"Jordan, are you going to get your act together or not? I can't work with you if you are just going to keep spacing out, I already told you you can leave it you are not ready for this,"Phi said shaking Jordan out of his thoughts, Jordan looked at him apologetically, this wasn't the first time he was calling him our for zoning out on him, but Jordan couldn't help it, he didn't get a wink of sleep last night, how could he sleep, he was both heartbroken and in fear of losing the person he loves the most in the world, there was no going around it, after Liam hung up on him, Jordan had cried his heart out, darkness filling his world, he didn't realize just how much in love with Liam he was until last night, he couldn't even do anything about his hurt and he had thought of not coming in for work today, but they had so much going on here that it would be insensitive to just choose not to show up, and that's why he was here, well as it looks it would have been better if he just stayed off."
Dropping the phone, Liam lay on the bed, feeling like hell, he was this close to calling Jordan but each time he tried to turn on his phone, he just end up giving up and dropping the phone, he was too stupid for words, and too much of a coward to get his points across without being defensive, he messed up and should be fixing his meds and not running away and trying to his, like he had been doing since yesterday, he didn't sleep last night, not even after Jordan had called, today, he didn't go anywhere, not even to work and he didn't bother to call that he wasn't going to be at work, he decided he didn't need to work anymore, there was no point in working, he didn't even want to be alive anymore."I will just stay away,"He said closing his eyes to sleep, sleep has never been one of his good traits and it was worst now, no matter how he tried he couldn't fall asleep, he just laid there in a world of his where everything was blue and grey, nothing was bright and nothing was lively, he
One week, one whole week of no Liam, no single update from him, nothing at all, it was Saturday and Jordan sat in his room, he couldn't for the life of his figure what he was going to do to bring Liam out of his hiding place, his phone was still turned off, the man knew how to his away and not be found, the past few days haven't been nice to him, he didn't get much sleep neither was he able to eat, he spent most of his time in his head trying to find ways to resolve this whole issue but nothing seems to be working for him, he didn't know what to do to get Liam out of where ever he ran off to neither did he have a solution to the biggest problem of it all, he couldn't watch Liam die, not even if they are not together, he couldn't hear the thought of it.The past few days, he had done a hell lot of research, if he wasn't working, he would doing research on Liam's condition and he has become aware of a lot of things that he didn't know before and in all, the surgery wasn't that risky, wh
"Because I didn't want to disturb you with my problems, I am okay, just a little, no a lot heartbroken but I am fine,"He cried."The fuck do you mean young man? You don't look fine so don't lie to me, or I will spank you, what happened? I thought you guys were in love? Why break up?"She asked wiping tears off his eyes before hugging him again, knowing that Kat was pregnant and the position they were in might be uncomfortable for her, Jordan stood up and held her hand."There is a lot, but Liam broke up with me,"He revealed. She had her mouth wild open, not like he didn't tell her on the phone before, but she looked like she was shocked all over again."Why would he do that? Did you guys fight?""Yes and no, no we didn't fight fight, like fight, yes because we argued,""Why? What did you argue about that he left?""Liam is sick Kat, he is sick,"Jordan revealed covering his face with his hand."Wow, I thought he was going to get surgery,"Katrina said and Jordan stared at her, she k
Liam sat in his car in front of Jordan's apartment, this place used to be his safe haven, the place he wanted to be in the most but right now, he felt like an invader, he should just leave and have his parents pick up his stuff, but that would be rude and insensitive, he has already done a lot of insensitive stuff and he didn't want to continue doing that, he got out of his car and walked towards Jordan's apartment, he already knew he would be home as it is Sunday and he didn't need to be at work, he considered opening the door since he still had his keys but decided to just knock and wait for him to open for him, the door flew open few seconds after he rang the bell."Hi, you are here already, that so f*** oh my God Liam!"Jordan said his eyes opening wild in shock. He missed this man so much and wanted to do nothing more than to hug him close and not let him go, but he couldn't do that, not anymore, Jordan wasn't his anymore, he lost the right to that."Why are you standing there? D
"Well, that didn't go well,"Jordan said defeated, as Liam closed the door and left no matter what he said or do Liam picked an offense even if he didn't mean it that way, it was as if he closed the door on him and everything he said or did doesn't make sense to him anymore."But I am not going to give up, I won't give up on Liam,"He said in self-encouragement, there was no way he was giving up just because Liam told him to, Liam didn't listen to him so why would he listen to him too? He was going to keep trying until the man change his mind, even though he knew it would be hard to do so with the kind of mindset Liam had, the man didn't even know that he isn't caring for himself but caring too much about not letting people decide for him."Just have to get through him somehow,"Jordan said laying on the chair and closing his eyes to calm his nerve, at least he wasn't hiding anymore, it would be much easier to find him and make him see reasons why getting surgery was more for himself
He went to sleep as soon as his mom left his room, coming home gave him some kind of partial peace of mind that he didn't feel when he had been on his own, when the food was ready his mom did come to tell him to eat, he ate as much as he could and said went back to his room, laid on his bed, blocking out all thoughts of Liam, he slept at least and when he woke up the next morning, he went for a walk around his old neighborhood.By afternoon, he was bored so he decided to make a stop at Katrina's parent's house and say hi to them, after making sure that they were home it's been forever since he last saw them even though they lived not too far from his parents, walking into the house that used to be his second home, he rang the doorbell and Kat's mom's voice came from within, he smiled as she opened the door."Oh Jordan, it's been a while, how are you son?"She asked hugging him, this woman was his second mom and she had been there for him too, thinking about it now, he realized that he
Finding a new apartment was easy, he had the money and even got his family lawyer to help him look into the apartment he was buying, he decided to buy the apartment rather than rentimg it out, he had all the plans to will it to Jordan when the time finally comes for him to leave that's why he got his family lawyer who he trusted involved, that way he would make sure Jordan gets it, at least that would be payment for all the heartbreak and tears he put him through, in less than a week, heess able to get the house and he moved all his stuff to his new home, he chose to go to Jordan's apartment when he wasn't home to avoid meeting with him as he didn't want them arguing again, and perfect time, Jordan wasn't home when he got there, it had also felt like hell moving his stuff out but after two days of moving in here, he was finally getting used to living alone and it didn't look all that bad if the lonely feeling is removed."Hi, you are the new owner, right? I moved in recently, I just c
Liam walked up to Jordan and hugged him from behind."Hey, babes, you look extra hot today,"He whispered in his ears and Jordan let out a funny laugh."I am hot every day of the year though,"He responded."I agree, wanna go for a walk? The moms are going to send the babies to bed,"He said pulling away from him and reaching out for his hand."Sure, I will love to,"Jordan said and they both walked down the part, taking small steps and just feeling each other's presence."The weather is so nice today, it has been nice all week,"Jordan said. Liam looked down at him and smiled happily, it's been over two years since they got married and not for one day in those two years did he ever regret marrying this man, his world would not have existed if he had not fought to win him back and everyday he wakes up, stare at him in bed and thank his stars that he got him back, for him, the weather have always been good since the day he got Jordan back in his life, there hasn't been a single bad wea
Two Years Later..."Happy birthday son,"He heard Liam's mom's voice before he saw her, they were all here, his parents and Liam's parents, it was his thirty-third birthday and he had invited them to their house for a small family party, he invited Kat too but she couldn't make it this time and said she will make it up to him."Thanks, mom, you guys are welcome,""You are looking extra handsome today my son,"His mom said."Don't pull my legs mom,"He responded as they exchanged hugs and Liam's parents gave him his present, his parent didn't have any presents with them but he didn't bother to ask, his husband and kids came out a few moments later to welcome them.They all went to the dining table to eat his birthday dinner after which Liam went out to play with the kids, he talked with his parents for a while before leaving them to go outside too, his parents had a unique relationship with Liam's parents, he could say they were best friends as they go to each other's house and even go
"What do you mean the babies are coming? And how are they coming on the same day or are you pranking me? We still have two weeks right?"Jordan asked but he was already on his way out of the office, he didn't bother to wait for the elevator and just took the stairs, they weren't expecting until next week and this was so sudden and unexpected."I am not pulling a prank on you idiot, May is in labor and she just called,""Oh, I thought you said both of them,""No, meet me at the hospital okay?""Sure, I will be there soon,"He said and Liam hung up without another word, okay at least it wasn't the two women at the same time, he quickly got into his car and zoomed off towards the hospital, on his way there he said a little prayer and hoped that everything will go well and by the end of today they will have one of their pretty angel with them."Liam!"He called when he got into the hospital and found him sitting alone."Hey, baby,""How is May?"He asked."I don't know, we just have to wa
"Honey, you better hurry, or we are going to be late,"Liam yelled for Jordan who was still upstairs, they have been married for more than three months now and his life has been the happiest in those times, waking up each morning to Jordan was how he was meant to live his life and that's how he wanted it to be, today, they were meeting up with the surrogates, they decided to do both at once because they wanted to raise their first children together, Liam loved that they would start their own family soon and they were able to get two beautiful women to help carry their children, after this meeting, the process would start officially, all test and everything related have already been done so yes, they were going to be parents of two lovely kids in a little less than a year if everything goes as planned."You are more eager to do this than I thought, how are you so hyped up in the morning? I hate mornings,"Jordan complained coming down the stairs, he was frowning."Babe? It's not mornin
"I can't believe my best friend is going to get married, wow, I am so happy, this is the best thing that had ever happened to me,"Katrina said when she walked into his room, he rolled his eyes at her."Yeah, right, so you mean you pick this moment over your own wedding and when your two devil-angels Steria and Moon were born? I will like to see you say that when Lucas is here,"He teased."Why can't you just let me have a man? Why do you always have to be such a show spoiler? I was having fun and you just had to mention the reasons for my sleepless nights,"She said with a sad pout."Oh, I am going to add that to the list of things I am going to gossip to your husband,"He said and she glared at him."Are you my best friend or are you Lucas's spy?"She asked laying on his bed."That's the bed I spend almost every night ticking Liam on,"He announced and she was up in seconds, brushing the invisible stain off her body with a disgusted look."What the fuck? You could have warned me or
Liam rolled over on the bed and smiled when his body came in contact with another, he popped his eyes open to see Jordan sleeping peacefully beside him, memories of the night before flashing through his mind, he couldn't believe it, they were good again, he got him back, Jordan was his again, and his life just got better."Why are you looking at me like that?"Jordan asked as he opened his eyes, Liam felt his heart skip a beat, they never really resolved anything, all Jordan had said was for him to kiss him, what if this wasn't what he thought it was, what if Jordan just wanted them to have sex? He really didn't like the direction his mind was going and shook off the thoughts."Now why are you frowning so early in the morning? Did you have a bad dream??""No, I just, I am just,""What? You are lost for words? Good, that means I did well,"Jordan said touching his face, he still couldn't believe that this was all real, he knew he needed to apologize for real now, so he sat up."Jordan,
Jordan looked up from what he had been doing when his phone rang, he checked who it was and dropped the phone back, it was Liam's mom calling him, he didn't know what to tell her, what could he say when he told his son to fuck off, maybe she wanted to tell him to stay away from her son, he knew that wasn't possible, the phone stopped ringing and he went back to working silently but a few minutes later, it rang again, this time, he decided to pick up."Good day, mom,"He greeted as he walked out of the office towards the resting area, thankfully, no one was in, he entered and sat down."Hi, son, I am sorry to disturb you,"She responded."It's not a problem mom, it must be urgent since you are calling me, what is it?"He asked even though he already had an idea of what she might be calling for."His are you doing Jordan?"She shows shocking him, he shouldn't be shocked by her caring, she has never stopped, ever since Christmas, when she had gotten his contact again, she had made sure t
Like he expected it wasn't going to be easy getting Jordan back but that didn't mean he wa going to give up, no he wasn't, Jordan endured a lot and him giving up right after the first rejection would be him not trying at all, he wasn't going to back out until Jordan takes him back, he didn't want live life without him by his side, there won't be a reason for his living then.Once again he was at Jordan’s apartment waiting for him even after he has been rejected every day for the past two weeks, he just couldn’t give up, he saw Jordan’s car and got out of his, running to him before he could enter his apartment.“You are here again? What the fuck?”Jordan asked glaring at him.“Yes, I am,”He answered.“Why can't you just take a hint and leave me alone? Stop coming here, stop trying please just stop, there is no point doing all of these, I won't go back to you, I have made up my mind and nothing you can do will change that,"Jordan yelled at him."Please don't push me away Jordan, I beg
"What? What do you fucking have to say to me now Liam? What?"Jordan yelled at him, he couldn't even bring himself to believe that this was even real, that Liam was here, and that he was finally whole, that he finally remembered."How could you leave just because I asked you to? You said you love me Jordan, that you will never leave me but you did, you fucking left me and took all traces of us that would have let me remember anything from me, there was no sign of you in the house we shared, nothing, and you went away,"Liam let out, Jordan couldn't believe he was saying all these to him after everything he put him through, right now he had a lot on his mind, Kat went into labor when they were on the phone together and he was worried about her.“What are you even talking about?”“Why didn’t you stay? You said you would no matter what,”Liam said."You didn't give me the chance to stay Liam, don't talk like I just left you, you told me to get off your face, you told me I wasn't welcomed