Milana
Fuck! I’m late. Very late and it’s all thanks to Maksim and my stupid car. Maksim insisted that I made him breakfast and when I tried explaining to him that I had to leave early, he slapped me. Funny how he’s the one who puts me up to a task and he’s still the one delaying me. I’m supposed to be at the location by 8 and it’s already 8:30. The slap from Maksim this morning gave me enough reason to want to leave him. I step out of my car breathlessly as I stand in front of the restaurant where Viktor is going to interview me. I’m cooked. I know it. The first thing I see are two SUVs parked in front of the building and I know that the cars are his. I quickly run toward the building and I don’t even bother to knock before barging into the restaurant. The place is eerily quiet and there is no one around. No customers I mean, because I can see gruff-looking men standing and then my eyes land on him. He looks displeased and angry. “You’re late.” He says coldly and I begin to pick my nails nervously while biting my lower lips. “This alone should give me enough reason to fire you.” it feels like my heart leaps out of my chest at that moment. Maksim will kill me if I don’t come back home with good news. I slowly shake my head as fear radiates through me, I can’t let that happen. “Sir, I’m so sorry. I accept this is my fault. But it was not intentional. My car—“ “Keep quiet and sit down.” He shuts me up so coldly that I feel the chills from his voice. Gulping loudly, I walk over slowly to the chair in front of him and I carefully sit. Viktor is handsome. Perfectly styled brown hair and grey eyes that seem to look right through me, the perfectly trimmed hair on his chin gives him a more subtle and mature look. “What’s your name?” He asks, his eyes fixed on an iPad that he is swiping through. I clear my throat as I straighten myself up, “Milana.” I reply and he suddenly lifts his eyes from his iPad to look at me, displeasure written in his taunting grey eyes. “Your full name? Don’t you have a surname?! And is this how to answer a question? You’re giving me enough reasons not to give you this job, Milana.” he snaps at me and I quickly clear my throat, correcting myself. “My name is Milana Morozova.” “Age?” “I’m 25 years old.” I got married to Maksim when I was 23. Initially, my mom borrowed money from him when I was twenty to pay my bills at college. She couldn’t pay up, so he kept adding interest to it. Interests that were so absurd. When we couldn’t pay, he threatened to lock mom up and the only way out was to marry him. I had to agree. Maksim was quite good-looking and young. He is 28. I had hope for our relationship, but I was wrong as he turned me into a punching bag on the first day of our marriage. “Educational level?” “I graduated from finance with a Bachelor's Degree,” I reply softly. “Then why do you want to work as a nanny? Why are you not working in a bank or other finance company?” Because Maksim asked me to quit. He said it would take my time and I would be hardly available at home to do the work, so I quit and was subjected to hard labour jobs instead. I don’t tell Viktor that though, “It’s hard finding a job these days.” I utter, my voice soft and solemn. “What’s your relationship status? Married? Single or dating?” “Married,” I reply and Viktor’s eyes land on me. A look that I can’t quite fathom ghosts his face, and he’s quick to look away from me. “Any children?” “No.” “Why?” “My husband and I want to raise enough money first. So we can live comfortably. “ I lie through my teeth and he only nods his head. “If you are going to be my daughter's nanny. I expect good behaviour. You should look neat all the time, not tacky. You will take very good care of Annika and make sure that all her needs are taken care of. Annika already likes you a lot and I seriously don’t know why.” He lets out a pained groan, as if the news of his daughter's interest in me is a bitter pill to swallow. “Your attention should be on her all the time. If your marriage is going to distract you, quit.” I swallow, slowly shaking my head. From the way he’s talking, I think he’s going to give me the job. “You are going to move into my house and only need to stay during the weekdays. You will leave on weekends and return on Monday. I hope your husband agrees with this.” “You are to wake Annika up, make her breakfast, prepare and take her to school and you will bring her back home. You are not only her nanny but her teacher. You are educated, so I expect you to be smart. Put her through in her assignments and whatever else that needs to be done.” That should be easy. “Do you know English?” I nod. I’m fluent in English. “Good. You will give her English lessons.” “Okay, sir.” I nod my head. I think he’s going to employ me. “Your pay will be 150,000 RUB per month.” I feel my heart burst with excitement. I owe Maksim 600,000 RUB and I earn 40,000 RUB in my old job. I will be able to pay him his money if I can gather enough for four months. But he already put me up to something else, which is spying on Viktor. “Thank you so much, sir.” “You are to start work immediately. You’ve been employed as Annika’s nanny. Milana.”Dear readers, Please note that although this story has a Russian theme, it is written in English. When reading dialogue, please assume that characters are speaking in Russian, even though it appears in English. This is the book 2 in the Dark Desires Series and book one is Dark Obsessions, a MM romance. Maddest Obsseions will be out soon! I did not upload it because I'm still working with a few adjustments on the plot. Xoxo
Milana I got the job!! I've been employed as Annika’s nanny. I was so happy when Viktor told me. Not only would I get a huge amount as my salary, but I would also be free from that hell I call a marriage. I have not been so happy for a while now. I'll be living at Viktor’s place and that only means five days without beatings and scoldings. I would be free from Maksim for five fucking days. I will finally have some peace of mind. I went straight to my workplace to quit my job and then I told Zoya about the good news. I was going to start work tomorrow. Viktor had me give him my house address as someone would pick me up tomorrow. “How was your interview?” Maksim asks the moment I walk into the house. I pause in my tracks, nervously looking down in fear. I'm scared of Maksim. This man is a beast and every time he comes near me, it's to hit me. “F…F…”“Give me straight answers! Enough with the fucking stutters!!” He snaps angrily at me and I walk backwards when he rises to his feet.
Milana Maksim left early this morning and I already packed my things that I would need to stay at Viktor’s place for the week. It’s Wednesday, so I only packed things that I will need for two more days. I was so glad when Maksim left. The slap he gave me yesterday left his fingerprints on my face and he actually returned home with a woman yesterday. I was locked up in my room, completely helpless as the sound of them fucking filled my ears. There was nothing that I could do, I couldn’t even sleep. Was I not pretty enough for Maksim to have sex with? I swear, I’m hotter than some of the women he brings home. Why can’t he just look at me? I kept on hearing the sounds of their bed creaking and the woman moaning out my husband’s name so loudly before I finally fell asleep. It was already 10 in the morning and I was waiting patiently for whoever Viktor said would come and pick me up. At exactly 10 minutes after 10, I hear a car honk and I quickly rush to the window. A relieved look ap
Viktor “So were you able to get a nanny for Annika?” Alexei asks and I only nod, taking slow sips from my drink. Getting Milana as Annuka’s nanny was unplanned and it was done on short notice. Something happened to her old nanny. She tried to hurt my daughter and I killed her. In the most gruesome ways ever. “I hope this one stays. Changing her nannies all the time is not healthy. She's still so little to experience many toxic things.” Exactly. I'm so busy but I try to spend at least two hours with Annika every day. Sometimes I don't spend time with her at all but she never complains and plays on her own. I know that it's hurting her inside that she is alone most of the time but she smiles to cover it. That's why I took her to a school where no one could know of her identity as my daughter. I want her to live a normal life and make friends normally. She will not make friends as the daughter of Viktor Ivanov, nor will her friends be scared of her because of her father's reputation.
Milana Annika was really happy to see me. She jumped to hug me the moment she saw me. She was in her room, reading a book. She's so smart for her age. I moved my bags to my room and Boris left. “I'm so glad that you are here, Milana. Papa told me that you were coming today and I have been waiting for you.” She says as I follow her back into her room. Her room is so pretty, neat and coordinated. She's so neat for a six-year-old. I still can't believe that she was alone in here. “I'm glad too. And I'm going to do my best for you, Annika. I hope we get along well.” I tell her. We are already getting along and I hope that it goes on like that. “Which book were you reading?” I ask curiously, and my eyes land on the book which seems to be an English book. “It's a book that Papa got me. It's for beginners in English. I'm trying to perfect my English.” Viktor told me that. He said that I would be giving Annika English lessons. Luckily, I'm very good at English. “How good are you now in
Viktor Milana quickly wipes her tears as she sees me and then her eyes widen in horror and she begins to stammer. “Y..you're back.” She stutters and I just shrug my shoulders lightly. Obviously. I didn't mean to listen to her conversation, but my legs refused to move either when she was talking and it appeared like she had problems with her mother. Well, that shouldn't be my concern. She should sort out whatever problems that she has. “You can go to your room. Good night.” I dismiss her with a single wave of my hands. Milana opens her mouth to speak, but she closes her mouth again. She looks confused and I know that she's trying to tell me something. “Milana,” I call, my tone neutral and she abruptly turns to face me. “Sir, do you need anything.” I inhale slowly, pushing my hand into my left pocket. I don't need anything from her except her taking care of my daughter, but it seems like she requires something and is currently contemplating whether she should ask or not.
Milana I make sure to wake up early the next morning as I don't want to mess things up. I will have to do my best, but each time I think of doing my best, I get a sickening feeling at the thought of what Maksim wants me to do. I don't and can't spy on anyone. I feel so bad. Viktor might be an ass, but he literally agreed to give me an advance payment. My former boss would never do this. Once he pays me, I will send some money to Mom and save up the rest. It's best I work and save up the money to give to Maksim and get a divorce afterwards without giving him any information about Viktor and that's if he doesn't kill me before them. I freshen up quickly and go to the kitchen to cook. When I've almost gotten to the kitchen, I'm net with the aroma of food and I frown. I thought that Viktor had no workers here, so who's cooking? I decide to check it out, stepping into the kitchen. To my dismay, I meet Viktor there, with an apron tied around his neck and his cooking. I freeze, blinking
Milana After I went home for the weekend, the first notification I got on my phone was a credit alert from Viktor. He sent the money. I was so very happy, but all my happiness died down when I stepped into the house. It was a total mess. The room reeked of sex, the sitting room was unswept and the plates in the kitchen were not washed. Everywhere smelled of rotten food and to think that I was only gone for two days. Maksim never even bothered to wash the plates or clean the house, but he brought in women to fuck. I felt hot tears trickling in my eyes as I stood in the middle of the kitchen. Where was I going to start from? My so-called husband was not even home. I guessed I had to start working. I had no choice. It took me three hours before I was finally able to clean the whole house and when I finished, I was so exhausted that I went straight to bed. When I Woke up again, Maksim was not yet back and it was already 9 in the evening. I couldn't call him. Maksim would never pick up
Milana Viktor had been so busy this past week. After the near-death accident, he had been leaving the house very often and Annika had also resumed school. The guards that now accompanied her to school were two. Sometimes it would be me, vion and Boris or me, another guard, and either of them. Her security had been tightened and I was very sure the rebels would never get to her. That was if they would be able to go near her. I still felt bad each time I remembered that all of it was my fault, and sometimes I would just zone out, thinking of how to tackle things as they were just so messed up. Viktor and I had not been having sex either, like I said, he had been so busy and we barely had any time together and I still get embarrassed each time I see him and I remember that he actually caught me masturbating with his shirt. That should be the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me and I wish I can forget what had happened. It's Saturday and I don't know if I should go hom
Milana I'm torn on how and what to feel. First Viktor tells me that what we have is just sex and then he goes on to take care of me. I can't help it! Him taking care of me, makes me want him more. Not only do I want him, I like him. A lot. We did not have sex last night. After he kissed me good night, we just slept in each other’s hands and it felt so peaceful. It felt like I was where I was supposed to be and everything felt so right. I liked being in his warm arms and I slept so peacefully. Viktor is not in the room. He left earlier and I was awake when he did. He went to meet Annika and I'm still trying to convince myself to forget about the incident that happened. Nobody got hurt. Annika is fine and safe, Viktor is and I will never say anything about Maksim to Viktor again. Never. I just want to gather enough money and leave that marriage. I want to be free. Viktor is not yet back and I'm certain that he's already so caught up with Annika. I don't leave his room yet, I clean t
ViktorI. AM. FUCKING. ANGRY. I've never been this angry in my life. And I don't even understand what happened. How did a simple trip to the park turn into a nightmare? We were attacked from nowhere, and The Rebels put my daughter's life in danger. I didn't know how they knew we were going to the pack. I'm very discreet, and them attacking out of nowhere was a fucking surprise. A bullet scratched my chest while I tried protecting Annika, and thankfully, I was able to control the situation. I managed to escape with Annika and, in turn, killed everyone that took part in that attack. They were all dead, and that was why I did not return home early. I was busy torturing, killing, and sending bodies back as a door mail. And when I returned home, the first thing Milana did was hug me as she cried. She was worried about me. I could see it in her eyes, and I thought that gave me a calm feeling. I did not want that. We only have sex, and that is it. No feelings should be attached, and her
Milana It's already past 10 in the evening and I've been sitting on the couch, waiting for Viktor. He's not yet back and I can't even call him. I did once and it went straight to voicemail. Vion and Boris are not home either. Annika is sleeping. She slept about 30 minutes ago and that was after staying up so long as she was waiting for Viktor. I had to force her to go to sleep. I take an impatient look at the clock and I feel so restless. I just want to see Viktor and know that he is perfectly fine. I don't even know how serious his wound is or if he's actually hospitalized. I shake my head at that thought. I don't want to think that far. I had actually thought that his injury was so serious and they lied to Annika that he was going after the bad guys, just to make her stay home and not cry over him as he's very injured. I don't want to think that far and just take it as he's too busy dealing with things. I suddenly stand up to my feet when I hear the sound of a car honking. From
Milana I just sit on the floor of my bedroom, staring directly at the clock. I just want Monday to come, so I can get the fuck out of here. Maksim has not been home since yesterday as he left with the whore that he brought home to fuck and me? I just want this weekend to end. I feel so guilty and I've been crying nonstop since yesterday. My rib hurts a lot, the exact spot where Maksim kicked me. I've been applying ointment, but the spot is slightly swollen and red. Applying ointment or massaging it has not been helping. I just want this weekend to end!!I sniffle, wiping my tears with the back of my hand. I can't sleep. I have tried sleeping, thinking that the day would pass by quickly, but I can't sleep. I feel so guilty and I'm reminded of what I have done. I betrayed Viktor. I have no idea what Maksim will do with the information, but that does not change the fact that I betrayed Viktor. They already trusted me so much but I went ahead to mess it all up. My phone that's lying on
Milana It feels like my heart is being cut into tiny pieces as I stand in front of the door of my house. I came home. I had to. It's not like I had a choice and I know that Maksim is home and he is fucking. I can hear the woman moaning from where I'm standing and I seriously don't care about who he fucks anymore. I just want to be free from his clutches. “Oh Maksim baby, fuck me harder.” The lady moans and I cringe. I have to go in, I can't keep standing outside. I take a deep breath and I muster all the courage in me to open the door and I slowly walk inside. They are in the sitting room and the lady is riding his dick. Maksim is quick to notice my presence. He stops the woman from riding him and then whispers something to her ear. I don't say anything and just remain standing when she nods and then gets off his lap before going into his room. He stands up and wraps a blanket around his waist as he comes to stand in front of me. “So you finally showed your face? I thought that yo
Viktor Annika opens her mouth and I feed her some soup. I may be feeding my daughter, but my eyes are fixed on the two people who are standing not too far from me. Milana and Vion. They are both talking with each other and I have no fucking idea what they are talking about and I don't want Milana near Vion. Nor do I want any other man coming near her, the thought of it makes me angry and the sight of it gets me more pissed. Vion needs to step away right now, or I might actually kill him. It's Friday and Annika has not been to school throughout this week. She is going back on Monday. Milana has been giving her some lessons at home and I think that she is in a better frame of mind to go back as she is not asking too much about having a mother who I know the silence is not going to ask for long and that she will soon start asking. But for now, I'm glad that she has stopped. And Milana? She's definitely going to get punished tonight once she comes to my room. Vion is too close. Just t
Milana I've lost count of how long I've been in the shower. I remained under it as the soothing waters helped calm down my nerves because I was troubled and confused. I had no idea what to do. I didn't even know how to go about my life again. I did not go downstairs and came straight into the shower again after Maksim’s call. How do I deal with him? I need to do something about him when I go home this weekend. I take in a deep breath and my head tilts when I hear noises from outside. It looks like someone is in my room. I turn off the shower and tie the towel around my chest. Just when I open the door, I see Viktor standing just a few inches away from me. I think he was about to come into my bathroom. My heart skips a beat and I gasp softly. “S…ir.” I stammer. “I'm so sorry for not coming down early. I will come down to make breakfast now.” I quickly tell him and a frown appears on his face. As I turn to run to the closet, I mentally note to myself to wear less revealing clothes a
Milana I moan softly and my eyes flutters open. Looking around the room, I realize that I'm still in Viktor’s bed and I immediately begin to blush, remembering what happened yesterday. I finally had real sex and it was…. terrific. I could barely hold it in and Viktor went so hard on me that I passed out. It felt so good that I thought I was to collapse and I didn't even want him to stop. I look around the room and I realize that I'm alone. Viktor is not in. I don't even know if he slept here. I feel the dull ache in between my legs, a reminder of how hard he went on me. I decide to leave the room as it's morning and I have to make breakfast. I slowly get out of bed and quickly arrange it. After I'm done, I find my clothes on the couch and I quickly put them on. Combing my hands through my hair, I make my way out. I open the door slowly and push my head out. I look around the hallway to make sure that there is no one around. Because I have no explanation to give on why I'm walking