kong magpoprose siya sa babaeng hindi marunong magpafacial? I'm Venice, by the way." Mahabang lintaya ko.
She laughed. Argh, nakakairita. "What? So naiingit ka? Kasi ako 'yung papakasalan at hindi ikaw and fyi, you're his ex-girlfriend." Diniinan niya ang pagkakasabi niya sa word na ex. Akala mo naman aagawin ko pa. He's yours now.
"No, I'm not jealous my dear. I'm just here to remind you, na baka marami pa siyang pinangakuan ng kasal, ikaw lang 'yung inaya ng kasal, pero hindi ikaw 'yung dadalhin sa altar. Best wishes." Then I turn my back at them. Dumiretso ako sa labas at doon ibinuhos ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.
Masakit pa rin, but I can manage.
"You good?" Nagulat ako sa nagsalita, and there he is, the-poging-owner-of-the-cafe.
"Y-Yes, I think? By the way, thank you?" I asked for his name.
"Cupid, my name is Cupid."
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Falling For Cupid Chapter 2
I'm on my way to the department store. Kanina pa ako nag-out sa work ko and now it's nearing 5 PM. Saturday naman ngayon kaya hanggang 4 lang ang work ko. Good thing wala akong pasok ng weekends.It's already three week since the proposal incident. We don't have our official break-up kaya tinext ko na siya, saying that I'm breaking up with him. Of course, wala naman siyang magagawa dahil siya 'yung nagloko.Alam na nila mommy na nakipagbreak ako kay Ryan, his name was Ryan by the way. Halos buong tatlong linggo na rin na 'yon ay napuyat ako dahil sa pag-iyak ko. I convinced my self to move on dahil kailangan kong magpahinga para sa trabaho at pag-aaral ko. Hindi ako pwedeng bumagsak dahil graduating ako, although hanggang ngayon ay umiiyak pa rin ako ng konti gabi-gabi and nagstress eating din.Nakakapagod. Nakakapagod masaktan pero masaya ang ma-inlove. Ang hirap kapag iiyak sa gabi at magkakaroon ng mental breakdown.
Falling For Cupid Chapter 3
"C-Cupid," I stuttered as I called him.Mabilis akong humiwalay sa kanya ng mapagtanto ang posisyon namin. I can't get close to him anymore because it's getting akward, and.. and I can't stare in his eyes because I'm afraid I will drowned and cannot be saved.Bago pa siya makapagsalita ay narinig ko ang boses ni Lei."Pscyhe!" She called me.Halos mapa face palm ako dahil sa pagtawag niya sa first name ko. I really hate when people call me using my first name.She was running towards me, hindi pinansin ang nakatayong si Cupid sa tabi ko."Psyche! Did you know? My crush is here! Oh my god, I think, I'm gonna die." She said, over reacting.Natawa naman ako at napalingon kay Cupid na may maliit na ngiti. He's more handsome when he smile."Psyche! Are you listening to me?" Tanong niya sabay wagayway ng kamay sa harap ko."Yes, Aphrodite
Falling For Cupid Chapter 4
"Can you please buckle your seatbelt?" Napalingon ako sa nagsalitang si Cupid.Ang kanyang kamay ay nakahawak sa steering wheel habang ang mata niya ay palipat-lipat ng tingin sa akin at sa daan.Tiningnan ko ang seatbelt na katabi ko. Yeah, I always forgot to buckle my seatbelt."Sorry." 'Yun nalang ang nasagot ko sa kanya. Nahihiya pa rin ako sa kanya although sabi niya sa akin na wag na. He said it's fine with him pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang hindi mahiya.Nag ooverthink din ako, what if may gawin siyang masama, it's not that I'm saying that he's a bad person ha. I'm just stating a fact, I'm a girl and he's a guy. Pero hindi ko siya masisisi, I'm the one who asked him to let me stay so basically ako ang may utang.I looked at him while his eyes are glued on the road. Nakasuot nalang siya ngayon ng puting long sleeves since basa na ang coat niya. It was folded up to his arm and his biceps are sh
Falling For Cupid Chapter 5
Kinabukasan ay nagising ako dahil sa tunog ng cellphone ko. It looks like someone's calling me kaya inaantok ko iyong sinagot without looking on the caller's ID."Hello?" Inaantok kong saad."Girl! Where are you? May tatapusin pa tayong requirements 'di ba?" Inilayo ko ang cellphone sa tainga ko dahil sa lakas ng pagsigaw ni Aria."What? Anong oras na ba?" I replied at her. Inaantok pa talaga ako kaya pumikit muna ako habang nakikinig sa sinasabi niya."Girl, pumunta ako sa unit mo kanina, you're not there and kailangan na natin itong matapos kasi may lakad ako tomorrow," she said seriously.Napadilat ako bigla dahil sa sinabi niya at doon ko lang narealize na wala ako sa condo ko. The fuck? Nakalimutan kong nakitulog pala ako sa condo ng iba."Y-Yeah, uhh bumili ako ng breakfast, oo bumili ako. Text me where are you, susunod ako."Hindi ko na pinakinggan ang sasabi
Falling For Cupid Chapter 6
"Psyche, this is my brother, Cupid."Oh my gosh, you got to be kidding me."Y-Your brother?" Nauutal kong tanong."Yes, you know him?" Kunot noong tanong ni Dio.Nag-iwas ako ng tingin bago sumagot. "Nope, I don't know him. Ngayon lang kami nagmeet."Napayakap ako sa sarili ko. Shit, I forgot na suot ko pala ang kanyang damit what the fuck.Look how small the world is."Psyche, can you leave us for a moment please? Mag-uusap muna kami." Napalingon ako kay Aria. She's seriously looking at me."Y-Yeah, sure. Sa cafeteria muna ako." Dinaanan ko si Dio hanggang sa makarating ako sa may pinto kung saan nakatayo si Cupid."E-Excuse me." Hindi ko mapigilang hindi mautal dahil naaamoy ko ang pabango niya. His addictive scent lingers in my nose.Binigyan niya naman ako ng daan ba
Falling For Cupid Chapter 7
"Uhm, dito nalang, thank you."I un-buckled my seatbelt and face him. Nasa tapat na kami ng condo building na tinitirhan ko. After that incident, we decided to go home, hinatid niya ako hanggang dito sa condo. Tumanggi pa ako nung una dahil nakakahiya pero hindi siya nagpatalo."Do you want me to accompany you hanggang sa unit mo?" He asked me, tinanggal niya rin ang pagkakabuckle ng seat belt niya, bali nakaharap kami sa isa't isa."Hindi na, nakakahiya naman," tanggi ko at tumingin sa kanya. Parehas kaming nakatitig sa isa't isa, nakakabinging katahimikan ang bumalot sa amin.I was staring at his black eyes, tila may hipnotismo na bumabalot sa mga mata niya na hinahalina akong tumitig at malunod sa tingin na binibigay niya.Kung hindi pa nag ring ang hawak kong cellphone ay hindi pa ako mag-iiwas ng tingin sa kanya."I-I should get going, salamat." Lalabas na sana ako ng kot
Falling For Cupid Chapter 8
Nagising ako sa lamig kaya ibinalot ko ang sarili ko ng kumot ay kinuha ang remote ng aircon para patayin. I looked at my phone and it says it's just 6 AM.Pumikit muna ako sandali dahil inaantok pa ako pero kailangan kong mag-asikaso ng 6:30 para pumasok.Umayos ako ng upo sa kama at binuksan ang Instagram sa cellphone ko. I was scrolling and looking at my home page when a request message popped.Agad kong tiningnan kung sino iyon at nagulat ako kung sino. Saang lupalop niya nahanap ang instagram account ko?mntvrd.cupid:Ang aga mo magising.Biglang nawala ang antok ko at napasuklay sa buhok. Cupid as in Cupid-cupid?Hindi ko namalayan na may namuong ngiti sa labi ko. Mabilis akong sumeryoso at tumikhim.Paano niya nakita ang IG ko?Nagdadalawang-isip pa ako kung i-seseen ko ba o huwag na.I was still think
Falling For Cupid Chapter 9
"Hoy ang daya mo! Bakit si Ariadne lang 'yung kinuwentuhan mo?" Reklamo ni Lei na katapat kong kumakain."Well, aren't you busy with that military major?" Sagot ko sa kanya sabay nag roll eyes.Nag pout lang siya sa akin bago binuksan ang chocolate drink na dala niya. Look at this girl and her obsession in chocolates."Hmp, still ang daya mo pa rin, kung hindi pa sinabi sa'kin ni Aria na may chika ka, hindi ko malalaman. You're taksil!" Pagtatampo niya.Natawa naman ako sa inakto niya. Well, sanay kaming nagsasabihan ng chika namin sa life."Hindi naman kasi importante," sagot ko sabay subo ng strawberry na hawak ko."Anong hindi importante? Girl love life mo 'yun!" Singit ni Aria. Akala ko busy siya sa cellphone niya tapos biglang sisingit sa usapan.Dinuro naman ni Lei si Aria. "Hoy isa ka pa, ikaw nga 'di mo sinabi sa'kin na may asawa ka na." She rolled her e
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Falling For Cupid Epilogue
"Her name is Psyche Venice Azarcon. A 23 year old business management student." Inabot sa akin ni Hades ang papel na hawak niya. I looked through her basic informations. Her name, her age, her birthday, and more."Bakit wala siyang picture?" Napakunot ang noo ko.He shrugged. "She really don't post that much. Wala akong makuha. I can't find her instagram account either, hindi naman ako spy."I chuckled on what he said. I tapped his back and made my way out.Hawak ang papel ay sumakay ako sa kotse at nag drive papunta sa café ko. It's Valentine's, siguro ay marami ang costumer ngayon, lalo na sa main branch. My cafe is always special on Valentine's, of course, my name is Cupid.I arrived on a scene that made me creased my forehead . 'Yung lalaki, nag popropose sa girlfriend niya. Tss, nothing's gonna last forever.Imbes na sa harap ay dumaan ako s
Falling For Cupid Chapter 32
Love cannot live without trust. The words you can hear when you talk about Cupid. But how can you trust when they betray a lot of times? How are you able to trust that someone again when they were the one who broke it?Forgiveness. I learned that forgiveness brings back the trust that is once lost. If you're able to forgive, you'll be able to trust again."So how did you do it?" I asked him as I fasten the seatbelt. We're on our way back to the metro after he had lunch with my family.Kasama namin ang pamilya kong magtanghalian. We talked about all the things that happened and I'm glad that my family forgives Cupid. My father asked for our forgiveness as well as him for hurting me. Now, it's all good.He glanced at me as he drive. "Uh, I.." he paused, "I changed my perfume and learned how to change my voice.""Oh?""Yeah, if you remember, I
Falling For Cupid Chapter 31
I'm sipping my wine in the veranda of the hotel room I'm in. Nakatingin ako sa mga bituwin na nasa langit. I wonder what is he doing right now.Nakasuot ako ng black satin nighties and a robe. It's 10 PM here in Hong Kong and this is the last night here. Bukas ng umaga ay uuwi na ulit ako ng Pilipinas.Three month here on Hongkong and focusing on myself really did helped me a lot. Ang isang buwan ay naging tatlo dahil pakiramdam kong mas kailangan ko pa ng oras. Now, I'm on the process of healing.I gained more confidence and I was able to forgive my father. Hindi naman talaga ako galit kay daddy, I'm just annoyed because he didn't told me anything about that.For Cupid's mom, I understand where her anger is coming from. Nagmahal lang siya, and it ruined her. Ayokong dumating sa point na gano'n kaya mabuti na rin sigurong lumayo ako sa loob ng tatlong buwan.
Falling For Cupid Chapter 30
Hindi ko alam kung paanong nakarating ako sa ganitong sitwasyon pero nakita ko nalang ang sarili kong nakasay sa kanyang kotse habang nasa driver's seat siya."Your seatbelt. You never changed, you always forgot to fasten your seatbelt."I scoffed. "I've changed. You changed me," I answered bitterly.Hindi ako nakarinig ng reponse sa kanya kaya itinuon o nalang ang attention ko sa labas. I'm annoyed at him plus the heavy rain that's starting to pour.Bakit ba 'pag uulan, nawawalan ako ng gamit?"I.." he paused, "I hurted you and I'm planning to do everything for you to accept me again."Hindi ako sumagot sa kanya at tinitigan lang 'yung mga ulan na dumadaloy sa bintana.Napapikit ako. This is fcking deja vou. Nangyari na ito dati but a lot of things changed. Almost six years ago, I was on the same seat with the same situatio
Falling For Cupid Chapter 29
Wearing my white and cream asymmetric dress paired with ankle strap platform heels with my vintage chanel bag, I entered the building.Today is Monday, all my employees are busy as they entertain clients. Sa bawat pagdaan ko ay babatiin ako ng mga empleyado na babatiin ko rin pabalik nang hindi ngumingiti.Dumiretso ako sa elevator bago kinuha ang cellphone galing sa bag ko. It is nine in the morning. Ang aga-aga pero busy na agad ang mga tao. I did not even notice that I'm alone here.When it stopped on my office floor, I walked outside. Sinalubong ako ng secretary kong may hawak na bulaklak.Isang linggo na ang nakaraan matapos ang birthday ni Devan and since that week, I've been receiving white roses and americano every morning. Ngayong umaga naman ay may kasamang pancakes.Kinuha ko sa kamay niya ang Americano at pancakes. Good thing I haven't had my breakfa
Falling For Cupid Chapter 28
Mabilis akong umalis sa pagkakahawak niya at naglakad papalayo sa kanya. I don't want to see him, I don't want to talk to him either."Psyche," he called.I stopped and glanced at him, "what?" Kasing lamig ng simoy ng hangin ang boses ko.I saw him hesitating to say something but his eyes were pleading. Hindi ko alam kung para saan ang pakiusap sa mga mata niya at ayaw ko ring malaman."Are you gonna say something?" I keep my face stoic pero sa loob ay halos magwala na ang mga lamang loob ko. I clenched my fist to prevent them from trembling. Nanghihina rin ang tuhod ko at parang anytime ay babagsak ako."C-Can we talk?" His voice is soft as feathers but I know better. Maybe he's just pretending to be like that like how he lied about being my husband.I pressed my lips together. "We're already talking Mr. Monteverde."
Falling For Cupid Chapter 27
"I am willing to invest 3.5 million in your company," I was sipping on my juice when Madam Christina said that. Muntik pa akong mahulunan dahil sa gulat."That's a very huge amount," I said formally, tinago ko ang pagkagulat at ipinakita ang formality sa boses ko.Bago kami makapag-usap ng ganito ay ang tagal kong hinanap ang table na pina reserve niya. Kinailangan ko pang i-contact ang secretary ko dahil 'yung boss ay hindi alam kung ano ang name na under reservation.When I reached her table, nagulat ako dahil mukha siyang bata. I mean, since she called herself Madam Christina, I thought she was in her 60's already pero hindi. She's wearing a sun dress and a brown cat eye shades. May hawak siyang pouch and she looked intimidating.We shaked our hands and introduced ourselves to each other before we reached this far."I asked my inaanak kasi kung saan ako pwedeng mag
Falling For Cupid Chapter 26
"Guys! Nakakita na ako ng pupuntahan for team building. Hindi ba naghahanap si sir Devan na pwedeng puntahan?""May nahanap din ako!""Mas maganda 'yung sa akin!"Nadatnan akong nag-uusap ang mga nasa finance department kasama ang mga interns. Nang makita ako ng isa sa kanila ay agad silang nagsibalik sa kanilang ginagawa na para bang hindi ako kasali sa pinag-uusapan nila kanina.Ano ba kasing pinag-uusapan nila?I rolled my eyes. Hindi naman talaga ganito ang ugali ko pagdating sa mga employees pero bad trip ako ngayong umaga. Pinipressure ako ng board dahil sa mga investor na munting nang mawala at ako ang sinisisi nila.Ni hindi ko nga alam bakit ako ang idinidiin nila and after that, I decided to asked my secretary if it's my fault. Now I realized that my personal problems were starting to interfere with my work. Hindi ako makapag focus
Falling For Cupid Chapter 25
My head hurts like hell.Dahan-dahan akong bumangon mula sa pagkakahiga ko sa kama. Ang una ko agad napansin ay ang texture ng hinihigaan ko. I know how my pillow and bedsheet feels like.Iginala ko ang mata ko. Unfamiliar. Dumapo agad ang tingin ko sa cr at nakahinga ng maluwag. I thought I'm on someone else house ngunit napansin ko kaagad ang cr at ang buong kuwarto na halos walang personal na gamit. I know that I'm in a hotel room somewhere.My head is throbbing, so are my eyes. Ang sakit ng mata ko sa kakaiyak kagabi. Even though my head hurts, I manage to stand and fix my things. Dumiretso ako sa cr na nasa loob ng hotel room at inayos ang sarili ko. As I put concealer below my eyes, I remembered what caused me to be like this.I closed my eyes as I felt a lone tear escape my eye. Sariwang-sariwa pa ang sakit na nararamdaman ko and it can't stop me from crying over again. Hindi naman
