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Jordan stared at Liam wondering how he was going to get the words out to him, he had kept it to himself for so long that now he wanted to just get it off his chest, he hope that Liam would want it too, he really wanted them to be a family, and have kids."Why are you looking at me like that babe? Do you have something to say to me? You have been staring at me for more than five minutes,"Liam said and Jordan adverted his gaze."Just say it,"He whispered to himself before looking up at Liam again, the man was looking at him curiously."I want us to have kids,"He let out bringing his head down again."What?""I want us to have children Liam, it has been one of my big-time dream and life goal, I want a family, and I was hoping we could get it together,"He added."Is that why you have been staring at me Jordan? You should have just said,"Liam responded."Does that mean you want that too?"Jordan asked feeling hopeful, but then his heart sank when Liam shook his head."I am sorry Jorda
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"No, your goddaughter is making me lose my shit, she keeps being a bitch and I am this close to spanking her ass and throwing her out with her dad, they are both annoying,"Katrina said, and baby Asteria giggled again, she was having so much fun at the expense of her mom."Don't be such a bad mom and wife, I am sure those two cuties didn't do anything, you are just been super sensitive,""Did you just say my husband is cute? I recorded that and I am going to play it for him when he gets back,"Katrina said."Don't you dare,""You know I am going to do it, so shut the fuck up,""Hey, don't curse when Steria is around, we don't want her first words to be curse words do we?"He asked laughing as Asteria pulled on her mom's blouse."Yeah, I understand but do you see what she is doing? Are you still not convinced that she is out to get me?"She asked."Sis, I am sorry to burst your bubble but that's what you signed up for, and get ready for when they will be double because it is going to g
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Liam decided to go see the doctor again, it's been over a month since he last went which was when his parents had locked him up in the hospital, now he wanted to do it by himself, of course not he wasn't going to stay there, he was just going for his usual routine check, he wanted to make sure he was okay before he talked with Jordan later today and make the big decision to agree to start a family, he was betting on fate to help him witness the birth of his kids, he has taken so long to think about it and weight the pros and cons,of course he was going to tell Jordan about his health condition too, he was supposed to do that but each time he tried to get the words out, he just finds himself hesitating, he was so scared that telling Jordan would ruin things between them, he didn't even tell him he was going to the hospital, he lied that he had to work in place of his co-worker and Jordan believed him because this wasn't the first time he had done that, even though unlike now, before he
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"It won't be like that, you just have to channel this your thoughts and give them to getting the surgery done, and you won't regret it,"The doctor advised saying the same thing but using a different approach, Liam already understood all his tactics, and it wasn't going to work on him anymore"Let's not talk about this anymore, shall we? I already said what I said and there is no going back.""But what if your partner wants you to have surgery? What will you do then? I already know you haven't told him which is bad might I say, if you do tell him and he wants you to have surgery, are you going to turn him down too?"The doctor asked. Liam has had those thoughts himself a lot, he didn't want Jordan to tell him that, wanted him to support his decision, but what are the chances of that even happening? That was one of the major reasons he put off telling him, the real reason why, it has happened before when his then partner had found out and they ended up parting ways, then there were oth
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"Jordan? Say something,"He said after a few minutes of total silence."Oh, I am sorry, it took a while for you to say anything so I got scared that you might not want to have kids yet, I am so happy that you want this too even though I practically dumped it on you,"He responded, kissing him while holding his face, Liam smiled into the kiss."I love you so much Liam, this means the world to me, you mean the world to me, I don't know what my life will be like if you are not in it and I am serious,"Jordan said, kissing him again."It's the same for me, babe, I can't live without you, and now I want us to have that family,""Good boy,""I am your good boy and you are mine too, and that's how it is going to be."Liam said as he stood up and sat beside Jordan on the bed, he turned and faced him smiling happily, the smiling warming Liam's heart, he loves this man so much and he didn't want to stop, he wanted to keep loving him."Okay, let's have the decision then,"Jordan said smiling hap
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"You are crazy,""But you love me,""Yup,""And you are a rich mudafucker,"He added."Okay, that's not a lie but still it's not my money, if you say the money I worked for then it is really not up to millions, I just have a little saving if my own money but if it is for our future children then I am willing to use that money,"He said resting his head on Jordan's shoulder, the burden of the secret he carried weighing down on his shoulders, he should just tell him and be done with it, it will save him a lot of stress but the thought of Jordan ending things with him was his biggest fear."So you agree to us getting two surrogates?"Jordan asked him petting his hair."Yes, I do and also to us getting a bigger house, now the question is when do we start the process and what is even the process, I am sorry I tried to do some research but I didn't get enough answers from them, I don't even know how this is supposed to go,"He said as they pulled apart."Don't worry, I have it all planned o
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"Liam I am off to work,"Jordan said as he got out of his room, Liam hurriedly ran out of his own room, he looked so pale, which got Jordan worried."Are you okay Liam? You look pale,"He said reaching out to touch him, he wasn't running a temperature."I am okay, we slept on the same bed, you would have known if I had a temperature, I just need to sunbathe,""This is what happens when you don't go out young man,"Jordan scolded. Liam barely went out, he doesn't go out at all if he doesn't need to go to work or go get something, in the five months that they have been together, the few times Jordan had been able to force him out, they always return early."I go out, I go to work, and also go for walks with you,""That doesn't count,""I am fine and I will take a walk today,""Aren't you going to work? You didn't go yesterday,""I will, later,""Okay, I love you, bye,"Jordan said kissed him and ran out of the house, he opened his car, got in and drove towards his office, he had a lot t
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Liam got ready for work in a foul mood, he didn't know what happened but he just found himself I'm a horrible mood after he woke up from sleep, when Jordan had left the house for work, he had gone back to sleep and woke up in a depressed mood, Jordan had complained about him looking pale and when he had checked his face in the mirror it was very noticeable, he hated that he was sick and that he had to hide from Jordan and our, it made him angry with himself."It will end once you tell him, just tell him,"His subconsciousness advised. For once Liam was going to listen to him, he couldn't do this anymore."I can't keep this to myself anymore, I have to tell him and I am going to tell him today,"He said out loud, today was the day, whatever happens, he was just going to live with it but it has to be today, he has to tell Jordan everything, the more he kept it to himself the more it gets big, just tell him once and stop living in denial, it was up to Jordan, whatever he chooses no matte
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