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"You are going insane." Charlotte deadpanned and I could see the anger in her eyes at my audacity. A low chuckle escaped my vocals and I grinned viciously at her. "I thought that was something we had already agreed on?" My voice was light and barely held any emotion. "Do you think I would put you in harm's way? And tell Alice that you were alive?" She demanded in an offended tone. "Well, I also did not think that you would lie and try to shut me behind bars but look at how that turned out!" I gritted out in a sharp tone, her gaze never left mine and I made sure to match her gaze. "You are making a big mistake." She informed me in a calm tone and proceeded to walk away but I shoved her back and held the knife to her neck, her eyes doubled in its size and I could feel the tension in her body increase drastically. Her eyes darted towards my hand and back to my eyes, "You wouldn't dare." She spat the three words and I scoffed. "You seem to expect too much from some like me..." I le
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The second time I opened my eyes, I met a rather odd sight. Right at the edge of what I assumed was my bed, someone sat still.My eyes traced from the brown jeans to the tied messy brown hair before I locked eyes with her. Her eyes held such emotion that could send shivers down anyone’s spine. Yet for some reason, I found myself grinning ear to ear and I could see it.I could see she was irritated.“This is what you wanted right?” She spat in a menacing tone that was soaked with frustration, I rolled my eyes at her approach, the animal beneath her perfect exterior was banging on the walls to be open.I tsked at her obvious displeasure. “Don’t tell me...” I began and matched her gaze, “That you can’t even swallow your bitter pill?” I spat at her, my voice was hoarse and I felt weak, but I knew I had to muster the strength to stand up to this woman no matter what. “I treated you with nothing but kindness.” She gritted out with pained eyes.“You ruined my life from the day I was born.”
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“Won’t you at least say something today?” I heard Emily’s voice for the millionth time and they hit like the first. Her eyes sparkled with tears and she stared at me in expectancy, her green orbs begged me to speak — to say something. But I did not.I had not spoken a word to anyone since that day. Even though it had just been fourth-eight hours, it seemed to be taking a toll on Daniel and Emily but I was fine with it. I was used to not speaking for days or hours because I was either kept in the closet as a child or gagged so the neighbors would not hear my screams. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my head and glanced at Emilia who had a tear rolling down her cheek. I did the same thing I had done for the past 48 hours, I reached out and squeezed her hand. To somehow offer her some sort of support. Maybe reassurance. Because in some odd way, I understood why she was freaking out. I would react the same way if someone I cared about was acting like that — completely mute. We c
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Shouldn't I be asking you that? Isabel quipped at me with a straight face and she matched my gaze, I let out a soft chuckle and decided I would entertain her mediocre antics before showing her, her place.I'm not the one who lived with her for twenty-three years now, am I? if there is anyone who should know something, should it not be you? She added and I shrugged.I don't know why people lie even though they know the truth, I spoke in a calm tone, a complete contrast to the fact that my hand was currently in her hair, tugging on it while she bore holes into my skin with her piercing gaze. Charlotte knows where she is, and if charlotte knows, then you know as well. Isabel grumbled in another and tried to slip away from my grip, but I was sure that the fear of falling into that pool made her resist.It was at this point that I began to wonder if she could swim. I found it funny because if you can't swim, why leisure on the edge of a pool as deep as this one? I could feel her breath qui
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I knew it had been a while since I locked myself in the room. I had my head ducked in my knees and I was leaning on the door frame I had slid down. I bit my lip to prevent a sob.No, I would not cry, I was not weak. I forced myself to my feet and took slow attentive steps toward the mirror in my room. As a child, I was fond of staring at the mirrors, it turned into a habit though because I always had a new wound or scar each day. One that didn’t leave no matter how much I scrubbed or washed.So instead of running to the bathroom to get the steam off or wash away the dirt that I felt was on me each time, I would carry out the short walk of shame towards the mirror and face the one person whose existence terrified me — Me. I was always scared that I would live long enough to see days like this. These days were the ones I dreaded as a child, days when reality would push me to lose my humanity. The same hands I had used to help Leon was the same one I used to push her down the steps. A
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“That is not it at all,” His voice as he spoke. I scoffed, the tone sounded too familiar and shook the foundation of the memories I had bottled up over the years.It faintly reminded me of those times I had asked Alice why she was so distant and why she could never love me, this tone had been soaked and coupled with her emotionless eyes.“You know what?” I asked and walked toward the door, my legs sloppily moved and I clenched my jaw. “I’m sick of this,” I admitted in a strong tone. “I’m sick of this back and for and all of your lies,” I continued. “You are just like Alice you are perfect for each other,” I confessed my face contorted in pain, and my eyes stung. “I hate you, Elliot! I hate you so much!” I cried. “I hate that I waited for you for twenty-three years only for you to choose the woman who ruined my life over me!” I snapped. “I hated that you never did anything — That you never do anything!” I cried.I banged my head on the wall in the room. “And I freaking hate myself for
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