“Good morning Madam, you have a meeting with the manager of Abela Entertainment.”
I looked at my assistant and just give her a nod. I massaged my temples while looking on my laptop. It’s been ages, but I still couldn’t finish editing the photo magazine for my client.
“Ms. Rojas?”
My eyes drop on the woman who looks like a librarian for me. She has a big eyeglass and her hair was done in a tight ponytail. I couldn’t help but to notice her outfit. She’s wearing a white floral long sleeve shirt and a black trouser. I look at her from head to toe before I stand up from my seat.
“Please take a sit, Miss?”
“Just call me Jam, Ms. Rojas.”
“Okay.”
I gestured her to seat as I open the folder that she gave me. It’s a new project where we will conduct a photoshoot for their boyband’s upcoming album. I flipped the paper until I saw a familiar name that made my lips parted.
“This is for Elite Band?” I cleared my throat and fix my posture.
Jam nodded at me. “We want you and your team to be in charge to this project.”
Sighing, I closed the folder and look at her. “When will we start?”
“Tomorrow Ms. Rojas.”
I was left alone in my office. My eyes settled on the folder and squeezed my eyes tightly. This is not what I am expecting. I released a loud breath as a bitter smile placed against my lips. Didn’t know that our paths will cross again.
“Cassidy Amber Vidal Rojas!”
The loud voice snapped me back to reality. Adira’s frustrated face met my sight. I raised a brow at her but she just snorted at me. I look outside the window and mentally face palmed when I realized that it’s already time to go home.
“You’re spacing out,” her eyebrows knitted in a frown. “What did the manager tell you?”
“She chose my team for their boyband’s photoshoot.”
“Oh! What a destiny!
My eyes roll automatically. Destiny my ass. This is my job and they are my client. No strings attached.
“Worth’s already here,” Adira look at me. “Drive safely, okay?”
I nodded. “Tell him to act formal tomorrow. I don’t want to be embarrass because of his loud mouth. I can’t still accept the fact that he’s my cousin.”
She laughed hysterically. “Noted Ms. Editor.”
My lips formed into thin line and growled softly. “Oh, shut up.”
Adira playfully wiggled her eyebrows. “Does it bring back memories?” She then chuckled when she saw my reaction and hold the doorknob.
“You’re still stuck, Amber.” Was her last words before she left me alone in the office.
I always find the night to be a comforting presence. Out here, far from the cities whose bright lights were still visible on the horizon, more stars were visible than anywhere else, bar maybe the arctic circle. The darkness might have hidden most of my world, but it revealed its most beautiful aspects.
I inhaled the fresh air and look at the view laid in front of me. I always love to travel far from the loud and busy city. I always find comfort and peace whenever I go here.
To our secret place.
I wonder how we ended up like this. From being lovers…to being strangers with memories.
“Move the lights here.”
“Place it to the right.”
“There.”
My eyebrows sloped downwards in a serious expression as I once again travel my eyes on the set. I tilted my head and observe the staffs busy placing the props. We’re in the resort. The photoshoot concept is Hawaiian.
“They’re here, Madam.”
I nodded my head and turn around.
“Oh! It’s my cousin’s team!”
“Woah! Is that Amber?!”
“Howdy Amber!”
I stop my urge to roll my eyes and just stare at them with my emotionless face. Worth grinned and even motioned his hand to the man beside him. I cleared my throat and shot him a glare as I called my assistant.
“Let’s begin.”
Embry our photographer began giving instructions to them. I couldn’t help but to look at their outfits. Seems like gym became their second home.
Abs everywhere geez.
“Linus tilt your head and open your mouth like you’re seducing someone.”
I puckered my lips and watch them. They could pass as models in New York Times magazine. They have a future, alright.
“Worth cross your arms and look at the camera with playfulness,” Embry instructed. “Alas play with your lips and Shaun give us a seducing look.”
I look at their photos and I must say they’re much hotter than the sun.
“Jethro put your hands on your shorts pockets and grin while looking straight at the camera.”
With that, my eyes widen as I gasp audibly. Dayum hot! I think I just lost myself.
He’s showing his bare chest and wearing only his blue board shorts in broad daylight! Who the hell will not get affected?! I bit my lip trying to regain my consciousness. Fuck, he’s going to be the death of me.
For an hour I keep motioning myself to calm. I’m having a trouble fixing my posture because of that man. Seriously, this is a job! Be professional Amber!
“Good job team!”
“Let’s wrap it up!”
“This looks good!”
I massaged my temples while looking at the photos. Their looks were making my head ache. Argh, this is so frustrating.
“Cousin!”
My lips twitched. Oh great. His loudness was still the same but much louder than before. Why did Adira marry him?
“Shut up.” I hissed.
Worth pouted his lips and look at me with his emerald eyes. “Don’t you miss me?”
“I don’t.”
His lips parted in shock and act like he got hurt from my answer. Stupid. I roll my eyes. If I can just replace him as my cousin, I would have done it a long time ago.
“When did you got back?” he asked. “I thought you’ll stay in Spain for good.”
“Last week,” I look at him. “I changed my mind.”
My cousin let out a grin. “Or someone did?”
“Worth.”
I gritted my teeth. I turn around at Worth when I saw who called him. His presence didn’t fail to suffocate me.
Get a hold of yourself Amber!
From where I was sitting I saw him that causes my chest to throb. I swallowed. He’s still half naked. His eight pack abs were in full show. It was like inviting you to touch it. I simply pinched my arm to wake up myself. I'm already infected with Maisie's dirty mind.
"Amber."
Biting my lip, I turned to Worth who has a playful smile on his lips. I stared at him, annoyed. I couldn't help but look at the person next to him who was already staring at me that stunned me.
I hiccup as I avoided my eyes on him. My hands are sweaty and cold. My heart was pounding so hard that at any moment it would explode. I kept looking at my fingers and played with it.
“Cassidy Amber.”
At that moment, I knew… it was still him.
I slowly lifted my head and met his icy gaze. His pair of grey eyes met my amber eyes. From that moment the memories from where it all started flash like a movie.
“I want to pee,” my seatmate groaned.
“Just hold it for a minute!”
“But I need to pee!”
I let out a sigh as I played the pen with my fingers. Despite of the boring lecture of our science teacher I still put my attention on it. My eyes roamed around the corner of our room shaking my head. The half of our class was doing their own things; not minding our teacher while the others are doing their best to listen on our teacher like me.
“Amber I want to pee!”
I turned my head on Adira who looks like she’s going to let out what she’s holding in. She drinks too much milk tea once again. Maisie chuckles and shakes her head. She can just pee in her skirt no one will know.
“Then pee,” I whispered because our science teacher was talking in front and might hear us. “You can just pee in your skirt.”
She gave me an unbelievable look and gasp audibly. “Amber!”
My lips twitched when I saw Ms. Jones look at us. She arched her eyebrows and pointed our direction. Oh great. Ms. Jones sashayed her way to our direction and stop in front of us.
“What’s the matter Ms. Lucero?”
I cleared my throat and fix my seat. The side of my lips lifted when I saw Adira’s panic face. I can imagine her yelling my full name in her mind.
“I-I want to pee Ms. Jones,” she bit her lip. “Can I?”
“You may.”
Adira have a victory smile on her face when she stood up. She stuck her tongue out on us before running outside the room. So childish. You can’t tell if she’s already eighteen years old with the way she acts.
“Let’s go to the Music club!”
“We’ll have to go to the Sports club first!”
“But I need to say something to Worth!”
My brows furrowed. “Stop arguing,” I wrinkled my nose. “Their club rooms were just next to each other dummies.”
Both of them gave me an awkward smile. Certainly, I don’t have any idea how and why did I get myself a friend like them. I just kept walking and just ignored their quarreling. We stopped in front of the Sports club. I didn’t try to knock and just open the door.
“Hi Ms. Classy! ”
I roll my eyes when Arya’s face welcomed me. She chuckled. I went straight near the window and sat there. I look outside the window as I put my chin on my palm. I looked at Arya who’s playing ball with Maisie.
“Where’s Sadie?” I asked.
That girl has always been nowhere to be found. She’s like a mushroom. She’ll just appear without permission or without any sign.
“As usual stalking her crush,” Arya said in a singsong voice while dribbling a ball.
I looked around the corner of the club room. At this time the members of the Sports club are training in the gym. Arya should be in the gym, but this woman was being lazy again and prefers to hang out in their club room.
“Aren’t you going to join your teammates?” I raised a brow.
“I’m waiting for Adira,” She rolls her eyes. “She’s still talking to your cousin.”
My forehead creased. “What’s with them?”
Arya just gave me a half shrug. I snorted and stood up from my seat. For all I know, they’re rival enemies. My cousin and Adira doesn’t know the word ‘get along’ or any words related to it because they always create disaster whenever they cross their paths.
My cousin seemed to be having fun talking with my friend when I enter their club room. His bandmates look surprise from my sudden appearance. Who wouldn’t, right? After all, this is my first time entering their club room.
“Am I hallucinating?” Worth gasps while eyeing me.
“Ask yourself,” I retorted and look at the woman beside him, “are you done talking?”
Adira pouted her lips then shakes her head. I arched my eyebrow from her response. What’s really with them? They seemed to be like having a very serious conversation.
“Arya’s waiting for you, dummy.” I tsk-ed. “You can just talk to him after your training.”
“But this is important!”
“More important than your training?” I folded my arms. “Why? Are you asking him a proposal?”
I look like a mother picking up her daughter who's dating her boyfriend. Adira’s eyes narrowed and shakes her head continuously. A grin formed against my lips as I eyed her straight into her crystal eyes.
“Am I missing something?”
Before she can even answer my question; a loud bang echoed in the corner of the room.
“Let’s practice.”
My eyes settled onto the man seating in front of the drum set. He was looking at us with his cold eyes. He was playing the drumsticks with his hands. He has those eyes that can take your breath away and even your soul.
Grey eyes.“Amber!”I blink. “What?”Sadie’s worried face met my sight. “What’s wrong with you?”I shake my head. “I’m just sleepy.”She arched her eyebrow. “They told me that you went into your cousin’s club room.”“Yeah,” I lazily answered. “Had to fetch someone who seemed to be getting fond of talking with my cousin.”As if in a cue a loud voice echoed between us.“I’m just asking him about something!” Adira snorted. “Well, you are too.”“What about me?” I sighed and rested my head on the wall.“You’re spacing out since we left their club room,” she wiggled her eyebrows. “Got affected by Captain?”I cleared my throat and compose myself before looking at her with my emotionless face. She’s so nosy. She notices everything. Now, I regretted
The first thing that I did as soon as I arrived in the university was to proceed in my cousin’s club room. Jethro messaged me this morning to meet him there. It shock the hell out of me when I saw his message.“Let’s start from the top!”“For goodness sake Worth! Focus!”“Damn Shaun! You’re out of the beat!”My forehead creased when Jethro's frustrated face welcomed me.“Why are you so hot-headed today, Jet?” Linus, the acoustic guy said.“Yeah,” Alas, the pianist seconded. “You’re not yourself, bro.”“Just shut up and continue!”I pursed my lips before silently sashayed closer to them. Worth's eyes bulge when he saw me. I gave him a small wave and landed my gaze on Jethro who was already glaring at him. I assumed, he didn’t notice my presence.“Focus Rojas! Don’t let me repeat myself again!
“Let’s wrap it up!”A soft yawn escaped into my lips while I massaged my neck. We finished our shooting with the Alpha team. Glad that they are all cooperative. But there are times that I want to taped their mouths because of their loudness.I glanced at my wrist watch only to see that it’s already eight in the evening. We spent that long, huh? Sighing, I sat on the Bermuda grass spreading both of my legs. I groaned as I closed my eyes in tiredness.“You’ll get cold.”Before I open my eyes to see who it was, I felt a warm thing on my shoulders.“Martinez,” I mouthed then open my eyes.He was looking down on me, holding a tumbler on his left hand. My eyes fixated on his wet chest. I cleared my throat then look away. Such a tease.“Are you hungry, Rojas?”I bit my lip. And now, he’s calling me by my surname.“Obviously,” I said without look
“Amber!”I gasped and turn to the person who called me. Adira was pouting at me. I’m sure that she had been calling me. I was too pre occupied.“You’re spacing out!” she whined like a child.I gave her an apologetic smile. She rolled her eyes at me. “What’s with you, girl?”“Nothing,” I lazily said.She narrowed her eyes on me then moved her chair closer to me. She placed her arms on the armchair and looked at me closely.“Don’t look at me like that!” I rolled my eyes.“Are you…” She wiggled her eyebrows. “Are you in love?!”My eyes widened and immediately shut her mouth by covering it with my hands. She glared at me and removed my hand from her mouth.“I was just asking!”Glad that our classmates were too busy with their own. And glad that the other girls wasn’t here. Because I know
My heart couldn’t stop beating. This guy instantly affected my whole being without even putting so much effort in it. I’m good at hiding what I feel, but right now—I’m about to explode.How did he make me feel this?His grey eyes stared at me. I remained silent and ignored him. My cousin was looking at me with his menacing stare. I must ignore him and stay away from him. That’s the safest thing to do.“Missy,” he called me. “I believe we have something to talk about.”I didn’t respond and looked away. He’s acting weird, or maybe I’m the who's acting like that. Can he just get lost?I turned to Adira. “Let’s go.”“Cariño.”I bit my lower lip hard. I squeezed my eyes tightly while calming myself. He should stop this. He should stop being this close to me.Because being with me will just put him in the darkness that was his
“I heard Alex got home yesterday,” I nodded at Maisie. “Where did you go yesterday? You and Captain left us.”I pressed my lips, not minding her question. She gave me a playful smile. This girl will not stop nagging me unless, I’ll answer her question. I don’t want to answer it either. I’ll just let her nag me all day.“So, Alex arrived yesterday?”“Are you deaf?”“No, I’m mute.”My eyes darted to the two: Adira and Worth. They’re at it again. My cousin was happy seeing Adira’s annoyed face. I don’t know why he’s enjoying in annoying Adira.“Did you saw Captain?” Alas asked out of nowhere.My forehead creased. Come to think of it, I didn’t even saw him today. I didn’t even see him in the field.“He’s not feeling well.”I looked at my cousin, asking. “Well, someone was
I was standing nervously in front of his room. I had been deciding for a while if I should knock. I'm just going to give this food to him, but here I am standing for about fifteen minutes in front of the door.My mind was still wandering about what his sister told me. She caught me off-guard by her words just like his brother. Both of them have the ability to do that to a person."You can do this," I mumbled.I squeezed my eyes shut as I took a deep breath. I knocked on the door while holding my breath. My forehead creased when I didn't receive any response from him. I faced palm and pressed my lips when I realized that he's sleeping.Estúpido Amber!I turn the doorknob and quietly enter the door and slowly closed it. His manly scent filled the room. I wandered my eyes around the corner of his room. It looks masculine. You can already say that it belongs to a man.The room gives away his bachelorhood. Everything is functional. His roo
"I'll just get some air," I mouthed as I turn my eyes on Arya. "It's suffocating here.""Suffocating?" she sneered. “Or Captain's suffocating you?” She arched her eyebrows."I’ll take my leave, now." Was all I said.She gave me a smirk. I remained stoic and shook my head. Having a gossiper friend was such a burden."Okay," she chuckled. "I’ll just believe that the crowds was making you feel suffocated.”I rolled my eyes. "Then I'll just believe that I didn't hear you shouted Shaun's name."Her hazel eyes widened. I smirked when I saw her cheeks reddened. I’m aware on my surroundings and I didn’t fail to hear her scream. She should be glad that I'm the one who heard her. The others would apparently make fun of it."Can you just leave?!"I laughed. She looked at me sharply. I smirked before turning my back at her. I heard her muttered a curse. I chuckled. She denies it, but she's slowly f
I still have that letter.“I literally find it in the trash can,” I mumbled to myself, reminiscing the embarrassing moment that I did years ago.Funny how I really want to read that letter. I want it so bad, that I didn’t feel ashamed from what I’d done.It’s all crumpled but I can still even read what was written on it. Nostalgic feeling surrounded me as I let out a subtle smile.The letter was…I have no words or rather than: words are not enough to describe it.For me, it was the most precious thing in the world.Imagine being able to receive a handwritten letter from that man. You’ll probably told yourself that you’re now ready to face death because of that. Because that man was so good at words.So good that even the best writer couldn’t even get close.It&rsq
“Tomorrow will be the last game of Alpha team against the Golden Eagles.” Our club teacher told us.“I just wanted to remind you about your own roles, so better do it properly and correctly.” She glanced at the couple beside me before turning her attention to me.“We shouldn’t depend only to our club president,” she shook her head. “You need to work as a club not depending or leaning in your club president all the works. You’re not called a club for nothing.”After that, she dismissed us. She reminded us about our own works before she left.“Why does it seem like Ms. Concepcion’s pertaining to us?” Madeline pouted her lips and leaned on Caius.“That’s because you focus on flirting with each other instead of doing your own tasks,” I snorted. “You’re both living in the same h
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimesBut it’s the only thing that I knowWhen it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimesIt is the only thing makes us feel aliveThe sky was shadowed in darkness. The rain fell like an ocean thrown from the sky. Thunder rumbled like a rock star on the stage. And a jagged bolt of lightning ripped the sky in half. The wind ran as if it was being chased. The sound of it was a strange song, howling and longing for a melody.We keep this love in a photographWe made these memories for ourselvesWhere our eyes are never closingHearts are never brokenAnd time’s forever frozen, stillI looked at the droplets of rain on the window. The song Photograph by Ed Sheeran was playing on my phone. I let out a sigh as I stood up. I blink when the song stop and replaced with ringtone.“Are you coming with us?” I sat on the bed.“It’s rai
“Are you for real?!”I heard their gasps, letting out an exaggerated expressions. They found out the ‘pretend relationship’ of my cousin and Adira though I was the only one who knows that it’s a ‘pretend’ one. Here I was expecting my day to be a peaceful and away from noises, but it was far from my expectations. I closed my Coleen Hover book and placed it on my lap as I darted my eyes on my friends.“Don’t you have practice?” I murmured, slowly getting up and gathering my things.I felt their stares, giving me a curious look. They shouldn’t be here in the greenhouse. Right, how did they know that I’m here? Or more importantly, why are they here?“Oh, you’re here?” Maisie blink. “We didn’t saw you.”“Check your eyes,” I mumbled.She chuckled.
Without awareness of the road or the rain; the car moved letting my thoughts scattered in my mind. I let my brain roam free and my heart in exploring new avenues.I lift my pointed finger, tracing the window shield. I saw my reflection on it. They say, when a door closes, another one opens but, the way I see it, when a window closes you can only see what could have been through its transparent surface. They’re devious, sly, and tricky the way they allow you to see through them.“Did you visit, Yellow?”My cousin’s pair of emerald eyes dropped on me. I can see an emotion in his eyes like my father. I nodded, still staring at the window shield.“It’s her birthday.” I mumbled. “How’s your date with your pretend girlfriend?” I tilted my head, smirking.A grin formed against my lips when I saw his reaction. His full lips parted; shock was evident on his face. I smirked, it seemed like he didn&r
I was left alone after she said those words. I took a deep breath, and felt a pang of pain in my chest when I remembered what happened between me and Captain. I glanced at my watch. Their game is about to end.“Amber.”I sighed deeply before lifting my head to see him.“Grey.”He gave me a small smile and sat beside me. I remained quiet so as him. There’s no students here in the cafeteria because they’re all watching the game.“What time are you going tomorrow?” he asked. “Can I fetch you?”I bit my lower lip and shook my head. “You know that I always come alone, right?”“Right,” he chuckled. “You always want to spent time with her alone.” I smiled.I paused for a moment then took a deep breath before looking at him.“Do you hate me? Or did you?” I fiddled with my fingers. “I just want to know…you have
It's been thirty minutes since the second half started. The score was in favor to the Alpha team. You can say that will win this game yet the other was doing their best to turn the tables."Navarro wouldn't let himself lose,” I heard Dimitri uttered.My forehead creased. "Have you known Anshel for a long time, Dim?"He nodded while his eyes fixed on the game. I turned my attention back to the game. Dimitri knows Anshel for a long time. That's confusing. Why is Captain so mad at him?"Five seconds!"I let out a loud sigh. Whatever what's going on between them is not my concern. Maybe they have a misunderstanding. My curiosity side was awake again and I doubt that it would stop.I shook my head before drifting my eyes in front of me. My forehead creased. Captain was walking to my direction. I pouted my lips as I watched him bathe in his own sweat."Break?" I asked as I offered the bottle of water to him.His lips pursed. "Y
“Go Alpha team!”The game has started. The spectators sitting on the bleachers started to scream while flaunting their own banners of the teams. My eyes darted on the left corner and saw the other team.Golden Eagles.They’re wearing a yellow varsity shirt while the Alpha team are wearing a blue varsity shirt. The crowds were divided into two groups. All the people from Evergreen High wore yellow while we wore blue. I pouted and looked down at what I was wearing. I mentally slapped my face when I knew the color that I’m wearing.I think I belong to the other team.I frowned and folded my arms across my chest. I glanced at the girls. They are all wearing blue. I feel like I betrayed our school.“Oh, there’s a traitor.” Adira pointed me.I hissed. “I don’t know that they would wear yellow.”The three looked at me and also point my clothes. I frowned at them. I don’
"What's wrong?" Caius asked.I sighed and sat beside him. "They keep staring at me," I scoffed. "It's annoying.""I won't blame them," he laughed inwardly. "You're beautiful, that's why.”"Whatever," I tsk-ed.I just put my attention on my camera. I adjusted the settings and took some pictures. I took a deep sigh and rested my chin on my palm."Do you think we'll win?" I asked, unconsciously."Don't you trust my cousin?"I blinked. "What?"He chuckled then messed my hair. I shot him a dagger look. He smiled then looked at me."Jethro's my cousin," he said. "You forgot that I mentioned him.""Because I don't give a damn about it.”He scratched his forehead. "Typical of you.""But seriously?" I arched my brow. "He's your cousin?"He nodded. I hovered my gaze at him. I just noticed their resemblance. His features was soft compared to Captain’s rugged look. Yet you can see their