Milana
I let out a soft and tired sigh as I stand in front of my porch. Coming back to this house every day feels like a nightmare. It is a nightmare. I will never come back to this house and have peace of mind or sleep peacefully. Not when I have a husband named Maksim. I let out another shaky breath and I slowly open the door, stepping in. The moment I step into the sitting room, the first thing that meets my ears are the sounds of flesh pounding. I feel my heart constrict and I suddenly find difficulty in breathing. He has done it again. He brought in a woman. This is not the first time that Maksim is doing this. He always brings women to our matrimonial bed and fucks them. He treats me like trash and never thinks about how his actions hurt me. I can't even complain, if I do, I always end up with a swollen face and whip marks. “Oh Fuck!! Maksim babyyyyyy…. you're so good….. Fuck me harder…hmmm..” The woman's loud moans fill my ears as my husband fucks her hard. I'm the one that's supposed to be in her place. I'm supposed to be moaning for him, not a strange woman. Maksim hates me to the point that we don't even have sex. It only happened once and that was on our wedding night. He pushed half of his dick into me and abruptly pulled out as he roughly shoved me off the bed, saying that I was too tight. That was the last time he saw me naked and that was exactly two years ago. “Hmmm…” Their moans and grunts hit my ears and my eyes fill with tears. The grocery bag that I'm holding falls to the ground and I angrily walk to his bedroom. “Don't you have any shame?!!” There will be consequences for my actions, there definitely will be, but I don't care. I can't bear to hear my husband pleasuring another woman while I'm sexually frustrated. They both stop and the strange woman riding my husband turns to look at me. “Maksim baby, who's she?” She asks breathlessly, their bodies slicked with sweat. “I'm his wife!! Now get out of here. He's a married man for crying out loud!!!” I yell in anger, my tears threatening to fall. “He never told me that.” The woman mumbles and Maksim just remains quiet, his black eyes blazing with untold anger. I'm going to be cooked after this. “Now you know, use the door. Get off my husband.” An unsure look appears on her face, but she gets off his body regardless. She looks around for her clothes which she puts on before heading for the door. The moment she stands side by side with me, she whispers to my ears before walking out, “Your husband was a good fuck.” I shut my eyes closed, my fist clenching tight. “Maksim—” “Shut up!!” He suddenly snaps at me, angrily getting off the bed. He removes the condom from his dick, which he tosses over to a trash can, before tying a towel around his waist. “Who gave you the right to do that?” He demands as he walks towards me with heavy steps. I swallow nervously, repeatedly blinking my eyes as he stands in front of me, his height towering above me. “Maksim I–” “Shut the fuck up!! Bitch!!!” His voice thunders and the next second, I feel his hand wrap around my neck, knocking the air out of me as he pins me to a wall. “You don't get it Milana, do you?” He scoffs, his hold on my neck tightening as I struggle with tears. “How dare you?” He holds my face up and his hand comes flying next. Time seems to be still, the slap sound reverberates in the room and I literally see stars. “M….ma…m..” I can't speak and my face stings. I struggle with him, coughing hard and helpless tears stream down my face. What did I do to deserve all this? “Stop telling people that we are married. You don't deserve to be my wife!! You are too cheap to be called the wife of Maksim. You don't deserve that title Milana. I already told you this!!!” His voice lacks any warmth and is laced with the intense hatred that he has for me. “You are worthless and you are not good enough to me call my wife, you are not even good enough for me to fuck!!” More tears stream down my face and I'm already crying at this point. He's strangling me, I can't breathe. “The only thing you are good at is housework. You are my maid, no…my maid will have more importance than you, Milana. This should be the last time that you call yourself my wife.” He finally releases his hold on my neck as he tosses me away, causing me to fall with a thud. I break out in sobs as I begin to cry hard. I've done nothing to deserve this. I've done all I can to be a good wife, but Maksim never appreciates any of my efforts. I blame my mother for marrying me off to him. I was just a business transaction. Mom owned Maksim and she married me off to him as a business collateral. Maksim is not even well to do. I'm the breadwinner of this house, I work myself to death, only to come back to receive a beating. Why can he never appreciate me? “You disgust me, Milana. And I didn't even get to cum. Stupid bitch!!” He curses angrily and his right leg comes flying as he lands a kick in my rib. I let out a cry of pain, falling to the ground weakly as I cry my eyes out. “You better have a good amount of money in here.” “No...no..” I stammer, but he yanks my purse away from me, despite my efforts to get it back. My eyes are cloudy with tears and I watch helplessly as he collects all the money from my purse. “This is your saviour today. Disgusting bitch!” He throws my purse at me, hitting my face with it. My whole body trembles in pain as I remain crying there. I remain there, crying and he never pays any attention to me as he gets dressed and leaves the house.Milana “I told you to come here quickly, Mila. Do you think that you're the only one that needs this job? There are thousands of women applying. So come here quickly!!” Zoya yells over the phone and I quickly rush out of the house, running over to my car. “I'm so sorry, Zoya. But I have to pick up something for Maksim. I'll be there—” I don't get to finish when Zoya groans. “That Durak [Jerk] again? You're going to be late for him? That-” Her voice trails off like she can't find the perfect insult to give to Maksim. “I keep telling you this—” “I'll be there in thirty minutes. I'm so sorry for being late, Zoya.” I interrupt her and then end the call afterwards. I know what she wants to say. She keeps telling me to divorce Maksim, but I can't. My mother still owes him. I will divorce him once I raise enough money to pay him back, but for now, I will try to cement our relationship, and see if things can work for us. As I get into my car, I let out a frustrated groan when I start th
Milana “I'm sorry I'm late. Got caught up in an accident.” Zoya gasps the moment I tell her and she stands to her feet as she begins to inspect my body. “Are you hurt? Did you get hurt?” She asks worriedly, checking my body for any signs of injury. There are none. I did not get hurt, but my ego did. I've never been so embarrassed in my life. And to think that it was a handsome man who talked to me with so much disgust. “Do I look disgusting, Zoya?” I ask in a low voice and I don't even know why I ask that. “You don't. You're one of the most beautiful women that I know, Mila. It's just that…your um… marriage and the constant beatings you get from Maksim are making you look so worn out. Take care of yourself more.” She advises and my eyes water as I nervously bite down my lips. Maksim takes all my money, I barely have savings for myself. Zoya just introduced a good-paying job to me, where I would be working as a nanny. It pays more than my old job and once I get accepted, I wi
Milana “Now tell me, how the hell did you get Viktor Ivanov's daughter to like you so much?” Zoya asks the moment we step in front of my porch and I shrug my shoulders. I have no idea. “I…I. We just met and…” “Fuck! You’re lucky.” I wish. I really wish I was. “And you seem to know him so well, who’s he?” The name sounds familiar, but I don’t get where I’ve heard the name from before. “You’re so busy getting beatings from your husband that you don’t know anything about Russia anymore.” she mumbles and a frown appears on my face. Zoya is right. I’m too caught up trying to put my marriage together. “He’s THE Viktor Ivanov. He’s in the Bratva? The strategists? The four reapers? Does that ring a bell?” She lists out and my mouth parts in shock. It’s really him. Now I know why his name sounded familiar. He’s a member of the Bratva. He’s among the four ruthless members who are also called the four reapers. Everyone fears them as they hold so much power and are all bloodthirsty.
Milana Fuck! I’m late. Very late and it’s all thanks to Maksim and my stupid car. Maksim insisted that I made him breakfast and when I tried explaining to him that I had to leave early, he slapped me. Funny how he’s the one who puts me up to a task and he’s still the one delaying me. I’m supposed to be at the location by 8 and it’s already 8:30. The slap from Maksim this morning gave me enough reason to want to leave him. I step out of my car breathlessly as I stand in front of the restaurant where Viktor is going to interview me. I’m cooked. I know it. The first thing I see are two SUVs parked in front of the building and I know that the cars are his. I quickly run toward the building and I don’t even bother to knock before barging into the restaurant. The place is eerily quiet and there is no one around. No customers I mean, because I can see gruff-looking men standing and then my eyes land on him. He looks displeased and angry. “You’re late.” He says coldly and I begin to pick
Dear readers, Please note that although this story has a Russian theme, it is written in English. When reading dialogue, please assume that characters are speaking in Russian, even though it appears in English. This is the book 2 in the Dark Desires Series and book one is Dark Obsessions, a MM romance. Maddest Obsseions will be out soon! I did not upload it because I'm still working with a few adjustments on the plot. Xoxo
Milana I got the job!! I've been employed as Annika’s nanny. I was so happy when Viktor told me. Not only would I get a huge amount as my salary, but I would also be free from that hell I call a marriage. I have not been so happy for a while now. I'll be living at Viktor’s place and that only means five days without beatings and scoldings. I would be free from Maksim for five fucking days. I will finally have some peace of mind. I went straight to my workplace to quit my job and then I told Zoya about the good news. I was going to start work tomorrow. Viktor had me give him my house address as someone would pick me up tomorrow. “How was your interview?” Maksim asks the moment I walk into the house. I pause in my tracks, nervously looking down in fear. I'm scared of Maksim. This man is a beast and every time he comes near me, it's to hit me. “F…F…”“Give me straight answers! Enough with the fucking stutters!!” He snaps angrily at me and I walk backwards when he rises to his feet.
Milana Maksim left early this morning and I already packed my things that I would need to stay at Viktor’s place for the week. It’s Wednesday, so I only packed things that I will need for two more days. I was so glad when Maksim left. The slap he gave me yesterday left his fingerprints on my face and he actually returned home with a woman yesterday. I was locked up in my room, completely helpless as the sound of them fucking filled my ears. There was nothing that I could do, I couldn’t even sleep. Was I not pretty enough for Maksim to have sex with? I swear, I’m hotter than some of the women he brings home. Why can’t he just look at me? I kept on hearing the sounds of their bed creaking and the woman moaning out my husband’s name so loudly before I finally fell asleep. It was already 10 in the morning and I was waiting patiently for whoever Viktor said would come and pick me up. At exactly 10 minutes after 10, I hear a car honk and I quickly rush to the window. A relieved look ap
Viktor “So were you able to get a nanny for Annika?” Alexei asks and I only nod, taking slow sips from my drink. Getting Milana as Annuka’s nanny was unplanned and it was done on short notice. Something happened to her old nanny. She tried to hurt my daughter and I killed her. In the most gruesome ways ever. “I hope this one stays. Changing her nannies all the time is not healthy. She's still so little to experience many toxic things.” Exactly. I'm so busy but I try to spend at least two hours with Annika every day. Sometimes I don't spend time with her at all but she never complains and plays on her own. I know that it's hurting her inside that she is alone most of the time but she smiles to cover it. That's why I took her to a school where no one could know of her identity as my daughter. I want her to live a normal life and make friends normally. She will not make friends as the daughter of Viktor Ivanov, nor will her friends be scared of her because of her father's reputation.
Milana I truly regret having her as my mother. It has to be one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. A curse. She and Maksim are both curses in my life. They are barriers in my life and I cannot just work out with them in my life. Too bad my father died so soon and young. Sometimes, I wish that she died instead. Maybe life would have been so much better if Dad lived. I wouldn't have been in an abusive marriage and I would be working, probably as a well-known ballerina because I was good in it or a company. More tears fill my eyes as I remember the gruesome way in which he died. “I really wish Dad was here,” I say in a croaked voice and I feel my heart twist with pain. “Don't bring him into this Milana.” Mom warms but I'm not done. “I really wish Dad was the one here with me and not you!” My voice is harsh and I don't care how it's going to affect her. I don't. “Milana!!”“I’ve had it up to here!!” I place my hand on my neck, tapping myself there as I cry hard. I've
Milana I was so relieved once Monday came again and I saw Boris’s car parked in front of my house. There was this untold joy brewing in me when I picked up my purse. I didn't bother to pack my bags as I left some clothes at Viktor's place. And I'm not coming back to this house anytime soon. Maksim told me not to return home until I brought back valuable information. I had to think of a way to deal with Maksim without giving him any information about Viktor. But now's the time to leave before he actually kills me. Boris told me that Vion went to drop Annika off at school, and he would be bringing her back. So, there was no need for me to go to her school; he would drop me off at home. “You should go in from here. I'm leaving. I have some errands to run.” A small smile grazes my lips, and I slowly step out of the car. “Thank you so much, Boris. I really appreciate your help. I don't know how I will repay your kindness.” I tell him. He always drives me home and then drives me back he
Milana I take a deep breath as I stand in front of my house. Coming back to this house feels like coming back to hell. I hate it here. There is no peace, and it sucks that I'm going to stay here for another two days. Right now, I can wait for Monday to come so I can go back to Viktor's place. I love it there. They are all nice people—Boris, Vion, my dearest Annika, and even Viktor. He loves acting grumpy and cold, but he's kind and soothing. His touches are so calming, sending shivers through my spine each time he touches me or we accidentally touch. His gaze is intense most of the time and causes my body to shiver. I love his grey eyes a lot, and I'm not supposed to. He's my Boss. Since the day I helped him sort out some files, I have been offering to help, and when he refuses, I insist, and he just agrees. I really enjoy my conversations with him and I'm glad that he trusts me with his office work. Wait until he finds out about the truth. A voice sounds in my head, and I suck in
Viktor I'm in my office, holding a cigarette to my mouth as I just sit, lost in thoughts. In thoughts of Milana. Like fuck! I still can't get her out of my head, I can't have sex with any other woman either. They don't get me hard and the only time I get hard is when I think of Milana. I hate this shit a lot. The slight knock that comes on my door, causes me to lift my head. “Come in,” It's Vion. He gently closes the door behind him and his once cheerful expression is gone. Vion can be cheerful and lethal at the same time. He's very close to Annika, seeing his carefree nature and he's the least intimidating amongst all my guards. Boris is very intimidating, but he just tones it down when it comes to Annika. They are my most trusted guards and Bion left to take care of an assignment for me. While Boris is 35, me 32, vion is 25. He's also the youngest. “Boss,” He calls and I only nod at him, urging him to go on and speak as I extinguish my cigar in an ashtray. I'm not a heavy smoker
Milana Annika stands excitedly by the door as she makes me wait side by side with her, waiting for someone. I don't know who, but she looks so happy since Viktor broke the news that he would be returning. She hasn't stopped bubbling with excitement since then and has now made me stand outside the door to wait. We can seriously wait inside. “We can wait inside, Annika. What if they don't come till evening? We can't keep standing..” I try to reason with her, but Annika shakes her head. She still refuses to go on. “They will be here soon. Papa told me that he would be coming early.” my brows crease. “And who's this he?” “My friend. I'll introduce you to him and make you both friends too. Boris went to bring him and they should—” Her voice trails off and her eyes widen in excitement when she catches sight of three cars driving towards us. I gulp nervously, feeling kind of curious to see who the friend is that she's so excited about. The first car stops and the other two stop behind
Viktor Milana was sick throughout the whole weekend and yes, it was left for Annika and I to take care of her. Annika was very worried for her and I knew how to take care of fever patients, so we both took care of her.I always take care of Annika each time she gets sick, so I know how to deal with that a lot and thankfully, Milana is getting better. It's Monday and she's getting Annika ready for school. She insists that she is better now and I can't force her. I already did what I had to do. Throughout the weekend, I found something very surprising and that is the fact that her husband never called. Not even once. I had to ask if the both of them lived together and Milana's answer was yes. Then why didn't he call? His wife did not return home and he did not call to ask how she was doing, no one called. Her phone was by her bedside the whole time and it did not ring even once. Now that has left me intrigued. Boris will be dropping them off. I have some work to do and Mikhail has be
Milana My head is spinning and I'm literally seeing double as I stare at the ceilings. It's Saturday and I'm supposed to be on my way home, but I can't move. I feel so fucking weak and I'm running temperature. My whole body feels like it's on fire and I can't move an inch. I got sick, great. I feel so cold and the AC is on. I've tried to move to turn it off, but I can't move, worsening my condition even more. I sniffle and I continue staring at the ceiling. It feels like my whole body is blazing with fire and someone is banging a heavy metal on my head. Why is this happening right now? I changed my clothes early yesterday and didn't sleep on wet clothes. The fever should have waited till I got home. Now I'm embarrassing myself at my boss’s place. He must be wondering why I've not stepped out of my room yet and maybe thinking that I overslept. Then he would think of me as incompetent. I'm still trying to think of a way out and each time I swallow, I feel the bitter taste in my tong
Viktor Annika pushed her?? Why would Annika do that? I know that she likes Milana a lot, so she would not have done that with the intent of harming her. And Milana seems to be going through a trauma. I don't know what it is, but I know it's related to her flinching whenever someone tries to touch her. Maybe she suffered from abuse or something. I don't know and I don't care. I'm supposed to be avoiding her because I hate the effects she has on me. I go straight to Annika’s room and I see her sitting on her bed, her eyes filled with unshed tears. “Daddy, is Milana okay?” She sniffles, quickly climbing down her bed as she rushes to hug me. “I had no idea that this would happen. I wouldn't have pushed her into the water. Is she angry at me?” I sigh and I carry Annika up in my arms. She's already openly admitting to pushing Milana which only means there's a very good reason why she did that. “It's okay, Anushka. Milana is fine and she is not angry at you.” I tell her and she sniffles
Milana My whole body trembles and I flinch at every movement that Viktor makes. I'm still so fucking scared and I can't seem to calm down. My whole body is wet and I am still holding on so tight to Viktor. Is it strange that I feel some warmth in his hold? He's so gentle with the way that he holds me and I feel safe. I've never felt safe with a man that was not my father. Never! “Wait in your room, I'll take Milana to hers.” He says to Annika who soon replies in a solemn voice. “Okay, papa.” Her voice is low and I know that the little girl is feeling some guilt. I don't know why she pushed me into the water, but I don't want Annika to blame herself. I will talk to her later and find out why. Annika goes into her room and Viktor takes me to mine. Before dropping me on the bed, he wraps a blanket around me and then he carefully lays me down on the bed. I curl up and I wrap my hands around my body, still in shock. Fuck, I almost died. Viktor does not leave like I expected him to, he