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Chapter 10

Penulis: Bloody goddess
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IVANA'S POV

I was lying more often than usual.

It became a new trait I portrayed ever since I came to Russia to join Mom’s new family. The Orlovs.

Each time my mind drifted back to Roman, I always imagine him fucking Anna on the bed.

Different sounds leaving their lips, with them covered in sweats.

That imagination created by my shallow mind, caused my heart to bleed and made it even harder to move on.

Once the imagination was registered inside my head and imprinted in my mind, it was hard to get it out.

No matter how hard I tried to pull myself together and move on, just the way Roman did, it wasn't working.

I bet he already moved on like nothing happened. He just wanted to clear his guilty conscience or better still, make it known to me incase I find out that he has been fucking Anna behind my back.

If it weren't the case, he wouldn't have broken up with me over the phone, knowing fully well that I was on a different side of the continent and it wouldn't be easy to fly back to New
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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 11

    IVANA'S POV If Ruslan Fucking Orlov thinks he can make me bend to every of his damn rules, he is so wrong. When it comes to what I wear, I have preference and not even God can change my mind from wearing flower dresses. Hell, I have come to love flowers designer gowns that it has become a part of me now. Out of anger, I typed a reply.The anger lasted for just a minute before it wore off, only for me to realise the mistake I created for myself. ‘You can go to hell. I would rather look like a fucking plant than look like an elegant lady, which infact, I'm not.’ I already pressed the ‘send button’ before realising what I've done. Ruslan would surely come for me tonight. “Whatever!” I heaved a sigh with an eye roll before shoving my phone back into my backpack. Staring out of the window, we were already at the entrance of the college. Once the car got into the parking lots, I alighted and made my way into the school. I have no friends other than Aria. Being an introvert, maki

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 12

    RUSLAN POV Seated in my office and typing away on my laptop, I was so engrossed in my work that I didn't hear the knocking on the door.Another knock snapped me out of my thoughts and I took off my glasses, shutting the laptop at once.I could tell from the desperation behind the knock, that there was something important I should know about.“Yes, come in.” I replied and almost immediately, Nicko burst in, his face blank, but I could see the rapid movement in his eyes.“Why are you here? Report.” I ordered and Nicko drove his fingers into his wavy black hair.“If you aren't ready to report, leave now and take care of the matter yourself.” I glared.“Someone stole from our goods.” He finally spoke up after few seconds of silence.I knew it. Something was wrong from the way he knocked and the desperation in his eyes.I guess some motherfucker will be dying tonight, by my hands.“Who is it?” I asked, my voice deep and calm.It implied to; a calm before the storm.“We don't know for sure

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 13

    TRIGGER WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VIOLENCE. RUSLAN'S POV They laughed. They fucking laughed at me like I was the most funniest person on earth. And I swear to God, the urge. The sudden will to gouge out all their eyes and grilled it for Viking, my dog to eat, overwhelmed me. Overpowered me. My hands began to ache, itch and my demons wanted to consume blood. I was barely keeping them at bay. “Did I say something funny?” Annoyance wormed it's way into my chest. “What did Caleb took from you? Just a few arsenal? Are you kidding me?” The leader stepped forward, towering over me like a giant. He should know by now that things doesn't work well because he is a giant. David fucking took Goliath down with just a stone, but me? I’ll be taking him and every motherfucking gangsters in that warehouse with my silver dagger. “Aren't you supposed to be a generous Bratva? Losing a few arsenal won't be the end of you or your clan, hell, it doesn't take a cent from you.” “But

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 14

    IVANA'S POV I've always thought that Ruslan doesn't just show up in front of me with blood-socked shirt, but last night, I believed otherwise.I thought of it as a coincidence but not after what he did the previous night.He used my phobia to make me succumb, leaving me with no option but to obey his every command.With the urge to throw up clawing at my throat, threatening to leave my mouth without permission, I had to run to the closest restroom to poke my guts out.Will I ever get better?Will there come a day when I won't be afraid of blood? When I won't feel the need to throw up at the sight of it?I really hope that day comes, but as for now, I have to avoid Ruslan.If I can't win against him, at least, I could be a coward and avoid him the best I could.I slept with only one mission in mind; avoid my step-brother the best I can for as long as possible.But guess what?Things didn't worked out the way I planned it before going to bed.I head downstairs for breakfast the next mo

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 15

    IVANA'S POV Annoyance, hatred, frustration, vulnerability, they all wormed their way into my chest as I stared at him.I badly wanted to reply back at him, but his steel eyes settled on me like a punch in the guts. Glaring at him with my fists folded by my side, and my fingers digging into the palm of my flesh, almost drawing out blood.He let out a dark chuckle, leaning further into his leather chair like a dark satan that he was.“As much as I appreciate your kindness, I don't think I need it or the jasmine tea.” I forced a smile, the kind of smile that didn't reach my eyes.“Very well then,” the deep timber in his voice vibrate through every system in my body and the incessant clicking of his fingers against his desk, ingrained in my mind.“You can take the tea away.” He dismissed with his hand and I turned around, picked the tray of jasmine tea and made my way to the door.Just before I could push it open, I turned around, staring at my step-brother who has once again returned h

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 16

    IVANA'S POV As I applied disinfectant on the cuts I sustained in Ruslan's office, embarrassment morphed it way to my cheeks, tainting it crimson red. God! I've never been so embarrassed in my life. ……. During breakfast, I could barely eat since only I and my step-brother were home. Mom and Igor never informed me of where they were going and as for Lara, she was spending time with her fiancée and won't be home until tomorrow. Left with an intolerable step-brother, I was finding it hard to swallow the lump of a food in my throat. Silence unlike anything I've experienced descend in the dining room, and the only sound which could be heard, was that of the cutleries. As the second passed by, my mind drifted back to the scene at Ruslan's office and it made my hold on the cutlery tightened, imagining he was the cutlery instead. “If you want to kill me, do it directly, stop taking it out on the poor cutlery.” The corner of his lips twitched, yet he spared me no glance. “I'

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 17

    IVANA'S POV Ruslan being into men, was the only justified reason why he doesn't like me. The only reason I can come up with, because his hatred towards me can't be justified. But he also has a sister, Lara. He never behaves that way towards her, but to me? It was a different case. I just can't think of how many times I've suffered all because he wanted to assert his dominance on me and make me obey his rules. Like a puppy. …… My eyes were glued on the lecturer who was so engrossed in his lecture to even notice someone like me staring. I just can't get the image of Ruslan smiling at the lecturer out of my head. Was he really into men? If it turns out that the lecturer is his boyfriend, it wasn't a bad decision after all. The lecturer, whose name I don't know, is an handsome man with thick brows, full lips, impeccable jawline, delicate nose. Seems Ruslan had a certain taste in men, and moreover, they both shared the same personality. Cold, dark. A sigh escaped

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 18

    RUSLAN'S POV Nikolai Vicenzo . My best friend since childhood. We grew up together under the Vikings Clan, with his father and mine as the right hand man and his father as the left hand man of the Bratva of Vikings Clan, fifteen years ago. After the death of his father, Igor took him under his wing when he was creating Vipers Clan, so we were basically brothers. We lived together up until we were thirty years, before he left the clan to start a life for himself. A life different from the one I had pictured for both of us. When he said he wanted a life which doesn't thrives on conflict, blood, death and violence, I thought he was going to start up his own business, but guess what? He became a lecturer at Hallway College, the same college Ivana, my step-sister attends. I was so surprised at how unpredictable he was, but I wasn't chanced to see him. We've not seen each other for over ten months, so today, I decided to pay him a visit at the college. With the Irish mafia

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  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 59

    IVANA'S POV Clearing my throat, I rose to my feet, moving away from the dining table. “I would love to return to my room and take a rest.”Mom, Igor and Lara settled their gaze on me, making me uncomfortable.“Don't forget, Ivana, your first fitting is in two days. Just reminding you, so you won't forget.” Lara informed me and I nodded slowly.“Thank you for the reminder.” Forcing a smile on my face, I walked out of the room entirely, going upstairs to my room.Once I was in, I fell flat on the bed, with my boobs pressing against it and my phone in my hand, staring at Ruslan's sultry words.My fingers absentmindedly threaded through my skirt, making contact with my wet panties.My fingers massaged my throbbing pussy, while I stared at the message, thinking of him.I wanted him to touch me, fuck me, make me his personal slut, but I doubt any of it would be happening anytime soon.My wedding was in six days and I doubt we'd be able to see each other, now that he was busy dealing with t

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 58

    IVANA'S POV I groaned as the sun slipped into my room through the curtains.Turning from one end of the bed to another, I wanted to sleep more, but my head was slammed with ache, causing me to shut my eyes tightly, trying to make the aching go away.Minutes later, the ache wasn't leaving, so I peeled my eyes open slowly, taking in my surrounding and once I confirmed that I was in my room back at the Orlovs’ mansion, I relaxed a bit.“Arg! My head hurt.” Groaning with my hands on my head, I sat upright, massaging my temple just to reduced the hangover aching in my head.The urge to yawn took over and I raised my right hand to my mouth, trying to cover it as I yawned, but immediately my hand came in contact with my lips, the memories from last night came flooding into my head like the waves of the sea.Pecking Ruslan….Kissing him…..Giving him a blow job…My lips parted in shock and my pupils dilated. “What have you do, Ivana?” My hands went to my cheeks, touching and massaging them

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 57

    RUSLAN’S POV Men feared my wrath, anger, ruthlessness. They fell on their knees, trembling at the mention of my name, but when it comes to my step-sister, Ivana Alex, I can't hold my anger for long.It was now the other way round.She always knows the perfect way to unlock and release every anger and grudge pent up in my chest.When she said she was sorry, I heard it clearly and it came as a shock to me, but I wanted to hear it once more, so I pretended like I never heard it.I leaned closer, my hands still on the steering wheel and my eyes focused on the road.I wouldn't love to get into an accident in the middle of the night. It was of no good to me or whatsoever.She was overly cute and innocent without any care in the world for me to handle.I was trying to remain cool and composed, but she unlocked the beast inside of me when she pecked my cheek.Ivana Alex was indirectly giving me a chance to fuck her, to brand her as mine and this time, I didn't hesitate.I was ready to fuck t

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 56

    IVANA'S POV When Ruslan told me to remain where I was because he would be coming over, I thought of it as a mere threat, just so I wouldn't go with those boys, but turned out it was nothing close to a threat.He was so fucking serious about it. The second I set my eyes on him, he was striding towards me, his eyes blazing with fury and another kind of emotion. The kind of emotion I shouldn't call out without thinking about it twice.Ruslan is a psychopath who isn’t capable of emotions, but lately, he's been showing more emotions than I can handle and it keeps trying to tie me down.It made me crave him more. Want him more than I should. Think of forbidden things which shouldn't cross my mind at all….Before I could snap out of my reverie, he was already standing in front of me, his large hands locked against the shirt of the guy beside me.I was so dumfounded that I couldn't say a word other than watch him punch the guy, dislocating his jaw and sending his teeth flying out of his mo

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 55

    RUSLAN'S POV I wasn't the overprotective kind of brother to Lara. I never was, not until Ivana Alex came into the picture. With her innocent looks, she has destroyed and disrupted so much in my life that can't seem to return back to normal anymore. I doubt my life could be as perfect as it once was. After they were gone, it took sheer willpower not to send Felix and Mark after them for protection. With the Irish mafia hovering around, it wasn't safe for them, but nevertheless, Lara assured me. She promised to give me a call if things went wrong, but it's been hours since they left, but I got no call or whatsoever. I had paperworks to handle and also needed leave for my warehouse for inspection of the goods coming from Italy, but it has been an hour, yet, I couldn't bring myself to concentrate on my work, let alone leave for the warehouse. Seated behind the desk with my phone and paperworks on the desk, I spaced out. Lara has always been the party type and neither could I

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 54

    IVANA'S POV Upon our arrival at the party, Lara's lips curled into a smile and her eyes twinkled in happiness, like a little child going to a birthday party for the first time. The car pulled up in the parking lots beside all other expensive ones of different types and products. The party was surely for the wealthy and powerful. It wasn't for me, but so far I carried the Orlovs surname with me, I had automatically became one of them. Rich and powerful. We both stepped down from the car, hand in hand, making our way through the entrance with hefty bodyguards standing by the door with stern looks on. Each of them had a gun in their hands and I swear, they weren't there to play. They meant fucking business. “They ask for IDs,” Lara leaned forward, whispering into my ear and my eyes dilated. “What is the age standard?” I asked and she smiled, leaning forward once more. “Twenty will do.” She nodded and I exhaled. I was only twenty-one and it made me kind of worried, thi

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 53

    IVANA'S POV I lied once again. Just like always and this time, it came out smoother than expected.I lied to everyone that I would be meeting with Jeremy, when infact, it was a big fat lie.Lying was just a method needed for confirmation.I wanted to confirm if truly Ruslan didn't care about me. He doesn't do virgin? I wanted to find out, using myself as the experimental tool.While I was busy talking to Lara about the party she was inviting me to tag along with her, Ruslan was seated, eyes on me.He wanted to murder and shred every piece of my privacy and funny enough, it felt so good. Too good to be real.I bet he was running wild due to the fact that I would be visiting Jeremy in his penthouse, when infact, it was a lie. It was just a plain unjustifiable excuse. I'm afraid of Jeremy, so why would I go to his penthouse, all because I wanted to prove a point?All I had to do was meet with Aria instead, because there was no way in hell, I would be stepping my feet into Jeremy's ho

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 52

    RUSLAN’S POV I don't do virgin, like I told Ivana, but with her, I wanted to.I wanted to go extra miles to claim her, brand her, make her mine, but when she talked about what Jeremy said at the date earlier, I didn't want my lust and unhealthy obsession to slip into my veins more than it already has.‘Ivana Alex, is not special to me.’ This has became my daily mantra for days now.If it was her pussy I was craving for, I can go fuck another bitch and wash it off my veins, this way, I wouldn't get too obsessed more than I already was.Throughout the night, I busy myself with paperwork and strategies on how to snake my way into the Irish mafia and avenge the death of my mobstar, whom they killed.I wasn't going to let it slide on any condition. They should know that by now.I didn't sleep a wink and when it was exactly thirty minutes past seven in the morning, I walked downstairs in my grey pants, with no shirt on.I wanted some green tea to start my day, and everyone, except for the

  • Craving Him, My Step-Brother    Chapter 51

    IVANA'S POV He kissed, sucked and feasted on my lips like I was his next breath and without me, he would be dead.The kiss left me gasping and begging for breath, but I didn't stopped or had any intention of stopping.His hand snaked around my waist and his other hand still at the back of my neck, stopping me from moving away or trying to break the kiss.We were playing a dangerous game. Kissing by the stairs where someone could see us, but at that very moment, we didn't care at all, not even for a bit.I just wanted him to continue kissing me until my lips went numb, filling my whole lips until I was nothing but a wobbling little fish beneath him.The kiss was all shade of erotic. Tongue entwining, teeth grazing against each other and sucking of lips like some goddamn popsicle.After what felt like forever, Ruslan broke the kiss, gazing at me with something other than lust. Something other than want.Like he desperately wanted me, just the way I want him. Deep inside of me.“What d

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