Liam yelled at him. That got Jordan angry."Why are you fucking raising your voice at me Liam? You don't have a right to, and yes, I met with your parents, and they told me everything, was that why you didn't want me talking to them? Why you act all possessive of your mom? You didn't want them spilling your secrets?""I didn't want them to tell you, I was going to talk to you myself, they shouldn't have interfered,"Liam responded. Jordan had to laugh."Liam? Just until when did you plan on keeping this away from me? We have been together for almost half a year, five fucking months, until when did you intend to keep it from me? And when were you ever going to tell me? Or I don't deserve to know?Jordan yelled losing his mind."I told you I was going to tell you,""When? When were you going to tell me? I have you a chance to tell me yourself just now and you still didn't say anything, you had no plans to tell me don't fucking lie,""I did, I had planned on telling you, I just have not
Liam turned around at Jordan's words staring at him, he could see the hurt in his eyes and he hated it, hated everything that happened and is still happening, hated the fact that his parents took away his chance of talking to Jordan himself, he couldn't even face him, he had wanted to tell himself and had been preparing himself to do it, imagine his shock when Jordan had asked him those questions, it never crossed his mind that that's what he wanted to know about because he had trusted his parents but once again they proved to him that he wasn't the one they were looking at for, no they were looking out for their own interest."Liam if you leave this house, we are done and I don't fucking care, just don't come back,"Jordan said turned and went back into the house, he contemplated just going over and giving his parents a piece of his mind, how could they do this to him? They didn't even give him a warning, they could have talked to him but they didn't, they just went ahead and spoke t
"But you can get surgery and get better,""That's not how it works Jordan, I don't get better after surgery, there are so many risks, let's say I don't die on the table, I might not be able to do the basic things I use to do before, what is life if I can't do the things I want to do anymore? What is life if I have to use a wheelchair all through? What is life? I can't go where I want to by myself because I can't do it anymore? Is it worth living? No, it is not for me, I can't live like that,"He responded."That's not going to happen,""And you know that how? Do you even know my conditions? Do you know how risky a heart bypass surgery is? And what more for someone who has done the surgery before and have done other surgery too, if you think I am just saying it because I am scared then I am not going to have this conversation with you, you should know what you are talking about before you pest me, at least know about my condition,"Liam let out. He was tired already and wanted this con
"So, you planned on telling me and also giving me a ring? Liam? And you want me to believe that?"Jordan asked. He was damn tired but they had to finish this tonight, he knew he wasn't going to get any sleep if the issue is still pending, so they were going to be done with it, even though they were barely making any progress, the bottom line was to get Liam to agree to surgery nothing else."Yes, I even brought the ring, it has been with me for a while now,""Since when?""Going to three weeks now,"Liam responded."I don't believe you Liam I don't believe anything you say when you have been lying to me since we met,"Jordan responded. He was lying about the engagement, he was lying, he has been lying to him why would he stop now, he was the fool in all of this, he didn't ask questions, didn't bother him enough to tell him more about himself, he had told Liam everything about him but he didn't bother to make Liam do the same, he had been blinded by love and lost, he wasn't even sure L
Jordan let out. He was almost going to cry again and it was all Liam's fault, the man just didn't want to listen to him, and it was so hard for him to bear, to see Liam act like he doesn't care about his feelings."Jordan, all my life I have had people decide for me, I grew up doing everything my parents ask me to, from his I lived, what I ate, who I talked with, the place I go what I wear, what I studied on school, everything, all of it was his my parents wanted me to be and this one time I choose to not do, as they say, to make my own choices and I can't even have that? Why don't you try living like the way I did, maybe you would under, I didn't have any friends, I wasn't allowed to play because I might fall, and it might land me in the hospital, I wasn't allowed to go to school as normal children do, I was homeschooled, while in Uni I didn't get freedom either, I didn't endure all those years just so someone can come and make me do what they ask again,"Liam let out. Jordan could o
"What did you say?"Jordan asked him, he heard the crack in his voice but Liam already made up his mind, he couldn't do this anymore, what he feared the most have happened, Jordan wanted him to do what the others were asking him to do, no one was on his side, he thought Jordan will be even though he knew the chances were slim, he still hoped that Jordan would be on his side, but he had only been deluding himself, no one thought of him when it comes to this, everyone thinks of their own pain but not his."I can't do this with you anymore Jordan, I want out, I am just going to leave because there is no point dragging this issue, I don't and will never do what you want me to, I have made that decision long before I even knew you, nothing you are going to say will make me change my mind so let's not push it okay?"Liam said. He hated that he had to say these words, it broke his heart that he had to call things off with them but that was the only solution, there was no point in being toget
Jordan went to bed that night crying, the last time he had cried was more than a year ago, that time he thought the pain couldn't get worst but nothing prepared him for the pain he was feeling after Liam broke things off with him and left him in the house, it all felt so surreal, Jordan felt he went about the whole situation wrongly, but nothing prepared him for it and nothing also prepared him for the outcome, Liam didn't even give him a chance, Everything just happened so fast that it left him drained and feeling down, he couldn't even get up to pull his clothes, neither did he bother to eat, he couldn't do anything just lay on the bed right after Liam left and cried.He had the mind to go after him and tell him to stay but he couldn't, Liam was backing out for the wrong reasons, even if they make up and Jordan decided to forget the fact that he didn't tell him about his condition all the months they were dating, that won't change the fact that Liam was going to die if he doesn't ha
"Jordan, are you going to get your act together or not? I can't work with you if you are just going to keep spacing out, I already told you you can leave it you are not ready for this,"Phi said shaking Jordan out of his thoughts, Jordan looked at him apologetically, this wasn't the first time he was calling him our for zoning out on him, but Jordan couldn't help it, he didn't get a wink of sleep last night, how could he sleep, he was both heartbroken and in fear of losing the person he loves the most in the world, there was no going around it, after Liam hung up on him, Jordan had cried his heart out, darkness filling his world, he didn't realize just how much in love with Liam he was until last night, he couldn't even do anything about his hurt and he had thought of not coming in for work today, but they had so much going on here that it would be insensitive to just choose not to show up, and that's why he was here, well as it looks it would have been better if he just stayed off."