Elena held up two blushes, considering her options. "Do you want the light pink blush or this warmer one?"
Serena didn’t bother opening her eyes. "I don’t understand why I need to look pretty too."
"Hm." Elena answered her own question. "Pink will suit you better—it’s softer on your complexion."
Serena sighed. "Fine."
The sisters sat cross-legged on the floor in front of a worn wooden mirror, its stand long broken. Elena carefully swept the pink blush across Serena’s cheekbones with a wide brush. "What about a lip color?"
"Elena, I know you’re anxious about the Beta’s son, but fussing over me isn’t going to change whether or not he’s your mate."
"I know," Elena admitted, "but this keeps me from spiraling. I haven’t felt this calm all day, so let me focus, okay?"
She grabbed a random lip color, but as she brought the rosy tint to Serena’s lips, her sister opened her eyes and stopped her hand. "Wait," Serena said. "I know Mom is making this a huge deal, but—"
"She’s not making it a big deal; it is a big deal," Elena interrupted, her shoulders sinking. "I’m already twenty-one, and with Dad’s promotion, they need me to make a good match. The Beta’s son is turning eighteen soon, and he’ll be the only unmated male with a title that matches our family’s status."
Serena frowned. "I hate seeing you like this. I know no one deserves to be mated to the next Beta more than you, and you will be. But—"
"There are no 'buts,'" Elena cut in. "This is my only chance."
Serena glanced down, her caramel hair falling in soft waves. "Our family’s reputation shouldn’t hinge on something you can’t control. That’s why I hate the idea of mates—why I want to run away and never deal with Mom’s impossible standards. Not everyone just happens to be mated to a Beta the moment they turn eighteen."
"Run away? Don’t say that," Elena said sharply.
Serena’s voice softened as she fidgeted with the scattered makeup. "It’s the truth."
"If you ran away, it would destroy this family," Elena said, standing to smooth the creases in her dress, an outfit she wouldn’t normally wear at home.
Serena shook her head. "Mom doesn’t love me as much as she loves you."
"I’m sorry you feel that way. It’s not true, but..." Elena sighed, brushing invisible dust off her dress. "If you ever left, just know I’d come after you and drag you back—kicking, screaming, whatever it took."
"You wouldn’t last a night outside the pack’s borders," Serena countered, also standing. "Not with the rogues and wilderness. Everyone knows it’s dangerous out there. If it wasn’t, we’d be free to leave, but we’re not."
"You’re right. I wouldn’t survive. So don’t make me go."
"Okay. I won’t," Serena says softly.
I place my hands on my hips. "Let’s head downstairs with Mom and Dad. The future Beta should be turning eighteen soon; the day’s almost over."
"Imagine he was born a minute before midnight," Serena teases. "Mom and Dad might fall asleep and miss it."
"Mom said he was born just after dinner."
Serena raises an eyebrow. "How does she know that?"
"She has her ways. Now come on."
I take Serena’s hand, guiding her out of my bedroom and into the hallway. Together, we descend the staircase and join our parents in the living room. Dad is seated on the couch, flipping through the pack’s guard roster, visibly tired from his shift. Mom, meanwhile, paces anxiously in front of him.
When she spots me, dressed and ready, her expression softens. "How are you feeling, Elena?"
"Fine," I reply with forced cheerfulness, taking a seat in the armchair. Serena walks past Mom to settle on the loveseat next to Dad.
Mom glances at her briefly before focusing on me. "You’re not feeling anything unusual, are you? Any scents, tingles, or fluttering?"
"My stomach has been fluttering all day," I admit, trying to mask my nerves.
Mom exhales with a mix of hope and tension. "According to his aunt, he should be of age any second now."
She gestures at her pendant, signaling me to fix my own. I adjust the moonstone necklace she insisted I wear, centering it on my chest. She believed it would show the Beta where my priorities lay.
"Why don’t you sit down?" Serena suggests to her.
Mom waves her off impatiently, unable to stay still. For weeks, her focus has been on this day. It’s my responsibility to secure a match with the Beta’s son, and the weight of it is crushing. My silent prayers to the Moon Goddess aren’t selfish—I simply can’t fail my family. At my age, being unmated is a source of shame, a mark of being a burden.
"Elena? Anything?" Mom presses again.
I shift uncomfortably in my seat, my anxiety building as the minutes tick by without any sign of the bond. Just as I begin to despair, Serena gasps, clutching her chest. The sound draws everyone’s attention. My nails dig into the armrest as I watch her.
"Serena?" Mom asks, alarmed. "What’s wrong?"
Serena stammers, her face pale. "I-I don’t... I think..."
My heart pounds as realization dawns. She’s only been eighteen for a month, but that’s all the Moon Goddess needs to forge a bond.
Mom’s eyes widen, and she drops onto the loveseat beside Serena, grabbing her arm. "Do you feel it? Is it the mate bond?"
Serena doesn’t answer, but her apologetic glance in my direction says it all. I rise to my feet, my chest tightening.
"It is, isn’t it?" Mom turns to Dad. "Go outside. Wait for him."
Dad sets his papers down and studies Serena briefly before casting a disappointed glance my way. His silent judgment stings. He places a comforting hand on Serena’s shoulder as he passes, then steps out through the front door.
Mom looks at me but quickly averts her gaze, focusing on Serena instead. She rubs her back reassuringly. "This is good news. Don’t worry, sweetheart. Do you smell him yet?"
I turn away, unable to watch.
"Elena," Mom calls, her tone firm. "Give Serena the necklace."
My hands tremble as I fumble with the clasp. Once it’s undone, I hand the pendant to Serena. Mom helps her fasten it, repeating all the encouraging words she’d directed at me over the past week.
But it no longer feels real. Detached, I retreat into the kitchen, my mind spinning.
The back door creaks as I step out, unable to watch Mom fuss over Serena. The summer night feels warm, but the wind presses my dress against me, lifting its hem. I circle to the side of the house and stop near the corner leading to the front yard. Dad stands a few steps from the door, arms crossed, scuffing the dirt with his shoes while keeping his eyes on the horizon.
The moon was high up in the sky. So bright that it's beauty personified it.
I linger in the shadows until someone finally arrives. My father approaches the figure, and the porch light reveals him—it’s the future Beta. My chest tightens. Nothing stirs in me, no sign of the mate bond. Shame and frustration settle in my gut.
Why would the Goddess choose Serena over me? Why make me seem so unworthy?
The front door opens, and Mom steps out with Serena at her side. Dad speaks briefly with the Beta before stepping back. Mom guides Serena forward, her hand firmly on her arm, pride radiating from her every move.
I’ve done everything Mom ever wanted. I’ve tried to be her perfect daughter. Now, she won’t even glance my way. Hot tears stream down my face. Serena is the Beta’s mate. She’s the one securing our family’s future.
As the Beta takes Serena’s hand, I can’t bear it anymore. I turn and rush away, the damp earth soaking my shoes as I sprint toward the trees. The house’s warm glow fades behind me, yet I feel no comfort, only rejection.
Kicking off my shoes, I reach the forest line. Mom always warned us to avoid the border—rogues lurk there, and it’s lawless. But tonight, I don’t care. Shifting, my wolf bursts forward, shredding my dress. I race past the border, finally free but lost in a whirlwind of emotion.
My wolf’s small blonde form powers through the woods with boundless energy, ignoring the howls from distant mountains. If I stay, I’ll be nothing but a failure—a mateless embarrassment, pitied and ignored. I refuse to be the forgotten daughter.
I run until unfamiliar scents flood my nose. Two large wolves appear, flanking me on either side. They’re guards. They sprint ahead, forcing me to stop abruptly. I stumble, crashing into the damp ground.
The scent hits me hard, strange but intoxicating. The guards bark at me to shift, their teeth bared as they circle. All I can focus on is the overpowering scent, its pull growing stronger with every breath.
Elena's point of view My stomach churns and protests beneath a threadbare, oversized men’s shirt. Dust and grime cling to the fabric, a mix of my own and remnants from its former owner. The initial stench has dulled over time, overtaken by the metallic tang of damp air and a peculiar, persistent scent I can’t place. The barred window in my cell is my only clue about time. It hasn’t shown daylight since my arrest, though it feels like I’ve been here for days.I try to convince myself the mysterious scent means nothing. I can’t bear the thought of another failed bond.The rogue man shackled beside me rattles his chains. The guards cuffed him to the wall, but for some reason, they left me untethered. “You’d better brace yourself,” he mutters, always eager to talk. “I’m done for because I injured one of them. But even for trespassing, there’s punishment. Any other Alpha might let you off with a warning, but not VuK. Coming here was a big mistake.”“It wasn’t intentional,” I reply, tracin
Elena's point of view Alpha VuK stands outside the cell, his expression unreadable. “You can come out,” he says. “You’re not being punished.”I hesitate but step out cautiously. When he shuts the cell door with a clang, I flinch and nervously tug at the hem of my tattered shirt, trying to make it longer.“How long have you been here?” he asks.“Through the night,” I answer, keeping my gaze down as the rogue had advised.Alpha VuK sighs. “What’s your name?”“Elena,” I reply.His fingers brush the sleeve of my shirt, and I freeze. “And this?” he asks.“The guards gave it to me. I didn’t have clothes,” I explain quietly. “I’ve never spoken to an Alpha before. Especially not one like you.”“Like me?”“An Alpha with your reputation.”“Are you afraid?” he asks. The mate bond muddles my emotions, urging me not to fear him. Still, my answer comes out unconvincing: “No.”“Come. I’m taking you to clean up,” he says, turning to leave.I hesitate before following, careful not to fall behind. We
Elena's point of view.The tall man, with a hand towel in his grip, answers me, "Sometimes the Alpha’s sister comes to stay, but she’s mated and living with another pack, so it doesn’t happen often. They don’t live here, but his men—the Beta and others—are usually around."I nod, resuming my meal, not wanting to overwhelm them with questions, though I feel more comfortable asking them than Vanda. When I’ve finished and my plate is empty, one last question crosses my mind, and I take the risk to ask.“Are there any rules I should know about?”“Rules? Yes,” the tall man replies. “Lots of pack rules—probably more than you’re used to.”“I mean, are there house rules? Like where I’m allowed to go or what I can do?” I clarify.“Oh, well, it’s not really our place to tell the Alpha’s mate what she should or shouldn’t do.”This answer doesn’t bring much clarity. Despite the bond, I don’t feel like his mate. I feel more like a prisoner he’s been forced to accommodate, although he’s shared deta
Elena's point of view.Doubting the Moon Goddess feels wrong, but as I head to the packhouse, I can’t help questioning her purpose in pairing me with Vanda. The rogue I was imprisoned with wasn’t lying; the Alpha doesn’t give lenient punishments, and my hesitations about our bond feel justified. Yet, the pull in my chest doesn’t waver. Deep within me—mind, body, and soul—his claim is carved, drawing my admiration despite everything.The front door is unlocked when I return, so I step inside and quietly close it behind me. Slipping off my shoes, I head upstairs. My eyes are drawn to the master’s double doors, and I instinctively veer toward them. I pause, listening for Elizabeth in the kitchen. She’s likely drinking tea; there’s no sound of anyone working.Serena was right when she said we’re not allowed beyond the border for a reason. As a child, I imagined unclaimed land to be full of monstrous beasts, shadows towering over the fiercest warriors, and harsh landscapes that no wolf cou
Elena's point of view.Would Serena or Mom think I’m crazy for staying this long and investing in this matehood? It feels indulgent, and part of me wonders if too much of Vanda’s coldness will end up hurting me. But could I leave if I wanted to? Honestly, I’m not sure. Even after the failed dinner conversation, leaving and going home wouldn’t put me in a better place. There’s no point in returning to my parents without a mate, let alone with the chance of becoming a Luna lost. Mom would be devastated, praying to the Goddess that I find my way back to the stars.So, for now, I stay and hope Vanda’s heart will eventually warm to the bond we share—really feel it the way mates are meant to.I don’t leave the spare room until late in the morning, but when I do, I catch Vanda’s scent in the air. Heading down the stairs, I spot him moving down the hallway toward the front door. He glances back when he sees me. Coerced by our bond, I ask, “Where are you going?”“Out to the fields,” he replies
Elena's point of view.I walk quickly along the training ground's path, spotting where it connects to the larger one just ahead. Swallowing hard, I brace myself for another surge of the strange warmth coursing through me. It comes moments later, a wave crashing low in my abdomen before settling between my thighs. My face scrunches involuntarily. The pack house isn’t far now, and once I get there, I can deal with these growing sensations in privacy.“Elena.”Hearing my name, I glance back to see Vanda approaching, his steps light and unbothered.“Did Charles tell you it’s just a headache?” I say, trying to sound firm. “If I lie down, it’ll go away.”He stops beside me, forcing me to halt, even as the heat in my body reminds me it won’t wait for anything.“What’s wrong?” he asks, his voice laced with concern.“Just a headache,” I insist.“Your scent has changed.”“Are you sure? Maybe you’re just remembering it wrong,” I reply hastily. “I was going back to lie down. Please, don’t let me
Elena's point of view."Mom? Can I come in?" I ask softly.She gives me a scrutinizing look, her eyes traveling from head to toe, before stepping aside to let me pass. As soon as I’m inside, the door slams shut behind me with a thud that sends a chill down my spine."Where have you been?" she demands, her voice sharp. "I was this close," she holds her thumb and pointer finger almost together, "to sending the guards to search the entire pack and beyond for you.""I left," I admit, steadying my voice. "I went onto unclaimed land and—""And what? Went rogue?" Mom interrupts, her frustration boiling over. "Goddess, Elena, I cannot believe your behavior right now! Is this all because your sister was mated to the Beta and not you? How could you leave Serena right when she needed you most? You know how nervous she was!""No, that's not it," I reply firmly. "And I didn’t go rogue. I ended up crossing onto VuK territory... and I found my mate there.""You found your mate?""Yes," I confirm.Mo
Elena's point of view.In the Beta’s house, I sit on a spare bed in complete darkness, staring at the wall. I’ve been frozen like this for over an hour when Serena enters, switching on the lamp by the door. She pulls the curtains closed over the windows flanking the bed before stepping closer to me.“Don’t you want to change into something more comfortable to sleep in?” she asks gently.I remain still, my eyes fixed on the wall.“I’m sorry this is happening. You don’t deserve any of it,” she says softly, placing a tentative hand on my knee.“Then talk to your mate and stop it,” I say, my voice cold and unwavering.“Please try to understand where we’re coming from,” she replies, her tone pleading.I close my eyes. “He isn’t going to hurt me.”“After everything I’ve heard, I don’t believe that,” she retorts, dismissing my words.“You haven’t even met him,” I snap.Serena steps back toward the door, resting her hand on the handle. “I’m here when you’re ready,” she says quietly before lea
Elena's point of view.Vanda gently unclenches my fist, his expression caught between amusement and surprise."What is it?" he asks, a playful curve to his lips."I... want more," I admit, my voice barely above a whisper.His brows lift in surprise. Placing his hands on the desk on either side of me, he leans closer, his presence making me instinctively press my knees together. "Is that so?" His hazel eyes scan mine, searching for any trace of hesitation."What would you do if I was in heat?" I mumble, unable to meet his gaze.His smirk fades, replaced by a more serious look as he straightens. "Elena...""I'm serious," I insist, stepping down from the desk. "You mentioned there are...""There are what?" he prompts, his tone both curious and challenging.Heat rises to my cheeks as I glance away. "You said there are things besides traditional mating. I know about them, but I don’t know what you meant. I want to understand.""Alpha!" a voice calls from the front of the house, cutting thr
Elena's point of view.The clatter of pots and pans greeted me as I entered the kitchen that morning. Ben stood at the stove, wearing borrowed pajamas and cooking breakfast.He glanced over his shoulder at me. "Morning. The Alpha's already eaten. He's in the study with Charles and Alex. I figured I'd make something since I wasn’t sure when you’d wake up. There’s plenty if you’re hungry." He paused, flipping something in the pan. "After this, I’ll stop by home to change before heading to the gardens. I’ll be back by lunchtime.""Is Elizabeth here?" I asked, rubbing my chilled arms."She came in for a bit but left to get soap for the laundry. Hungry?""Yeah," I admitted. "I’ll be back in a minute. I want to check on Vanda. I think the attacks are weighing on him.""No rush," Ben replied with a kind smile.Leaving the kitchen, I headed down the hall, past the stairs, and into the left living room toward the study. Vanda’s, Charles’s, and Alex’s voices carried through the open door."The
Elena's point of view.At one in the morning, I hear Vanda return to the house. Unable to sleep for hours, I leave the bed and rush downstairs in my nightgown. Ben is staying in one of the guest rooms—we thought it too dangerous for him to head home alone with a potential attack looming—so I lent him some of Vanda's clothes and a bed. The dim light under the guest room door tells me he’s asleep.As I hurry down the stairs, Vanda’s footsteps echo from the hallway before stopping abruptly. Leaning over the railing, I spot him glancing back at me.“Was it an attack?” I ask quickly.He gestures for me to come down, so I take the steps two at a time. Once I reach him, he confirms, “Kane attacked. He didn’t get too close to the border, but we didn’t have much time to intercept him. The first wolves to face his forces were slaughtered, but they bought us the time we needed.”“How bad?” I whisper.“Sixteen dead so far, though we may find more.”I press a hand to my mouth. “Goddess. How did it
Elena's point of view.I shower before dinner, dressing quickly with the bedroom doors shut—Vanda is in the study. As I pull on my pants and tug a clean shirt over my head, I reflect on the day. Vanda takes his leadership seriously, as expected, but seeing him in action gave me a clearer understanding of what he deals with. I hope there will be opportunities for me to join again, especially in discussions like the one about the war earlier.Once I’m done, I head downstairs. Ben is likely in the kitchen, so I plan to help with dinner.From the top of the stairs, I hear the front door burst open. I descend a few steps and see Alex in the foyer, half-dressed in only shorts.“Vanda!” Alex yells, rushing into the living room near the study.I hurry down the rest of the stairs, and as quickly as Alex vanishes to fetch Vanda, he returns with my mate, both moving with urgency.“What’s going on?” I ask, stepping closer to touch Vanda’s arm.He turns to me as Alex bolts back outside, leaving th
Elena's point of view.I found myself rambling again as Vanda and I walked through the woods. “I think I got a little distracted toward the end,” I admitted.“With what?” Vanda asked, his curiosity piqued.I hesitated before speaking. “Well, we know Alpha Walter can find another Luna to produce an heir, but what about Alpha Kane? He has his Luna, Serena, but they can’t seem to have a son. What is he supposed to do?”Vanda’s jaw tightened, his response delayed. “It’s a complex situation,” he finally said.“What would you do if you were him?” I pressed.“I don’t know,” Vanda replied. “I thank the Goddess I’m not.”I glanced at the trees, my thoughts drifting. “But what if we couldn’t—”“You’re thinking too far ahead,” he interrupted. “Don’t worry yourself.”I stopped walking, my heart heavy with unease. “Would you find someone else who could give you a son?”Vanda halted abruptly, turning to face me. “Where is this coming from?”I shrugged, instantly regretting my question. “The words j
Elena's point of view.Vanda leads me into a modest, one-story building that, while simpler than the pack members' homes, is comparable in size. Inside, the main room features a long table surrounded by chairs. The occupants are already seated, their gazes fixed on us as we enter.“For those of you who haven’t had the pleasure of meeting her, this is my mate, Elena,” Vanda announces confidently. “She’ll be joining us today.”I receive a series of polite nods, which eases my nerves slightly.Vanda pulls out a chair beside the head of the table and gestures for me to sit. Once I’m settled, he takes the seat to my right.The door opens, and Charle steps in. He freezes briefly upon spotting me but quickly recovers. “Luna, welcome,” he says with a respectful tone, moving to sit on Vanda’s left. “This is a pleasant surprise.”“This morning, she decided to accompany me as I go about my schedule, including today’s meetings,” Vanda explains. “I thought it was an excellent idea.”“I agree whole
Elena's point of view.I wake up on my side, completely embraced from behind. Vanda's arm is draped over my waist, holding me close. I try to twist to see his face."Vanda?" I lift his arm slightly. "The sun's up.""I know," he mumbles in a deep, sleep-roughened voice. "Go back to sleep.""What are you still doing here? Don’t you have to leave?""No."I turn again, but Vanda adjusts, pulling me snugly against his chest. His familiar scent washes over me, grounding me in the moment. "Why not?""Do you want me to leave?""No, of course not. I’m just confused," I admit. "You’re never here when I wake up.""I decided to wait until you did today."Smiling secretly, I press my forehead against his chest. "If there’s something you need to do, maybe I could come along. See what keeps you so busy all day.""You want to?""Can I? Is that allowed?" I ask with a lighthearted tone.He looks down at me, his eyes soft. "Why wouldn’t it be? You’re my Luna.""I just assumed…""This pack belongs to bot
Elena's point of view.I follow Vanda to the study, my heart racing harder with each step. When I reach him, he’s standing behind his desk, pouring himself a drink. He takes a long sip before speaking.“Your father and family are safe—so is the Beta, Serena's mate." he says, his voice steady.“Thank you,” I reply softly, stepping closer to the desk. My eyes immediately catch a cut along his jaw, though it’s no longer bleeding. I can’t help but scan for other injuries, likely hidden beneath his clothes. “And you? Are you okay?”He finishes his drink and sets the glass down. “Will you come to bed with me?”I cross my arms, gripping my left elbow with my right hand. “You’ve been gone every night this week with almost no explanation. I should say no. I should sleep in the guest room.”“You’re not sleeping in the guest room,” he mutters firmly.“I’ve already been sleeping there. At first, I thought it was because I was angry, but every night, I just hoped you’d show up and bring me back to
Elena's point of view.The night sky stretches above us, clear and vast, as we walk toward the heart of the pack’s land. The moon, though waning, still shines brightly, its surface a radiant white. Mom often says that a white moon urges us forward, a yellow moon calls us to reflect on the past, and a blue moon brings fortune. But a blood moon—well, she always said death follows a red moon. Her own mother passed away beneath one.When the moon is small, Mom claims the Goddess is distant, testing our faith. When it is full, her blessings pour down on us. Those nights are my favorite. Tonight, the moon neither looms large nor hides away; it simply hangs in the sky, as though the Goddess herself is merely watching."There it is!" Elizabeth points ahead. "The fire."Through the trees, the warm, flickering glow of the bonfire beckons us. We follow the path around the towering trunks until we reach the smooth, well-laid stones of the pack’s central square. At its heart lies a grand mosaic, d