Milana
Fuck! I’m late. Very late and it’s all thanks to Maksim and my stupid car. Maksim insisted that I made him breakfast and when I tried explaining to him that I had to leave early, he slapped me. Funny how he’s the one who puts me up to a task and he’s still the one delaying me. I’m supposed to be at the location by 8 and it’s already 8:30. The slap from Maksim this morning gave me enough reason to want to leave him. I step out of my car breathlessly as I stand in front of the restaurant where Viktor is going to interview me. I’m cooked. I know it. The first thing I see are two SUVs parked in front of the building and I know that the cars are his. I quickly run toward the building and I don’t even bother to knock before barging into the restaurant. The place is eerily quiet and there is no one around. No customers I mean, because I can see gruff-looking men standing and then my eyes land on him. He looks displeased and angry. “You’re late.” He says coldly and I begin to pick my nails nervously while biting my lower lips. “This alone should give me enough reason to fire you.” it feels like my heart leaps out of my chest at that moment. Maksim will kill me if I don’t come back home with good news. I slowly shake my head as fear radiates through me, I can’t let that happen. “Sir, I’m so sorry. I accept this is my fault. But it was not intentional. My car—“ “Keep quiet and sit down.” He shuts me up so coldly that I feel the chills from his voice. Gulping loudly, I walk over slowly to the chair in front of him and I carefully sit. Viktor is handsome. Perfectly styled brown hair and grey eyes that seem to look right through me, the perfectly trimmed hair on his chin gives him a more subtle and mature look. “What’s your name?” He asks, his eyes fixed on an iPad that he is swiping through. I clear my throat as I straighten myself up, “Milana.” I reply and he suddenly lifts his eyes from his iPad to look at me, displeasure written in his taunting grey eyes. “Your full name? Don’t you have a surname?! And is this how to answer a question? You’re giving me enough reasons not to give you this job, Milana.” he snaps at me and I quickly clear my throat, correcting myself. “My name is Milana Morozova.” “Age?” “I’m 25 years old.” I got married to Maksim when I was 23. Initially, my mom borrowed money from him when I was twenty to pay my bills at college. She couldn’t pay up, so he kept adding interest to it. Interests that were so absurd. When we couldn’t pay, he threatened to lock mom up and the only way out was to marry him. I had to agree. Maksim was quite good-looking and young. He is 28. I had hope for our relationship, but I was wrong as he turned me into a punching bag on the first day of our marriage. “Educational level?” “I graduated from finance with a Bachelor's Degree,” I reply softly. “Then why do you want to work as a nanny? Why are you not working in a bank or other finance company?” Because Maksim asked me to quit. He said it would take my time and I would be hardly available at home to do the work, so I quit and was subjected to hard labour jobs instead. I don’t tell Viktor that though, “It’s hard finding a job these days.” I utter, my voice soft and solemn. “What’s your relationship status? Married? Single or dating?” “Married,” I reply and Viktor’s eyes land on me. A look that I can’t quite fathom ghosts his face, and he’s quick to look away from me. “Any children?” “No.” “Why?” “My husband and I want to raise enough money first. So we can live comfortably. “ I lie through my teeth and he only nods his head. “If you are going to be my daughter's nanny. I expect good behaviour. You should look neat all the time, not tacky. You will take very good care of Annika and make sure that all her needs are taken care of. Annika already likes you a lot and I seriously don’t know why.” He lets out a pained groan, as if the news of his daughter's interest in me is a bitter pill to swallow. “Your attention should be on her all the time. If your marriage is going to distract you, quit.” I swallow, slowly shaking my head. From the way he’s talking, I think he’s going to give me the job. “You are going to move into my house and only need to stay during the weekdays. You will leave on weekends and return on Monday. I hope your husband agrees with this.” “You are to wake Annika up, make her breakfast, prepare and take her to school and you will bring her back home. You are not only her nanny but her teacher. You are educated, so I expect you to be smart. Put her through in her assignments and whatever else that needs to be done.” That should be easy. “Do you know English?” I nod. I’m fluent in English. “Good. You will give her English lessons.” “Okay, sir.” I nod my head. I think he’s going to employ me. “Your pay will be 150,000 RUB per month.” I feel my heart burst with excitement. I owe Maksim 600,000 RUB and I earn 40,000 RUB in my old job. I will be able to pay him his money if I can gather enough for four months. But he already put me up to something else, which is spying on Viktor. “Thank you so much, sir.” “You are to start work immediately. You’ve been employed as Annika’s nanny. Milana.”Dear readers, Please note that although this story has a Russian theme, it is written in English. When reading dialogue, please assume that characters are speaking in Russian, even though it appears in English. This is the book 2 in the Dark Desires Series and book one is Dark Obsessions, a MM romance. Maddest Obsseions will be out soon! I did not upload it because I'm still working with a few adjustments on the plot. Xoxo
Milana I got the job!! I've been employed as Annika’s nanny. I was so happy when Viktor told me. Not only would I get a huge amount as my salary, but I would also be free from that hell I call a marriage. I have not been so happy for a while now. I'll be living at Viktor’s place and that only means five days without beatings and scoldings. I would be free from Maksim for five fucking days. I will finally have some peace of mind. I went straight to my workplace to quit my job and then I told Zoya about the good news. I was going to start work tomorrow. Viktor had me give him my house address as someone would pick me up tomorrow. “How was your interview?” Maksim asks the moment I walk into the house. I pause in my tracks, nervously looking down in fear. I'm scared of Maksim. This man is a beast and every time he comes near me, it's to hit me. “F…F…”“Give me straight answers! Enough with the fucking stutters!!” He snaps angrily at me and I walk backwards when he rises to his feet.
Milana Maksim left early this morning and I already packed my things that I would need to stay at Viktor’s place for the week. It’s Wednesday, so I only packed things that I will need for two more days. I was so glad when Maksim left. The slap he gave me yesterday left his fingerprints on my face and he actually returned home with a woman yesterday. I was locked up in my room, completely helpless as the sound of them fucking filled my ears. There was nothing that I could do, I couldn’t even sleep. Was I not pretty enough for Maksim to have sex with? I swear, I’m hotter than some of the women he brings home. Why can’t he just look at me? I kept on hearing the sounds of their bed creaking and the woman moaning out my husband’s name so loudly before I finally fell asleep. It was already 10 in the morning and I was waiting patiently for whoever Viktor said would come and pick me up. At exactly 10 minutes after 10, I hear a car honk and I quickly rush to the window. A relieved look ap
Viktor “So were you able to get a nanny for Annika?” Alexei asks and I only nod, taking slow sips from my drink. Getting Milana as Annuka’s nanny was unplanned and it was done on short notice. Something happened to her old nanny. She tried to hurt my daughter and I killed her. In the most gruesome ways ever. “I hope this one stays. Changing her nannies all the time is not healthy. She's still so little to experience many toxic things.” Exactly. I'm so busy but I try to spend at least two hours with Annika every day. Sometimes I don't spend time with her at all but she never complains and plays on her own. I know that it's hurting her inside that she is alone most of the time but she smiles to cover it. That's why I took her to a school where no one could know of her identity as my daughter. I want her to live a normal life and make friends normally. She will not make friends as the daughter of Viktor Ivanov, nor will her friends be scared of her because of her father's reputation.
Milana Annika was really happy to see me. She jumped to hug me the moment she saw me. She was in her room, reading a book. She's so smart for her age. I moved my bags to my room and Boris left. “I'm so glad that you are here, Milana. Papa told me that you were coming today and I have been waiting for you.” She says as I follow her back into her room. Her room is so pretty, neat and coordinated. She's so neat for a six-year-old. I still can't believe that she was alone in here. “I'm glad too. And I'm going to do my best for you, Annika. I hope we get along well.” I tell her. We are already getting along and I hope that it goes on like that. “Which book were you reading?” I ask curiously, and my eyes land on the book which seems to be an English book. “It's a book that Papa got me. It's for beginners in English. I'm trying to perfect my English.” Viktor told me that. He said that I would be giving Annika English lessons. Luckily, I'm very good at English. “How good are you now in
Viktor Milana quickly wipes her tears as she sees me and then her eyes widen in horror and she begins to stammer. “Y..you're back.” She stutters and I just shrug my shoulders lightly. Obviously. I didn't mean to listen to her conversation, but my legs refused to move either when she was talking and it appeared like she had problems with her mother. Well, that shouldn't be my concern. She should sort out whatever problems that she has. “You can go to your room. Good night.” I dismiss her with a single wave of my hands. Milana opens her mouth to speak, but she closes her mouth again. She looks confused and I know that she's trying to tell me something. “Milana,” I call, my tone neutral and she abruptly turns to face me. “Sir, do you need anything.” I inhale slowly, pushing my hand into my left pocket. I don't need anything from her except her taking care of my daughter, but it seems like she requires something and is currently contemplating whether she should ask or not.
Milana I make sure to wake up early the next morning as I don't want to mess things up. I will have to do my best, but each time I think of doing my best, I get a sickening feeling at the thought of what Maksim wants me to do. I don't and can't spy on anyone. I feel so bad. Viktor might be an ass, but he literally agreed to give me an advance payment. My former boss would never do this. Once he pays me, I will send some money to Mom and save up the rest. It's best I work and save up the money to give to Maksim and get a divorce afterwards without giving him any information about Viktor and that's if he doesn't kill me before them. I freshen up quickly and go to the kitchen to cook. When I've almost gotten to the kitchen, I'm net with the aroma of food and I frown. I thought that Viktor had no workers here, so who's cooking? I decide to check it out, stepping into the kitchen. To my dismay, I meet Viktor there, with an apron tied around his neck and his cooking. I freeze, blinking
Milana After I went home for the weekend, the first notification I got on my phone was a credit alert from Viktor. He sent the money. I was so very happy, but all my happiness died down when I stepped into the house. It was a total mess. The room reeked of sex, the sitting room was unswept and the plates in the kitchen were not washed. Everywhere smelled of rotten food and to think that I was only gone for two days. Maksim never even bothered to wash the plates or clean the house, but he brought in women to fuck. I felt hot tears trickling in my eyes as I stood in the middle of the kitchen. Where was I going to start from? My so-called husband was not even home. I guessed I had to start working. I had no choice. It took me three hours before I was finally able to clean the whole house and when I finished, I was so exhausted that I went straight to bed. When I Woke up again, Maksim was not yet back and it was already 9 in the evening. I couldn't call him. Maksim would never pick up
Milana I truly regret having her as my mother. It has to be one of the worst things that has ever happened to me. A curse. She and Maksim are both curses in my life. They are barriers in my life and I cannot just work out with them in my life. Too bad my father died so soon and young. Sometimes, I wish that she died instead. Maybe life would have been so much better if Dad lived. I wouldn't have been in an abusive marriage and I would be working, probably as a well-known ballerina because I was good in it or a company. More tears fill my eyes as I remember the gruesome way in which he died. “I really wish Dad was here,” I say in a croaked voice and I feel my heart twist with pain. “Don't bring him into this Milana.” Mom warms but I'm not done. “I really wish Dad was the one here with me and not you!” My voice is harsh and I don't care how it's going to affect her. I don't. “Milana!!”“I’ve had it up to here!!” I place my hand on my neck, tapping myself there as I cry hard. I've
Milana I was so relieved once Monday came again and I saw Boris’s car parked in front of my house. There was this untold joy brewing in me when I picked up my purse. I didn't bother to pack my bags as I left some clothes at Viktor's place. And I'm not coming back to this house anytime soon. Maksim told me not to return home until I brought back valuable information. I had to think of a way to deal with Maksim without giving him any information about Viktor. But now's the time to leave before he actually kills me. Boris told me that Vion went to drop Annika off at school, and he would be bringing her back. So, there was no need for me to go to her school; he would drop me off at home. “You should go in from here. I'm leaving. I have some errands to run.” A small smile grazes my lips, and I slowly step out of the car. “Thank you so much, Boris. I really appreciate your help. I don't know how I will repay your kindness.” I tell him. He always drives me home and then drives me back he
Milana I take a deep breath as I stand in front of my house. Coming back to this house feels like coming back to hell. I hate it here. There is no peace, and it sucks that I'm going to stay here for another two days. Right now, I can wait for Monday to come so I can go back to Viktor's place. I love it there. They are all nice people—Boris, Vion, my dearest Annika, and even Viktor. He loves acting grumpy and cold, but he's kind and soothing. His touches are so calming, sending shivers through my spine each time he touches me or we accidentally touch. His gaze is intense most of the time and causes my body to shiver. I love his grey eyes a lot, and I'm not supposed to. He's my Boss. Since the day I helped him sort out some files, I have been offering to help, and when he refuses, I insist, and he just agrees. I really enjoy my conversations with him and I'm glad that he trusts me with his office work. Wait until he finds out about the truth. A voice sounds in my head, and I suck in
Viktor I'm in my office, holding a cigarette to my mouth as I just sit, lost in thoughts. In thoughts of Milana. Like fuck! I still can't get her out of my head, I can't have sex with any other woman either. They don't get me hard and the only time I get hard is when I think of Milana. I hate this shit a lot. The slight knock that comes on my door, causes me to lift my head. “Come in,” It's Vion. He gently closes the door behind him and his once cheerful expression is gone. Vion can be cheerful and lethal at the same time. He's very close to Annika, seeing his carefree nature and he's the least intimidating amongst all my guards. Boris is very intimidating, but he just tones it down when it comes to Annika. They are my most trusted guards and Bion left to take care of an assignment for me. While Boris is 35, me 32, vion is 25. He's also the youngest. “Boss,” He calls and I only nod at him, urging him to go on and speak as I extinguish my cigar in an ashtray. I'm not a heavy smoker
Milana Annika stands excitedly by the door as she makes me wait side by side with her, waiting for someone. I don't know who, but she looks so happy since Viktor broke the news that he would be returning. She hasn't stopped bubbling with excitement since then and has now made me stand outside the door to wait. We can seriously wait inside. “We can wait inside, Annika. What if they don't come till evening? We can't keep standing..” I try to reason with her, but Annika shakes her head. She still refuses to go on. “They will be here soon. Papa told me that he would be coming early.” my brows crease. “And who's this he?” “My friend. I'll introduce you to him and make you both friends too. Boris went to bring him and they should—” Her voice trails off and her eyes widen in excitement when she catches sight of three cars driving towards us. I gulp nervously, feeling kind of curious to see who the friend is that she's so excited about. The first car stops and the other two stop behind
Viktor Milana was sick throughout the whole weekend and yes, it was left for Annika and I to take care of her. Annika was very worried for her and I knew how to take care of fever patients, so we both took care of her.I always take care of Annika each time she gets sick, so I know how to deal with that a lot and thankfully, Milana is getting better. It's Monday and she's getting Annika ready for school. She insists that she is better now and I can't force her. I already did what I had to do. Throughout the weekend, I found something very surprising and that is the fact that her husband never called. Not even once. I had to ask if the both of them lived together and Milana's answer was yes. Then why didn't he call? His wife did not return home and he did not call to ask how she was doing, no one called. Her phone was by her bedside the whole time and it did not ring even once. Now that has left me intrigued. Boris will be dropping them off. I have some work to do and Mikhail has be
Milana My head is spinning and I'm literally seeing double as I stare at the ceilings. It's Saturday and I'm supposed to be on my way home, but I can't move. I feel so fucking weak and I'm running temperature. My whole body feels like it's on fire and I can't move an inch. I got sick, great. I feel so cold and the AC is on. I've tried to move to turn it off, but I can't move, worsening my condition even more. I sniffle and I continue staring at the ceiling. It feels like my whole body is blazing with fire and someone is banging a heavy metal on my head. Why is this happening right now? I changed my clothes early yesterday and didn't sleep on wet clothes. The fever should have waited till I got home. Now I'm embarrassing myself at my boss’s place. He must be wondering why I've not stepped out of my room yet and maybe thinking that I overslept. Then he would think of me as incompetent. I'm still trying to think of a way out and each time I swallow, I feel the bitter taste in my tong
Viktor Annika pushed her?? Why would Annika do that? I know that she likes Milana a lot, so she would not have done that with the intent of harming her. And Milana seems to be going through a trauma. I don't know what it is, but I know it's related to her flinching whenever someone tries to touch her. Maybe she suffered from abuse or something. I don't know and I don't care. I'm supposed to be avoiding her because I hate the effects she has on me. I go straight to Annika’s room and I see her sitting on her bed, her eyes filled with unshed tears. “Daddy, is Milana okay?” She sniffles, quickly climbing down her bed as she rushes to hug me. “I had no idea that this would happen. I wouldn't have pushed her into the water. Is she angry at me?” I sigh and I carry Annika up in my arms. She's already openly admitting to pushing Milana which only means there's a very good reason why she did that. “It's okay, Anushka. Milana is fine and she is not angry at you.” I tell her and she sniffles
Milana My whole body trembles and I flinch at every movement that Viktor makes. I'm still so fucking scared and I can't seem to calm down. My whole body is wet and I am still holding on so tight to Viktor. Is it strange that I feel some warmth in his hold? He's so gentle with the way that he holds me and I feel safe. I've never felt safe with a man that was not my father. Never! “Wait in your room, I'll take Milana to hers.” He says to Annika who soon replies in a solemn voice. “Okay, papa.” Her voice is low and I know that the little girl is feeling some guilt. I don't know why she pushed me into the water, but I don't want Annika to blame herself. I will talk to her later and find out why. Annika goes into her room and Viktor takes me to mine. Before dropping me on the bed, he wraps a blanket around me and then he carefully lays me down on the bed. I curl up and I wrap my hands around my body, still in shock. Fuck, I almost died. Viktor does not leave like I expected him to, he