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Darling, I'm Toxic PROLOGUE
“What goes around, comes back around.” ― Unknown 5:30 pm Franco trimmed his beard and glanced in the mirror, recalling the days he couldn't forget. His precious daughter, the only glimpse of his sanity was taken away from him because of someone. That someone is a man who was admired because of his charms and intelligence at an early age but he is also one of the dirtiest people he knows. He was hidden in his white uniform, just like his family. Franco thought internally. Nagngi-ngitngit ang panga sa galit, malakas nyang ibinato ang razor blade na ginagamit sa salamin kaya nabasag at nagtalsikan ito. 'Ang akala ba nila tapos na akong maghiganti!? Hindi. Nagsisimula palang kami!' sigaw nya sa isipan at malakas na sinuntok ang sink. He was fuming mad that he didn't mind whether his knuckles are bleeding and some parts of shattered mirror glass made small cuts on his face. "I will do everything to ruin your family Dr. Valentine at pagtapos nun ay ako mismo ang papatay sayo." he mutte
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-22Darling, I'm Toxic Silver Eyes
“Demoralize the enemy from within by surprise, terror, sabotage, assassination. This is the war of the future.” ― Adolf Hitler Inside the car, I could hear our slow breath, softly gasping for air. His lips caress my neck, nibbling and licking my skin until he reaches my sensitive spot. Making me moan. Nathan hugged me tightly and pushed me harder closer to him. My body was pressed forward, so I could feel the bulging in his center, prodding my belly even though we had clothes on. His ferocious kisses return to my luscious lips, with his tongue devouring the inside of my mouth. Ang mga kamay nyang nakahawak sa aking pang-upo ay dahan-dahan ginalaw ang aking katawan sa ibabaw nya. Bahagyang nakabukas ang aking labi at nakatingala ang ulo habang pinapakiramdaman ang kiliting dulot ng ginagawa namin sa aking gitna. Tila ba'y mayroong kakaibang init ang nanunuot sa aking katawan na nais kumawala sa mga oras na yun. I opened my eyes when I suddenly remember something. Immediately, I gla
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-22Darling, I'm Toxic Lily of Valley
“It is with flowers as with moral qualities; the bright are sometimes poisonous; but, I believe, never the sweet.” ― Augustus Hare Malamig na simoy ng hangin, mabining huni ng mga ibon sa langit at halinghing ng mapayapang kagubatan ang bumungad sakin pagkamulat ko ng aking mga mata. Bahagyang ngumiti ang aking mga labi at malamyang niyakap ang unan sa aking tabi habang nakatingin sa kurtinang hinahangin dahil sa nakabukas na malaking bintana. Mula sa kinahihigaan ko makikita ang napakagandang tanawin, kung saan nakatayo roon ang magandang istraktura ng greenhouse na pagmamay-ari ko. Ang naging tila paraiso sakin sa loob ng mansyon na ito. It was a birthday gift of my deceased mother, Isabelle. She was the one who influenced me to love the green land, the plants, and especially the exquisite flowers, which I have adored since I was a child. Masasabi ko ngang kabisado ko na ang halos lahat ng iba't ibang klaseng bulaklak. Ni hindi ko namalayan ang mga minutong lumipas ng aking pagk
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-23Darling, I'm Toxic Republic Act No. 1084
“Insurgence and all forms of evil in a society doesn't describes her as a failure, but vividly shows a lack of love for one another.”― Michael Bassey JohnsonPagkatapos magdismissed ang huling klase ay agad kong inayos ang mga gamit ko. Sinagot ko ang tawag ni Ivory habang naglalakad papalabas ng classroom. (Hello ate, papahintay ka po ba? Punta lang muna ako sa hideout saglit)May tumapik sakin, napalingon ako at nakangiting kumaway sa mga classmate ko. Itinuro ko ang phone na nasa tenga ko, na tinanguan naman nila. Nagpatuloy na ko sa paglalakad habang kausap si Ivory.“Hindi na bunso. Pupunta pa naman ako sa office ni prof Gonzales. Magtext nalang ako pag magpapasundo na ako later.” (“Sure ka ba ate? Atsaka wala akong tiwala sa Gonzales nayan, magtext kana agad sakin after mo dyan okay?”) napangiti ako sa boses nitong nag-aalala. Ang pinakamamahal naming makulit na bunso. Bad boy man sya sa paningin ng iba pero para sakin, sya ang pinakamalambing. Syempre, mas malambing nga lang
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-23Darling, I'm Toxic Republic Act No. 8353
“Rape is one of the most terrible crimes on earth and it happens every few minutes. The problem with groups who deal with rape is that they try to educate women about how to defend themselves. What really needs to be done is teaching men not to rape. Go to the source and start there.” - Kurt Cobain “manahimik ka!” nagagalit na sabi ng katulong at sinampal sa mukha ang bata. Nilagyan nya ng packing tape ang bibig nito. Ang batang lalaking na nasa tabi ng batang mukhang manika ay napakuyom ang kamay sa galit ng masaksihan iyon. Nagpupumiglas sya ngunit balewala lamang dahil sa mahigpit na tali na nakapalibot sa kanyang katawan.Naiiyak ang batang babae na nakatingin sa katulong, napaiwas sya ng mukha ng ambang sasampalin sya ulit, na hindi nangyari dahil bigla itong sipain ng kakambal nya. Napamaang ang katulong roon at sasabunutan nya sana ang batang lalaki bilang ganti ng mapatigil sya s amalakas na pagbukas ng pinto. “Master” natatakot na tawag nya sa lalaking dumating. Yumuko ang
Huling Na-update : 2022-04-23Darling, I'm Toxic Shallow Promise
"When you've lost someone precious and you can't turn back the time to save them, all you can do in the present is to confront it head on since everything occurs for a purpose.” – Miss A, Erity Nanginginig na ginamit ko ang towel na nakuha sa aparador. Madaling pinunasan ko ang aking hita na may agos ng dugo at kinuha ang bag ko na tinago nya rito. Tumingin ako cellphone. Gigil na kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi ng makitang basag na ito at ayaw gumana. I sobbed silently and look at the little girl who save me. I could see the pity on her eyes. I frustratedly brushed my hair and nod at her. Patakbong umalis kami sa kwarto pagkatapos nyang ilagay ang chain sa kamay ng lalaki. Nang makalabas ng mansion ay naplingon-lingon ako sa paligid. Hindi ako pamilyar sa lugar na ito. Ni hindi ko alam kung saan kami dumaan. Napansin ko ring walang ni isang tao sa paligid. Panong nangyari iyon? Ilang oras na ba ang nakakalipas simula ng nawalan ako ng malay? Napakagat ako ng labi. I really need
Huling Na-update : 2022-05-09Darling, I'm Toxic Prosecute to Protect
“Judge fairly and make sure no one suffers unjustly”- Seo Byung-Ju Investigator Hali Adral "Officer Daniels, I need you to gather your team in 5. We’re going to arrest Professor Gonzales. And you, Westlie, get the request warrant to the prosecutor's office. I need it immediately. " I said coldly as soon as I got inside the room. Tumango sakin si Westlie at lumabas na ng kwarto. While Officer Daniels grinned and wave his phone. That means, he already gathered them. Napahinga ako ng malalim at napahilot ng noo. I licked my bottom lip and crossed my arms. Tumitig ako sa babaeng nakaupo. Mayroon malaking salamin na nakadikit sa wall at konektado sa tabing kwarto, kung saan nakikita ko si Miss Folk mula sa kinaroroonan ko. She was resting her back on the chair with her eyes closed, and her delicate hands were on the table, tapping the surface with her fingers. “I was pregnant. I-I didn’t know. I was clueless about it. If I just know, hindi na dapat akong lumaban. He will not punch me
Huling Na-update : 2022-05-11Darling, I'm Toxic Let's Break Up
"Everybody has losses, it's unavoidable in life. Sharing our pain is very healing." - Isabel Allende A woman in the midst of 40’s raised her hand and as she took the oath of perjury in the witness stand. Nang matapos magsalita ang witness ng kabilang panig ay nagsimula nang magtanong ang attorney ni Professor Gonzales. “Miss Gelly Vergon, ang sabi mo kaya hindi nakapunta si Professor Gonzales sa meeting nila ni Miss Irishka Folk ay dahil inakala mong manganganak kana kaya tinawagan mo siya at kinailangan mo ang tulong nya. Tama ba?” “Opo” “Maari mo bang ikuwento samin ang nangyari?” Napataas ako ng kilay ng sandaling natigilan ang babae at umikot ang mga mata pero agad ito nang nakabawi at nagsalita. Napakuyom ako ng kamao nang marinig ang statement niya. “Friday po nang hapon, 4pm nang tinawagan ko po si Franco. Matalik na kaibigan po sya ng namatay kong asawa at matagal na po syang tumutulong sa aming pamilya. Dahil sa hindi inaasahang pagkirot ng tsyan ko, natakot ako na baka
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