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CHAPTER 17- BIG DAY
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2022-04-14 12:40:08MALIYAH POV
The moment I found out that Clint had left, it was like my heart shattered into pieces. I know sacrificing my own happiness for my family and ambition is painful, but I never thought this was killing me inside gradually. I am living in the flesh, but I was dead inside. This cycle has been going on for as long as I can remember. I can’t recall when I was actually happy. Genuine happiness.
Today I was supposed to be happy. Because today is my graduation day, I offer this award to my parents. They’re the reason why I was striving so hard to get it. I don’t blame anyone. It had a good and bad outcome. Good because I made my parents proud of my achievement. I don’t know if I really did because my Mama became worse day by day.
I let go of the man I adore a lot, just to have this, but my Mama didn't even bother to say something like “ oh buti naman nag tapos ka, or, buti nga may pakinabang naman yang pagkakuba ko sa pagtatrabah
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MALIYAH POV As I looked at Alexander's eyes, I saw pity in them. I could hide my pain, but I was wrong. He hugged me. No words need to explain what happened. I don't know him the way I used to. I can't blame him, though. It was his right not to say anything after what I had done to him. It was my fault in the first place. Sino ako para masaktan at mag iinarte ngayon. Ngayon ko lang na-realized na may mga bagay na kailangan unawain. Na hindi lahat ng gusto ng puso mo makukuha mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras sayo iikot ang mundo taong dating may gusto sayo. Darating ang panahon na, makakalimutan ka rin niya, at may ibang pupuno sa bagay na hindi mo kayang ibigay dati. At ito ang bunga ng mga naging pasya ko noon. Kailangan kong tanggapin yun. Hindi mapigilan ang luha sa mga mata ko. Kanina lang masaya ako. Ngayon, parang pinagsakluban na ako ng langit at lupa sa nakita ko. Pilitin ko man maging masaya ulit ka-plastikan naman yun. "Iinom nalang natin yan mamaya
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MALIYAH POV It’s been two weeks since Doc Clyde visited me and offered me a job. I am still in denial, and I couldn’t believe it. A lot of things have been going on in the last few weeks. My Mama is slowly recovering from trauma and depression. But she still hates Ate Maze, trying to push her away. We visited her last weekend, and there was hate in her eyes. But no words came from her mouth. She was looking at her with pain and resentment. I pity Ate Maze because the way our Mama treated her. I wish nothing but our family to be happy, full of love and respect. Hanggang kelan ko kaya mararanasan ang ganitong problema sa aking pamilya. Hindi ako pwedeng sumuko, sa akin sila kumukuha ng lakas, at pag-asa. I know Ate Maze was unhappy, no matter how hard she try to please our Mama, but no avail. Madalas tinatanong ko ang sarili ko, bakit kailangan maranasan ni Mama ito? Bakit kailangan tratuhin niya na malaking kamalian si Ate. I know how traumatized what ha
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MALIYAH POV As I wonder what happened a while ago, I'm alone now in my room. Still, I couldn't process everything after discovering that Clint's children were cutie little angels. How? Is he married? Confusion consumed me. Did he play with my feelings way back then? We met for almost one year based on the kid's age, one year and six months. Means that he knew he was already a father? Am I calculating the timeline and months correctly? Sumakit bigla ang ulo kakaisip sa mga nalaman ko. Maraming mga katanungan ang gumugulo sa isip ko, na hindi ko naman mabigyan ng sagot. Inikot ko ang mga mata ko sa kwarto na pinagamit ni Yaya Mameng sa akin. Hindi ko agad napansin kong gaano ka, kaganda, at kalapad ang kwartong tutuluyan ko mas malaki pa ata ito sa buong bahay namin. The wallpaper was light brown, fully carpeted with brown fur texture. There is a large sunset painting on the wall where the headboard was. The birds flying through it made it a perfect sunset. The
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MALIYAH POV My palms are shaking. I saw rage and longing in his deep blue-green eyes. Maya maya naging malamlam iyon, ngunit agad ring nawala. Napalitan ng walang emosyong mga mata, at nagtagis ang mga bagang niyang nakatingin sa akin. “Wa—ter” malat na boses niyang sabi sa akin. Kumuha agad ako ng tubig, dahan-dahan kong inangat ang ulo niya, at inilapit sa bibig niya ang baso para makainom siya. Nang tumigil ito sa pag inom, inilapag ko ang bago sa side table, nakakalahati rin nito ang tubig. “Sir—Sir Clint, do you need anything else?” utal kung tanong sa, diretso kung tinitigan ang kanyang mga mata, sinalubong niya yun ngunit i
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MALIYAH POV As I closed the door, tears fell from my eyes. All my bravery was gone. I could feel the excruciating pain in my chest. I punch where my heart is located just to ease the pain, to no avail. I wiped my tears and walked toward the exit. I saw Mang Danilo standing on the hood of the car. As I moved in his direction, he opened the door as soon as he saw me walking. I saw confusion in his eyes, and sadness was visible on his face. "May problema, Ms. Maliyah?" I felt his pity and concern. Walang akong maapuhap na sagot sa kanya. Kundi simpleng tango nalang. Hindi naman ito nagtanong pa ulit. Pero dinig ko ang pagbuntong hininga niya, ng pumasok na ito sa driver's seat. Ipinikit ko, ang mga mata ko. Para hindi na ulit tumulo ang mga luha ko ngunit kahit anong gawin ko, umalpas pa rin yun. As I wiped my tea
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