KEIRA. A week later. “Mummy, where are we going?” Kevin asked me, fluttering his eyelids. Clara, Kelvin's nanny, was taking out our luggages. “Home. We are going home..” I said, bending over to him. “Home?” He repeated. “Isn't this our home?” He asked and I shook my head..“We have another home.” I revealed. “Is it Daddy's home? Are we going to be living with Daddy?” Kevin asked with an air of anticipation and I got tongue tied. I knew he was referring to Sebastian. He was the one who played a fatherly role in Kevin's life. “Not really. We will….” “But why?” Kelvin interrupted. “I'm the only one that doesn't live with mummy and Daddy together” He added with a pout and I sighed deeply. I brushed my hands through his hair softly, I could see the bit of sadness in his eyes. “Kelvin…I….” I couldn't finish my words as a voice came through. “Ma'am, I'm done with the luggages.” Clara interrupted. “Alright, Clara.” I said to her, standing to my feet from bending over to Kelvin ear
KEIRA. “Ma'am, the dress looks so fabulous on you!” Clara said to me after I tried on the dress that Sebestian sent. I was skeptical about accepting it since it reminded me of my first date with George where he decided to be everything I needed. “You think?” I muttered, turning around over and over on the mirror while checking it out. “Yes, it looks fabulous….” Clara said and I pressed my lips together. I would lie if I said my heart wasn't pounding. I'm finally showing up after five years. I kept on heaving deep sighs. I kept telling myself it wasn't much of a big deal, but it was,it really was. I didn't know how was I going to face George. What would I say? Would I want to run into his arms? Get it together Keira, he is happy with your mom now, they are cool together because he doesn't want a woman who would give birth to a child for him. My face dropped even staring at myself in the mirror. The black one hand maxi dress with a slit, hugged my curves properly. Despite giving bi
GEORGE. My heart skipped the moment I followed Joe's gaze and saw Keira. Keira?! I couldn't believe it, I really couldn't. I'm not seeing a ghost or something right? I can't be hallucinating,right? God, if this is a dream, please wake me up, please. I had seen Keira in my dream countless times but this one felt too real to be a dream. But if it was really a dream, I prayed that God would wake me up. I have been living everyday in agony after finding out Keira had a brain tumour, I have searched for the information of the doctor that performed surgery but found none. Everything concerning Keira's disappearance seemed to be a mystery. A mystery I can't seem to unravel. My eyes were stuck staring at her, my world seemed to stand still,I couldn't move, neither could any part of my body. I stood still until the figure I assumed to be Keira took her eyes off like she never knew me from Adam and began moving. I couldn't just process what was happening, it was happening so fast for me to
KEIRA. I missed him so much. He hadn't changed one bit,he still looked the same from five years ago, those hazel eyes, his dimples, his chiseled jaw and the beards that were flecked with gray. His body structure was firm and strong. If not told, you wouldn't know he had reached fifty five. I wanted to run into his embrace where I felt safe the most but remembering he was dating my mother, I had to keep it together. All the while in the wedding, he couldn't take his eyes off me. He couldn't stop staring. I occasionally tried to steal glances but would find him staring..I wanted to avoid him and his gaze but it seemed inevitable. I knew he had so many questions and I'm not ready to answer any. He was better not knowing, that way we can be happy about our lives. When he approached me after I tried to leave, I was silently praying that I wouldn't do anything silly.. I had to tell myself that I was doing this for my child. We weren't wanted so I have to end it once and for all. “If yo
KEIRA. Sebestian promised to get our flight ready a day after. I couldn't leave without properly discussing with Elena.. We didn't get to spend time at the wedding. I knew Kelvin was going to ask questions about our travel back to Germany. I guess I'm becoming push and pull. Schools were still on vacation and since I didn't make the decision of staying in New York, it was better going back to Germany before school resumed. It wasn't quite a hectic morning, I had finished getting our luggages ready for the next day.. our flight to Germany would be the next day. Kelvin was busy watching Coco melon with his tablet while seated on the couch. Even though he would be turning five soon, I can't believe Coco melon still fascinates him so much. I smiled after watching him for some time before I continued strolling through my phone. The door bell rang and before I could stand up from the couch, Clara was already getting to the door. “I will get it…” She said, approaching the door instant
KEIRA. My body froze when I saw George standing outside the house. How on earth? So soon? I knew that coming to New York, he would definitely find me anywhere in seconds. I breathed a deep sigh, not knowing if I should open the door or not. But I already ended things with him,did he think I was lying? “Mommy, is it Daddy?” Kelvin asked me and I shook my head.“Kelvin.. can you go and play with aunt Clara?” I inquired and he nodded before leaving the parlour. The doorbell rang again and I inhaled a deep sigh, trying my nerves down. This was the last one, not like he would see for the time being and like Sebestian said, he doesn't have an opinion in my life anymore. I opened the door and our gazes locked. “Hi, Bambi….” George grinned widely at me the moment I opened the door, causing my heart to skip instantly.. Bambi? Not Keira? It has been ages since I heard that name. It hits differently each fucking time.. And why was there this non stop grin on his face? It is making my heart
KEIRA. The anger in George's eyes was way too much. It's all my fault for causing this mess. It's all my fault, I can't help but feel so guilty, I keep blaming myself. George didn't even realize he pushed me back to the floor, when he got to his senses, he drew away from Sebestian and turned to me, staring at me with no words.. “Are you okay?” Sebestian asked me, his breathing erratic, he had sustained a lot of cuts on his face due to George's punching. George had wanted to say something but swallowed it up as a bitter chuckle escaped his lips. He stood to his feet, clenching his fists. Sebestian managed to crawl to my direction, checking me out even though he had himself to worry about. “You bastard….” George snarled in a low voice, I could sense the intense fury from the tone of his voice. I sat helpless on the floor, this wasn't what I wanted. I can't believe this is happening. I instantly stood up and grabbed George's arms as he shoved me off. “Please… it is my fault, Sebest
KEIRA. A week had passed since I stayed back in New York and since George found out Sebestian had a hand in my disappearance. Most times I couldn't tell what really went on in George's mind. He had never showed up since then,he hasn't. I shouldn't be feeling disappointed but I did, I didn't expect him to be happy. Sebestian and I lied to him for five years but it's not like I didn't have a genuine reason, I was protecting Kelvin and yes, he doesn't know that so I would never blame him. But why did a part of me wish he would show up? I missed him so much, I really did. Whenever I look at Kelvin, I'm glad I took the decisions but most times, it can be very overwhelming..Sebestian visited us most times in the apartment and I know I owe him a lot, I didn't want to continue being a burden to Sebestian, he had tried so much for the past five years. I just wanted to find a job and start afresh in New York so that I can be able to find afford an apartment and Kelvin's needs too. I think
Author's POV. Keira’s eyes fluttered open, and the first thing she saw was George sitting beside her, his eyes locked on her with a gentle, steady gaze. He was holding something wrapped in a soft pink blanket, his expression pure wonder. It took her a moment to remember, her breath caught as reality settled in. Their daughter was finally here. “Bambi” George murmured, smiling as he noticed she was awake. “Someone wants to say hello.... We have a baby!" A warm wave of emotion washed over her as George leaned in, bringing their baby girl closer to her. Keira took in the sight of their tiny daughter, barely able to believe it. Her heart felt like it was going to burst. Soft tufts of dark hair peeked out from the blanket, and tiny hands rested by her face, impossibly small and delicate. “Oh, she’s… she’s perfect,” Keira whispered, her voice barely audible as she gazed down at their daughter. She lifted a trembling hand, gently tracing a finger along the baby’s tiny cheek. The warmth,
KEIRA. I can't believe my wedding day was finally here. After all the obstacles, after what seemed like it wouldn't be, I was getting married to George. The man I met six years back, the man who made me feel everything love was about. He accepted me, he accepted my flaws. He chose to be with me no matter what. He decided to be a father because of me. He changed his rules just to be with me. The universe was on my side on this. I bless the day I met him at the bar, the day he ignited an unquenchable spark.. The morning of my wedding to George began in a daze of rose-colored light and breathless excitement, like a dream I was trying to hold onto but that kept slipping through my fingers. Sunlight pooled through the soft curtains, dusting everything in gold. "Keira!" Elena squirmed, stepping into the bride waiting room. I giggled at her.. "Wow! You look so stunning! George wouldn't be able to keep the thing in between his legs one place!" She joked, her sense of humour making me gasp
KEIRA. Some days later I got discharged from the hospital, I lost my baby. I still can't believe this. George has been consoling me like forever. He keeps telling me we would make another one but I was really sad though. What if it doesn't come again that easily. I prayed it would. Kelvin needed someone by his side. We would have all the sex in the world so that we can make a baby.. After his work hours were over, George came home. I was speedily recovering as well. I made dinner and Kelvin had gone to sleep after consuming his dinner. I was in the living room when he came home.. He beamed at me with his eyes and scooped me into his arms into the same manner, gently placing me on the floor. Our eyes locked and my heart raced in anticipation and exhilaration at the same time. George watched me with lustful eyes, my elbow was pressed on the floor since I was wedging my upper body with it. He gently pushed my legs apart and a soft gasp escaped my lips once he did that. He push
KEIRA. A familiar hum filled the air, a mix of beeps and muted voices that seemed both distant and near. I really wanted to get over the news from Doctor Peter. It wasn't all that easy for me to take in because George stopped protection long time ago. I was still in the hospital, tethered to tubes and a heart monitor, feeling the dull ache radiate from my shoulder. Slowly, I opened my eyes, and the room came into focus. I really I lost my child. I think I might have fallen into another slumber after the news. "Keira?" George’s voice was soft, laced with relief, and I turned my head just enough to see his face inches away, his eyes wide with a fragile hope. “Hey,” I managed, my voice raspy, like I hadn’t spoken in days. “You…you look awful.” He snorted, frowning. "You have been sleeping... I have missed you" He gave a short laugh, the kind that holds back a well of emotion. His hand found mine, his fingers trembling slightly. “I have missed you like crazy. I'm so sorry for what
George's POV I held Keira's limp body in my arms, her blood seeping onto my suit. The sound of gunfire still echoed in my ears. Our engagement party, once filled with laughter and joy, had turned into a nightmare. Keira, I would never forgive myself if I lose her. Never. "Keira, no! Stay with me! Bambi, please!" I pleaded, my voice shaking. My eyes was filled with tears as i continued shaking her roughly. I rushed through the crowded hall, shoving aside panicked guests. Sirens blared outside, growing louder. "Get the car!" I yelled at Mark. The hall had gone so chaoti, people.rushing out for their safety. I wouldn't blame them, the gunshot erupted from nowhere. "We need to get her to the hospital now!" I yelled, tears in my eyes. I had no idea who I was yelling at but if I lose Keira, I'm gone. I couldn't seem to control myself. I was supposed to be calm for Keira's sake. I was supposed to reassure myself but I was panicking more than I should. Elena rushed us at the stage
KEIRA. The hall was a dream. soft pink roses, strings of glistening fairy lights, and golden drapes swayed lightly under the room’s chandeliers. I could hear the clink of glasses and the gentle hum of people chatting, laughter mixing with the soft music filling the air. It was a celebration of George and I..Our engagement party was everything I’d dreamed it would be. It was perfect. George had his guests all over the place, influential personnel, stars in New York. He invited A list celebrities like he said he would. George was across the room, A radiant smile that had melted my heart from the start plastered on his face. His dark suit fit perfectly, the deep navy accentuating his broad shoulders and making his hazel eyes more striking. He was in a deep conversation with Mark, occasionally looking my way with a wink. I gave him a small wave, feeling my cheeks flush. Even after all these years, he still made my heart flutter. They fluttered like crazy. I stood,greeting some of G
KEIRA. I slowly opened my eyes, blinking away the haze of sleep. Sunlight streamed through the window, casting a warm glow over the room. George's gentle hand held mine, his hazel eyes watching me. I was so surprised he woke up before me today.. A huge smile crossed my lips. "Good morning, bambi " he whispered,a smile playing on his cheeks. I smiled faintly,feeling a wave of nausea wash over me. My stomach churned. I felt this way yesterday’s morning but it wasn't as bad as this morning. Was I sick or what the heck was wrong with me. “Good morning handsome” I returned the greeting. I quickly sprang up the bed and rushed into the bathroom, feeling the need to vomit. George didn't hesitate to come after me, closing the bathroom door behind me. "Bambi, are you okay?" I couldn't answer because I had begun , vomiting uncontrollably. My body shook, and my stomach churned. I don't think I can do anything today. My body feels so weak. George's worried voice came through again as he
KEIRA I returned home and Kelvin came out of Joe's quarters and hugged me. He was mostly with Joe since the holidays. I have been giving it a serious thought. Perhaps I should just quit and become a housewife. My son needed me so much and I wasn't doing much at work. I went in with him and he was quick to remove his uniforms. I went to the kitchen to prepare dinner. I had to feed Kelvin then showered him, put him to bed. I took mine and came downstairs to wait for George as usual. George came home and beamed the warmest smile ever. I would punish him for not telling me he announced our engagement in the news. I frowned not returning the smile even though I wanted to.. “Bambi….what happened?” He questioned, coming close to me. “You didn't tell me you were announcing the engagement in the news. Our engagement party is next week and I didn't even know!” I grumbled and he let out a low chuckle, coming close to me at the dinning table. “Didn't you say anytime was okay
KEIRA. The fire service cleared the fire. I would never understand how that fire broke out. It was really out of nowhere and surprising. But thank Goodness no one got hurt. Everyone went home safely. George had to hire cleaning service providers for them to clean up the fire and the rooftop. “I wonder what happened?” He said to me when we were seated in the living room. Night came by so quickly and since I excused myself from work to celebrate Kelvin’s birthday, we just stayed at home watching TV that night. Kelvin was in the living room with his toys but on the floor. My head rested on George's shoulder and he gently rubbed my arms. “I really don't understand how the fire broke out. It just started all of a sudden but thank Goodness, no one got hurt” I replied. George inclined closer and kissed my forehead. “I was really surprised and worried but everything is okay now I guess. …..”He responded and kissed my forehead again. I sighed deeply, we were in eachother's arms un