"Jordan? Say something,"He said after a few minutes of total silence."Oh, I am sorry, it took a while for you to say anything so I got scared that you might not want to have kids yet, I am so happy that you want this too even though I practically dumped it on you,"He responded, kissing him while holding his face, Liam smiled into the kiss."I love you so much Liam, this means the world to me, you mean the world to me, I don't know what my life will be like if you are not in it and I am serious,"Jordan said, kissing him again."It's the same for me, babe, I can't live without you, and now I want us to have that family,""Good boy,""I am your good boy and you are mine too, and that's how it is going to be."Liam said as he stood up and sat beside Jordan on the bed, he turned and faced him smiling happily, the smiling warming Liam's heart, he loves this man so much and he didn't want to stop, he wanted to keep loving him."Okay, let's have the decision then,"Jordan said smiling hap
"You are crazy,""But you love me,""Yup,""And you are a rich mudafucker,"He added."Okay, that's not a lie but still it's not my money, if you say the money I worked for then it is really not up to millions, I just have a little saving if my own money but if it is for our future children then I am willing to use that money,"He said resting his head on Jordan's shoulder, the burden of the secret he carried weighing down on his shoulders, he should just tell him and be done with it, it will save him a lot of stress but the thought of Jordan ending things with him was his biggest fear."So you agree to us getting two surrogates?"Jordan asked him petting his hair."Yes, I do and also to us getting a bigger house, now the question is when do we start the process and what is even the process, I am sorry I tried to do some research but I didn't get enough answers from them, I don't even know how this is supposed to go,"He said as they pulled apart."Don't worry, I have it all planned o
"Liam I am off to work,"Jordan said as he got out of his room, Liam hurriedly ran out of his own room, he looked so pale, which got Jordan worried."Are you okay Liam? You look pale,"He said reaching out to touch him, he wasn't running a temperature."I am okay, we slept on the same bed, you would have known if I had a temperature, I just need to sunbathe,""This is what happens when you don't go out young man,"Jordan scolded. Liam barely went out, he doesn't go out at all if he doesn't need to go to work or go get something, in the five months that they have been together, the few times Jordan had been able to force him out, they always return early."I go out, I go to work, and also go for walks with you,""That doesn't count,""I am fine and I will take a walk today,""Aren't you going to work? You didn't go yesterday,""I will, later,""Okay, I love you, bye,"Jordan said kissed him and ran out of the house, he opened his car, got in and drove towards his office, he had a lot t
Liam got ready for work in a foul mood, he didn't know what happened but he just found himself I'm a horrible mood after he woke up from sleep, when Jordan had left the house for work, he had gone back to sleep and woke up in a depressed mood, Jordan had complained about him looking pale and when he had checked his face in the mirror it was very noticeable, he hated that he was sick and that he had to hide from Jordan and our, it made him angry with himself."It will end once you tell him, just tell him,"His subconsciousness advised. For once Liam was going to listen to him, he couldn't do this anymore."I can't keep this to myself anymore, I have to tell him and I am going to tell him today,"He said out loud, today was the day, whatever happens, he was just going to live with it but it has to be today, he has to tell Jordan everything, the more he kept it to himself the more it gets big, just tell him once and stop living in denial, it was up to Jordan, whatever he chooses no matte
Jordan sat in his car after speaking to Liam on the phone, he wanted to ask him but he couldn't get the words out, they were just so heavy, Liam didn't even talk like someone who was sick, heck he was healthy, so how was he sick? he started the car and drove to the office.Jordan walked like a ghost back to the office, he didn't even know how he was about to get there without missing his way, he still had a meeting to attend but he didn't feel like doing anything, his whole world was closing in on him, he sat on his seat in the office just staring at the screen of the computer in front of him while his mind ran through the months he and Liam had been together, there had been no indication that he had a life-threatening health issue, he didn't look sick, the only time he had noticed was when he had been in pain once and that stopped and had not happened again, okay the drugs, but he didn't know much about drugs to know what those had been for, he just thought Liam had those because he
Liam yelled at him. That got Jordan angry."Why are you fucking raising your voice at me Liam? You don't have a right to, and yes, I met with your parents, and they told me everything, was that why you didn't want me talking to them? Why you act all possessive of your mom? You didn't want them spilling your secrets?""I didn't want them to tell you, I was going to talk to you myself, they shouldn't have interfered,"Liam responded. Jordan had to laugh."Liam? Just until when did you plan on keeping this away from me? We have been together for almost half a year, five fucking months, until when did you intend to keep it from me? And when were you ever going to tell me? Or I don't deserve to know?Jordan yelled losing his mind."I told you I was going to tell you,""When? When were you going to tell me? I have you a chance to tell me yourself just now and you still didn't say anything, you had no plans to tell me don't fucking lie,""I did, I had planned on telling you, I just have not
Liam turned around at Jordan's words staring at him, he could see the hurt in his eyes and he hated it, hated everything that happened and is still happening, hated the fact that his parents took away his chance of talking to Jordan himself, he couldn't even face him, he had wanted to tell himself and had been preparing himself to do it, imagine his shock when Jordan had asked him those questions, it never crossed his mind that that's what he wanted to know about because he had trusted his parents but once again they proved to him that he wasn't the one they were looking at for, no they were looking out for their own interest."Liam if you leave this house, we are done and I don't fucking care, just don't come back,"Jordan said turned and went back into the house, he contemplated just going over and giving his parents a piece of his mind, how could they do this to him? They didn't even give him a warning, they could have talked to him but they didn't, they just went ahead and spoke t
"But you can get surgery and get better,""That's not how it works Jordan, I don't get better after surgery, there are so many risks, let's say I don't die on the table, I might not be able to do the basic things I use to do before, what is life if I can't do the things I want to do anymore? What is life if I have to use a wheelchair all through? What is life? I can't go where I want to by myself because I can't do it anymore? Is it worth living? No, it is not for me, I can't live like that,"He responded."That's not going to happen,""And you know that how? Do you even know my conditions? Do you know how risky a heart bypass surgery is? And what more for someone who has done the surgery before and have done other surgery too, if you think I am just saying it because I am scared then I am not going to have this conversation with you, you should know what you are talking about before you pest me, at least know about my condition,"Liam let out. He was tired already and wanted this con