Chapter 65

Inaasahan ko nang hindi sasama si Leonariz sa imbitasyon ni Lander na mag-lunch kasama namin dahil sa nangyari kagabi. And earlier, when I turned to look at him, he didn’t even glance at me, as if I wasn’t there. But I caught him looking down at my hand that Lander was holding.

Sandaling-sandali lang 'yon pagkatapos ay nagpaalam na ito na aalis.

Nakaramdam ako ng kirot, lalo pa nang hindi man lang ako nito tinapunan ng tingin kahit isang segundo lang.

But... after that, a lot of what ifs rushed through my mind.

If Leonariz weren’t a playboy—a man who I know would only end up hurting me because he used to sleep with women and was vocal and real about what he wanted from me—I might have confessed my feelings.

Hindi naman rin kasi ako sobrang tanga na basta na lang aamin ng nararamdaman ko pagkatapos ng lahat ng nangyari sa pagitan namin noong umpisa. I know what I like, and I know what I hate the most—and that’s him, his personality.

But it's funny how I fell so hard for a man like hi