Chapter 1
ZARA'S POV "Whoosh!!" The sudden sound of cold water rushing all over my body. My mouth involuntarily gaped open to regulate my hyperventilation as I opened my eyes to see my whole body and bed covered in water. In a bid to understand what just happened, I searched around for an explanation, only to see Miriam, my stepmother with an empty bucket dripping water, her hands on her waist and her eyes full of hateful mischief. "M... Mum-" "If it wasn't that you were wet right now and I don't want to stain my palm with the dirt on your skin, I would've given you a dirty slap. How many times have I warned you never to call me your mother anymore? Do I look like a dead witch to you?!", She threw harsh words at my face, but I was trying not to shiver as the early morning attacked my skin. "I... I'm sorry, Miss Miriam", I muttered as I avoided her face. "Were you born into this world to be some sleeping beauty? Do you want to sleep your life away? Don't you have chores that you're supposed to do?!", She questioned in anger. I raised my head a little to take a glance at the rusty wall clock hanging at the corner of my room. "B... But, Miss Miriam, it's still 6 in the evening. Plus, I did every chore that was assigned to me before laying my head-" "And so? Are you going to tell me when you'll wake up and do the chores? In my own palace, after feeding you?!!" To avoid saying anything that would lead to trouble, I apologized, got up and left my room for the kitchen. I remember washing all the plates before going to bed last night, so I didn't know how they got dirty. Maybe my older sister had her friends over again, but I couldn't make any arguments. I got to the kitchen and saw a heap load of ceramic plates soiled with oil and sauces. They didn't look like they were used for anything, but I couldn't dare complain that Mariam intentionally stained the plates just so she could yell at me for something. I was already used to it. I silently washed all the plates, even though it took me forever because I was fighting sleep. I kept ignoring all the grumbling protests in my tummy because I hadn't eaten since yesterday afternoon, because I knew what would become of me if I complained. I was finally on the last plate when I felt a presence behind me. I turned back to see Miriam at the door. "Right from birth, you always worked like a sloth. Sometimes I wonder what your use is in life", she condemned me, her eyes sizing me with irritation like I was some community piece of trash. "When you're done, I need you to go over to the border to get wolf peppers for me. Your father's expecting guests, and I need to cook for them." "All the way to the border?" My body weakened at the mere thought of the distance. "Why can't we just buy from the farmers around? Plus, I'm hungry. I haven't eaten anything since yesterday, but I've done all the chores in this house. Is it not fair that I have something to eat before I continue-" Before I could complete my appeal, I saw her hands go high in the air before meeting my face for a resounding slap that dazed me. "Are you mad?! Who the hell do you think you are to tell me when to give you my food?! Are you now challenging me?!!" "What's going on here?" We both turned to see my father, Alpha Donovan, standing at the kitchen entrance. Immediately we sighted him, all of Miriam's rage melted into tears of pain and hurt "My king, your cursed daughter has done it again", she ran to him and stood behind him like she needed protection from me. "I just told Zara to help me get some wolf peppers when she's done so I can make dinner, and she cursed me, telling me that I was nothing but a second wife to you, and that I should know my place", she cried bitterly. My eyes widened in shock at the creativity and spontaneity of her white lie. "Mariam!! How could you-" Another hard slap - from my father, this time - sent me to the ground and sent sparks of pain coursing through my entire head. "You must be dumb to think that you can insult my wife like that!", He yelled at me, his eyes carrying rage. But more than the pain I felt in my head, my heart was heavy with agony as I got up from the ground . "Your daughter was wronged by someone, and without even giving her a chance to explain, you hit her? What have I done wrong to you? Why do you hate me so much? Why would you believe her over me?!", I tried to let out my pain, but I only ended up shedding tears. "Because she's not a murderer." The words he said and the hate in his eyes when he said it made me feel like a vermin. "Obey your stepmother now before I give you another slap!!", He ordered, and I had no other choice than to drag myself out of the palace, beginning the journey of tens of kilometers on foot and an empty stomach. This was what my life was. Miserable and pitiful. Everyone called me a murderer because of something I had no control over. My late mother went through a lot while she was pregnant with me, and on the night she bore me, she died out from excruciating pain. My only sister hated me too. From then on, I had a tag on me before I even knew my left from right. The whole RedMoon pack named me a killer, because I was the reason my mother died. Everywhere I went, I was treated like a criminal, despite the fact that I was the Alpha's princess. If only my mother was alive to see what was going on with her child... I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't see a car coming from a sharp bend. I raised my head up, and I screamed in fear when I saw it coming at me. I was shocked at how fast everything was happening that I didn't know when my legs gave in and I crashed to the ground. The car screeched to a halt immediately, and I was so surprised that I was still alive. That surprise was short-lived however. "You motherfucker!! Why would you opt to drive if you don't have any experience?! Do you want to kill me?!!", I yelled in rage.Chapter 02 DAMON’S POV "I'll be there when I get out of this dump site of a pack", I said to the elders and got off the call with a tired sigh. As my Beta, Hugh, drove through the Red Moon pack, I shook my head in pity. This place was a mere shadow compared to the empire that I led. Everything we passed was so small and dry. Now I see why they were so quick to beg for a peace treaty immediately when we threatened them with war. I mean, no pack in the entire wolf kingdom dared to agree to a battle against us except they were tired of living, but no one had ever gone so quickly on their knees, ready to kiss my balls like the RedMoon pack One of their hunters had mistakenly hurt a young son from my empire who'd strayed a little bit. Immediately the news came to me, I sent my messengers to tell RedMoon pack to get ready for a war, but they immediately came bearing gifts, begging and promising to give us whatever we wanted if we agreed to overlook the mistake. I would've sen
Chapter 03 ZARA'S POV "The guests are here!!", Miriam rushed into the kitchen and alerted the maids with a sense of urgency. "I need everyone on deck! Get to serve them their food immediately! I don't want anyone acting like an old woman here! Get their food to them quickly and carefully!!", She yelled instructions to each maids as they hurried out of the kitchen with the food I just made. After almost getting hit by a bunch of rich fools and trekking to the border to get wolf peppers, I ended up staying choked in the kitchen making a three course meal for the guests that we were going to have. From what I heard, our guests where the Alpha and Beta of Blood moon pack the strongest pack in all of the wolf Kingdom, with an Alpha that couldn't be looked in the eyes even by the greatest men because of how ruthless, heartless and cold he was. Miriam was supposed to be one to cook or at least supervise it, but she made me do it and took all of the credit. "And what are you doing
Chapter 4 ZARA'S POV "I can't take this anymore. If the Moon Goddess isn't going to help me, then to hell with her. I'm going to help myself before I die", I muttered as I cleaned the tears from my face. I couldn't explain where I got the surge of courage and strength from, I decided it in my mind. I was going to leave this abysmal palace before it'd have the chance to run me mad or worse, take my life. I got up from the bed and walked to the door. Gently, I opened it and stuck my head out, peeping through the long hallway. It was empty. "Good" I gently stepped out and slowly closed the door, making sure the wooden door didn't make any sounds. It was well past midnight and everyone had retired to their rooms. I saw no one as I walked down the hallway. It was awfully lonely and cold. As the wind slapped my torn skin, the tingling pain reminded me of the risk I was taking. It reminded me of the possible consequences I could face if anything went wrong, and with the once radical c
Chapter 5 ZARA'S POV "Oh shit!!", Luna yelled in terror when she caught sight of me staring at them fucking. Confused by what was happening, Kyle pushed Luna to see what was happening, and his eyes widened in shock at the sight of his girlfriend staring at them from the darkness. “Za... Zara, I can explain...", Kyle began to stutter as he frantically put on his boxers and jumped away from her I opened my mouth to yell in horror, but it felt like my tongue had somehow been tied, and the only thing I could do was stare from my tear-blurry eyes at the image of my own sister, naked and bouncing back on my boyfriend's dick. They were so deep in pleasure that they didn't even realize that someone was staring at them in the darkness for minutes. “Kyle?Luna?”. I managed to say as I watched them struggle to put on their clothes. Luna had a smug look on face. No wonder, she was not dining with us when that horrible Alpha was here and Kyle didn't tell me he was coming around today. I…
Chapter 6ZARA'S POV “A word to my dearest,” Alpha Damon said as soon as he crouched before me, raising my chin up with a finger. “No one touches my bride and goes scot-free.”I was crying uncontrollably, despite Alpha Damon yelling countless times for me to shut up. My father remained unmoving, Asher probably dead. I caught a glimpse of Miriam and Luna at the other end of the field, bawling their eyes out. I kept screaming out to my father, and this time when Alpha Damon approached, it wasn't to warn me again.He slapped me across the face. “I hate repeating myself, young girl.” He turned to his subordinates. “These people have proven to be incompetent. Right under my nose, another man dares to touch my bride.” My eyes widened in shock, wondering just how what had transpired a few days ago had gotten to the Blood Moon Pack that was four vast grasslands away. I then remembered there were spies and Rogues constantly patrolling and switching between clan territories. Knowledge was
CHAPTER 7ZARA’S POVIf I was told I was going to wake up to see another dawn, I would have argued otherwise. It's been four days since I arrived at the castle of Alpha Damon, and thankfully, he had not come around to pay a visit. Lady Rose, despite her weird demeanor, had been kind enough to help me out with some clothing and a bed to lay my now frail body on. My days were spent profusely cleaning the room the best way I knew how and ended with me watching Lady Rose and other servants around in the kitchen as they prepared dinner for the Alpha and other royal relatives. Sometimes, I tried to fight my body from making it to see the next day by skipping a meal, but the whining of my wolf became a disappointing reminder of the fate I had been subjected to.The darkness did no justice to the room I was placed in. It was much smaller when the sun rose. I try to dream of my bedroom sometimes, hoping that as I lay on the stone cold bed I retire to, I would feel the comfort I once used to
CHAPTER 8Alpha Damon’s POVI watched Zara’s eyes widen in horror as those words came out of my mouth, “Wh..What?”. She said, her voice and body visibly trembling.“Don't let me repeat myself again. I said "strip". My voice husky, as my wolf whined in me, hungrily. I didn't have time to waste, she was mine now and I couldn't wait to have her. Since I met Zara when she was just a little tenager, I have always imagined what her body would look like and how it would feel with me all over her. I couldn't do anything then because she was just a little girl, so I told her father to keep and preserve her for me until I'm back for her.So how dare he let his bastard of a son lay a finger on what is mine?. Although she was a little quiet and timid when I first saw her, I know there is a feisty naughty part of her which I am going to unleash, enjoy and explore all by myself“I…i dont…i don’t….” she stuttered, taking a few steps back, as if trying to bolt from the door. My wolf whined agai
CHAPTER 9Zara’s POV“Alpha Damon….”. My voice trailed becoming weaker and weaker as I cried to him to have mercy.He wasn't close any more, but I could still hear him roaring in the background as I was dragged almost naked to the dungeon. The dungeon, a place I dreaded and feared with everything in me.“Please…please…”. I pleaded with the Gruff, rugged men that pulled me to the dungeon. Although my body was being dragged along the ground, and I definitely got some injuries, that was the least of my problems. If only I could see reasons with them to just let me go, that would be perfect. But that, that was impossible.My heart beat increased the moment we reached the areas that were out of the residential areas. The air grew thick with the stench of mold and decay, making my stomach churn.As I stumbled along, the guard’s grip on my arms tightened. I struggled to break free, but their hold was unyielding."Where are you taking me?Let me go!!” I demanded, but my voice was met with
Chapter 102.Riana’s POV.Two days until the wedding. I have forced myself to remain quiet and imposed sanity on my raging mind.Two weeks feel like forever when you are stuck in your room with thoughts of a man you are to marry and the woman trying to take him from you.Silence, even though my body ached for adventure and my heart longed for the extermination of a certain person. I have never felt such hate, such anger and jealousy because of a person, not even to the man that raped me as a child.My emotions towards him were conflicting to say the least. I do not know how I feel about the man that harassed me, tore my clothes and opened me up to a world I have come to enjoy. Maybe enjoyment is an overstatement because the thrill that comes with not being tied down to a man was exciting but at the same time the pleasure was satiable unfulfilling.I want to be tied down. I want to be loved by someone, by Xavier. Only two days now.Today is like any other day for the last two weeks, ex
Chapter 101Zara's POVThe intruder pushed again and the door shook but it was hinged too tight to be moved too far from its fixed point. I was too afraid to ask who it was so instead I crouched down on the floor and waited for the intruder to tire himself out and leave. I hoped he would leave.The knocking continued and after a minute or two I knew that he would not go away. Could it be that Alpha Damon was back to inflict more pain or he was going to finish me off properly this time?Each time the handle of the door moved, I felt my heart almost leave my chest. Like I was naked, I felt exposed. The only thing that separated me from the intruder was a door, a relatively small, wooden bathroom door."Open up Zara. It's me," the voice behind the door announced. I know that soothing low pitched voice. I'd recognise it anywhere. Its lustre was distinguishable even in the midst of confusion. Xavier's voice was calming.I opened the door, relieved to see him standing before me because part
Chapter 100Zara's POV"Where is it?" Loud footsteps came before the thunderous voice announced itself in the room and the tall, dark man appeared before me. A sense of danger immediately engulfed me. His deep blue eyes were marked with a hint of boiling red rage."Where have you hidden it?" He repeated himself, a rarity for the alpha of the Bloodmoon pack. His rage was apparent but something lay beneath it, masked and well hidden by the anger but I spotted it. It was one thing I knew too well, fear.Underneath the guise of anger was an intensifying fear. Alpha Damon was afraid. I was afraid. This foreign feeling would no doubt bring with it unpredictable actions. I had never seen Alpha Damon like this, I did not know what to expect, not like I did all the other times he burst in with rage but something was different about him this time, more dangerous."You better tell me where you have kept it," he said and started walking closer towards me. My heartbeat immediately quickened as he
Chapter 99Xavier's POVI shed the false bravado as soon as she left. The truth is I was even more whimpering that she was. I hate to admit the truth, which is the fact that I cower before my father, the man who had been raised high and mighty by the exaggerated stories, endless tales that Lady Rose told of him, of their past together.She said, "our past," when she referred to her and my father's shared experiences, like there was something more to it.I felt pretentious. I asked Zara to put her faith in me. I asked for her trust when I was not even sure of my plan. How could I expect to help somebody else when I could not even help myself. All these years living under my father's wing, under his watchful eye, I had never defied him.I should blame aunt Rose for my compliant behaviour. I like to believe that she was the one that kept me in check."He has his reasons," she would say, making excuses for his unfatherly actions or, "give it time. He'll come around." Her words barricaded
Chapter 98Zara's POVA jab, loud shuffling through books, clothes, possessions, hasty movements. I immediately get disturbed by these. Unconsciously, my heartbeat quickens and my body is reminded of fear. My father is rushing towards me with his hands raised, it strikes me. I can never escape that fear.Alpha Damon is back in the room. He does not look happy. I did not expect him to be. I am just happy that I made it back to the room before he got back.More movement. He is searching for something, rummaging endlessly through his belongings. I dare not to ask, I dare not disturb his search so I sat quiet, frozen. My mind drifted to earlier in the day, with Xavier.He whispered his plan to me, as though we were not alone and someone could sneak up behind us as he spoke. I liked the feel of his breath against my ear."That's it?" I asked, unsatisfied by what he had told me. "What next? We can't possibly..."He raised his finger to my lips and stopped me from talking. "I'll tell you whe
Chapter 97Zara's POVTime existed no more. Seconds, maybe hours, had gone by since I came to Xavier's room. I did not care. Everything was perfect.Xavier lay next to me, quiet and motionless for a while. His fingers had been stroking the side of my cheek very softly and slowly."I love you," he whispered in my ear. Our bodies were mingled under his sheets, just like I had imagined him with Riana.His words sent shivers down my spine. I felt as every syllable travelled from my ear to the rest of my body. Love? Too soon? I barely knew Xavier Elord. There was an undeniable connection between us but that was it. It did not change the fact that I met him a few weeks ago. I did not say it back. Awkwardness and silence lingered in the air, until, like a rotten smell, it dissipated.I looked at him to notice that he was not waiting for a reply, he was not even looking at me. He appeared to be sleeping. His face is peaceful and begging to be left alone."I have a plan to get us out of all t
Chapter 96Zara's POVI don't know what I was thinking when I left Alpha Damon's chambers. Maybe I was not thinking at all. My feet moved on their own and like a girl possessed I walked past the guards at the door without a word.They did not say anything. They made no attempt to stop me. Alpha Damon had not instructed them to lock me up yet. He must have been too angry, too hurt to speak as he rushed out of the room. Screw him. After all he had done.I contemplated knocking as I stood in the empty passageway, right in front of Xavier's room. I wonder now if I should have taken a proper look around the mansion one last time.Alpha Damon's words made me wonder. "The next time you will get to stand under the sun will be the day that I marry you. You belong tome, only me!" I don't think I would be allowed out even after the wedding.A prisoner to Alpha Damon for life. Maybe I preferred the dungeons to this. Okay, I don't.I took in a deep breathe at the door. Nothing. There were two scen
Chapter 95Riana's POVI held them back as much as I could but the tears had broken past my barriers. Like water breaking past a dam, it all came at once. It hurt.My vision was blurred with all the salty liquid in it. The tears continually rolled down my cheeks but they did not stop forming in my eyes. How could they? I was betrayed by someone I loved.The feeling of emptiness is a painful one. It was not just emptiness I felt. Xavier promised me. We are supposed to be together. We are meant to be together.I found it hard to trace the path to my room while crying. I hate it here. I hate her. I hate Zara Smith.I flung the door open to find my father sitting on my bed. He immediately rose at the sight of my teary face. He was just the person that I needed to see."What's wrong dear?" He asked but I fell into his arms before I could answer. What was wrong? How do I start? As hard as it was to say, I did it eventually. I told him everything, starting with the first time I saw Zara Smit
Chapter 94Zara's POVA week has passed since Alpha Damon made love to me. That night with him was unlike any other experience. His gentleness incited a feeling within me. I liked it.The mansion has been calm since. I have not seen Xavier since nor have I seen Alpha Alken and his terrible daughter, Riana Park. There has been an unusual silence within the walls of the Blood Moon pack house.I like the silence but it also scares me. The moment before a storm is the quietest. Alpha Damon has been quiet. He is barely around but when he is, he seems different, kinder.The truth is, I have been happy. I almost like it here. In a very odd sense, I've felt, even if just a glimpse of it, what being loved could feel like. The oddity of everything is that the love I have received is from both father and son, mostly father in recent times.It was from the same man who locked me up in a dungeon and left me to die for two days, the one who hunted me down and dragged me back to my prison at a very