“Amber!”
I gasped and turn to the person who called me. Adira was pouting at me. I’m sure that she had been calling me. I was too pre occupied.
“You’re spacing out!” she whined like a child.
I gave her an apologetic smile. She rolled her eyes at me. “What’s with you, girl?”
“Nothing,” I lazily said.
She narrowed her eyes on me then moved her chair closer to me. She placed her arms on the armchair and looked at me closely.
“Don’t look at me like that!” I rolled my eyes.
“Are you…” She wiggled her eyebrows. “Are you in love?!”
My eyes widened and immediately shut her mouth by covering it with my hands. She glared at me and removed my hand from her mouth.
“I was just asking!”
Glad that our classmates were too busy with their own. And glad that the other girls wasn’t here. Because I know that they will keep asking about it.
“Shut it!” I snared at her.
She pouted. “You seemed off!” She then tilted her head, “what’s your problem?”
I leaned my back on my chair. I massaged my temples. Adira was just watching me. Maybe I should ask for an advice to this loud girl.
“Is it ok to be attracted to someone?” I sighed. “Even though you just met him?”
Her forehead creased. Her eyes went round. She exaggeratedly covered her mouth with her hands. I rolled my eyes skyward because of her reaction. She’s over reacting!
“Oh my gosh!” she screamed.
I face palmed. This is my problem with this girl. She’s too loud. I don’t know why my cousin was head over heels over him while this girl hates him to the core. It was like a one-sided love. But even if you hate that someone, if love hits you: you’re now trapped.
I crossed my arms across my chest. “Can you calm down?”
I just watched her calming herself. I blankly travel my eyes around the corner of our room. I sighed then look at the person beside me. I bit my lip when I noticed that she just went from field. She’s full of sweat and there’s a towel on her right shoulder. She’s wearing their volleyball uniform. A white jersey and black spandex shorts.
“Don’t answer my question,” I muttered. “It’s not that important.”
She rolled her eyes upward. “Fine.”
She turned her back on me and put her attention on her phone. I raised my eyebrow at her and pointed her phone.
“Is that Worth?”
She frowned at me and nodded. Obviously, my cousin was probably annoying her again. I’m not even surprised if there’s something going on between them. I know that they have a thing with each other. They’re just too in denial.
I adjusted on my seat and rested my head on the glass window. I got a perfect spot indeed. I looked down. We are in the third floor, so I can fully see the students up here. My forehead creased when my eyes locked at the five guys leaning on the railings. They were talking, and I can’t help but to noticed the students looking at them.
I accidentally look onto the man beside Linus. It’s been a week since the last time I saw him and get in touch with him. After that night, I never dared to give fate a chance to let our paths cross again. I keep my distance from him.
“Oh, Elite band!”
I shifted my gaze beside me. Sadie in her red racer back tank top and black leggings welcomed my sight. Her hair was tied in a messy bun. She was holding a tumbler using her left hand while wiping her sweat.
“Where’s Arya?” I asked.
She pointed my back. There I saw Arya laughing with Adira then I looked at Maisie beside them. They’re all here.
“Everyone!”
We all turned to the owner of that voice. It’s our classroom president. Rio clapped his hands to gained the attention of the others. He adjusted his eyeglasses and faked a cough.
“Our PE teacher just texted me,” he lifted his phone. “We need to go to the field.”
Some of our classmates groaned and protested. While the five of us just looked at each other and stood up. It’s PE time.
“We just went there!” I heard Maisie uttered.
I just shake my head as I continue walking. I won’t blame their reactions though; they just finished their training. I can’t help but to roll my eyes when I noticed some boys looking at us. Let me correct it. Looking at the girls beside me. What a bunch of perverts.
“I really hate what you’re wearing,” I muttered to them.
All I don’t want is to wear shorts. They’re wearing a short. It looks like a panty to me. Too short. But well, it’s required. They can move freely in that kind of shorts.
Sadie laughed. “You’ll just get used to it.”
We have reached the field. I sighed. This is what I dislike most of all. It’s like we’re a chicken being roasted under the heat. I can already hear my classmates' protests.
I heaved a deep sigh as I sat on the bleachers. Arya handed me a handkerchief. I took it from her and thanked her.
“An order from the king,” she said in playful tone.
My lips pursed and looked at her getting confused. What was she saying?
“Who?”
She just smirked and drank the soft drinks that she bought a while ago. I pouted my lips then turned my gaze around the field.
“Captain.”
I blink as I looked at her, bewildered. She’s now grinning at me. “What?”
“Captain of…”
I gulped. I didn’t heard what she was about to say because of the shouts of my classmates. My grip on the handkerchief tightened.
“Alpha team!”
“Oh my gosh!”
“It’s them!”
Our whole class was on chaos. The five of us looked at each other and rolled our eyes. Here we go again. They’re here.
I shook my head and crossed my arms. I looked in the direction of the five men. Now I know why our classmates couldn’t help but to scream. They were all sweaty and even wearing jerseys.
They look hot, alright.
“They just made it hotter!” Adira complained.
The four of us looked at each other and shook our heads. It’s so obvious that she’s referring to my cousin. My eyes look down on the handkerchief then to Arya.
“Who really gave this, huh?”
My forehead creased when I saw her face. Her eyebrows were furrowed while glaring at the direction of the five guys. The guy with a blonde hair was waving at her. It’s Shaun.
I chuckled at her reaction. She really hates playboys more than anyone.
“So, the moron is here,” Arya hissed.
“How I wish I’m the towel!” Maisie giggled.
“I’m doomed,” Sadie uttered.
My eyebrows furrowed. I can’t help but to noticed the girl’s reaction because of them.
Sadie was biting her lips. It’s her habit when she’s nervous over something. Arya was still glaring at Shaun. She’s really a certified man hater. Adira was pouting and keep murmuring something. While Maisie was giggling. Her cheeks were red.
“What’s with you, girls?” I raised my eyebrow to them.
“Nothing,” they answered.
I frowned. There’s something going on with them. And I know it’s related to those guys over there.
“Was Linus the guy you keep stalking, Sadie?” I heard Adira asked Sadie. “Am I right?”
I looked at Sadie. Her eyes widened and shushed her. Arya and I looked at each other. She just smirked at me and gave me a half shrug.
Sadie shook her head. “I-I don’t know what you’re talking about!”
They just laughed from what she said while I’m just watching them. I’m completely lost in this conversation. I don’t know what they’re talking about.
“Stop denying it girl!” Maisie chuckled. “I caught you browsing his I*******m feed!”
We laughed when Sadie covered her face and shake her head. She denies it but it’s so obvious because of her reaction. In the five of us, she’s the one who doesn’t open up about personal things. She’s just too silent but a hot-headed girl.
“How about you, Masie?” Arya shifted her gaze on Maisie. “You think I didn’t hear what you said a while ago?”
Maisie immediately shut her up. I smirked. I just watched how they tease each other.
“Well, you said,” Arya started laughing. “Why does it feels so good to be Alas' girlfriend?”
My lips parted in shock but ended up laughing. Maisie flushed and stopped us from laughing. I didn’t know that she has this kind of attitude. Oh, look at that. She’s really a flirty and a playgirl.
“I think we forgot something,” Adira muttered while still laughing then gave me a playful look.
I arched my eyebrow. “What?”
“Amber told me that she’s attracted to someone,” she giggled.
“Holy cow!”
“Tell me the details please!”
“Spill!”
I pressed my lips and shook my head. This girl really can’t keep her mouth shut. I just ignored them and grab the mogu-mogu that Adira bought a while ago.
“Secret.”
They all frowned from my response. I winced when Arya shake my shoulders. I shot her a glare because I’m already hurting from what she’s doing.
“Hey ladies!”
We all turned to our back only to see my cousin and his friends. The five guys were there holding their towels and still dripping with sweat. I avoided my eyes on them then stood up.
“Ms. Saldua's calling us,” I said.
My eyes shifted on my cousin. He gave me a cocky smile and gestured his hand to Captain. I just rolled my eyes on him and scoffed.
“What an attitude!” he laughed.
The girls beside me laughed too. I pressed my lips together. My cousin's getting into my nerves again. I gave the girls a warning look. They turned away and cleared their throat.
“Told you girls, we need to go.” Maisie said while suppressing her laugh.
I sighed and walked down at the stadium. The girls immediately followed me. I can feel that the boys was still gazing at us.
“Are you just going to ignore us?!” Alas groaned.
We exchange glances and shrugged. Men. They’re all complicated.
We spent two hours in PE. And God knows how we all loathed that subject. We decided to sat on the bench to rest. Ms. Saldua really made us run around the field. I’m starting to hate her.
“Hey ladies!”
Our attention was shifted to Worth who was running towards us. He was waving his hands while smiling widely at us. I saw Adira rolled her eyes. She really hates my cousin but I’m not sure of that. Love can change it.
“Why are you here again?!” Adira grunted.
My cousin laughed, looking so happy seeing Adira's pissed face. I’m starting to smell something fishy between them.
“Nothing,” Worth smirked at her. “I just want to remind you that—”
“Yes! I know!” Adira cut him off.
My forehead creased. Weirdos. I’m sensing something. But well, I’m sure that I’ll definitely know it.
“I’m with the guys,” Worth pointed the four guys who’s walking toward us.
I felt Sadie stiffened beside me. I saw her gulped then avoided her eyes on the men. I also did the same and just put my eyes on my skirt. I shouldn’t look at him. I shouldn’t.
“Hi Arya!” Shaun beamed.
The four of us chuckled when Arya just rolled her eyes. A certified man hater. She’s allergic to playboys. And we all know that Shaun is playboy. The most playboy in our school.
“Mase.”
We all looked at Alas. He’s staring at Maisie with a serious expression. I saw how the woman's lips twitched. I guess, she did something wrong. After all, Alas was her boy best friend.
“I already sent their names,” Maisie pouted.
Alas just nodded in response. I know that she’s pertaining to the guys that she dated last week. Alas was very overprotective to her. In the five of us Maisie is the playgirl. She’s like the girl version of Shaun but much descent.
“Sadie might melt, Linus.”
A ghost smile escaped against my lips. So, I am right. Sadie was being spaced out because of him. That Linus guy was the one I saw on her phone. Her lock screen wallpaper was him. I accidentally saw it when I was staying in their club room.
“Cassidy Amber.”
The shock robbed my speech. My heart fluttered with a vague of terror. There was an emotion rose inside me that sends fear inside my system.
Hill. Stars. Conversations. Laughing. Singing. Guitar. Eyes.
And in that moment, I knew…
I’m in danger.
My heart couldn’t stop beating. This guy instantly affected my whole being without even putting so much effort in it. I’m good at hiding what I feel, but right now—I’m about to explode.How did he make me feel this?His grey eyes stared at me. I remained silent and ignored him. My cousin was looking at me with his menacing stare. I must ignore him and stay away from him. That’s the safest thing to do.“Missy,” he called me. “I believe we have something to talk about.”I didn’t respond and looked away. He’s acting weird, or maybe I’m the who's acting like that. Can he just get lost?I turned to Adira. “Let’s go.”“Cariño.”I bit my lower lip hard. I squeezed my eyes tightly while calming myself. He should stop this. He should stop being this close to me.Because being with me will just put him in the darkness that was his
“I heard Alex got home yesterday,” I nodded at Maisie. “Where did you go yesterday? You and Captain left us.”I pressed my lips, not minding her question. She gave me a playful smile. This girl will not stop nagging me unless, I’ll answer her question. I don’t want to answer it either. I’ll just let her nag me all day.“So, Alex arrived yesterday?”“Are you deaf?”“No, I’m mute.”My eyes darted to the two: Adira and Worth. They’re at it again. My cousin was happy seeing Adira’s annoyed face. I don’t know why he’s enjoying in annoying Adira.“Did you saw Captain?” Alas asked out of nowhere.My forehead creased. Come to think of it, I didn’t even saw him today. I didn’t even see him in the field.“He’s not feeling well.”I looked at my cousin, asking. “Well, someone was
I was standing nervously in front of his room. I had been deciding for a while if I should knock. I'm just going to give this food to him, but here I am standing for about fifteen minutes in front of the door.My mind was still wandering about what his sister told me. She caught me off-guard by her words just like his brother. Both of them have the ability to do that to a person."You can do this," I mumbled.I squeezed my eyes shut as I took a deep breath. I knocked on the door while holding my breath. My forehead creased when I didn't receive any response from him. I faced palm and pressed my lips when I realized that he's sleeping.Estúpido Amber!I turn the doorknob and quietly enter the door and slowly closed it. His manly scent filled the room. I wandered my eyes around the corner of his room. It looks masculine. You can already say that it belongs to a man.The room gives away his bachelorhood. Everything is functional. His roo
"I'll just get some air," I mouthed as I turn my eyes on Arya. "It's suffocating here.""Suffocating?" she sneered. “Or Captain's suffocating you?” She arched her eyebrows."I’ll take my leave, now." Was all I said.She gave me a smirk. I remained stoic and shook my head. Having a gossiper friend was such a burden."Okay," she chuckled. "I’ll just believe that the crowds was making you feel suffocated.”I rolled my eyes. "Then I'll just believe that I didn't hear you shouted Shaun's name."Her hazel eyes widened. I smirked when I saw her cheeks reddened. I’m aware on my surroundings and I didn’t fail to hear her scream. She should be glad that I'm the one who heard her. The others would apparently make fun of it."Can you just leave?!"I laughed. She looked at me sharply. I smirked before turning my back at her. I heard her muttered a curse. I chuckled. She denies it, but she's slowly f
"What's wrong?" Caius asked.I sighed and sat beside him. "They keep staring at me," I scoffed. "It's annoying.""I won't blame them," he laughed inwardly. "You're beautiful, that's why.”"Whatever," I tsk-ed.I just put my attention on my camera. I adjusted the settings and took some pictures. I took a deep sigh and rested my chin on my palm."Do you think we'll win?" I asked, unconsciously."Don't you trust my cousin?"I blinked. "What?"He chuckled then messed my hair. I shot him a dagger look. He smiled then looked at me."Jethro's my cousin," he said. "You forgot that I mentioned him.""Because I don't give a damn about it.”He scratched his forehead. "Typical of you.""But seriously?" I arched my brow. "He's your cousin?"He nodded. I hovered my gaze at him. I just noticed their resemblance. His features was soft compared to Captain’s rugged look. Yet you can see their
“Go Alpha team!”The game has started. The spectators sitting on the bleachers started to scream while flaunting their own banners of the teams. My eyes darted on the left corner and saw the other team.Golden Eagles.They’re wearing a yellow varsity shirt while the Alpha team are wearing a blue varsity shirt. The crowds were divided into two groups. All the people from Evergreen High wore yellow while we wore blue. I pouted and looked down at what I was wearing. I mentally slapped my face when I knew the color that I’m wearing.I think I belong to the other team.I frowned and folded my arms across my chest. I glanced at the girls. They are all wearing blue. I feel like I betrayed our school.“Oh, there’s a traitor.” Adira pointed me.I hissed. “I don’t know that they would wear yellow.”The three looked at me and also point my clothes. I frowned at them. I don’
It's been thirty minutes since the second half started. The score was in favor to the Alpha team. You can say that will win this game yet the other was doing their best to turn the tables."Navarro wouldn't let himself lose,” I heard Dimitri uttered.My forehead creased. "Have you known Anshel for a long time, Dim?"He nodded while his eyes fixed on the game. I turned my attention back to the game. Dimitri knows Anshel for a long time. That's confusing. Why is Captain so mad at him?"Five seconds!"I let out a loud sigh. Whatever what's going on between them is not my concern. Maybe they have a misunderstanding. My curiosity side was awake again and I doubt that it would stop.I shook my head before drifting my eyes in front of me. My forehead creased. Captain was walking to my direction. I pouted my lips as I watched him bathe in his own sweat."Break?" I asked as I offered the bottle of water to him.His lips pursed. "Y
I was left alone after she said those words. I took a deep breath, and felt a pang of pain in my chest when I remembered what happened between me and Captain. I glanced at my watch. Their game is about to end.“Amber.”I sighed deeply before lifting my head to see him.“Grey.”He gave me a small smile and sat beside me. I remained quiet so as him. There’s no students here in the cafeteria because they’re all watching the game.“What time are you going tomorrow?” he asked. “Can I fetch you?”I bit my lower lip and shook my head. “You know that I always come alone, right?”“Right,” he chuckled. “You always want to spent time with her alone.” I smiled.I paused for a moment then took a deep breath before looking at him.“Do you hate me? Or did you?” I fiddled with my fingers. “I just want to know…you have
I still have that letter.“I literally find it in the trash can,” I mumbled to myself, reminiscing the embarrassing moment that I did years ago.Funny how I really want to read that letter. I want it so bad, that I didn’t feel ashamed from what I’d done.It’s all crumpled but I can still even read what was written on it. Nostalgic feeling surrounded me as I let out a subtle smile.The letter was…I have no words or rather than: words are not enough to describe it.For me, it was the most precious thing in the world.Imagine being able to receive a handwritten letter from that man. You’ll probably told yourself that you’re now ready to face death because of that. Because that man was so good at words.So good that even the best writer couldn’t even get close.It&rsq
“Tomorrow will be the last game of Alpha team against the Golden Eagles.” Our club teacher told us.“I just wanted to remind you about your own roles, so better do it properly and correctly.” She glanced at the couple beside me before turning her attention to me.“We shouldn’t depend only to our club president,” she shook her head. “You need to work as a club not depending or leaning in your club president all the works. You’re not called a club for nothing.”After that, she dismissed us. She reminded us about our own works before she left.“Why does it seem like Ms. Concepcion’s pertaining to us?” Madeline pouted her lips and leaned on Caius.“That’s because you focus on flirting with each other instead of doing your own tasks,” I snorted. “You’re both living in the same h
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimesBut it’s the only thing that I knowWhen it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimesIt is the only thing makes us feel aliveThe sky was shadowed in darkness. The rain fell like an ocean thrown from the sky. Thunder rumbled like a rock star on the stage. And a jagged bolt of lightning ripped the sky in half. The wind ran as if it was being chased. The sound of it was a strange song, howling and longing for a melody.We keep this love in a photographWe made these memories for ourselvesWhere our eyes are never closingHearts are never brokenAnd time’s forever frozen, stillI looked at the droplets of rain on the window. The song Photograph by Ed Sheeran was playing on my phone. I let out a sigh as I stood up. I blink when the song stop and replaced with ringtone.“Are you coming with us?” I sat on the bed.“It’s rai
“Are you for real?!”I heard their gasps, letting out an exaggerated expressions. They found out the ‘pretend relationship’ of my cousin and Adira though I was the only one who knows that it’s a ‘pretend’ one. Here I was expecting my day to be a peaceful and away from noises, but it was far from my expectations. I closed my Coleen Hover book and placed it on my lap as I darted my eyes on my friends.“Don’t you have practice?” I murmured, slowly getting up and gathering my things.I felt their stares, giving me a curious look. They shouldn’t be here in the greenhouse. Right, how did they know that I’m here? Or more importantly, why are they here?“Oh, you’re here?” Maisie blink. “We didn’t saw you.”“Check your eyes,” I mumbled.She chuckled.
Without awareness of the road or the rain; the car moved letting my thoughts scattered in my mind. I let my brain roam free and my heart in exploring new avenues.I lift my pointed finger, tracing the window shield. I saw my reflection on it. They say, when a door closes, another one opens but, the way I see it, when a window closes you can only see what could have been through its transparent surface. They’re devious, sly, and tricky the way they allow you to see through them.“Did you visit, Yellow?”My cousin’s pair of emerald eyes dropped on me. I can see an emotion in his eyes like my father. I nodded, still staring at the window shield.“It’s her birthday.” I mumbled. “How’s your date with your pretend girlfriend?” I tilted my head, smirking.A grin formed against my lips when I saw his reaction. His full lips parted; shock was evident on his face. I smirked, it seemed like he didn&r
I was left alone after she said those words. I took a deep breath, and felt a pang of pain in my chest when I remembered what happened between me and Captain. I glanced at my watch. Their game is about to end.“Amber.”I sighed deeply before lifting my head to see him.“Grey.”He gave me a small smile and sat beside me. I remained quiet so as him. There’s no students here in the cafeteria because they’re all watching the game.“What time are you going tomorrow?” he asked. “Can I fetch you?”I bit my lower lip and shook my head. “You know that I always come alone, right?”“Right,” he chuckled. “You always want to spent time with her alone.” I smiled.I paused for a moment then took a deep breath before looking at him.“Do you hate me? Or did you?” I fiddled with my fingers. “I just want to know…you have
It's been thirty minutes since the second half started. The score was in favor to the Alpha team. You can say that will win this game yet the other was doing their best to turn the tables."Navarro wouldn't let himself lose,” I heard Dimitri uttered.My forehead creased. "Have you known Anshel for a long time, Dim?"He nodded while his eyes fixed on the game. I turned my attention back to the game. Dimitri knows Anshel for a long time. That's confusing. Why is Captain so mad at him?"Five seconds!"I let out a loud sigh. Whatever what's going on between them is not my concern. Maybe they have a misunderstanding. My curiosity side was awake again and I doubt that it would stop.I shook my head before drifting my eyes in front of me. My forehead creased. Captain was walking to my direction. I pouted my lips as I watched him bathe in his own sweat."Break?" I asked as I offered the bottle of water to him.His lips pursed. "Y
“Go Alpha team!”The game has started. The spectators sitting on the bleachers started to scream while flaunting their own banners of the teams. My eyes darted on the left corner and saw the other team.Golden Eagles.They’re wearing a yellow varsity shirt while the Alpha team are wearing a blue varsity shirt. The crowds were divided into two groups. All the people from Evergreen High wore yellow while we wore blue. I pouted and looked down at what I was wearing. I mentally slapped my face when I knew the color that I’m wearing.I think I belong to the other team.I frowned and folded my arms across my chest. I glanced at the girls. They are all wearing blue. I feel like I betrayed our school.“Oh, there’s a traitor.” Adira pointed me.I hissed. “I don’t know that they would wear yellow.”The three looked at me and also point my clothes. I frowned at them. I don’
"What's wrong?" Caius asked.I sighed and sat beside him. "They keep staring at me," I scoffed. "It's annoying.""I won't blame them," he laughed inwardly. "You're beautiful, that's why.”"Whatever," I tsk-ed.I just put my attention on my camera. I adjusted the settings and took some pictures. I took a deep sigh and rested my chin on my palm."Do you think we'll win?" I asked, unconsciously."Don't you trust my cousin?"I blinked. "What?"He chuckled then messed my hair. I shot him a dagger look. He smiled then looked at me."Jethro's my cousin," he said. "You forgot that I mentioned him.""Because I don't give a damn about it.”He scratched his forehead. "Typical of you.""But seriously?" I arched my brow. "He's your cousin?"He nodded. I hovered my gaze at him. I just noticed their resemblance. His features was soft compared to Captain’s rugged look. Yet you can see their