I didn’t know how long I waited , but I knew that it’s been two weeks since I met Trevor and since he sent me that text but till this day , that guy never dared to text me .I knew that I shouldn’t be waiting for his text because Angel had told me that I should fall for him .But I just can’t take his face off my head and no matter how much I try to forget about him , the more the thought of him keeps coming back and it’s making me go I save becatse I knew that he is not in the same delima with me and I am just the only one don is looking herself over a man who disent give a fuck about me and it’s making me go insane thinking about it alone .For one moment , I must say that I admired that he was so good looking , but what could I say .There was absolutely nothing that I haven’t thought of and I just think all of that is just making it worse .For the past one week Angel and I had become suprinsly close and I was beginning to like her the more .I had hanged out with her just a
I didn’t know if Elsa's parents' divorce hit her that hard , but after what she told me , I was beginning to see that she was definitely not okay .But the one that made me wonder was if she was just using this divorce to show that side of her that I had never seen before , for some reasons I didn’t find that explanation to be enough .I didn’t know if I was just joking but I didn’t know why my mom would hide such crucial information from me .If something like that was happening , I think that she would have told me earlier and not me finding out in this manner .I didn’t know if I should be mad at my mom or myself , but I didn’t want to push it because all I knew was that when I got home , I was definitely going to ask my mom and I wanted her to give me good reasons why she kept something like that away from me .After that conversation with me and her in the car, I apologized to her and told her that I wasn’t going to leave her again .Elsa just nodded and we drove back to get
I didn’t know how long I slept but when I woke up , I found out that it was already dark and judging from my state , I knew that I was in Elsa's house .I could hear the screams coming out from the living room and I wondered why they were shouting that loudly .I just didn’t see why they had to shout that loudly .I walked out of the room and to the living room and when I got there all that I could was the three of them getting all dressed up .The mini skirt that they wore was nothing to write home about .I couldn’t understand why they were getting dressed when I was still sleeping .“Oh the sleeping beauty is awake “ the blonde girl said and that was when Elsa turned and when she saw me , she just smiled and mouthed an oh .I didn’t know why I felt the way I was feeling but so many things were going through my head by just standing there .I didn’t want to start thinking that they were leaving me .“Why don’t you go in and freshen up, I actually didn’t want to disturb yo
Walking out of the club , I tried to look behind to see if Elsa would text me and tell me that she was joking .But as I walked out , she didn’t even bother to look at me but instead she kept gifting with her friends like none of it ever happened .I was hurt that she would treat me this way , I was doing everything possible to make sure this friendship works again and that’s the only reason why I decided to come here with her , but that bitch had just dumped my ass for a boy and at this moment I was more than hurt .I hated the fact that I didn’t come with a car , I would have driven home .I didn’t know why a club had to be in such an areas as this .There were no moving vehicles and the only thing seems to be going on here was just the club and the street was surprisingly quite . I tried my best to hide the fear that I had in my heart .I didn’t want to be shaken .I walked away from the club and just as I walked a bit further , I could notice that there was someone follo
The drive back to my home was the longest that I had ever encountered in a while , so many thoughts went through my head as Angel drove me home .I had so many unanswered questions in my head that I really needed the answers to but I just can’t find the right words in my head to say it out .While walking out of Trevor room”I wondered why I didn’t get to see him before I leave but I just couldn’t find the right words to use or say .“You know what , I don’t think that your friendship with Elsa is going to work out , I don’t want to get mad at you because that’s your life and it had gotten nothing to do with me but I am just trying to voice out my concerns as a friend ““ that girl doesn’t like you and I know it , the fact that she could leave you to go out alone , means that she had that in mind all this while ““I don’t know what would have happened if Trevor hadn’t found you on time , the bastard almost had his ways with you after pulling off your clothed and the most stupides
It’s been one month since the whole incident that happened .I didn’t want to start thinking about the events that happened after that because the more I want to think about it , the more I feel like my brain is going to explode if I tried to do that .I didn’t know why I was so hurt that someone did that to me , but I just didn’t know why though .My mom hadn’t spoken to me even though I have apologized a billion times telling her how sorry I was .I knew I was way out of line that day with what I said to her , but I was hurt too and I just wanted her to feel the same pain that I felt that was the reason why I said that .I must say that I regret saying that and I wished that I could turn back the hands of time but I just didn’t know how I was going to do it .Since that day elsa had been on my neck telling me how sorry she was and never meant to let me go just like that , but I wasn’t having that .She just showed me how much she hated me and didn’t want me to grow .She can
Mom's uncle 's burial ceremony was fixed for the next day and so we had to fly back home to our state .Getting back to the state that I had grown up in , I felt weird , I didn’t know if this was just it or I was wrong for feeling that way .I couldn’t remember the last time that I came back home and I seem to have forgotten all about it and it brings back some memories that I didn’t want to talk about .It still hurts to know that I haven’t been able to sort things out with my mama . This wasn’t what I had planned and what I thought my life was going to be .It hurts so much knowing that my mom and I weren't in good terms and I just wished that it wasn’t true .My step dad and my mom sat in another car while I sat in another , mom said that she couldn’t stand me being in the same space with her .I was hurt but I never dared to show it in my face after all I was the one who hurt her first , now I have to dance to the music of what I started .When I saw the mansion in front of
The Night felt so long and I tried my best to have a good night's rest .It was just 8pm and since I came back I haven’t been able to get out of the room because of the judgmental look that I was definitely going to get .I just didn’t want anyone staring at me in that manner , it was definitely going to get on my nerves .Sarah walked into the room that the both of us were going to share and when she saw that I had already unpack , she just looked away , she didn’t even bother to look at me .“Hi Sarah , it’s been long since I last saw you “I told her trying to kill the awkward silence that was going on in the room , I didn’t want that .Sarah just turned to look at me and gave me that are you okay stare and didn’t even bother to look at me .She hissed and walked out of the room .I didn’t know how I felt , but that was it , I was mad and losing it , if she knew that this was how her family was going to treat me , then why did she bring me along , she would have just let me