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CHAPTER 5-DESIRING HIM SILENTLY
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2022-03-31 22:26:04MALIYAH POV
I was still processing what just happened, hindi ko nga alam ang buong pangalan niya. Tsaka bakit ba niya tinatanong kong okay lang ano? Yung pakiramdam na hindi ka makatingin sa mata sa taong hinahangaan mo. Yung nagtataka ka bakit hindi siya mawala sa isip mo, yung pakiramdam na gusto mo siyang kausapin pero hindi pwede . The fact still remain, hindi pa muna, uunahin ko muna ang pag aaral at maka pasa muna sa board exam. What happened to Ate Maze is more than enough for me. Pero kahit anong kumbinsi ko sa sarili ko na h’wag muna para naman itong linta kung makadikit sa utak ko. Ang hirap hirap tanggalin. Pinilig ko ang ulo ko just to removed him from my mind.Sabay umupo sina Terry at Alexander. Their eyes were confused.
“Anong nangyari sayo?”
It was Alexander nakakunot pa ito sa akin habang tinatanong ako. Ano ba itsura ko. Bakit maka react ito ang OA masyado.
“Huh?” wala sa loob kon
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