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Liam decided to go see the doctor again, it's been over a month since he last went which was when his parents had locked him up in the hospital, now he wanted to do it by himself, of course not he wasn't going to stay there, he was just going for his usual routine check, he wanted to make sure he was okay before he talked with Jordan later today and make the big decision to agree to start a family, he was betting on fate to help him witness the birth of his kids, he has taken so long to think about it and weight the pros and cons,of course he was going to tell Jordan about his health condition too, he was supposed to do that but each time he tried to get the words out, he just finds himself hesitating, he was so scared that telling Jordan would ruin things between them, he didn't even tell him he was going to the hospital, he lied that he had to work in place of his co-worker and Jordan believed him because this wasn't the first time he had done that, even though unlike now, before he
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"It won't be like that, you just have to channel this your thoughts and give them to getting the surgery done, and you won't regret it,"The doctor advised saying the same thing but using a different approach, Liam already understood all his tactics, and it wasn't going to work on him anymore"Let's not talk about this anymore, shall we? I already said what I said and there is no going back.""But what if your partner wants you to have surgery? What will you do then? I already know you haven't told him which is bad might I say, if you do tell him and he wants you to have surgery, are you going to turn him down too?"The doctor asked. Liam has had those thoughts himself a lot, he didn't want Jordan to tell him that, wanted him to support his decision, but what are the chances of that even happening? That was one of the major reasons he put off telling him, the real reason why, it has happened before when his then partner had found out and they ended up parting ways, then there were oth
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"Jordan? Say something,"He said after a few minutes of total silence."Oh, I am sorry, it took a while for you to say anything so I got scared that you might not want to have kids yet, I am so happy that you want this too even though I practically dumped it on you,"He responded, kissing him while holding his face, Liam smiled into the kiss."I love you so much Liam, this means the world to me, you mean the world to me, I don't know what my life will be like if you are not in it and I am serious,"Jordan said, kissing him again."It's the same for me, babe, I can't live without you, and now I want us to have that family,""Good boy,""I am your good boy and you are mine too, and that's how it is going to be."Liam said as he stood up and sat beside Jordan on the bed, he turned and faced him smiling happily, the smiling warming Liam's heart, he loves this man so much and he didn't want to stop, he wanted to keep loving him."Okay, let's have the decision then,"Jordan said smiling hap
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"You are crazy,""But you love me,""Yup,""And you are a rich mudafucker,"He added."Okay, that's not a lie but still it's not my money, if you say the money I worked for then it is really not up to millions, I just have a little saving if my own money but if it is for our future children then I am willing to use that money,"He said resting his head on Jordan's shoulder, the burden of the secret he carried weighing down on his shoulders, he should just tell him and be done with it, it will save him a lot of stress but the thought of Jordan ending things with him was his biggest fear."So you agree to us getting two surrogates?"Jordan asked him petting his hair."Yes, I do and also to us getting a bigger house, now the question is when do we start the process and what is even the process, I am sorry I tried to do some research but I didn't get enough answers from them, I don't even know how this is supposed to go,"He said as they pulled apart."Don't worry, I have it all planned o
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"Liam I am off to work,"Jordan said as he got out of his room, Liam hurriedly ran out of his own room, he looked so pale, which got Jordan worried."Are you okay Liam? You look pale,"He said reaching out to touch him, he wasn't running a temperature."I am okay, we slept on the same bed, you would have known if I had a temperature, I just need to sunbathe,""This is what happens when you don't go out young man,"Jordan scolded. Liam barely went out, he doesn't go out at all if he doesn't need to go to work or go get something, in the five months that they have been together, the few times Jordan had been able to force him out, they always return early."I go out, I go to work, and also go for walks with you,""That doesn't count,""I am fine and I will take a walk today,""Aren't you going to work? You didn't go yesterday,""I will, later,""Okay, I love you, bye,"Jordan said kissed him and ran out of the house, he opened his car, got in and drove towards his office, he had a lot t
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Liam got ready for work in a foul mood, he didn't know what happened but he just found himself I'm a horrible mood after he woke up from sleep, when Jordan had left the house for work, he had gone back to sleep and woke up in a depressed mood, Jordan had complained about him looking pale and when he had checked his face in the mirror it was very noticeable, he hated that he was sick and that he had to hide from Jordan and our, it made him angry with himself."It will end once you tell him, just tell him,"His subconsciousness advised. For once Liam was going to listen to him, he couldn't do this anymore."I can't keep this to myself anymore, I have to tell him and I am going to tell him today,"He said out loud, today was the day, whatever happens, he was just going to live with it but it has to be today, he has to tell Jordan everything, the more he kept it to himself the more it gets big, just tell him once and stop living in denial, it was up to Jordan, whatever he chooses no matte
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Jordan sat in his car after speaking to Liam on the phone, he wanted to ask him but he couldn't get the words out, they were just so heavy, Liam didn't even talk like someone who was sick, heck he was healthy, so how was he sick? he started the car and drove to the office.Jordan walked like a ghost back to the office, he didn't even know how he was about to get there without missing his way, he still had a meeting to attend but he didn't feel like doing anything, his whole world was closing in on him, he sat on his seat in the office just staring at the screen of the computer in front of him while his mind ran through the months he and Liam had been together, there had been no indication that he had a life-threatening health issue, he didn't look sick, the only time he had noticed was when he had been in pain once and that stopped and had not happened again, okay the drugs, but he didn't know much about drugs to know what those had been for, he just thought Liam had those because he
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Liam yelled at him. That got Jordan angry."Why are you fucking raising your voice at me Liam? You don't have a right to, and yes, I met with your parents, and they told me everything, was that why you didn't want me talking to them? Why you act all possessive of your mom? You didn't want them spilling your secrets?""I didn't want them to tell you, I was going to talk to you myself, they shouldn't have interfered,"Liam responded. Jordan had to laugh."Liam? Just until when did you plan on keeping this away from me? We have been together for almost half a year, five fucking months, until when did you intend to keep it from me? And when were you ever going to tell me? Or I don't deserve to know?Jordan yelled losing his mind."I told you I was going to tell you,""When? When were you going to tell me? I have you a chance to tell me yourself just now and you still didn't say anything, you had no plans to tell me don't fucking lie,""I did, I had planned on telling you, I just have not
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