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"It won't be like that, you just have to channel this your thoughts and give them to getting the surgery done, and you won't regret it,"The doctor advised saying the same thing but using a different approach, Liam already understood all his tactics, and it wasn't going to work on him anymore"Let's not talk about this anymore, shall we? I already said what I said and there is no going back.""But what if your partner wants you to have surgery? What will you do then? I already know you haven't told him which is bad might I say, if you do tell him and he wants you to have surgery, are you going to turn him down too?"The doctor asked. Liam has had those thoughts himself a lot, he didn't want Jordan to tell him that, wanted him to support his decision, but what are the chances of that even happening? That was one of the major reasons he put off telling him, the real reason why, it has happened before when his then partner had found out and they ended up parting ways, then there were oth
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"Jordan? Say something,"He said after a few minutes of total silence."Oh, I am sorry, it took a while for you to say anything so I got scared that you might not want to have kids yet, I am so happy that you want this too even though I practically dumped it on you,"He responded, kissing him while holding his face, Liam smiled into the kiss."I love you so much Liam, this means the world to me, you mean the world to me, I don't know what my life will be like if you are not in it and I am serious,"Jordan said, kissing him again."It's the same for me, babe, I can't live without you, and now I want us to have that family,""Good boy,""I am your good boy and you are mine too, and that's how it is going to be."Liam said as he stood up and sat beside Jordan on the bed, he turned and faced him smiling happily, the smiling warming Liam's heart, he loves this man so much and he didn't want to stop, he wanted to keep loving him."Okay, let's have the decision then,"Jordan said smiling hap
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"You are crazy,""But you love me,""Yup,""And you are a rich mudafucker,"He added."Okay, that's not a lie but still it's not my money, if you say the money I worked for then it is really not up to millions, I just have a little saving if my own money but if it is for our future children then I am willing to use that money,"He said resting his head on Jordan's shoulder, the burden of the secret he carried weighing down on his shoulders, he should just tell him and be done with it, it will save him a lot of stress but the thought of Jordan ending things with him was his biggest fear."So you agree to us getting two surrogates?"Jordan asked him petting his hair."Yes, I do and also to us getting a bigger house, now the question is when do we start the process and what is even the process, I am sorry I tried to do some research but I didn't get enough answers from them, I don't even know how this is supposed to go,"He said as they pulled apart."Don't worry, I have it all planned o
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"Liam I am off to work,"Jordan said as he got out of his room, Liam hurriedly ran out of his own room, he looked so pale, which got Jordan worried."Are you okay Liam? You look pale,"He said reaching out to touch him, he wasn't running a temperature."I am okay, we slept on the same bed, you would have known if I had a temperature, I just need to sunbathe,""This is what happens when you don't go out young man,"Jordan scolded. Liam barely went out, he doesn't go out at all if he doesn't need to go to work or go get something, in the five months that they have been together, the few times Jordan had been able to force him out, they always return early."I go out, I go to work, and also go for walks with you,""That doesn't count,""I am fine and I will take a walk today,""Aren't you going to work? You didn't go yesterday,""I will, later,""Okay, I love you, bye,"Jordan said kissed him and ran out of the house, he opened his car, got in and drove towards his office, he had a lot t
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Liam got ready for work in a foul mood, he didn't know what happened but he just found himself I'm a horrible mood after he woke up from sleep, when Jordan had left the house for work, he had gone back to sleep and woke up in a depressed mood, Jordan had complained about him looking pale and when he had checked his face in the mirror it was very noticeable, he hated that he was sick and that he had to hide from Jordan and our, it made him angry with himself."It will end once you tell him, just tell him,"His subconsciousness advised. For once Liam was going to listen to him, he couldn't do this anymore."I can't keep this to myself anymore, I have to tell him and I am going to tell him today,"He said out loud, today was the day, whatever happens, he was just going to live with it but it has to be today, he has to tell Jordan everything, the more he kept it to himself the more it gets big, just tell him once and stop living in denial, it was up to Jordan, whatever he chooses no matte
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Jordan sat in his car after speaking to Liam on the phone, he wanted to ask him but he couldn't get the words out, they were just so heavy, Liam didn't even talk like someone who was sick, heck he was healthy, so how was he sick? he started the car and drove to the office.Jordan walked like a ghost back to the office, he didn't even know how he was about to get there without missing his way, he still had a meeting to attend but he didn't feel like doing anything, his whole world was closing in on him, he sat on his seat in the office just staring at the screen of the computer in front of him while his mind ran through the months he and Liam had been together, there had been no indication that he had a life-threatening health issue, he didn't look sick, the only time he had noticed was when he had been in pain once and that stopped and had not happened again, okay the drugs, but he didn't know much about drugs to know what those had been for, he just thought Liam had those because he
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Liam yelled at him. That got Jordan angry."Why are you fucking raising your voice at me Liam? You don't have a right to, and yes, I met with your parents, and they told me everything, was that why you didn't want me talking to them? Why you act all possessive of your mom? You didn't want them spilling your secrets?""I didn't want them to tell you, I was going to talk to you myself, they shouldn't have interfered,"Liam responded. Jordan had to laugh."Liam? Just until when did you plan on keeping this away from me? We have been together for almost half a year, five fucking months, until when did you intend to keep it from me? And when were you ever going to tell me? Or I don't deserve to know?Jordan yelled losing his mind."I told you I was going to tell you,""When? When were you going to tell me? I have you a chance to tell me yourself just now and you still didn't say anything, you had no plans to tell me don't fucking lie,""I did, I had planned on telling you, I just have not
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Liam turned around at Jordan's words staring at him, he could see the hurt in his eyes and he hated it, hated everything that happened and is still happening, hated the fact that his parents took away his chance of talking to Jordan himself, he couldn't even face him, he had wanted to tell himself and had been preparing himself to do it, imagine his shock when Jordan had asked him those questions, it never crossed his mind that that's what he wanted to know about because he had trusted his parents but once again they proved to him that he wasn't the one they were looking at for, no they were looking out for their own interest."Liam if you leave this house, we are done and I don't fucking care, just don't come back,"Jordan said turned and went back into the house, he contemplated just going over and giving his parents a piece of his mind, how could they do this to him? They didn't even give him a warning, they could have talked to him but they didn't, they just went ahead and spoke t
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Liam walked up to Jordan and hugged him from behind."Hey, babes, you look extra hot today,"He whispered in his ears and Jordan let out a funny laugh."I am hot every day of the year though,"He responded."I agree, wanna go for a walk? The moms are going to send the babies to bed,"He said pulling away from him and reaching out for his hand."Sure, I will love to,"Jordan said and they both walked down the part, taking small steps and just feeling each other's presence."The weather is so nice today, it has been nice all week,"Jordan said. Liam looked down at him and smiled happily, it's been over two years since they got married and not for one day in those two years did he ever regret marrying this man, his world would not have existed if he had not fought to win him back and everyday he wakes up, stare at him in bed and thank his stars that he got him back, for him, the weather have always been good since the day he got Jordan back in his life, there hasn't been a single bad wea
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Two Years Later..."Happy birthday son,"He heard Liam's mom's voice before he saw her, they were all here, his parents and Liam's parents, it was his thirty-third birthday and he had invited them to their house for a small family party, he invited Kat too but she couldn't make it this time and said she will make it up to him."Thanks, mom, you guys are welcome,""You are looking extra handsome today my son,"His mom said."Don't pull my legs mom,"He responded as they exchanged hugs and Liam's parents gave him his present, his parent didn't have any presents with them but he didn't bother to ask, his husband and kids came out a few moments later to welcome them.They all went to the dining table to eat his birthday dinner after which Liam went out to play with the kids, he talked with his parents for a while before leaving them to go outside too, his parents had a unique relationship with Liam's parents, he could say they were best friends as they go to each other's house and even go
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"What do you mean the babies are coming? And how are they coming on the same day or are you pranking me? We still have two weeks right?"Jordan asked but he was already on his way out of the office, he didn't bother to wait for the elevator and just took the stairs, they weren't expecting until next week and this was so sudden and unexpected."I am not pulling a prank on you idiot, May is in labor and she just called,""Oh, I thought you said both of them,""No, meet me at the hospital okay?""Sure, I will be there soon,"He said and Liam hung up without another word, okay at least it wasn't the two women at the same time, he quickly got into his car and zoomed off towards the hospital, on his way there he said a little prayer and hoped that everything will go well and by the end of today they will have one of their pretty angel with them."Liam!"He called when he got into the hospital and found him sitting alone."Hey, baby,""How is May?"He asked."I don't know, we just have to wa
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"Honey, you better hurry, or we are going to be late,"Liam yelled for Jordan who was still upstairs, they have been married for more than three months now and his life has been the happiest in those times, waking up each morning to Jordan was how he was meant to live his life and that's how he wanted it to be, today, they were meeting up with the surrogates, they decided to do both at once because they wanted to raise their first children together, Liam loved that they would start their own family soon and they were able to get two beautiful women to help carry their children, after this meeting, the process would start officially, all test and everything related have already been done so yes, they were going to be parents of two lovely kids in a little less than a year if everything goes as planned."You are more eager to do this than I thought, how are you so hyped up in the morning? I hate mornings,"Jordan complained coming down the stairs, he was frowning."Babe? It's not mornin
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"I can't believe my best friend is going to get married, wow, I am so happy, this is the best thing that had ever happened to me,"Katrina said when she walked into his room, he rolled his eyes at her."Yeah, right, so you mean you pick this moment over your own wedding and when your two devil-angels Steria and Moon were born? I will like to see you say that when Lucas is here,"He teased."Why can't you just let me have a man? Why do you always have to be such a show spoiler? I was having fun and you just had to mention the reasons for my sleepless nights,"She said with a sad pout."Oh, I am going to add that to the list of things I am going to gossip to your husband,"He said and she glared at him."Are you my best friend or are you Lucas's spy?"She asked laying on his bed."That's the bed I spend almost every night ticking Liam on,"He announced and she was up in seconds, brushing the invisible stain off her body with a disgusted look."What the fuck? You could have warned me or
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Liam rolled over on the bed and smiled when his body came in contact with another, he popped his eyes open to see Jordan sleeping peacefully beside him, memories of the night before flashing through his mind, he couldn't believe it, they were good again, he got him back, Jordan was his again, and his life just got better."Why are you looking at me like that?"Jordan asked as he opened his eyes, Liam felt his heart skip a beat, they never really resolved anything, all Jordan had said was for him to kiss him, what if this wasn't what he thought it was, what if Jordan just wanted them to have sex? He really didn't like the direction his mind was going and shook off the thoughts."Now why are you frowning so early in the morning? Did you have a bad dream??""No, I just, I am just,""What? You are lost for words? Good, that means I did well,"Jordan said touching his face, he still couldn't believe that this was all real, he knew he needed to apologize for real now, so he sat up."Jordan,
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Jordan looked up from what he had been doing when his phone rang, he checked who it was and dropped the phone back, it was Liam's mom calling him, he didn't know what to tell her, what could he say when he told his son to fuck off, maybe she wanted to tell him to stay away from her son, he knew that wasn't possible, the phone stopped ringing and he went back to working silently but a few minutes later, it rang again, this time, he decided to pick up."Good day, mom,"He greeted as he walked out of the office towards the resting area, thankfully, no one was in, he entered and sat down."Hi, son, I am sorry to disturb you,"She responded."It's not a problem mom, it must be urgent since you are calling me, what is it?"He asked even though he already had an idea of what she might be calling for."His are you doing Jordan?"She shows shocking him, he shouldn't be shocked by her caring, she has never stopped, ever since Christmas, when she had gotten his contact again, she had made sure t
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Like he expected it wasn't going to be easy getting Jordan back but that didn't mean he wa going to give up, no he wasn't, Jordan endured a lot and him giving up right after the first rejection would be him not trying at all, he wasn't going to back out until Jordan takes him back, he didn't want live life without him by his side, there won't be a reason for his living then.Once again he was at Jordan’s apartment waiting for him even after he has been rejected every day for the past two weeks, he just couldn’t give up, he saw Jordan’s car and got out of his, running to him before he could enter his apartment.“You are here again? What the fuck?”Jordan asked glaring at him.“Yes, I am,”He answered.“Why can't you just take a hint and leave me alone? Stop coming here, stop trying please just stop, there is no point doing all of these, I won't go back to you, I have made up my mind and nothing you can do will change that,"Jordan yelled at him."Please don't push me away Jordan, I beg
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"What? What do you fucking have to say to me now Liam? What?"Jordan yelled at him, he couldn't even bring himself to believe that this was even real, that Liam was here, and that he was finally whole, that he finally remembered."How could you leave just because I asked you to? You said you love me Jordan, that you will never leave me but you did, you fucking left me and took all traces of us that would have let me remember anything from me, there was no sign of you in the house we shared, nothing, and you went away,"Liam let out, Jordan couldn't believe he was saying all these to him after everything he put him through, right now he had a lot on his mind, Kat went into labor when they were on the phone together and he was worried about her.“What are you even talking about?”“Why didn’t you stay? You said you would no matter what,”Liam said."You didn't give me the chance to stay Liam, don't talk like I just left you, you told me to get off your face, you told me I wasn't welcomed
