Milana
I got the job!! I've been employed as Annika’s nanny. I was so happy when Viktor told me. Not only would I get a huge amount as my salary, but I would also be free from that hell I call a marriage. I have not been so happy for a while now. I'll be living at Viktor’s place and that only means five days without beatings and scoldings. I would be free from Maksim for five fucking days. I will finally have some peace of mind. I went straight to my workplace to quit my job and then I told Zoya about the good news. I was going to start work tomorrow. Viktor had me give him my house address as someone would pick me up tomorrow. “How was your interview?” Maksim asks the moment I walk into the house. I pause in my tracks, nervously looking down in fear. I'm scared of Maksim. This man is a beast and every time he comes near me, it's to hit me. “F…F…” “Give me straight answers! Enough with the fucking stutters!!” He snaps angrily at me and I walk backwards when he rises to his feet. “If you come with bad news, get ready to die. I will strangle you to death, Milana.” He utters in a condensing and promising tone and my eyes fill with tears. Why can't he just get along with me? Is it bad to live as a married couple? Was I not destined to live a love life? Why does Maksim treat me this way? I do everything a good wife does, I try my best, but he never appreciates me and it fucking hurts. “I…I got the job.” I let out a deep breath, slowly lifting my head. There is no need to be scared. I got the job, he will not hit me. “Good.” A wicked smile curves up his lips as he leisurely pushes his hands into his pocket. “You are so lucky that you did.” He continues. “Your job is simple. And I expect fast and immediate news. Don't go there and start showing Ivanov how useless you are. He will throw you out and will not allow a worthless person to look after his daughter.” He fires at me and I shut my eyes. His words cut my heart into a million pieces. They hurt so much. “If Viktor catches you, he will kill you, so be careful. I need the map of that house, in and out. I also need the blind spots and you will tell me all the places that the cameras are located. Find out how he operates and gather as many things as you can about the Bratva.” Maksim states and I gulp nervously, slowly nodding my head. “Do you understand?” “Y….y…y…” “Do you understand?????” He yells, his voice so loud and thunderous. Tears fall from my eyes as I quickly blurt out. “Yes, I do.” “Good.” His tone comes down and from the way he begins to look at me, I immediately know what he wants, money. But I've not told him about Viktor's condition yet. That I will have to stay over for a week. I should tell Maksim. “V… Viktor had a condition.” I begin and Maksim’s gaze squares at me. “Which was?” “I have to stay at his place during the weekdays. I can only leave during weekends.” “Isn’t this a good opportunity? Milana, why are you so stupid??” What? What did I say now to warrant such an insult? I just told him of Viktor's conditions, did I say anything wrong? “Staying there is the perfect way to spy on Viktor. I expect you to do a good job. Don’t go around displaying your stupidity over there. Seduce and fuck him if you have to.” “Maksim!” I suddenly call out, my voice hoarse and I stare at him in disbelief. “What?” He snaps at me coldly. “Aren’t you always begging me to fuck you? That you’re sexually frustrated?” he taunts in a mocking tone and I bite down my lower lips, enough to draw blood. “There it is. I’m giving you the opportunity to ease that frustration. Seduce viktor. He’s a single dad without a wife, so there’s a high chance of him wanting to have a taste. He’s a man. But…” Maksim’s voice trails off and from the way he looks at me, I know that whatever he’s going to say next will hurt. “You look so…no man will want to look at you. Have you looked in the mirror Milana? You’re not enticing enough to want to fuck. You will work on yourself.” he states and I feel like my breath has been knocked out of me. Viktor’s words from that day begin to ring in my ears. “Visit a salon today. Clean yourself up. And try to look enticing. Stop looking like you’re carrying all the problems of the world on your shoulders.” He says in distaste and I slowly nod my head. “Put on make-up to look more beautiful.” But I’m pretty without makeup. I only look exhausted because Maksim beats me up and then, I have to work my ass out. It’s all his fault. “That will be all. I’m leaving. Give me some money.” he demands and I just stare at him in disbelief. He just told me to go to a salon and fix myself up. Why is he asking for money now? “Maksim I don’t have money.“ I begin but he suddenly steps in front of me as he grabs my purse. I was taken unaware. I try to collect the purse from him, but he pushes me aside. Maksim opens my purse and he collects all the money from inside, and then he looks up at me coldly. The next thing I feel is pain, as a loud sound echoes in my ears. He slapped me. “How many times have I told you to stop lying to me?” I don’t say anything. My eyes remain fixed to the ground, my lower lips trembling as I cry silently. “You are so lucky that I have somewhere to go.” He throws my purse at my way, pushing the money into his pocket. That was my last cash. Maksim took all of them. “Bitch!” he curses, casting one last hateful glance at me, before walking away.Milana Maksim left early this morning and I already packed my things that I would need to stay at Viktor’s place for the week. It’s Wednesday, so I only packed things that I will need for two more days. I was so glad when Maksim left. The slap he gave me yesterday left his fingerprints on my face and he actually returned home with a woman yesterday. I was locked up in my room, completely helpless as the sound of them fucking filled my ears. There was nothing that I could do, I couldn’t even sleep. Was I not pretty enough for Maksim to have sex with? I swear, I’m hotter than some of the women he brings home. Why can’t he just look at me? I kept on hearing the sounds of their bed creaking and the woman moaning out my husband’s name so loudly before I finally fell asleep. It was already 10 in the morning and I was waiting patiently for whoever Viktor said would come and pick me up. At exactly 10 minutes after 10, I hear a car honk and I quickly rush to the window. A relieved look ap
Viktor “So were you able to get a nanny for Annika?” Alexei asks and I only nod, taking slow sips from my drink. Getting Milana as Annuka’s nanny was unplanned and it was done on short notice. Something happened to her old nanny. She tried to hurt my daughter and I killed her. In the most gruesome ways ever. “I hope this one stays. Changing her nannies all the time is not healthy. She's still so little to experience many toxic things.” Exactly. I'm so busy but I try to spend at least two hours with Annika every day. Sometimes I don't spend time with her at all but she never complains and plays on her own. I know that it's hurting her inside that she is alone most of the time but she smiles to cover it. That's why I took her to a school where no one could know of her identity as my daughter. I want her to live a normal life and make friends normally. She will not make friends as the daughter of Viktor Ivanov, nor will her friends be scared of her because of her father's reputation.
Milana Annika was really happy to see me. She jumped to hug me the moment she saw me. She was in her room, reading a book. She's so smart for her age. I moved my bags to my room and Boris left. “I'm so glad that you are here, Milana. Papa told me that you were coming today and I have been waiting for you.” She says as I follow her back into her room. Her room is so pretty, neat and coordinated. She's so neat for a six-year-old. I still can't believe that she was alone in here. “I'm glad too. And I'm going to do my best for you, Annika. I hope we get along well.” I tell her. We are already getting along and I hope that it goes on like that. “Which book were you reading?” I ask curiously, and my eyes land on the book which seems to be an English book. “It's a book that Papa got me. It's for beginners in English. I'm trying to perfect my English.” Viktor told me that. He said that I would be giving Annika English lessons. Luckily, I'm very good at English. “How good are you now in
Viktor Milana quickly wipes her tears as she sees me and then her eyes widen in horror and she begins to stammer. “Y..you're back.” She stutters and I just shrug my shoulders lightly. Obviously. I didn't mean to listen to her conversation, but my legs refused to move either when she was talking and it appeared like she had problems with her mother. Well, that shouldn't be my concern. She should sort out whatever problems that she has. “You can go to your room. Good night.” I dismiss her with a single wave of my hands. Milana opens her mouth to speak, but she closes her mouth again. She looks confused and I know that she's trying to tell me something. “Milana,” I call, my tone neutral and she abruptly turns to face me. “Sir, do you need anything.” I inhale slowly, pushing my hand into my left pocket. I don't need anything from her except her taking care of my daughter, but it seems like she requires something and is currently contemplating whether she should ask or not.
Milana I make sure to wake up early the next morning as I don't want to mess things up. I will have to do my best, but each time I think of doing my best, I get a sickening feeling at the thought of what Maksim wants me to do. I don't and can't spy on anyone. I feel so bad. Viktor might be an ass, but he literally agreed to give me an advance payment. My former boss would never do this. Once he pays me, I will send some money to Mom and save up the rest. It's best I work and save up the money to give to Maksim and get a divorce afterwards without giving him any information about Viktor and that's if he doesn't kill me before them. I freshen up quickly and go to the kitchen to cook. When I've almost gotten to the kitchen, I'm net with the aroma of food and I frown. I thought that Viktor had no workers here, so who's cooking? I decide to check it out, stepping into the kitchen. To my dismay, I meet Viktor there, with an apron tied around his neck and his cooking. I freeze, blinking
Milana After I went home for the weekend, the first notification I got on my phone was a credit alert from Viktor. He sent the money. I was so very happy, but all my happiness died down when I stepped into the house. It was a total mess. The room reeked of sex, the sitting room was unswept and the plates in the kitchen were not washed. Everywhere smelled of rotten food and to think that I was only gone for two days. Maksim never even bothered to wash the plates or clean the house, but he brought in women to fuck. I felt hot tears trickling in my eyes as I stood in the middle of the kitchen. Where was I going to start from? My so-called husband was not even home. I guessed I had to start working. I had no choice. It took me three hours before I was finally able to clean the whole house and when I finished, I was so exhausted that I went straight to bed. When I Woke up again, Maksim was not yet back and it was already 9 in the evening. I couldn't call him. Maksim would never pick up
Milana I smile the moment I approach Annika’s room, carrying a glass of milk. I stand by the door, secretly watching as she dances to the music, her little feet moving in perfect rhythm. She twirls, her eyes shining with joy, lost in the magic of ballet. A sweet smile spreads across her face as she dances, unaware of my admiring gaze.“You’re good.” I can't help but say and Annika jolts, as her eyes widen. She quickly runs to turn off the music on her phone. I go into the room, gently closing the door behind me. “Do you take ballet classes?” I can't help but ask, settling down her glass of milk. She’s lacking in a few areas, but with the perfect guidance, Annika is going to be a pro at dancing ballet. “Sadly, no.” A solemn look appears on her face. I watch as she sits at the edge of the bed, picking up her glass of milk which she takes a sip from.“Why?” I ask softly. “Papa does not approve of it.” “Oh.” I mouth. That explains everything. She was not dancing with the ballet shoes
Viktor I feel so exhausted when I get home and the only thing on my mind is going straight to bed. I dismissed Boris to his quarters along with my other guards who arrived with me.I don't go straight to my room, I go to Annika’s. I should see her first. I knock lightly on her door that's slightly open. “Anushka,” I call, pushing my head through the small opening at the entrance of the door. The moment Annika hears my voice, she drops the book that she’s reading as she excitedly jumps down from the bed. “Papa.” She calls excitedly and I open the door fully, going into her room. “How are you, princess?” I lift her off the ground and she happily wraps her little hands around my neck. “I'm fine papa. I missed you so much. Milana said you left early today. I didn't see you during breakfast.” “I'm so sorry, Anushka. I didn't want to disturb your sleep. Work came up, but I'm not leaving early tomorrow. I will make your favourite breakfast and will feed you as well.” That excites her so
Milana I truly regret having her as my mother. It has to be one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. A curse. She and Maksim are both curses in my life. They are barriers in my life and I cannot just work out with them in my life. Too bad my father died so soon and young. Sometimes, I wish that she died instead. Maybe life would have been so much better if Dad lived. I wouldn't have been in an abusive marriage and I would be working, probably as a well-known ballerina because I was good in it or a company. More tears fill my eyes as I remember the gruesome way in which he died. “I really wish Dad was here,” I say in a croaked voice and I feel my heart twist with pain. “Don't bring him into this Milana.” Mom warms but I'm not done. “I really wish Dad was the one here with me and not you!” My voice is harsh and I don't care how it's going to affect her. I don't. “Milana!!”“I’ve had it up to here!!” I place my hand on my neck, tapping myself there as I cry hard. I've
Milana I was so relieved once Monday came again and I saw Boris’s car parked in front of my house. There was this untold joy brewing in me when I picked up my purse. I didn't bother to pack my bags as I left some clothes at Viktor's place. And I'm not coming back to this house anytime soon. Maksim told me not to return home until I brought back valuable information. I had to think of a way to deal with Maksim without giving him any information about Viktor. But now's the time to leave before he actually kills me. Boris told me that Vion went to drop Annika off at school, and he would be bringing her back. So, there was no need for me to go to her school; he would drop me off at home. “You should go in from here. I'm leaving. I have some errands to run.” A small smile grazes my lips, and I slowly step out of the car. “Thank you so much, Boris. I really appreciate your help. I don't know how I will repay your kindness.” I tell him. He always drives me home and then drives me back he
Milana I take a deep breath as I stand in front of my house. Coming back to this house feels like coming back to hell. I hate it here. There is no peace, and it sucks that I'm going to stay here for another two days. Right now, I can wait for Monday to come so I can go back to Viktor's place. I love it there. They are all nice people—Boris, Vion, my dearest Annika, and even Viktor. He loves acting grumpy and cold, but he's kind and soothing. His touches are so calming, sending shivers through my spine each time he touches me or we accidentally touch. His gaze is intense most of the time and causes my body to shiver. I love his grey eyes a lot, and I'm not supposed to. He's my Boss. Since the day I helped him sort out some files, I have been offering to help, and when he refuses, I insist, and he just agrees. I really enjoy my conversations with him and I'm glad that he trusts me with his office work. Wait until he finds out about the truth. A voice sounds in my head, and I suck in
Viktor I'm in my office, holding a cigarette to my mouth as I just sit, lost in thoughts. In thoughts of Milana. Like fuck! I still can't get her out of my head, I can't have sex with any other woman either. They don't get me hard and the only time I get hard is when I think of Milana. I hate this shit a lot. The slight knock that comes on my door, causes me to lift my head. “Come in,” It's Vion. He gently closes the door behind him and his once cheerful expression is gone. Vion can be cheerful and lethal at the same time. He's very close to Annika, seeing his carefree nature and he's the least intimidating amongst all my guards. Boris is very intimidating, but he just tones it down when it comes to Annika. They are my most trusted guards and Bion left to take care of an assignment for me. While Boris is 35, me 32, vion is 25. He's also the youngest. “Boss,” He calls and I only nod at him, urging him to go on and speak as I extinguish my cigar in an ashtray. I'm not a heavy smoker
Milana Annika stands excitedly by the door as she makes me wait side by side with her, waiting for someone. I don't know who, but she looks so happy since Viktor broke the news that he would be returning. She hasn't stopped bubbling with excitement since then and has now made me stand outside the door to wait. We can seriously wait inside. “We can wait inside, Annika. What if they don't come till evening? We can't keep standing..” I try to reason with her, but Annika shakes her head. She still refuses to go on. “They will be here soon. Papa told me that he would be coming early.” my brows crease. “And who's this he?” “My friend. I'll introduce you to him and make you both friends too. Boris went to bring him and they should—” Her voice trails off and her eyes widen in excitement when she catches sight of three cars driving towards us. I gulp nervously, feeling kind of curious to see who the friend is that she's so excited about. The first car stops and the other two stop behind
Viktor Milana was sick throughout the whole weekend and yes, it was left for Annika and I to take care of her. Annika was very worried for her and I knew how to take care of fever patients, so we both took care of her.I always take care of Annika each time she gets sick, so I know how to deal with that a lot and thankfully, Milana is getting better. It's Monday and she's getting Annika ready for school. She insists that she is better now and I can't force her. I already did what I had to do. Throughout the weekend, I found something very surprising and that is the fact that her husband never called. Not even once. I had to ask if the both of them lived together and Milana's answer was yes. Then why didn't he call? His wife did not return home and he did not call to ask how she was doing, no one called. Her phone was by her bedside the whole time and it did not ring even once. Now that has left me intrigued. Boris will be dropping them off. I have some work to do and Mikhail has be
Milana My head is spinning and I'm literally seeing double as I stare at the ceilings. It's Saturday and I'm supposed to be on my way home, but I can't move. I feel so fucking weak and I'm running temperature. My whole body feels like it's on fire and I can't move an inch. I got sick, great. I feel so cold and the AC is on. I've tried to move to turn it off, but I can't move, worsening my condition even more. I sniffle and I continue staring at the ceiling. It feels like my whole body is blazing with fire and someone is banging a heavy metal on my head. Why is this happening right now? I changed my clothes early yesterday and didn't sleep on wet clothes. The fever should have waited till I got home. Now I'm embarrassing myself at my boss’s place. He must be wondering why I've not stepped out of my room yet and maybe thinking that I overslept. Then he would think of me as incompetent. I'm still trying to think of a way out and each time I swallow, I feel the bitter taste in my tong
Viktor Annika pushed her?? Why would Annika do that? I know that she likes Milana a lot, so she would not have done that with the intent of harming her. And Milana seems to be going through a trauma. I don't know what it is, but I know it's related to her flinching whenever someone tries to touch her. Maybe she suffered from abuse or something. I don't know and I don't care. I'm supposed to be avoiding her because I hate the effects she has on me. I go straight to Annika’s room and I see her sitting on her bed, her eyes filled with unshed tears. “Daddy, is Milana okay?” She sniffles, quickly climbing down her bed as she rushes to hug me. “I had no idea that this would happen. I wouldn't have pushed her into the water. Is she angry at me?” I sigh and I carry Annika up in my arms. She's already openly admitting to pushing Milana which only means there's a very good reason why she did that. “It's okay, Anushka. Milana is fine and she is not angry at you.” I tell her and she sniffles
Milana My whole body trembles and I flinch at every movement that Viktor makes. I'm still so fucking scared and I can't seem to calm down. My whole body is wet and I am still holding on so tight to Viktor. Is it strange that I feel some warmth in his hold? He's so gentle with the way that he holds me and I feel safe. I've never felt safe with a man that was not my father. Never! “Wait in your room, I'll take Milana to hers.” He says to Annika who soon replies in a solemn voice. “Okay, papa.” Her voice is low and I know that the little girl is feeling some guilt. I don't know why she pushed me into the water, but I don't want Annika to blame herself. I will talk to her later and find out why. Annika goes into her room and Viktor takes me to mine. Before dropping me on the bed, he wraps a blanket around me and then he carefully lays me down on the bed. I curl up and I wrap my hands around my body, still in shock. Fuck, I almost died. Viktor does not leave like I expected him to, he