49 - Merry Christmas

Kaagad akong napalayo kay Hari nang matauhan ako. Fvk. Fvk. Fvk. This is wrong. This is so fucking wrong! Kaya natatawag kang malandi Haven! Hindi ka matutulad ng nanay mo! Composed yourself, you fvking whore! Damnit!

Tumayo ako at nakayukong naglakad patungo sa entrada ng kastilyo nang matigilan ako nang may makita akong dalawang paa na nasa harapan ko.

Napapikit ako ng mariin ng makilala kung kaninong sapatos iyon. Did he see us? My heart pounded so fast that I couldn't think straight. What the hell?

Hindi ko nilingon si Baste at dederetso na sana sa paglalakad nang hagitin nito ang braso ko. “Sino ba talaga mahal mo, Haven? Why are you confusing us?” His voice was thick with emotion, and his sharp words cut through me like a knife.

I could hear the pain in his voice, and it broke me even more. I tried to pull away, but his grip tightened, forcing me to face him. I didn’t know what to say. My mind was racing, and guilt was eating me alive.

Kaagad kong hinila ang braso ko tsaka ako n