RUSLAN'S POV
Even before I became the Bratva, after my father's retirement, showing off or flashy parties has unfortunately not been my thing. I hate so much attention. It gives way for jealousy, hatred and the need to kill. But, Igor, my father, never listened to any of my warnings against flashy parties, because at that very moment, he was throwing a month wedding anniversary with Ivory. Who the hell celebrates a month's wedding anniversary? Well, Igor did. He went against my warnings which needed to be heed, even if he was the one in control before me. He was no longer in control, I am. “Don't tell me Dad is throwing a month's wedding anniversary?” Lara whispered into my ear, her arm locked in mine as we made our way down the hall inside the clan, where the so-called wedding anniversary was taking place. “What do you think? Of course, he is throwing a fucking party.” I was mad, and at the verge of bursting. It was taking the last willpower in me to keep my emotions at bay until the end of the party. ‘Emotions makes us weaker, son. Face it head on.’ I could vividly remember father's word fifteen years ago, replaying in my head. “I wonder why Ivana isn't here yet.” Lara's soft worried voice, snapped me out of my thoughts. “She's breaking one too many rules for me to overlook.” I swiped my tongue across my lips, looking around for any sight of my our step-sister. “You should let her be. She's been here barely two weeks and you are already forcing your so-called rules down her throat.” Lara stopped walking, faced me and continued from where she stopped, barely a second ago. “If I were in her shoes, after seeing your display at the dinner, I would have ran away from Russia.” “She dare not.” I spat, leaving a venomous taste in my tongue. “If she try such, she would be as good as dead. I won't have mercy on her, Lara. She is now part of the Orlovs and should behave like one.” Lara heaved a sigh, probably tired of my overbearing attitude and just when she wanted to add more lectures to the ones she already said, her eyes snapped behind me. “There she is. She didn't run away like I expected.” A wide grin spread across Lara's face as she slowly slipped her arm out of mine and walked towards Ivana. Turning around, our eyes met for a second until she looked away, smiling at Lara who gave her a warm hug. “Don't they look like real sisters?” Jeremy, the Don of Devine Clan asked, joining me at the sideline with a glass of wine in his hand. I remained quiet, my eyes on both ladies who were so engrossed in their conversation to even notice me. “Your new step-sister is so hot. I would love to have her in my bed.” My head snapped towards Jeremy and the thought that ran through my mind at that very moment, was a dangerous one. A one which could end up causing clan wars. One I must avoid. “You shouldn't say such about my sister, Jeremy.” I pushed back the evil thoughts. “But she's due for marriage. She's twenty-one years old.” His gaze was fixated on Ivana and with the way he swiped his tongue across his lips, sucking on it like a mad man on drugs, irritated the irk out of me, but I did my best to keep my emotions at bay. Before they explode. “Follow the right process, Jeremy. If you're interested in her.” Like he said, Ivana was due for marriage and if I could get her married to someone like Jeremy, it could strengthen the clan's power even more, and it would help in enlarging my territory. “Now we are talking, Ruslan. I will talk to your father about it.” He smiled and nudged at my shoulder. My eyes met with that of Ivana once more and I motioned for her to come closer, but she straight out ignored me. Interesting… “Lara, both of you should come over.” I called and Lara came to me with Ivana beside her. Taking a step forward, I moved closer to my step-sister, dropping my hand at her mid back. “Is that how you treat your step-brother, Ivana Orlov?” I gritted, my voice barely above a whisper. “I'm not an Orlov. I'm Ivana Alex.” she argued, trying to get my hand off her small back. “I kill men for less, Ivana,” my warning came out more terrifying than expected. She was provoking me and I needed to put her where she rightfully belongs. No one disrespected or disobeyed the Bratva and still remained alive. Well, except for the rude little lamb beside me. “I don't care if you kill men for more. I don't bloody care, Ruslan. So let me be.” She gritted, speaking through her clenched teeth. A chuckle rippled out of my chest. An annoyed chuckle. The chuckle I usually release when someone is about to meet their end. “You will obey every of my fucking rules, Ivana. Every single one of them,” I moved my hand to the back of her neck, holding it tight, enough to hurt her. “Understood?” To everyone at the party and around us, we were just having a normal conversation like siblings. “Let me go, Ruslan.” She tried to wriggle her way out of my hold, but I made sure to hold her in place. “You're hurting me.” She winced softly. “You will obey every of my rules, yeah?” I raised a brow, flashing her a lopsided smile, waiting for her to agree and succumb. “Yes, I will abide to your rules, so let me go.” She glared and I took my hand off her neck, patting her softly on her mid back. “Be a good girl, little sis. I don't like playing the role of a bad guy to any member of my family.” I grabbed two glasses of wine from a passing waiter and handed one over to her. “As if.” Rolling her eyes, she muttered those words under her breath as she took the glass of wine from me. “Were you referring to me by any chance?” With a cocked brows, I asked. “No. It wasn't in any way related to you.” Came her reply. “Good.”IVANA'S POVThese past two weeks in Russia were probably the worst moments of my life after the death of my father, fifteen years ago.I had gone through hell and was currently going through it, due to the imprinted blood stains that spilled all over the carpet from my father's head.That image remained imprinted in my head for the past fifteen years, despite seeing different therapists.None could help me end my phobia for blood or wipe those memories out of my head.And currently, staying with the Orlovs topped it all. Especially Ruslan, my overbearing step-brother.He always has a way to make me bend to his demands no matter how stubborn I claim to be.And today, was one of those days I wished would remain a nightmare.“What did you just say, Mom?” I didn't quiet catch what she had said earlier, so I needed her to explain it more clearer this time.“Your step-father and step-brother are in discussion concerning your marriage.” Mom said as drank from a cup of hot tea.“You are jokin
IVANA'S POV How did it all got to this? I just couldn't understand.Just three weeks ago, I was a free bird. Free from family problems and living my life just like every other normal person, but it all changed now.I couldn't blame anyone but my mother. For the sake of her happiness, she has dragged me to hell, to stay with a goddamn, evil, heartless, ruthless man. Ruslan Orlov.I have been confined to my room for the past two days without stepping out.When he told his right hand man to lock the door and not let me out, except with his permission, I thought he was joking.But, devil be damned. He wasn’t playing or joking. He was serious as hell.A sigh escaped my lips, as I stared at the white ceiling up above, lost in thoughts.Who would have thought my life would end up like this?I hate violence to the core, but my step-brother and the whole Orlovs family thrives in violence, conflict, blood, and death.I wasn't fit into their family, but I was shoved in nonetheless.A soft knock
IVANA'S POV My heart instantly scampered off at a crazy beat, not because of anything, but because of the thoughts of having sex with a man I share no mutual feelings or barely know.The Orlovs be damned. They're all crazy for forcing such rules on a twenty-one year old college student.I inhaled and exhaled, fidgeting with the hem of my crop top, below the table.No one must see my weakness, most especially, Ruslan.He would pry on it, feed on it and leave me vulnerable.“I'm barely twenty-one years old.” I let out a heavy shaky breath, trying to calm my racing heart. “Lara was eighteen when she got engaged.” Ruslan fucking Orlov always have a word of weapon to counter my attack, no matter how I try to outsmart him or talk my way out.“She was born and raised in the Vipers Clan, but I wasn't. I joined this family barely three weeks ago.” My gaze shot towards Ruslan, whose face was blank without any form of expression.“You will learn. You have to.” His words came out as a command,
IVANA'S POV Ruslan Orlov is not to be messed with.I thought I could break through his ruthless facade and make him change his mind concerning the arranged marriage, but he just proved to me that he was not to be messed with.The chill that rushed through every nook and cranny of my body after he said those words, back at the parking lots, were second to none.He wants to break me, bend me and make me eat from the palm of his hands. My step-brother wanted to do all this to me.Though, I wasn't expecting less from someone like him, but he exceeded my expectations, or more like, I underestimated what he could do.I stood outside the compound, watching as he got into his car, shut the door and drove off.He meant every damn words!Fury flared in my eyes, burning like hellfire. I wished I could burn him alive, until he is nothing but ashes left, but right now, I can't. I don't have such superpowers.He has the upper hands and to survive, I have to abide, eat from the palm of his hands a
IVANA'S POV “Let's begin, Miss Ivana.” The voice of a female reverberated inside the office, it was soft and soothing.Seated on a chair across hers, I stared at the woman, who happens to be my new therapist.She is a beautiful lady with Auburn hair and blue eyes. I bet her cheeks would be hurting soon due to the stretch of her smile.I wasn't comfortable around her, maybe because it was my first time.My fingers fiddled with the edge of my sunflower dress as I inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm the dread that rolled through my stomach.The thought of opening up about my past, my trauma to a strange woman who I just met few minutes ago, didn't seat right with me, but like always, I never had a choice.After the breakup with Roman, I haven't been myself and Mom misunderstood it.Ruslan wasn't helping matters also. He always returned to the clan in clothes covered and soaked in the blood of his prey.I've no idea if it was intentional or not, but each time I came across him, the need
IVANA'S POV I was lying more often than usual.It became a new trait I portrayed ever since I came to Russia to join Mom’s new family. The Orlovs.Each time my mind drifted back to Roman, I always imagine him fucking Anna on the bed.Different sounds leaving their lips, with them covered in sweats.That imagination created by my shallow mind, caused my heart to bleed and made it even harder to move on.Once the imagination was registered inside my head and imprinted in my mind, it was hard to get it out. No matter how hard I tried to pull myself together and move on, just the way Roman did, it wasn't working.I bet he already moved on like nothing happened. He just wanted to clear his guilty conscience or better still, make it known to me incase I find out that he has been fucking Anna behind my back.If it weren't the case, he wouldn't have broken up with me over the phone, knowing fully well that I was on a different side of the continent and it wouldn't be easy to fly back to New
IVANA'S POV If Ruslan Fucking Orlov thinks he could make me bend to every of his damn rules, he is so wrong.When it comes to what I wear, I have preference and not even God can change my mind from wearing flower dresses.Hell, I have come to love flowers designer gowns that it has become a part of me now.Out of anger. The anger that lasted for a minute before it wore off, only for me to realise the mistake I created myself. ‘You can go to hell. I would rather look like a fucking plant than to look like an elegant lady, which infact, I'm not.’I already pressed the ‘send button’ before realising what I've done.Ruslan would surely come for me tonight.“Whatever!” I heaved a sigh with an eye roll before shoving my phone back into my backpack.Staring out of the window, we were already at the gate of the college.Once the car got into the college's parking lots, I alighted and made my way into the school.I have no friends other than Aria.Being an introvert, making friends was the h
IVANA’S POV PRESENT DAY Igor Orlov. Dare I say that he is one of the reasons why I came to Russia.A well-known country, filled with Mafia lords, cartels, clans of all sorts, that even the government doesn't have a say in their activities.He is the retired Bratva of Vipers Clan. My mother's new husband.It's funny how things happened so fast that I was barely able to wrap my head around it.Within a few months of meeting each other at a business meeting, they began to date and then two months later, they were married.And now, I have to go to Russia with my mom, be a mafia princess which I never for once dreamt of becoming.I will have to leave my friends, college, hometown to a place I haven't been and a life which doesn't fit someone like me.As a daughter who is very supportive of every of her mother's decision, I was happy that my mom finally found love after fifteen years of being alone, but the man she married, I wasn't in support of it. I can never be.“Mom, I can live by m
IVANA'S POV If Ruslan Fucking Orlov thinks he could make me bend to every of his damn rules, he is so wrong.When it comes to what I wear, I have preference and not even God can change my mind from wearing flower dresses.Hell, I have come to love flowers designer gowns that it has become a part of me now.Out of anger. The anger that lasted for a minute before it wore off, only for me to realise the mistake I created myself. ‘You can go to hell. I would rather look like a fucking plant than to look like an elegant lady, which infact, I'm not.’I already pressed the ‘send button’ before realising what I've done.Ruslan would surely come for me tonight.“Whatever!” I heaved a sigh with an eye roll before shoving my phone back into my backpack.Staring out of the window, we were already at the gate of the college.Once the car got into the college's parking lots, I alighted and made my way into the school.I have no friends other than Aria.Being an introvert, making friends was the h
IVANA'S POV I was lying more often than usual.It became a new trait I portrayed ever since I came to Russia to join Mom’s new family. The Orlovs.Each time my mind drifted back to Roman, I always imagine him fucking Anna on the bed.Different sounds leaving their lips, with them covered in sweats.That imagination created by my shallow mind, caused my heart to bleed and made it even harder to move on.Once the imagination was registered inside my head and imprinted in my mind, it was hard to get it out. No matter how hard I tried to pull myself together and move on, just the way Roman did, it wasn't working.I bet he already moved on like nothing happened. He just wanted to clear his guilty conscience or better still, make it known to me incase I find out that he has been fucking Anna behind my back.If it weren't the case, he wouldn't have broken up with me over the phone, knowing fully well that I was on a different side of the continent and it wouldn't be easy to fly back to New
IVANA'S POV “Let's begin, Miss Ivana.” The voice of a female reverberated inside the office, it was soft and soothing.Seated on a chair across hers, I stared at the woman, who happens to be my new therapist.She is a beautiful lady with Auburn hair and blue eyes. I bet her cheeks would be hurting soon due to the stretch of her smile.I wasn't comfortable around her, maybe because it was my first time.My fingers fiddled with the edge of my sunflower dress as I inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm the dread that rolled through my stomach.The thought of opening up about my past, my trauma to a strange woman who I just met few minutes ago, didn't seat right with me, but like always, I never had a choice.After the breakup with Roman, I haven't been myself and Mom misunderstood it.Ruslan wasn't helping matters also. He always returned to the clan in clothes covered and soaked in the blood of his prey.I've no idea if it was intentional or not, but each time I came across him, the need
IVANA'S POV Ruslan Orlov is not to be messed with.I thought I could break through his ruthless facade and make him change his mind concerning the arranged marriage, but he just proved to me that he was not to be messed with.The chill that rushed through every nook and cranny of my body after he said those words, back at the parking lots, were second to none.He wants to break me, bend me and make me eat from the palm of his hands. My step-brother wanted to do all this to me.Though, I wasn't expecting less from someone like him, but he exceeded my expectations, or more like, I underestimated what he could do.I stood outside the compound, watching as he got into his car, shut the door and drove off.He meant every damn words!Fury flared in my eyes, burning like hellfire. I wished I could burn him alive, until he is nothing but ashes left, but right now, I can't. I don't have such superpowers.He has the upper hands and to survive, I have to abide, eat from the palm of his hands a
IVANA'S POV My heart instantly scampered off at a crazy beat, not because of anything, but because of the thoughts of having sex with a man I share no mutual feelings or barely know.The Orlovs be damned. They're all crazy for forcing such rules on a twenty-one year old college student.I inhaled and exhaled, fidgeting with the hem of my crop top, below the table.No one must see my weakness, most especially, Ruslan.He would pry on it, feed on it and leave me vulnerable.“I'm barely twenty-one years old.” I let out a heavy shaky breath, trying to calm my racing heart. “Lara was eighteen when she got engaged.” Ruslan fucking Orlov always have a word of weapon to counter my attack, no matter how I try to outsmart him or talk my way out.“She was born and raised in the Vipers Clan, but I wasn't. I joined this family barely three weeks ago.” My gaze shot towards Ruslan, whose face was blank without any form of expression.“You will learn. You have to.” His words came out as a command,
IVANA'S POV How did it all got to this? I just couldn't understand.Just three weeks ago, I was a free bird. Free from family problems and living my life just like every other normal person, but it all changed now.I couldn't blame anyone but my mother. For the sake of her happiness, she has dragged me to hell, to stay with a goddamn, evil, heartless, ruthless man. Ruslan Orlov.I have been confined to my room for the past two days without stepping out.When he told his right hand man to lock the door and not let me out, except with his permission, I thought he was joking.But, devil be damned. He wasn’t playing or joking. He was serious as hell.A sigh escaped my lips, as I stared at the white ceiling up above, lost in thoughts.Who would have thought my life would end up like this?I hate violence to the core, but my step-brother and the whole Orlovs family thrives in violence, conflict, blood, and death.I wasn't fit into their family, but I was shoved in nonetheless.A soft knock
IVANA'S POVThese past two weeks in Russia were probably the worst moments of my life after the death of my father, fifteen years ago.I had gone through hell and was currently going through it, due to the imprinted blood stains that spilled all over the carpet from my father's head.That image remained imprinted in my head for the past fifteen years, despite seeing different therapists.None could help me end my phobia for blood or wipe those memories out of my head.And currently, staying with the Orlovs topped it all. Especially Ruslan, my overbearing step-brother.He always has a way to make me bend to his demands no matter how stubborn I claim to be.And today, was one of those days I wished would remain a nightmare.“What did you just say, Mom?” I didn't quiet catch what she had said earlier, so I needed her to explain it more clearer this time.“Your step-father and step-brother are in discussion concerning your marriage.” Mom said as drank from a cup of hot tea.“You are jokin
RUSLAN'S POVEven before I became the Bratva, after my father's retirement, showing off or flashy parties has unfortunately not been my thing.I hate so much attention. It gives way for jealousy, hatred and the need to kill.But, Igor, my father, never listened to any of my warnings against flashy parties, because at that very moment, he was throwing a month wedding anniversary with Ivory.Who the hell celebrates a month's wedding anniversary?Well, Igor did.He went against my warnings which needed to be heed, even if he was the one in control before me.He was no longer in control, I am.“Don't tell me Dad is throwing a month's wedding anniversary?” Lara whispered into my ear, her arm locked in mine as we made our way down the hall inside the clan, where the so-called wedding anniversary was taking place.“What do you think? Of course, he is throwing a fucking party.” I was mad, and at the verge of bursting. It was taking the last willpower in me to keep my emotions at bay until t
RUSLAN'S POVI hate not being in control of everything and anything within my grasp.But it seems, today's deal with the Irish mafia clan was beyond my control.They are in charge of the goods, so I have to abide by each of their rules to ensure a successful transaction.When I got a call from them to meet up at an underground building in one of the most luxurious bar in Saratov, I just scoffed.They were all out to provoke me.Who the hell does a business in a damn club?But nevertheless, my clan needs those goods and as the Bratva, I'm in charge of providing the goods for my clan, so left with no option, I found myself in the bar/club.The Irish mafia clan were trying to outsmart me, but little did they know that I'm no ordinary man.I was brought up and trained by one of the top Mafia lords that ever existed, so trying to outsmart me would be their loss.Nonetheless, the transaction was successful in less than two hours and my men took the goods back to the clan while I stayed back